My heart really trembled. I didn't expect the old man to say his things in such a calm language.
But he seemed to say that if you finish the work, you will go home early. This sentence had a great shock to me.
I really feel like I am reluctant to part with this kind of thing. He understands many things about the old man, and he even understands things better, but he is sure that he will not be too dissuasive about this thing. This is the personality of the old man.
Charming place.
He will give me more space and more choices. He will let me take more positions. In this position, he will give me more opportunities to do what I want to do. I thank the old man.
The old man will definitely understand why Nalangge insisted on doing certain things back then. Of course, he will also understand why I would definitely do such things.
Everyone has their own ideals in this world, everyone has their own choices in this world, and some things are not out of choice.
But this is the thing that I have to do.
"Don't worry, old man. I'll do it myself. I will come back naturally after it's over. This will always be my home. I won't go anywhere. I'll go wherever I want. I'll just come back early to see the old man come to my place to have a drink and a good meal."
It’s fun, it’s best to wait for me to come back, I will have many adventure stories to tell you..."
After saying this, I left, and the old man didn't say a word. Maybe I don't know what the situation will be like, but I must firmly believe that I will come back alive.
I must come back alive to see what the old man said before. I may think that I really can't live back, but no, I must live openly, I must live seriously and well.
When I come back, I must have a good relationship with the old man. I must care for him until the end of his life. I must see him happy.
My dream that everything can come true, I don’t know if I can do it, but I will definitely try my best to complete this task, and I won’t do anything I don’t want to do to anyone.
This may cause a lot of pressure, and what kind of situations may be caused by things I don't like.
But I know that I will go all out to complete this kind of thing. No matter what I do, I will complete it seriously.
After I walked out of the house, Najintang drove me directly to my hometown.
"Mao Jiujiu, I feel that your mood is very unstable today. I know that you must hide some things from me. There are some things that you may not want to tell me, but I know your mood, but these things are my responsibility.
Face, I won't ask you like this, because the old man also knows this time. Otherwise, how could the old man tell you what happened today? I know you must be hiding something from me. Can you tell me first?
If you don’t tell me, I may not leave here today, otherwise I will tie you up in the apartment no matter what. I will use some means to prevent you from leaving here. I will not let you leave my side.
,do you know?"
In Jintang, he looked at me with a very anxious look, or a very fierce look. Of course, this kind of life represents a very strong love. I know that his love for me can only exist once.
This is how I love him forever and ever, how we have an idea of each other, and we have regarded each other as a very important part of our lives.
We even have no way to leave it at all. It is an unspeakable thing in our lives and the most important part of our lives. How can we abandon it in this way?
It's impossible, it's too important to us.
In Jintang, he simply parked the car on the side of the road and never drove again. He looked at me quietly, looking straight at me, as if he knew me, he knew.
He finally understands me, how could he not understand me, any disturbance in me, any change in my mood.
How could he not know, just like I knew he was the same.
"Maomao, I know there are some things in your heart. I've known it for a long time. You can't play for a few years after such a long time. Why do you have to hide it from me here? Let me tell you, I will never leave you today no matter what.
By my side, I have made this very clear. I will not go to the civil service unless you go with me. I, I, I also want you to take another step away from me. I swear that I will do this. I just want to
Even if I tie you to me, I will definitely do this!"
Can I see it? I know that what he said must be true. I don’t know what he said. Maybe he just does what he says. Sometimes he is a very hard-working person.
Sometimes he is a very gentle person, and sometimes he can do it. But this kind of thing may be much more serious than you think, much stronger than you. He is actually a tiger.
If he does anything, he will also do anything. You can't imagine it at all. He doesn't know what kind of significance this possibility will have, and everything he does will have every step.
Rhythm.
He may look at me like this more powerfully than you think. At this time, if you think in a way, you may avoid him in the process.
That's simply impossible, and his thoughts make you feel how aware he is of his binding force on you.
"Maomao, I want you to talk, I want you to talk. Over the years, don't you and he understand me? After so many years, we have experienced so many ups and downs. Do you think I can do this?
Don’t you understand something? You must tell me what happened. It’s okay if you don’t tell me. I won’t force you. You have your own right to choose, but I won’t let you leave me.
, I swear that I will never let you take any risky actions in my life!"
I let out a long sigh, what could I possibly say about this kind of thing.
I really don’t know what to say or what it means, but I know this thing is really important to me.
I know this is something that might be better for me if I could do it or if I could try to do it.
But I really can't do it, I have no way to complete these things.
And this kind of thing to me is like something that cannot be accomplished together in life.
I often sighed and looked at him quietly. I knew that he had exhausted all his strength to look at me. I suddenly hugged him tightly. I couldn't control it anymore. I thought Telling him everything that happened to me, I really treated him like my life at this time.
"Then Jintang, if I tell you all this, will you support me in doing it? Even if I don't tell you all this, will you insist on going? You must keep me by your side. If I insist on doing something , do you have any ideas for me, what I must do, what kind of things do you have for me, because I know that you have your own ideas about this thing for you, but You can imagine that I am a woman from Nalangge. Her woman is not a coward. Her daughter is a upright woman who can do many things. I am inheriting my mother's wishes. Can't I follow his wishes? Do you want to do something?"
"Of course you can do whatever you do. I will give you a lot of space and you can follow me here. I will even support you in what you do. But there is a prerequisite. You must tell me what you are doing. I I must know that you are not a threat. I must know that you are safe in this job. If you are facing that thing, it will be really difficult for me. I really can’t persist. There is really no way to face you, it is too cruel for me, I don’t know how to understand what I know, but if you know what is and what is the situation, I know what is mine and you will always and forever You didn’t let me accept and grow up without you..."
When I look at him, I feel like he is looking at me. In fact, the two of us are one and the same. We are so close and envious that we will consider each other.
That is to say, we will ignore each other's feelings in this process. Really, if it were the same as him, he would also choose to do this with me today.
If it were him, he would do the same thing as me. I believe in his soul and understand everything I do.
Everything will happen the same way.
"I know this kind of thing is very stressful for me, but I know that when I tell you now that I am going to see 789, I really want to see 789. 789 has found me, and he is already doubting my identity. He is already guessing my identity, you know? We can't hide from these things, we don't have time at all, do you think we still have time? "
I can no longer control my emotions. I really have no way to use this kind of thing to hide it anymore. I have been controlling it for too long and I have been hiding it for too long.
I couldn't control this kind of thing anymore. I fell into his arms and cried. I told him everything I wanted to say.
This thing is very stressful for me, just as it is for him. Maybe for everyone, there may be too many different things at work, I don’t know.
Maybe these things are things in our lives that we cannot avoid or escape from.
Na Jintang looked very serious. He looked at me in a very serious way. Suddenly, he put his hands directly on my shoulders and looked at me with a very anxious and worried look, as if this look was a very serious kind of thing. Big shock.
"You're crazy, you're going to be crazy again. You know that 789 has made this idea a long time ago. He has the heart of a wolf. How can you trust him so much at this time? I tell you, if you have the guts, you and him
If anyone comes into contact with anyone, he is a trap, a huge trap. He will definitely tell you that he will give you a huge fortune, right, or will he promise you every thing?
wrong?"
I have no choice but to tell him the truth. I nod my head and tell him the truth.
"He promised me that if I go with him for identity verification, he will give me 12 million gold. You know this gold is very important to us, and he will only ask me to make a collar. Don't worry.
, that’s all, I won’t promise him to do it!” (To be continued)