Ah, it seems that Jintang's entire mental state has relaxed. I know that he may have accepted this fact.
In other words, he knows what to do when he is confident.
"Then Jintang, didn't you once tell me that you want to tell me many, many stories? I'm leaving the day after tomorrow. What stories do you still have that you don't want to tell me? I'll want to hear them every day.
What’s your story?”
Sadness looked at me lightly, and looked at me with a very silent look, and told me with very hot eyes.
"Yes, I will tell you all the possible stories before today and tomorrow night. Although it is very long, I hope you can hear these stories and complete this story before you get married. I once told you
If you let me know, I will definitely tell you this story in its entirety."
I am very touched, touched by his persistence, touched by his commitment, and touched by his sincerity. He will definitely tell me in this world. He will not deceive me in any way. I believe they will do this to me.
a little.
"Has the cat started to listen too? Can I tell you half of the story today? I will tell you the ending of the story tomorrow."
I nodded, I had so much expectations, but also so much fear, I was afraid that these things were things I didn't want to hear.
I felt that there was a kind of self-evident sign, and this feeling was that I didn’t want to get this result anyway, so doing this was not something I thought I should understand.
But I don't know if this process will be stressful for me, but I have a feeling that is beyond words and a heartbeat.
I even began to reject and reject it. I didn’t even want to know the outcome of this matter with him, because for me, I am really better at this kind of thing. It has many other benefits, so don’t go too far in making it.
what.
For example, he held my hand and gently rubbed my arm, which made me feel vulnerable.
But I felt that his eyes and his thoughts seemed to be very profound.
It's like going back to the old days.
"This story happened many years ago, many, many years ago, when I was a child. I actually lived in a very wealthy family. Now I feel completely different from the old man. The old man said that he came here later. This
Can you understand it?"
I nodded. I understood his situation at that time. Otherwise, how could I call the old man his adoptive father?
He is not his real father.
"My parents love me very much. They love me very much. My father is very tall. He often asks me to ride horses and shoot arrows. My mother is a very kind mother. My mother loves me very much.
, she often hugged me and often cooked me a lot of delicious things. I will always feel that I was a very happy child at that time, and there would never be any fluctuations in my life. If I live a normal life without too many accidents,
I should be considered a richer child, and maybe I should be able to live more openly and freely, but something happened."
When he finished saying this, he hugged me tightly, as if he was still trembling in his body.
Feeling a kind of nervousness and a kind of fear in him, a kind of worry, is really a very unspeakable feeling, a feeling of suffocation. I rarely feel scared when I see a person.
But at this time, I felt that his nervousness and trembling came from a kind of unspeakable fear and nervousness.
It could be seen that he was really scared.
"Maomao, I'm going to do the next thing, don't be afraid, okay?"
I couldn't help but hug his waist tightly, and I felt as if there was a violent storm.
It was like a violent storm coming, and it suddenly swept us into the deep ocean.
I clicked on it because I really didn’t know how to deal with this behavior, but I felt that it was really a feeling that I couldn’t put into words.
"I was still very young at that time. When I was about 7 years old, I really had a very happy childhood. But that night when I was sleeping, I suddenly discovered that there were many, many things. I didn't know what was developed at all.
Something, I heard a bang bang bang outside, I smelled a very strong smell of blood in the whole room, I heard everyone making a dull fighting sound, I don’t know why, I faced
I saw all the people fighting outside, and a few black men were about to rush into my room, as if Heizi and the others were about to stab me with their sharp knives..."
There was a pause along the way, and his teeth were trembling. When he came out, he was controlling his emotions and his rhythm, and even his fingers were deeply clasped on his left hand.
A deep blood mark has been detained.
"When I thought I was going to die this time, I suddenly saw a person rushing towards me. This person blocked the scream of the man in black behind me. I have looked at this person too many times,
That’s my mother, my mother actually stabbed me more than ten times while carrying the man in black on my back!”
I can see the attitude I used to have. I know how ugly, how painful, and how unspeakable this process was for him. Now he uses words to describe it. It can be seen how much unspeakable things are hidden in his heart.
The pain was so profound that it shocked me.
"Then Jintang, stop talking, don't talk any more, I know these things are your past and just forget about them. I don't want to know that this is hurting you, so don't talk anymore, okay?"
Na Jintang was completely immersed in the old days at this time, and he was in a completely crazy state.
But his distorted facial expression could tell me that his own pain had reached its extreme.
"Maomao, yes, it is a very painful process and a very painful description. I can say it not because I have given up on these things, but because I want to tell you, the meaning of this story
It’s a process, and this process has this scene.”
I really want to cry. I know how psychologically traumatic these things are for you, but I don’t know how difficult this moment is for him.
I really hugged him, I wanted to use my power to give him, and I wanted to tell him something that I really didn't care about, but there was no way to stop him from continuing to talk.
"Maomao, at that time, my mother used all her last strength to protect me. She said something in my ear: Run away, run away, never come back, never seek revenge for yourself...
…”
"After my mother said this, she used all her strength to push me towards the stairs. I moved down the stairs. When I turned around and saw Mother Wang, my mother had used up all her strength.
After fighting with the men in black, she is now blocking those men in black from leaving, but her whole body is dripping with blood..."
"I was going to cry and shout to find my mother, but at this time my wet nurse knocked me out early in the morning. In my last conscious state, I saw my mother and my father falling in front of me. I
Knowing that I will lose them forever at this time, I can't..."
Ah, a line of tears fell silently in front of that Jintang!
I have never seen him cry before, I swear I have never seen him cry, but this time he was holding my head and crying like a child!
If you can discover what is pain and what is unforgettable, and then he reaches the age of Jintang now, the trauma he has suffered may be fully vented at this moment, and all the tears he cries can no longer be controlled.
own body.
He kept twitching and shaking, as if he was falling into an abyss and darkness.
I kept crying. When I heard this kind of thing, I realized that he had a very comprehensive and dark scene. Of course, he was only 7 years old. He was different from me. I had been an orphan since I was a child.
He is really different from me. He had a very happy childhood and a very happy family.
It completely collapsed in that moment!
It's like having an arm suddenly cut off. You will feel that the severe pain is beyond words. At this time, sometimes you don't look at him. He is usually very nervous, but now his painful look makes you feel that I can't bear it. I
He even hates those men in black at night as much as he does!
I gently wiped away the tears from his eyes, gently wiping away his helplessness.
"Then Jintang will be fine. It was just your past. Now you have it. I have the old man. This is the best start for you. Don't be too afraid. All this has passed. I will follow you.
Let’s go for revenge together!”
He looked at me with confused eyes.
"But my mother once told me that she didn't want me to repay her. She asked me to go far away. She said that I didn't listen to her. I'm back again. I'm back here again. Yes, I want revenge. I
We must avenge our mother!"
I support his decision. Of course, I also understand that they did this. This is understandable. A gentleman takes revenge, and it is never too late in ten years!
"Then Jintang, tell me who this enemy is. Who dares to do these outrageous things? Why do you want to hurt your whole family? Tell me if you have found that enemy? Have you killed him?"
I am as sad as him, and as angry as him. I know that no matter what, I must kill this thing, kill him!
He looked at me anxiously.
"There are some clues. I have been investigating this matter for so many years. It is not yet completely determined what to do. It is very likely that he is not doing it alone. So when this matter is confirmed, I will definitely kill him first! This way
Pay homage to my parents..."
"Then tell me who it is and I will investigate with you. I don't believe that these people only want to do such a sinful thing and dare to do such a thing that goes against family ethics. Who is it? I will definitely take revenge with you. This
She is also my mother and my father!"
Na Jintang hugged me tightly and seemed not to say this out loud, but I wanted to know that he must have a certain answer in his mind.
"Okay, Maomao, let's talk about this later. Our story continues. This story is still very long. This is one part of the story that did not achieve the result."