Yes, I know that there is really nothing I can do about this matter today, so he avoided it, and this is our only last chance. I want to ask a lot of things.
There is no need to do this kind of thing, there is no need to push people too much, and there is no need to do anything too disparate, because if you don’t ask about it.
Then you really may not be able to ask many things. Maybe this is the last chance. I really realize how cruel it is to me as an art student and how much I love him!
I don’t know if he loves me as much as he loves him, but I feel that Jintang is an indelible presence in my life, and I will remember it hard.
"It's no big deal. Everything will be fine after tomorrow. I really want to hear you tell me some stories. I also want to ask you some things. Maybe after today everything will be the same tomorrow and the sun will rise as usual.
If people do not eat today and this month, they have taken care of people. Maybe everything that has ever happened is the same as usual."
After saying this, I gently sat next to him. I knew that the two of us were looking at the sky together. That bright moon, that bright moon, only had something that seemed to be eternal and unchangeable.
It seems like nothing has happened. How can any change in anything change anything?
When it happens in any existence, maybe it is an opportunity for a real existence in all of our lives. Maybe there is more of a possibility when this kind of thing really happens.
I think maybe no matter what kind of opportunity this thing is, no matter what kind of situation this thing will have, I will persevere without hesitation.
And this kind of persistence may have more meanings, but no matter what, I believe that this kind of thing is really a choice of mine, and it is really a process that I take very seriously and recognize.
This is so cruel to me, but I know there are some things that no matter what you do, he will not be pitiful because of you.
And in the process, there may be any pity for you, or something that may deviate from you. It is impossible to face things, if you really want to leave me.
Then I will use my strength and I will be even more cruel to you. When the time comes, it will exceed all your imagination and all your abilities.
Only then will you realize that you really are insignificant in this process.
Na Jintang held my hand, and I nestled in his arms. I still felt so warm. How can I use that warm embrace? It really takes a lot of determination to leave the pain by myself.
The two of us cling to each other tightly, maybe this is an eternal moment in our lives, just like the bright moon in the sky.
"Maomao, do you know? There are many things that I have always wanted to tell you. Many things may be hidden deep in my heart. Why don't I tell you these things? You have grown up, grown up enough to take on a lot of responsibilities, grown up enough to
You can bear a lot of ups and downs. I used to think that I could bear everything for you, but did you know that sometimes you can do better yourself? Maybe my worries in this regard may be unnecessary, but I still hope that you will be forever.
I have to bear all this for you. If the sky doesn’t fall, it will hit me on the head. To be honest, isn’t there a saying that says that if the sky falls and hits the taller person first, it will also be in my arms?
Inside, can I smash my head off first?"
The way I looked at him, I really knew that some things were beyond my imagination, or different from what I imagined. I could only nod and look at him with that silent look.
He, because I know that this story has begun vividly.
"How to put it, I don't know where to start. Let's start from when I came here. I was about 8 years old when I came here. The story before that has been told very clearly to you.
When I came here, my father and mother had already passed away at the hands of the natives. I will always remember the scar on his birthday and the mole on the back of his neck. I will always remember it.
Even if he turns into ashes, I will meet him, but after so many years of searching, I have never found a trace of him. Now when such an ultimate person comes slowly, I will definitely do this without hesitation.
.”
He had a cold war when he finished saying this. I don't know what he meant by having a cold war, but I can imagine his attitude towards this cold war. It was an unbearable memory, or he had a bad memory about this kind of thing.
Said that he may be trying his best to endure the source of all this pain.
Those words were a bit messy, or his memories were too disturbed, or it can only be said that he was not at all calm during the process, and he was not able to remember all his memories or all the unbearable memories.
It's like there's a tremor in every feeling.
"I don't know how to talk about this thing, I don't know how to understand this thing, but let me tell you, I only learned the true source of this matter at that time, the true identity of my father, he was actually the former
The sword-carrying guard of the Qing Dynasty, the mother's affair, the only daughter of the prime minister of the Qing Dynasty, the apple of his eye. At that time, the two of them were married. They were so in love with each other. Later, after the entire dynasty was disbanded, the father and the mother went directly to avoid harm.
Came south to this city."
"It's something I didn't know for a long time. I never knew that my father could be a guard with a sword. In my memory, my father was so gentle, kind and understanding. I used to think that my father was just a businessman, but I also
I didn't expect that my father was indeed such a prominent character. Of course, Qingcao had been disbanded, everything was gone, everything was a smoke blower, and everything could only be reduced to a zero, but this kind of thing cannot
Cover up, or rather be unable to erase, my father’s once famous identity…”
"As for my mother, although she is actually the daughter of a prime minister, she is well-educated and knows a lot of things. She also advances and retreats with my father on this matter. In addition, my mother has taught us in many cases to treat life in this way.
To be open-minded, my own memory of my mother is very vague. I really hate myself for blurring my mother's figure. Maybe I was too young at that time and I was very scared. I will never forget it.
The moment they were hurt, it was already unforgivable in my life, all of this..."
He spoke in a low voice, his voice was trembling, and the whole rhythm of telling this story was very messy. He just said whatever came to his mind, without any logic at all.
I couldn't help but hug him gently, because I knew that his messiness represented his current panic. He was now restraining his inner emotions to fully express these contents.
What I know is how difficult it is for him to break through all this, and how important it is to speak out about himself. How cruel it would be if this kind of thing could remain in a person's memory.
And all this is really cruel to Na Jintang. I know how embarrassing this is for him.
Of course I know that he can say this kind of thing, maybe he has let it go, maybe he has not let it go, but no matter what, he has said it, at least this is good.
I touched his right hand tightly with my left hand. I knew he needed strength at this time. He grabbed my hand with his backhand and pressed it gently...
"Well Jintang, all this has passed. If you know how to deal with this thing and who your enemy is, we must find this person for the rest of our lives and expose this matter. He
Why did he suffer so much harm? Is it just because of his identity? Or what kind of reasons led to this kind of disaster?"
His eyes kept looking at the ray of bright moon in the sky, as if he could see some future events through the moon, or in other words, his thoughts were in a wandering recovery during this process.
"Actually, it was only after a long, long time that I found out why I suffered this disaster. Maybe I don't know what the reality of this thing is. But this thing was because of a fortune, a very prominent fortune.
People are really too greedy at this time, because when my father, a guard with a knife, escaped from the palace, he took his mother down to this city. In fact, it was not for any reason, but because of the hidden secrets in his father.
He holds an important secret, and such an important secret is to secretly guard a fortune, and this wealth is very important to everyone at that time. The father's character is to sacrifice the lives of the whole family and himself.
He will not be afraid of his life, and he will also keep this wealth secret forever, and this kind of thing is brought about by this fate!"
I was frightened when I heard these things. What kind of wealth are these?
Why is everyone going for a mysterious fortune? Just like Huo Zhuoshan, he is also going for a fortune of some kind. Are there many connections between this wealth and the so-called wealth of Ye San?
?
Whether they are connected to some extent, I don't know.
"So where is the wealth of Jintang now? Is it because of this matter that it fell into the hands of these bad people? Is it because your father was harmed, so they can get away with this wealth!?"
Na Jintang is still pursuing that aspect with his eyes, as if it is too far away, allowing this matter to be completely immersed in the atmosphere of the process.
"That wealth disappeared. At least during the time when my father passed away, it seems that they did not get this wealth, and it seems to be in the state of disappearing. At least currently, no one on the surveillance has obtained this wealth.
, if someone gets this wealth, there should be some information, but it seems that there is really no information, but it seems that many people are ready to make a move during this time, this is one of the secrets..."
I was shocked. It turns out that this wealth has not yet been obtained, and many people are ready to make a move. The implication is that does this mean that I have something to do with this wealth?
Does Huo Zhuoshan have something to do with this wealth? (To be continued)