How would I answer him in my current situation, but I know there are many things going on now and I can't do anything more.
But what I should do now is to arrange this situation for him.
Because I know that I really don’t know how to deal with many things now, and some things are better to be frank. Maybe it would be better to face him directly.
Maybe he can do more, or he can understand my decision on this matter. I'm not sure how much he understands.
But I know that what I want to do now is to make it according to this method. Of course, how to do this kind of thing.
Actually, I'm not very sure about this kind of thing, nor do I understand it very well, but one thing I'm sure of is that we are both walking on our own.
Carrying an impossible life, both of us are shouldering a responsibility from different lives. Perhaps such things cannot be intertwined.
It's certain that everything we do now is for each other.
I saw Na Jintang and told him seriously.
"Even before, I didn't know what level I could achieve, so I wasn't sure how far I could achieve many things. But with these things, I just tried my best to help my brothers do this.
But the brothers have grown up now, and I have grown up too. Everyone has his own family, and everyone has his own way of life. Of course, we may not be able to all be together forever like before.
, because this thing is not something that can solve all the problems of a child just by eating a meal and being full. We have more things of our own. At this time, I feel that Ergouzi has already been thinking about it.
I have always wanted to go back to the past. As for this thing, I feel that I don’t want to go. It would cause too much embarrassment to him in the process, or have too many regrets. I should feel that there should be more
Support them, this is what they have always wanted to do, but I gave them such an opportunity, so I would like to support them and let them know that their own path in life should be taken by themselves. Maybe this will be beneficial to their growth process.
Maybe it makes more sense?"
Na Jintang stopped and looked at me with very deep eyes, and there were many unknown emotions in his eyes.
But I am sure there is a slightly appreciative view.
"Well Jintang, I know you have really grown up. It is definitely good for you to have such an idea, and you support the brothers to do this. In fact, I also support it. This kind of thing is indeed something that everyone
Individuals have their own lives, and it is impossible to tie everyone down. Everyone has their own ideas. Don’t use moral constraints to restrict everyone’s actions. I actually support your idea and decision, but there is one thing I have to remind you.
Let me tell you, the current situation is very chaotic, and the brothers are now scattered. Maybe for them, the safety factor may not be solved in such a good way, and if any dangerous problem occurs,
, maybe you can’t give a timely feedback, have you considered this issue?”
After lowering my head, I looked up again at the retreating figures of the brothers and the old men. Seeing their very noisy actions, I was actually quite pleased.
But I know that this is about to become a moment of separation.
perhaps.
The moment when the most splendid fireworks bloom, in fact, the next second is the ending of the fireworks that easily get cold...
I smiled faintly, as if speaking with a very simple smile. In fact, this sound also represents a tacit interest in my heart.
Or to represent my current situation, I know all the things I have now, all my security or all my thoughts are sent once.
I don’t want to have too many things I don’t like in this process, because I know this thing is very important to me.
And I hope that this kind of thing really represents all my ideas, rather than just making something because of, why?
"We are a group of children who came out of the orphanage. From the time they were born to the present, everyone has suffered a lot. Everyone is almost dead. There are many factors that will lead to death. We were there from the orphanage.
From now on, death and hunger have been accompanying us all the time. Of course, there are many reasons why we have been able to get to where we are today. Of course, there are many reasons for ourselves, and there are also some elements of luck in it, but it cannot be so because of this kind of thing.
Just let go and leave. I know that maybe there are many dangers and many unforeseen situations in this matter, but I know that this kind of thing may really be this kind of unpredictable thing, and this kind of thing may be just right.
It is the most beautiful moment in life. No matter what kind of risks they encounter, they know what to do. No one can avoid things. Isn’t that true? Isn’t that true of you too?”
Na Jintang fell silent. He and I looked silently at the eyes of our far-sighted brothers. We all fell silent for an instant.
In fact, we can all agree with each other on this point of view, or we all know the intention of both parties on this point of view.
There is no need to persuade the other party about this kind of thing.
Na Jintang and I walked side by side on this small road. We walked on this bustling road, as if this was a very casual road in life, and what we were doing was a very simple thing in life.
.
But this matter is of great significance to us, because every time we take a step, the time may be lost a little bit for us.
Maybe the time we spend together will be like, I cherish this kind of quiet time at this time, you are precious enough to me.
Maybe in the future, this kind of thing may become a wonderful companion for me.
I walked silently, and there were many vendors shouting along the street. It seemed that these really formed a sharp contrast, and we felt so quiet inside.
The outside world was so noisy, but this noisy thing did not affect a decision deep in my heart. I walked forward firmly step by step, gently holding Na Jintang's hand, and he also held tightly.
Hold my hand tightly.
We just moved forward resolutely without saying anything. I know that silence is better than sound at this time in this process, and there are many things that we should not say anymore.
Because each other has felt each other's heartbeat, and this is the most important thing.
And this feeling of heartbeat is something that we cannot measure with words, words, deeds and time...
There happened to be a decoration shop next to the canteen, so Na Jintang took me away and entered this decoration shop.
There are many kinds of decorative items for girls, such as scarves and hats from Daka fashion, all of which are decorative items for little girls.
Na Jintang looked down at me and asked me.
"Do you like any of these things? I will give you some of them. Even if it is a commemorative message within 10 days, hold this thing well and think about it well during these 10 days. After 10 days, I will
I will marry you properly."
Or the corner of his mouth showed a slight smile like that. I really felt like my heart was shaking. I hadn't really looked at him standing in the sun for a long time. It made me smile, and the sun was shining against it.
His figure looks even more blurry and hazy.
I looked at him along the backlight, as if I couldn't see his heart, I just saw all the brilliance created on his body. I knew that these things were really a very beautiful and refreshing feeling.
Look at him with squinted eyes.
"Okay, it's been a long time since I gave you something. I like these things very much. Let's see what I like. What if I like all these things? But I have to pick one thing that I like best."
I carefully looked at all the decorative items in this canteen. Every item is so beautiful. In fact, for me, there are things that I rarely use, really rarely use, because of this kind of thing.
I don't usually like to use things, and I have a carefree personality, and I rarely use things that are shy like a little girl's.
Finally, I fell in love with the simplest yet most beautiful comb in a small store.
I stood in front of this counter and carefully looked at the shapes of these combs. The shapes of each comb were so unique.
I pointed to a wooden comb in one corner. It was red in color and had a very simple outline of a dragon and phoenix on it. It was a very festive thing.
Na Jintang lowered his head and asked me.
"Do you like this one? This one is really unique and beautiful. Can we have this one?"
I nodded, I really like this one, maybe these things are fate, maybe this kind of thing is really a souvenir, who knows, of course this kind of thing is really what I like.
Because I have never bought anything like this for little girls, it just looks so chic.
"The boss wants this one. I like this one. I say this one is my favorite."
Of course the boss was cheerful at this time, and seeing that we were not well-dressed and looked like we were rich people, so it would be strange for the boss not to rip us off at this time. The boss was using a very sales method at this time.
He told us, and his sales method was extremely interesting.
"Miss, your vision is really unique. This comb is the treasure of our store. The wood of this hair comb is outlined with agarwood, and this agarwood is specially deposited here.
For many years, this is a piece of wood that can only be found for many years. It is very difficult to get. Although its style is not very complicated, it simply outlines the appearance of a dragon and a phoenix. But if it can be preserved
, but insects will not grow in 100 years. This one is the best. Miss, you have really good taste. If you engrave braille on it, then I will have a heritage value, and this thing can
It serves as a foundation. When the time comes, you can pass this on to your children as part of a family, and this product can be passed down from generation to generation!"
The boss used all his eloquence to talk up this comb, but in fact it was just to make people buy it.
But that’s it, maybe these packaged ingredients can be described as more intense, making people feel as if they don’t want to buy that thing at this time.
It doesn’t seem to be very good, so the content really makes people feel that it is really dazzling, and it seems that if you don’t buy it, you will feel sorry for others.
He didn't think much of Jintang, but of course he still liked hearing about it.
"I want this comb. Wrap it up for me."
Then Jintang asked for this number directly without saying anything. I was already too rich at that time, and the rich were too dirty. I didn't even bargain for these things and just asked for this number. I
Stopped him directly.
"Otherwise you have to bargain. The boss comes and tells me how much this item costs. Give me a little less and just buy it without even discussing the price!"
Najintang stopped me at this time, as if he was directly blocking my bargaining, as if he didn't want to discuss this matter at all.
"Then Jintang, this is something you rarely like, and it is indeed worth the value. There is no need to discuss it. The boss is a real person, and he will give a reasonable market price. I don't want to bargain, I want to be honest.
, these are all things I give to you, I hope this thing is your favorite thing, this thing is worthless."
Otherwise, I would be extremely happy at this time.
Moreover, the boss seemed to be so happy that his face heated up when he heard this sentence at this time, and he said it very straightforwardly, with really exaggerated language.
"So you see how generous your gentleman is, and how much he loves you. If he didn't love you, how could he give you this thing without asking the price at all? Don't worry, miss, we
We are all teachers and teachers here. When we do business, we all pay attention to doing things with integrity. We all know that we have a conscience, so the price I give you is definitely fair. But think about what you just said
Mr. Liu just made such an action, which really makes people feel very loving. I will engrave a few words on you, wishing you prosperity, love and love, and grow old together..."
The boss said it cheerfully, but he didn't look like a shrewd businessman. Who cares about them, because this thing is my last gift after all. (To be continued)