While we were eating and drinking together, we were discussing some good memories from the past.
Maybe these things that happen in the future are often really important to us. Maybe some things that we once didn't care about have become a bright possibility for us.
Perhaps when those have become part of our memory, we recall today's joyful pain points in the moonlight.
Maybe it really makes people feel a very unspeakable feeling. Who would have thought that this kind of thing would gradually go away.
I said loudly to the boss.
"I'm offering 5 bottles of special Huadiao wine. Today I want to sing a good song with my brothers. Today is a happy day. Today is an unforgettable day. We must remember all the days today. The best moments today
Every moment, everyone, please give me today. Don’t go home until you are drunk. Remember, the beginning of tomorrow is a new beginning for us. Tomorrow, we must remember what we should do, do what we should do, and give me a good meal.
Remember, don’t get drunk, today is the day of everything..."
Na Jintang looked at me with a very deep look, as if he might be a little worried about the current state in front of me, or a little confused. In fact, I don’t know why, because sometimes I am doing this kind of thing.
when.
I might be able to understand the feelings between brothers more, or understand the worries of brothers.
I know that some things are not what I know, and some things may have really happened in the past.
I know that some things may really be a situation and some things may really be unforgettable.
The old man actually agrees with our actions, and seems to have allowed us to drink openly and painfully today, making everything happen very strangely, so there are really many things that are left unsaid, and there are some things that you don’t need to say so much.
Things, do you think there is any use in having too many things?
It's of no use. The most important thing now is that we should be together, what is the thing we are drinking, and what are we facing now.
What we are facing is also the most important thing, and those things are really not important.
The main thing is that what we have today is the fastest and the most memorable.
The old man said to me.
"Ah, I won't talk to you about so many things to do today. We will just drink as much as we can, and tomorrow we will go to the orphanage with three idiots sitting there. So, as you said, you choose
If you want to live the life you want, then you can go there to open up wasteland, you can renovate your original life, you can use your hands to create your labor force, and create your own wealth. In fact,
I very much support you to do what you want to do. This is very important. No matter what effect you want, the most important thing is that you must know your own dreams. That is your most important thing.
The original thing is also an instinctive dynamic in everything you do."
Pig Tou San was very happy at this time, as if he was the biggest hero at this time.
It seems that I am playing an important role at this time, or it seems that I am a hero returning home after returning to the hospital!
"Don't worry, old man, you can sort out the orphanage matter. We have decided to make these things in order. Then you can just come over for a vacation. We will definitely put a lot of these things in order."
I will tell you here, we will tell you what happened to us back then, and how Mao Da bullied us back then. Do you know? My mother bullied us very badly back then. Don’t look at him like this. He was a ghost back then.
The two of us have two swords combined, and they are both male and female... Yes, they are simply powerful enough to dominate the world!"
Zhu Tou San may not have realized the problem he was talking about. When he realized that he suddenly mentioned Brother Gui at that time, he looked panicked and looked at me as if he was really constipated.
Because the word "Ghost Brother" is a competition among all our friends, because the relationship between "Ghost Brother" and "Ghost Brother" back then was also my best partner. The most important thing about a partner is that I treat him as a real brother.
Moreover, his departure caused a great psychological trauma to me, which remains to this day.
No one would talk about Brother Duogui in front of me. Today, Zhu Tou San suddenly said this.
So the brothers are all looking at me at this moment, as if they are worried about any sudden change in my mood, because Brother Gui is really a very special existence to me.
I used to be so eager to go with Brother Gui to dominate the world in a carefree and open manner. Back then, it was a kind of youth, and I couldn't understand the sorrow.
Thinking about it, today we are separated from each other and cannot be together forever. This kind of thing really makes people feel that there is too much sadness in life.
Zhu Tou San apologized to me in a panic.
"Mao Da... I didn't mean to say anything about Brother Gui. I didn't mean to say sorry. I didn't remember this. I was too loud. I didn't say anything. Mao Da, you must not be sad. Don't be sad. I have nothing."
Say, all this is in the past..."
I was stunned for a moment. I really didn’t know. The brothers were looking at each other in confusion. My mental state just now had completely deviated from this topic.
Regarding Brother Gui's situation, I really don't know what to say, nor how to explain this kind of thing.
But this kind of thing is really important to me. Maybe this thing has been stored deep in my heart for so many years, when this kind of thing suddenly came out of my heart without words.
I still have such a painful feeling deep in my heart. Because of Brother Gui, I really used to regard him as my closest biological brother.
But no one can understand the sincere relationship between me and Brother Gui.
Na Jintang looked at me deeply, and everyone looked at me. I suddenly realized that this incident should be caused by me, because my existence may make everyone feel more embarrassed.
I can't get drunk in a panic.
I looked at everyone and smiled at everyone. In fact, I have already come out. It is true that no matter what, I am still facing the second half of life, right? The first half is over, so the second half is about to begin.
How to face these things? I really don’t have the ability to choose. There are some things that you have no way to choose in your life. You can only choose from your parents to leave you, abandon you, and leave you in the orphanage.
In fact, this is also a part of life.
How do you choose?
This is a kind of ghost brother. He has chosen his own character. He has exchanged his own beliefs for the end of his life. Isn't this a kind of happiness for him?
Maybe this kind of sacrifice might be meaningful to him, maybe to us onlookers or to us friends.
It may be that it is difficult to accept, but for the person involved, it may be the best destination for them.
At this time, the boss happened to come over with several bottles of Huadiao wine and put them full on the table for me.
He proudly said to the boss: "Everyone can have a full bottle of wine!"
I saw the boss happily buying all our drinks. He seemed to think that we were really honored guests today, didn't he?
We ordered dishes for each table, and the dishes on each table were so rich, and normally, the price should not be very cheap, when all these things are placed on the table.
And he also ordered such a top-quality Huadiao wine. It seemed that the boss was very happy.
I raised my glass and saluted my brothers.
"Since you are brothers, it is because we have been through real hardships. There is a lot to say about these things. There is no need to say them again. Brother Gui is not here today, but I believe Brother Gui will definitely feel that we are gathered together today.
, Brother Gui is a very beautiful memory to me, and it is also a part of the memory for every brother. Gui Gui is not here today, but Brother Gui will always live in our hearts. Let’s toast with a glass of wine today.
Brother Ghost!"
After I said this, I immediately picked up the wine and drank it all. Not a drop was left. I raised the glass and showed it to my brothers.
The brothers drank all the wine without saying a word.
Everyone also raised their glasses and left not a drop left.
There are many emotions in my heart, maybe this is our orphanage, and it is a rare day of reunion.
"Today is a good day. Today is a very happy day. Maybe we will go our separate ways tomorrow. I am here waiting for you to come back. After Ergou, this mountain, you finally returned to the place where we originally lived. This
This place has brought us so many beautiful memories. I am very glad that you have chosen the life of your own choice. When you go back, bury all the belongings of Brother Gui, burn three sticks of incense on his grave, and
A bowl of pork belly and tell him that I won’t be able to come back for the time being. When I come back, I’ll have a good drink in front of his grave!”
When I finished saying this, the brothers all agreed.
The topic should be a competition for us. Over the years, we have never seriously discussed the matter of Brother Gui, Brother Gui, but there has always been our inner world, the most beautiful and purest place.
Seeing the brothers looking like they were about to cry, I snapped and shook the table.
"Brother Gui has fulfilled his dream. Even the spirit of Brother Gui in heaven doesn't want to see you like you are now. You are crying and howling like ghosts. Brother Gui can break people with just one fist. Let me tell you what you will look like now if you let me see you again.
See, I will definitely smash all your teeth! Make me laugh when I cry. What a good day today is. Today is to have a good drink with the old man. If you dare to behave like a ghost, howl like a wolf?
If you eat in front of me, I tell you, I will deal with you next time!"
They all want to laugh, but that smile is really bitter and astringent, and it looks like a constipation. It seems that they really can't let go of the past.
In fact, deep down in my heart, it’s not the same.
We will be separated tomorrow, and maybe I will never be able to set foot in an orphanage in this life.
Maybe I really can’t take a good sip in front of Brother Gui’s grave...