I looked at him sleeping deeply, and I felt pain and anxiety in my heart. I knew that many things were healing on his shoulders.
These things are not something he can bear, and his maturity is beyond what most people can imagine. No matter if these things are placed on anyone's shoulders, they would have been crushed long ago.
But Na Jintang still insists on doing this kind of thing. It seems that he must not be able to bear it anymore and has to persevere. Maybe he just feels a happy feeling in it.
But you can't say that he is unhappy, maybe he is really happy, and who can understand this kind of happiness?
Perhaps during a long journey, a person will trek alone.
And the process of this trek is actually an insurmountable and unforgettable joy.
I gently stroked his brow and smoothed it. Even while sleeping, his brow was still so tightly closed.
It seems that his level of worry about the whole matter is far from reaching the relaxation stage. Perhaps his current emotions are still in a very melancholy and profound stage.
I don't know if I can help him, but I think even if I can't help him, I must make a lot of moves, maybe I can do it.
That's all I can do, I don't believe I can't do it.
I just sighed deeply. I was not finished with his story. I felt that there were so many things I wanted to hear clearly.
What is the ending of this story, but I am deeply worried about what happened to him in the past. It seems that the pain he suffered in Na Jintang is much more terrible than I imagined.
I used to think that I was the loneliest child in the world.
I received so much abuse from him since I was a child, but now compared with that Jintang, my little bit of abuse is really child's play. Compared with him, it pales into insignificance and is not worth mentioning at all.
All it really was was a very bland drink from a bottle of plain water.
I feel deep pain, my pain, because he lost his mother, lost his father, and lost his most painful childhood.
His childhood was lonelier and more terrifying than I imagined.
Moreover, being lonely and frightening is not something a child can bear, but he managed to bear it in this way.
Moreover, during this period of resisting this pressure, he had not had any chance to take revenge before, and now he has no way to help his parents take revenge.
So the words were stuck in his throat.
Just when I was thinking wildly, he gently hugged my waist and held me tightly in his arms. He seemed to be in a very unconscious state.
It can be seen that he is very, very tired. From this morning to now, he has basically not slept. In addition, he has been preparing for a company in the past ten days.
All the pressure is basically on him. Although I can also help him do many things, what we do is only within the capabilities of his strength.
And couldn't help much, so he was really tired.
I snuggled into his arms gently. I knew there was something that we really had to say goodbye to. I didn't know when this kind of thing would really come.
How attached I am to being in his arms, how much I miss his arms.
I can't imagine how I will play without him in the future. I even feel that I have no way to achieve my own imagination during this process.
I really feel that I have no ability to do anything during this process. I even feel that I will definitely leave during this process.
Will become like a confused bird!
I'm thinking a lot, I think of a lot of things that happened to me in the past, I think of a lot of things we used to do, we used to play together at sleepovers, we played happily together, we had a carefree childhood together. , and we worked hard together after arriving in this city. These past things are so vivid in my mind, and they have become the past quickly.
Are we really like a trunk line that can never intersect again? Can our intersection never be able to continue?
I was really afraid of this kind of thing, and I even trembled and really touched his waist.
I know that this is real for me at this time, and soon he will become a kind of like, and I can't help but quietly want to cry.
I controlled my thoughts and tears, not knowing how I might collapse if I were to pay attention.
When I was in a daze, I heard that Jintang spoke very quietly in my ear in a very confused language. I heard the gentle voice that kept rippling in my mood.
"Cat, anything will happen. Believe me, these things will come. I will protect you and take good care of you. I swear that I will make this promise and cherish it forever..."
I know that he is in a dream state now, which means that he is unconsciously talking in his sleep.
I really feel a heartache that is beyond words. At this time, he is still thinking of me, taking care of me, and helping me.
I know what a kind of kindness this kind of thing is to him and to me~
My heart is really full of emotions. In fact, I know that he once made a promise. This story has not yet been completely told. There are two girls in his story, a 3-year-old girl and a newborn girl. of a child.
These two girls should have a very important identity in Na Jintang's life, and should have a very important and irreplaceable value.
He had solemnly promised to Nalan Gege that he would protect them and he had protected them wholeheartedly, but where had the two girls gone?
Now he also wants to protect me wholeheartedly. I don’t know what kind of existence the three of us are in his life, but I am sure that this is a manifestation of his love and righteousness. He is an open-minded man and has made great achievements. If you make a commitment to something, you will definitely go all out to complete it.
I don't even feel too sad now. I even feel that this situation is really different from what I imagined.
But I know that no matter what happens to me now or what decision I make, Jintang will definitely support me without hesitation.
And where did these two girls go?
Did they die too?
So I also want to be in great pain during this process without any relief?
Maybe I don't know either. I can only wait until tomorrow, when I call you again, and he will tell me an answer at the beginning.
In fact, I don't know why, I am very curious about the identity of those two girls, and why my identity is taken so seriously.
Why do people say that I look like a certain person? Is there something self-evidently weird about my identity in this process?
I don’t know, I really can’t figure it out, I really think there are too many coincidences and too many weirdnesses in this thing.
But until there is no truth about this thing, I know that I have no way to make any judgment on anything?
My thoughts were so disturbed that I fell asleep in the middle of the night because I knew I was tired and you conquered me.
…
When he woke up the next day, Na Jintang was already up. It seemed that he still had the habit of getting up early.
I walked barefoot to the balcony and saw Na Jintang sitting there smoking, as if he had not gone to the office today.
I find this very strange. According to this, he will definitely go to the office every day, rain or shine, but he didn't go today.
Is it because of some worries?
He hugged me and spoke in a very, very precious language.
"It's so cold here. Why did you come out without socks? It stings your feet. Don't you know it's the twelfth lunar month of winter? Be careful of catching a cold at this time. Go put on socks and clothes to warm yourself up.
Look at this time, it’s still not human affairs. Who dares to let you go back home at this time? Without me to supervise and urge you to go back, why should you stay here? "
Na Jintang looked at me with a very doting look, and I knew he must be blaming me for going out barefoot at this time.
However, I was in a rather anxious mood at that time. I was very scared or worried that he would disappear suddenly, maybe it was subconscious.
Then I ran out barefoot, and when I saw his presence, my heart relaxed.
"So you didn't go to the company today? I thought you went to the company today. When I saw you before this morning, I really thought you didn't think you still had some things to deal with today? Why are you staying in?"
"Can I still go to the company at this time? You will leave tomorrow. Of course I feel reluctant to leave you. Although it is better to say goodbye than a wedding, these 10 days of separation are too difficult for me. I will accompany you well today.
I’ll stay with you for the day, and I’ll go to the company tomorrow and pick you up later.”
"Wow, that's great. I am He Dehe Neng and I feel so happy..."
"Okay, get up quickly. We are going to have breakfast. I will accompany you in whatever you want to do today. You have the final say in everything today. You are the boss and you have the final say. I will listen to your opinion.
, I don’t have any objections here.”
"It's true as you said, oh, you are going to accompany me today. You have to accompany me no matter what you say, right? Well, now I am thinking about what I want to eat and where I want to play. Anyway,
Today you are with me around the clock.”
"That's right, little lazy pig, get up quickly. Let's go change clothes quickly. Don't take off the clothes. If I don't find you tomorrow, you have to promise me that you must come back safely after the time."
"After I have breakfast, I want to tell you my time. Come back quickly. I'm waiting over there. I'm starving. I haven't eaten much during this time, and I drank a Drinks in the evening.”
I grabbed his hand and ran away. After that, he carried me into the room without using his hands at all. He looked at me with very gentle eyes and asked me to wear all my clothes warmly before deciding. I decided to let go and allow myself to be free.
I don’t know why, but when I was under his protection, I looked like a person wearing a very grand cotton-padded jacket.
He and I walked hand in hand to the lobby. In fact, for me, I cherish this last day very much.
I think in the last few moments today, I want to spend time with him. I want to live a normal life with him. I even thought about it at night.
Maybe I should give them the best thing about myself, maybe this is the last chance.
I know that this thing may really be the best thing for me, and I want to make some final souvenirs...
We visited for a long time. The old man and I were drinking coffee and having dinner. It seemed that he had gotten up early.
It seems that everyone has a feeling of uncertainty about today's existence. Perhaps it is really because I am leaving tomorrow and everyone may pay more attention to me.
Or maybe it’s a rare reunion time. I don’t know, but I feel that this kind of thing may be like this.
It's the only thing that will happen, so I don't know. I can only say that these things are a very important day for me.
"Old man, you got up so early. Today is a good day. The sun is so bright today. What do you want to do?"
The old man is always tolerant of us and treats each of us with care.
When he saw that there were no such companies in Jintang, he didn't think it was particularly strange. In other words, these things were expected by him and were part of his belief.
This sentence does not feel that the existence of this kind of thing is special, it can be regarded as a very natural thing.
"Okay, then I'll take you two to chat for a longer time. Today we will go out for dinner and have a good exercise. You two can go outside to bask in the sun today. The sunshine today is really good. You can go outside for a walk. Come on, the two of us have been preparing for this matter in the factory for so long, there should be no problem in those factories, right?"
Na Jintang smiled and sat down to drink a cup of coffee.
"Don't worry, things in my father's factory have become completely formal. There are dedicated people to take care of this matter, and there are dedicated teams in charge of this matter. It's not something that I can't do without me. We are now This factory is a very formalized, group-based company, and everything is carried out step by step. Shui Hua, I have to relax today, why should I accompany you two, right?" (To be continued) )