I was waiting for Na Jintang to arrive. The moment the room started up, I knew he had arrived.
The action you should face is in the right direction and in the wrong direction, no matter how painful you think the process is or how difficult it is for you.
Something that is clear is something that you must eventually accept, and this kind of thing becomes an insurmountable obstacle for you.
I took a deep breath and adjusted my current mood. I knew that I should have a good talk with him about this kind of thing. There are some things that you can't escape.
Na Jintang walked up to me, he gently held my hand, and then looked at me with a very doting look.
"It's so late, why haven't you slept yet? What else are you doing and what else are you thinking about? It's been a busy day today."
"How is the situation with the old man? Has he fallen asleep?"
He hugged me quietly, and the two of us leaned on each other on the sofa and cuddled tightly.
"The old man has fallen asleep. It seems that he is really tired. I don't know that in so many years, it is rare to see the old man so happy today. It finally has a happy ending, and the old man also knows it.
His own illness, many of these things have been resolved. No matter what decision or plan the old man makes, we must not give up, because for me, it is really difficult and difficult to go.
Make this choice."
I looked at him and saw the tired look on his face. After such a long period of hard work, he had indeed worked hard enough.
That thing was completely hard for him, and it wasn't because of the whole factory for a period of time. Normally, he shouldn't have to do so many tiring things.
But he really has no way to solve this problem, and all the pressure of this project is on his shoulders.
What else could he do?
He must have gone too far in this area on his own, and he didn't even see anything like this in the future.
Then the whole project collapsed. In fact, it is very clear that everything in the factory and at home is on him.
"In fact, Jintang, you don't have to be so tired, and you don't have to be so entangled. Sometimes the old man here just tells the truth. It is actually a very natural law. There are arrangements between the ages of thirty and forty, so there is no need to be too entangled.
There are many things, because even if you don’t struggle with some things or deal with them, they will still appear in front of you. This kind of thing is not something you can sometimes control manually. In fact, I quite admire the old man’s open-mindedness.
I think the old man has a lot of mistakes in his behavior. I think he respects his inner feelings..."
The man from Jintang didn't say a word. He smoked the cigarette quietly, as if he was thinking about many problems, but his other hand gently touched my shoulder, which made me feel a very quiet life.
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"I think the old man is really weird today, and why does the old man have so many things to deal with? I always feel as if the old man is arranging something, and it is really different from his usual method and handling of things.
, do you feel this way?"
My heart skipped a beat and I looked at Na Jintang. He was also a sensitive person. What could escape his sight?
Sometimes he doesn't necessarily think that he has a young body, but he has a very old soul in his heart.
I don't mean what I mean.
"No, I don't know what kind of special thing the old man has today. I think he is a very open-minded person, because I discussed this illness with him today. In fact, I trust my wife when it comes to my own body.
He is the one who has the most say, and he should be able to know any changes in his body that no one else can tell him. These are just like catching a cold and getting sick. If he is not feeling well, how could this thing be so barbaric to him?
, In fact, the old man, after you have been a Western teacher for so many years, he may just pay little attention to this kind of thing, so I think this kind of thing still respects the old man’s ideas. Of course, as mentioned just now, we will also be conservative to a certain extent.
Treatment can prolong other people's lives as much as possible, and try not to grow old in the process, which is very painful, and allow them to fulfill as many wishes as possible. I think this kind of thing is the best thing."
Na Jintang let out a long sigh and looked at me with a very deep look.
"I know how to deal with this matter, old man. No matter what, I will arrange it all. After we get married, I will accompany the old man for a walk. Over the years, the old man has indeed
I have done a lot for this family and a lot for the company, and I didn’t hesitate to step down. I didn’t even enjoy today’s quiet days, and I got this disease again. So, I feel guilty towards the old man over the years.
Yes, I hope I can spend more time with him at this time... Do you want to come with me?"
My body stiffened. I really knew this and I didn't know how to answer it.
Because I know this kind of thing, my answer may be a promise that cannot be fulfilled later, so this means that my promise is definitely a blank check.
Then this kind of thing may cause harm to anyone.
"Then Jintang, I don't care what happens next. You have to do what you promised. Everyone should do what they promised. I will try my best to deal with these things."
Well, Na Jintang is not going to give up on asking me an excessive question, because he seems to be more clever in asking questions in this situation.
"Maomao, why did you agree to the old man's proposal? Why did the old man suddenly ask you to go back to your hometown and remarry? In fact, there is really no need to do this, and I really don't want you to do this, because there are really many things outside.
, and you have experienced two kidnappings, I am really scared. I really don’t want anything to happen during this process. You know that if there is any problem with this thing, it may cause your business to suffer a lot.
The threat, can you not come from home to get married, and then stay at home?"
I knew he would be worried, and he would try to persuade me in this way, which was something I expected.
But I really can't promise him this. If I promise him, how can I leave here.
How could I let the old man's painstaking efforts go to waste?
"I don't know if I can do these things well, but I know that I will definitely do these things well. Don't worry about all these preparations. When I return home, I still have such a brother to accompany me, and
There is really no need to worry too much about the fact that these babies are accompanying us, and we were only separated for 10 days. Didn’t you say that the auspicious time of the zodiac should be at the end of the month, so the end of the month should be coming soon.
I can just make some arrangements during this time..."
My voice became smaller and smaller, but I still insisted on a position. I think this thing is very important to me.
No matter how far this thing happens, no matter what the consequences of this situation are, I don't want to persist.
Because this thing is really important to me, and there is no way I can refuse it.
"We should take a long-term view on the old man's affairs, and we should put our things aside, and the old man also hopes to do it this way. Think about this kind of thing. After all, the old man likes to use a very good custom to complete this matter, then
We should abide by the old man's agreement. We have already reached an agreement at this time. You think it might not be good for me to stay any longer. Besides, I think this is a wedding, so happiness must be the most important thing, right? So,
You don’t have to worry, we are separated for ten days, and I will still come back after ten days~"
"Maomao, I know this should be done, but I'm really worried, otherwise you have to promise me that even if you don't come to the factory to do the work, even if you take a leave within these 10 days, but
You must stay at home as long as possible and do everything. Don’t go alone. If you have something to do when you go out, you can call a bodyguard or ask a brother to complete the matter. You must not go out alone. But this matter is very confusing now. You
You must pay attention to safety. If you agree to me, I want to relax in my heart. If you don't agree to me, I won't even be able to concentrate on all aspects of things..."
He looked at me with a very doting look, even a pleading look, and I felt really painful inside.
But I feel that when I think it is possible to live up to his expectations, the possible results are not at all what I imagined.
Maybe it's because sometimes I feel really sad, and I really feel like crying, just after so many years.
We really may be coming to an end.
"Then Jintang, don't worry. I said I will definitely pay attention to safety in this matter. Do you think I regard life as a kind of self-confidence? There are some things you can do just like what the old man said, you can
When I work with clients, treat me as a glass person. You have to look at me, but I have to face many things in the end. If I don’t face them, how can I know my life, right?”
I looked deeply at the man in front of me, and I knew how tangled the man in front of me was. I felt like I was just as tangled in my heart as he was.
For all the things that are about to be separated, who can say that they are happy, so as long as they can show that they are relaxed.
Sometimes he hugs me tightly, as if he is afraid that I will lose myself, as if he is worried that my leaving will cause a great feeling to him.
Maybe he had a premonition, maybe I was also embarrassed beyond words, what the overall meaning of our two projects meant.
But I know that no matter who is going to make this kind of thing, even if it is Na Jintang, he stands in my position.
He can still make his decision. If everyone stands in my position, they may stick to their decision.
So I'm sorry to say it, but the gears of fate just happened to turn on my head, so this is what I should do now.
After a long time, he sighed deeply, as if he had no way to deal with the matter in front of him, or in other words, he had no way to convince me and the old man.
In this way, the old man and I accept such strength or persistence.
So for a kind person, he may not have so much persistence, but he is still very worried.
In fact, he was right to be worried, and right to be too sensitive, but I didn't tell him.
"Okay! Maomao, you're leaving the day after tomorrow, right? I'll see you off in the morning the day after tomorrow, and I'll take you home. I won't feel relieved until I see you enter the door of the house."
I wanted to show a smile as wide as the sky. Of course, I certainly hope that he can send me off. After sending me home, maybe everything will change.
"Okay, of course it's me. Then at 8:00 the day after tomorrow when you go to work, you can take me home. However, after the time you agreed, you should relax and bring me home. I
But when it comes to this day, I have calculated this day very clearly. If you don’t prepare a lot of things for me, I may not be able to spare you then, and my kitchen knife will not agree to your idea!"
When I said this to him, I actually used deliberately ridiculing language. I knew that the more relaxed it would be, the less harm we would suffer to each other in the process.
He smiled faintly, as if he was really incredulous or helpless about my naughty look.
"Mao Jiujiu, what can I do to you? You will always be like this, so what do you think? Don't forget to take your kitchen knife over when the time comes... You must promise me that this time you will not
You’ve lost yourself, you know?”
I looked at him and knew that I was not sure whether I would be lost during this trip, but I was sure that he and I were about to be separated.
So I don’t know what the future will be like, so I’ll just treat it as a good impression and a good memory.
"Okay, I won't get rid of myself. No matter what happens to this matter, I will definitely come back. If you want to promise me, you must not be too busy at work and finish the matter. You said
After I get married, I want to take the old man and I on a trip together."
He smiled faintly and hugged me calmly, fearing that I might disappear if I cried here.
Why do two people who love each other often have no chance to make more choices, and sometimes want to control their destiny?