The brothers look a little melancholy now, some are happy, some are regretful, and some are a little lost. With all these complex emotions, everyone's expressions are completely inconsistent.
But when I see their current situation, I'm still a little sad...
They once had the best childhood, they should have a very complete family, and they actually have a very prominent background, but now, like me, they have to be reduced to being a child in an orphanage, becoming an orphan.
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Whose fault is this? Who caused too many factors in this process? Who can cause it?
We are in the process of something that I can't do, and I don't know what the implications of this situation are.
But I know that these things should become an indispensable part of our lives forever. Is this something we ourselves should not get at all?
No, someone is going to deprive us of our happiness. Someone is going to rob us of our happiness. Someone is going to act as a roadblock like this. Who is this?
This is why Huo Zhuoshan and others used their greedy desires to deprive us of everything.
From the moment we are born, we will not be deprived of all these things!
I really had a very uncomfortable feeling in my heart as I looked at the innocent and romantic smiles of my brothers.
I think all of this would really have undergone too many subversive changes. If that thing hadn't happened, there wouldn't have been those unacceptable things, those murders, those tragedies.
Maybe every brother should study now, and he should be able to be happy, have a career of his own, or have something to do of his own.
They can live a very decent life, they can live a normal life, and they can even live a so-called upper-class life with a certain identity.
But what now?
The current situation behind him made me suddenly feel very embarrassed. In fact, I was the same as them.
If we didn't know those things and what happened in the past, maybe I would treat it calmly.
But now I know that the background of my brothers is exactly the same as mine. Can I be happy at this time?
Can I be happy at this time?
Of course I can't. I can't do those things.
Then Jintang may have noticed my current mood swings, because I don’t know why I can’t laugh because I’m like this.
I really can't laugh. I really want to laugh, but I really can't pretend. This is who I am. When I know this thing, I know this truth.
I can't help you think about it, because I know it too well. I really want to tell my brothers about it and tell them all about it.
Tell me something that happened in the past, tell me that we are not orphans, we are not abandoned, we actually have parents, and our parents love us.
But for our future, for us to have a better life, they will do more great things. We have not lost any of them. Their spirits in heaven are always loving us.
I really want to tell my brothers all of this, but I can't. I know that I can't because I know how painful and uncomfortable the situation that my brothers are in right now is.
I know that it may be good for them to maintain the current situation, and maybe they have experienced the attitude difficulties in the past. When these things happen, maybe they should not think so much about everything.
Maybe this is the best behavior. Why think about it so much and think about so many situations? It's not necessary.
Because these things are really based on one situation, then everything can be completely formed into this kind of thing.
Maybe my situation was noticed by Na Jintang. He held me by the hand and started to talk to the brothers. I suddenly regained my composure. I almost looked like a complete loser. I really felt confused and confused.
With the brothers.
Even Zhu Toushan, who was very neurotic, looked at me with a big face and small eyes.
"Mao Da, what's going on? Why did you seem to be worried from the moment you entered my house? What's going on? What happened? Oh my god, is there anything wrong?
Is it done? We all did a good job. You told us what we wanted to buy and we bought it. If you said we were going to leave today, our tickets have been booked. The 3:00 ticket for this afternoon is fine.
You left, what else has not been done? You asked us to do things and we left. Are you reluctant for us to leave? Or what? Damn, you are acting weird now, it makes me sad
I don’t even dare to leave!”
Yes, the brothers immediately gathered around, looking at me as if their view of my current situation might be completely different from what they had imagined before.
Or some things between the collaborators and themselves may not be consistent, so it is their thoughts on this kind of thing, or their confusion about the current situation.
In fact, it is quite normal, because according to this situation and based on the understanding of all the brothers, looking at so many things, their confusion is actually really normal.
Because I may not have been in this situation before.
"So, Mao Da, you just entered the inner door of my house. When we saw your lost look, we were all shocked. It seemed that something had happened. Damn it, weren't you sick today? What do you think you look like?
It almost scared me. What happened? Don’t worry. If anything happens, our brothers can work together with you. If you don’t want Ergou to tell them to leave, then don’t
Is it okay to let them go and come back to spend more time with you and stay with you for a while?"
Xiao Ma Liu was also very anxious at this time. Of course he was very anxious about this situation, because what should I say in this situation?
Because even though Xiao Ma Liu is a very unreliable person at times, he is a kind-hearted person.
And it may be very sensitive to capture one of my emotional changes.
I saw the brothers smile faintly, but I knew that it was natural for the brothers to care about me, just like I cared about them.
In fact, it's like everyone has grown up again. Over the years, many things have resonated with each other or have a tacit understanding of each other.
I have a bit of a sore throat and can't speak. I'm afraid that if I speak out the words at once, I'll reveal those things. It's really uncomfortable to hide these secrets in my heart.
I can't even imagine how painful and uncomfortable it is for Jintang to hide this secret for more than ten years, and now I only have to hide it for less than an hour.
I felt like I couldn't control that thing anymore, and I really wanted to say it out loud without any hesitation.
Let the brothers share the same hatred as me and take one of their tools to go directly to Huo Zhuoshan for revenge!
"fine……"
Fortunately, Jintang saw what I was thinking, and I was very grateful to him because he immediately picked up the sentence for me.
"Your Cat Da is really touched. They are reluctant to let you go, so they have been saying these words from morning to now. Er Gouzi and Zhu Tou San are very reluctant to let you go. It seems that your Cat Dan is still very emotional." , even though he is such a cruel person, I still really can’t bear to let you go at the critical moment. Seeing that you are so busy, but you have your luggage ready now, right? And we follow this Just go ahead with the plan. Have everything been arranged? Those of us with cars outside will set off quickly. How about you guys? Do you want to go with us? Anyway, you can buy extra ferry tickets here. , just upload a few stocks and see if your own behavior follows suit?"
After Jintang said this, all the brothers looked at each other, as if they couldn't accept it, or they were too shocked by the news.
It seems that this kind of thing is beyond all their imagination, or there is a lot of things in it within the scope of their understanding. I know that the brothers are very emotional about this matter.
Some of them even dare not speak out, fearing that they will disappear if they speak out. Such a great benefit!
Niu Ba was trembling with fear, as if he had some self-evident feelings about this kind of thing, as if there were a lot of emotions in the atmosphere about that thing.
So when he said this sentence, his voice represented a kind of trembling.
"Little boss, are you saying that we can also... go back? You said that we can also ask Ergouzi to let us... go back and have a look today? What about the old man's side? The old man can still take us there. We have done a lot of things for him, how could we...leave the old man at this time? It's not very good..."
What Niu Ba said actually represents the voice of all the brothers. All the brothers looked at me nervously and looked very nervous, which made me feel uncomfortable.
It seems that the brothers have respected me or been afraid of me over the years. Sometimes I never thought it was a big deal. In the past, I just drank them and never gave them too much good looks. look.
It seems that after all these years they still regard me as a real boss, but I feel from the bottom of my heart that I really feel too guilty towards them for this matter and this identity.
In many cases, I really didn't give them much. Sometimes I really disliked them, and even treated them as a burden.
But I didn't expect that my brothers would still treat me in this way. I'm really touched, I'm so touched.
I know that the brothers now really want to go back to the orphanage!
I bit my lip tightly, trying not to control myself with my whole body and mind, and not letting the tremors come out of my heart.
I know if I ever have any out of control emotions.
Brothers must be a little sensitive and catch it. At this time, I have to control the sound of choking... (To be continued)