When I was packing, everything was formalized according to all my ideas, because I knew everything, maybe not all according to a specific goal to complete everything.
But this kind of thing is really not important. What is important is the way each of us should proceed in different situations during the process. One way is a goal we set.
I don’t know that everything will change when the sun rises tomorrow, and the process of change depends on everyone’s expectations for the future, and what kind of things children will have in the future.
So it will become more and more intense, because if there are really one or two big things, then these are impossible to estimate, so when this method becomes a situation of our own.
It will become a possible spontaneous thing within ourselves, and we will think more about how to avoid this possibility from happening.
But is this kind of thing really possible, possible, really possible?
Maybe I don't know, but I know there will probably be times when this kind of stuff becomes something I can't avoid.
Maybe I should really make up my mind.
He looked at me in Jintang. He stood at the door and looked at me deeply. I looked back at him. I was looking back at him in an unspoken way. Neither of us spoke.
Everyone is influencing each other affectionately. Some things are really more silent than sound at this time. There are some things that no matter what you say, you don’t know what they are.
You will find that many things in your work are really in different languages. What you understand and what you don't know will be in your life.
In fact, a price has already been marked, and God marks the price for you. In fact, it is speechless, and it is actually a very normal thing.
Of course, I know that no matter what, we can no longer go back to the past, so some things are one kind, and the rest is a tacit understanding.
Well, to give the things we have received, maybe this is really what it is. I hope these things can become a lifetime of beautiful memories between us.
And this kind of beautiful memory allows us to reach more extremes in the process.
He often sighed and spoke in a self-evident tone.
"There's no need to go to the old house tomorrow. Why don't you come with us to the orphanage to have a look? Haven't you gone back to see the situation there in so many years? You must also like it very much. You can go back again. In fact,
We don’t have to take into account many customs and habits when it comes to many things. Some things should be followed according to the rhythm of our own lives. Those so-called things really don’t need to be too taboo, and I will communicate with the old man here.
There are many things, and there is no need to talk too much about this thing. Maybe we go to the State Council and take a look at his things, maybe we will make new discoveries?"
He was persuading me, and I knew he was trying every possible way to make me feel bad. In fact, I wouldn't have known about this, if there was no source of the Huo Zhuoshan incident.
Maybe I would follow him to the orphanage without hesitation, but there are some things that I really can't go to because there are too many things in front of us.
And this thing is really not something that we can solve right now, and it is something that we must face immediately. I can't have any avoidance in this regard, and if you do this, any avoidance on your part may lead to a lot of things in the process.
An unspeakable occurrence led to the emergence of an impossible situation. I know that this kind of thing may be extremely painful and difficult for everyone.
But it is not the case for me. I miss my employee so much. He used to be my home. Although he has brought me very unpleasant memories, I am even very tired of remembering them.
But it is at least the place where I have lived for more than ten years. It has many of my nightmares and of course many of my sweet dreams.
Among such things, I have long regarded the orphanage as an indispensable part of my life.
I gave him a slight smile, and I knew that this kind of thing should give him a reasonable explanation, or that he was even worried about something. I don't know, but he knew that I knew that there should be many things in this thing that were difficult to explain.
Because no matter how painful and difficult it is to happen, there are some things that you can reasonably understand, or what the meaning of the process is.
No matter what kind of pain there may be in the process, it really doesn't matter. What matters is how we should deal with it. I know there is really no choice in this matter.
Why did it really open without starting? This is the only way since I was abandoned in the orphanage. I don't know how my parents would have left me behind.
Deep down in my heart, I really want to know, what is the reason why I became a lonely person? Is it because of the natural and man-made disasters at this time or because there is no way to support me?
Or is it because of something else that is more unknown and caused me to become an old friend?
I am really curious about his identity, and I even want to know about it, and Huo Zhuoshan may be able to bring me the secret of this way.
Maybe this identity is very important to me. I want to know what kind of real existence it refers to. For me, I really can't refuse this thing.
And I try my best to do this. Maybe I won’t be able to come back after 10 days, but this kind of thing is really not important. It doesn’t matter if I don’t come back after that time.
The most important thing now is that there is more than 12 million gold that can help Najintang solve its urgent needs.
This is the most important.
"Then this is a matter between us and the old man. Do you want to help me get it at this time? The old man has the final say, and we still live according to the rules. Just go to the orphanage and help me get the things back.
Okay, there isn’t anything particularly necessary over there. After you come back, things on my side will be almost ready. You shouldn’t be going there for many days, right?”
Only his decision about me can only be described as a long sigh. I know that he also knows that he can't convince me. In fact, I can't convince him either. It's like the two of us are independent individuals.
Same.
But we both care about each other and understand each other.
"We may not stay there for too long. I may plan to stay there for three days at most. If I go there, I will see how helpful the two of them are and what happens if not.
If there is too much of a safety problem, then where are their needs, I will bring you the iron box of the thing and give it to you. Everything will be done according to the original life. It may take me two days at most.
Time will come back. There is no big problem in two days. It’s just that you really don’t want to go back to your life?”
I smiled slightly and said lightly.
"I'll wait until this big thing is over before I go back. I don't want to encounter any kind of changes before getting married, and there are too many bad memories over there overnight. I want to wait here.
I will go back after things have settled down. Just help me make this preparation when the time comes. Of course, you will also help me go to Gui Ge's side to take a risk and help me make a good reason for him. I can't find his thoughts now.
, then let’s do a simple thing. I hope he can return to his hometown. This is actually not the case for Brother Gui. I really hope he can go back to the past happily. Maybe that is what he hopes for most.
The place to stay..."
I don't know why when I said this, I suddenly came up with the topic of Brother Gui, but now I seem to be in a much calmer mood, as if I am facing the topic of Brother Gui.
It seems that there is not so much embarrassment between me and Na Jintang. Maybe this kind of thing has really become a very simple thing for us. Maybe this is a part of life, but my nostalgia for Brother Gui will be buried forever.
In my heart, I cannot forget it, so there is Tongna Jintang.
Maybe I have too much guilt towards Brother Gui, but of course there is no use in escaping from this.
So this is a personal choice of Brother Gui, so I didn’t ask him to do it, and no one tried to slander him to do anything.
As for Jintang, he carefully checked my luggage one by one. I knew that he should agree with my decision to some extent, so he carefully checked each of my luggage.
Check it carefully.
Because for some things in life, I still rely on him a lot, and I hope he can help me in this process, and I really rely on him a lot in life.
"You don't need to bring so much luggage with you. Just bring two or three pieces of clothes. Do you have enough tickets here when you change them for me to wash? If you want to buy something here, you can buy it yourself. And no."
If it's not enough, just call him. I'll prepare enough things for you. You should prepare some of your own things in the past few days, you know? Really tell him, because I can't go anywhere, really.
The most important thing is that you can't go out easily. It's still very chaotic outside. Don't let yourself get hurt in the process, you know? This kind of thing is really like this. You and I are a little worried now. I'm really
I really want to regret it, I really don’t want to give up on this matter, I don’t know why, I just feel like I really don’t want you to go back to my hometown?!”
I gently closed the luggage and zipped it up. He seemed to have stopped my movement with his whole hand. When I saw him, he looked at me. Maybe this kind of thing can make me feel something beyond words at that moment.
Something that even he could feel the pain of parting.
I also feel a bit melancholy. It seems that we have never let go of this thing since we came to this city, but suddenly there is such a thing that we cannot live without.
Normally, there isn't anything particularly special about it. But I don't know why I have this unspeakable emotion.
He also has this kind of feeling inside. Anyway, it is a very sensitive thing inside.
He looked at me deeply and said with a very firm look.
"I just told you 10 days ago that I must tell you this story completely. Today is the final result of the story. What choice will you make? But no matter which choice you make,
Either way, I have no regrets, but you must promise me not to make any random move within these 10 days. If you have anything to do, you must wait until I come back to talk about it. Do you understand? You must change it.
Discuss this matter more, and never act alone. You must agree to do this thing with me, otherwise I may not even know where to go tomorrow. I may be here every day, and I may look at you with my hands.
What are you doing?"
I really wanted to laugh at his childish behavior, it was really very childish, but I knew that he was really sensitive to this thing, and he was aware of something. Even after two people have been together for so many years, some things have always been the same.
It's really easy to detect.
"Then Jintang, please don't be so naive, okay? I just feel a little panicked during this process. You know I have never experienced this kind of thing. The 10 days you gave me are very good, let me relax alone."
For a moment, is it okay to be single? If you put this thing there, of course you won’t be afraid. For me, it may be scary. Who knows whether I will be restricted in my future life, whether I will feel that life may feel like
There is no sense of freedom at all. Oh my gosh, it’s scary to think about it now. I never thought that my long-cherished wish to dominate the world would be shattered at this time when I hold a kitchen knife every day!”
He smiled knowingly, as if he sensed the tacit understanding between everyone, and maybe this was for the best.
"Then Jintang, please put your body down. I'll come over here and sit down. Let's have a cup of tea. There are some things I want to tell you completely about this story. Maybe after telling you, you will have a new understanding of many things.
New judgment.”
I immediately sat down obediently. I knew that I had been waiting for this story for a long time. I had too many doubts in my heart. I really wanted to know what secrets were hidden in these things. I really wanted to know.
Know one meaning of this content. (To be continued)