Indeed, various things from the past flashed scatteredly in my mind. Some things were completely different from what I imagined. Some things were deeply rooted in my mind because I was in this process.
I can’t tell which ones are east and which are which, which ones are real and which ones are fake.
My mind is a little confused right now, and I can't actually concentrate on thinking about some issues. This is a really confusing process for me.
Because now when I want to think more seriously about issues, I can’t think of these things. Some of them have existed in my mind.
Some things are still in my mind. There are too many things that cannot be put into words. I don’t know what kind of difficulty it is for me to have too many things.
If it’s not this kind of thing, it’s just a shame to me.
My stunned look may have made Na Jintang feel scared, he just hugged me and said in an uncontrollable voice.
"Mao Mao, don't worry about anything, don't be afraid of anything. This has happened before and it has passed. We should have more expectations for the future. You don't have to worry too much about these things. I will definitely avenge all of you.
, I swear I must do this! I will do all the dialogue and these things by myself. I will handle these things for you completely without leaving any consequences. These things must be done by
I will complete it myself, so you don’t have to worry, Maomao, just stay at home. I won’t know anything here, and it’s rare that I can defeat you..."
Na Jintang's words were a bit incoherent, and maybe my appearance might have frightened him. I really don't know why my thoughts were particularly confused, and during this process I felt like a zombie.
It seems that all the things that happened in the past made it impossible for me to persist in this process, or to recall those trivial details, and those trivial things gave my whole brain a huge headache, a splitting headache.
And this kind of thing makes me have a kind of unclear judgment in this process.
I even saw something that left a painful feeling in my heart that I couldn't express.
"The things in Jintang are not just your business, they are also my business. If I am really Nalangege's daughter, then the guilt my mother suffered and the painful process he suffered, then I
Huo Zhuoshan must repay it a thousand times!"
"Maomao, listen to me, it's not too late for these things. We need to plan these things slowly. Everything I told you today and yesterday will wait until the spring of next year. We will complete everything according to this plan.
Go down, don’t be afraid or worry now, okay?”
I had no way to nod, but I nodded unconsciously, as if I was relying on all this, Na Jintang, who I really relied on, and I hope he can still be my eternal support in this person.
It seems that I have myself. I don’t know why I am always so dependent on him. I think he will always be my spiritual mentor in this process.
Maybe.
I have indeed developed a deep attachment to him over the years.
"Then Jintang, tell me when we will take revenge on him. He has been right in front of us all along. We have seen him clearly. Do we have to wait for these things? We don't need to wait anymore. We should We should use our own means to create all these things. We should use this method to work hard to do this kind of things. When our opportunity comes, do we have to wait any longer? Is there any other way to do these things? There is no need to wait any longer, we should use our sonorous power to do this well now!"
I shouted a little uncontrollably, as if I was concerned about this matter, I really felt the emotions that I had suppressed for so long, and the emotions that I had controlled for so long.
But at this moment, I really can't think of any way I could control my emotions during this process.
I can't control it, I even feel that this kind of thing is really stressful for me.
Na Jintang looked at me blankly at this time and shook me, as if he wanted to decide to wake me up from my current situation. I really felt a little out of control at this time.
I really felt a kind of fear, and I didn’t know why. During this process, I even felt a kind of confusion, and I thought my attitude toward the future was sinister.
And there are too many things in the future that are beyond words, and the past has caused too much hatred for me.
Because during this process, I was really at that moment when my mind was very confused.
"Cat, please wake up. I told you yesterday that I understand this very clearly. When spring comes, we have planned everything. I will put all these things in a safe place. We will definitely have such a plan. Don't worry, it won't take too long. You won't have to wait for too long. We will complete it soon and implement it soon, okay? These things Everything will be carried out sonorously and vigorously according to all the plans, and I won’t let this thing be too much to wait for. Don’t worry, I will definitely stick to what I promised..."
I knew from the look on his face that I believed everything Na Jintang said, since he promised me something.
He will promise me something, and he will definitely give me such a concept. I believe that everything is just like what he said, everything will be compensated, everything will be possible, and everything will be as it should be. Look.
Then Huo Zhuoshan, his end is coming.
While the two of us were arguing with each other and comforting each other, the old man suddenly slapped the table, and the table banged, which showed the old man's magnanimity.
"Stop arguing, so you are allowed to make noises in front of the ancestral tablets."
The two of us saw the old man's face at the same time. He still looked so serious, as if everything was under his control.
Everything looked so old and aged. When I saw Mei Ke, I said that I felt that the old man had really aged. Maybe these things had sustained him over the years.
Maybe he feels like this when he finally has the opportunity to hand it over to the next generation of young people.
But I don’t know what his current situation is, and maybe I don’t know what his current thoughts are.
But I think the old man had one of his ideas.
He has his own opinion and decision on this matter.
"You two have your own ideas, you two have this responsibility, and you two have such a consensus on this matter, I am very pleased, but what I want to tell you, since we have been hiding it forever for so many years
, then as for the reason why we should go ahead, this is not the best time yet. If you have any thoughts or ideas about this matter, you two can tell me directly.
Let’s talk directly, but if you don’t get any permission from me, I won’t allow you to do anything against me at this time!”
I looked at the old man, and I know what he thinks, and I know his understanding, or I know more about the artistic conception he is currently in, but do I know that the old man’s thoughts are completely consistent with my understanding?
I don’t know either, but I know that the old man must have more absolute control over this matter, because after all, the old man has the most information on this matter.
And he should have contributed the most to this matter. Thinking about these things over the years, it becomes clear.
Only knowing this matter but not triggering it may be more painful and tormenting for anyone, this kind of secret torment, and although I am an orphan.
Although I suffered a huge psychological and physical trauma, I am still very happy sometimes because I don’t have any secrets. I have had a full meal and I have mastered a full meal. I think this mood is happy.
I don’t think this thing will put too much pressure on me. Don’t you think this thing will cause me a lot of problems?
I just think that this kind of thing is actually quite fast, but the old man and Na Jintang don't understand. He can know this secret, shoulder this secret, and always wants to take revenge.
For twenty years.
Maybe this has formed a huge mental shackles for them.
The old man closed his eyes and continued.
"Now we are waiting for the last critical moment for everyone. Because everyone has been waiting for the final risk of this secret, then this thing cannot be hidden in the end. How should we deal with the wealth left by our ancestors? It should be given to the country.
In the end, we must give it to the country. This is unquestionable. Nalangge and I have reached a tacit understanding early on, so I will always be waiting for this wealth from the beginning, and now I am about to do so.
Not much. In fact, you don’t have to hide it from me. I also know what my body is like. No one knows my body better than myself. I hope that I can preserve this destiny’s wealth in my lifetime.
, waiting for valuable time to express the psychological state, this is always something left by the ancestors, no one can have any move in this world, no one can make any kind of distortion in this world
Any ideas are not allowed!"
I was really moved when I saw the old man's sonorous and powerful chemistry books. The old man is a big-minded person. He is frank and frank about everything, and there is no more selfishness.
I finally understand that if my mother understands the old man’s thoughts, then you will definitely be your own old man’s thoughts, and when they finally come out with this fateful wealth.
He must have the same idea as the old man, and must keep this wealth well, because this wealth is something left by the ancestors.
In the end, it has to be given to the ancestors. No one can take it away, and no one has the right to move it.
I understand the old man's good intentions, and I finally understand the reason why the old man has persisted for so many years. The big reason is because of the existence of this wealth, and I finally understand.
What Jintang has always insisted on, what he has always been brave about, they both have a very noble character, and this kind of character is something I have never been able to see.
I am deeply moved by the character of this person. I hope that I can stick to what I have learned like them. I hope that I can guard this wealth secretly like them.
Let this wealth finally be returned to the country at the right time one day.
Na Jintang nodded, and he looked at the old man with a lustrous look of admiration, as if he had too many meanings for this kind of thing, or had too many thoughts about the old man.
"Father, don't worry if I don't kiss you. I will not allow anyone to get a hold of this wealth under any circumstances. This wealth is based on one of the reasons why Nalangge said he took this wealth back then. We must persevere.
We will eventually return this thing to the country at some point, and we will definitely not give it to anyone, because after all, this thing belongs to our ancestors and will be passed down from generation to generation forever!"
The old man nodded happily. Looking at him, he was very pleased with Na Jintang's decision, and even very happy.
The old man turned to look at me.
"Mao Jiu, if you don't understand anything about this matter, you can ask me about everything you understand today. I will tell you everything. There will be no trace of anything.
Concealment. Everything about this kind of thing should be completed frankly according to the current thing. I will always maintain this passion and will always maintain this decision. Nonsense, what are your thoughts on this matter?
Or maybe there’s something you don’t quite understand about this kind of thing.”
"Old man, I don't know. Am I really the daughter of Brother Rang? Is this really the case? Has this identity been confirmed? Can I really activate this wealth? How will I do it?
?”
The old man looked at me deeply and finally answered my question.
"At present, I can't even confirm your identity 100%, but if there is no problem, it should be because after all, there is a gap of 20 years, and there is a dean in the middle, so I need
See the final proof of your identity.” (To be continued)