To be honest, although it has been more than a year and almost two years since Dill Merlin and I became husband and wife, I have never thought of how to tell everyone about it. Now I am forced to tell you about it, and the words come out of my mouth.
I was stunned, but Feilin in front of me didn't say anything, her face was as cold as ice.
Neither of us knew what to do next or how to speak to prevent the situation from getting worse, so we had no choice but to maintain this silent scene.
"Is this true?" After a long time, Feilin finally spoke: "Are you really Dill Merlin's husband?"
"Yes." I nodded: "It was when I went to Wanpu last time."
"Before I heard you say it yourself, I always refused to believe it. I still had a little fantasy, but I didn't expect it to be like this..." Feilin raised her head and looked at me, with tears overflowing in her eyes.
: "Why? Is she beautiful? Have you ever thought that you already have three wives in your family!"
"When it comes to beauty, she is not as good as Wen Sili; when it comes to character, she is not as good as you." I tried to explain to her: "The reason why I married her is because she is very talented in business, and we
The province was very short of money at that time.”
"So, you let her be your wife?" Feilin said angrily: "Is money so important in your eyes? What if you meet a lady who can help you again in the future? Are you going to marry her anyway?
Are they wives? How can two people without feelings become husband and wife?"
"Felin, I originally wanted to tell you about this, but I never had the right opportunity." I slowly approached Felin: "Let's not quarrel and talk about it, okay?"
Feilin raised her head slightly and held back the tears in her eyes: "I'm listening."
So I told Feilin the story with Dill Merlin from beginning to end in detail.
"That's it, she doesn't know my true identity yet." I said solemnly: "I don't want to hide it from you. I want to tell you this every time we meet, but I just don't know how to say it. Besides,
, we also have feelings.”
"Sure enough, what I thought was right." Feilin said without thinking: "The three of us can only have this status in your heart."
"Why do you think so? Because I really care about your feelings, so I don't know how to say it properly." Although I didn't quite understand what she said, I readily admitted my mistake: "I know this matter can be handled well."
It’s not good, but I promise you that I will never marry another woman again.”
"You still don't understand that, counting this one, you already have four wives. For me, I made a mistake from the beginning. The price of that mistake is that I am forever doomed to share myself with other women."
Husband, what's the difference between marrying more wives and now?" Feilin has already regained her composure: "But I can't accept that my husband didn't discuss it with me when something so serious happened to me, and didn't even disclose any information.
From this point of view, what do I mean to you? What difference do I make to you from a stranger?"
"No, Felin, the matter is not as serious as you think."
"It's very serious! This mistake is in your consciousness. In your eyes, us wives are like your subordinates, we can only do our best to do things for you, but you don't regard us as wives at all." Feilin said.
The tone became tougher: "What is a wife? She is a relative who will advance and retreat with her husband throughout her life! We have no complaints about being worried about our husband, and we have no dissatisfaction with working hard for our husband. No matter how serious things are, we are willing to share them with him...
...But, we absolutely cannot stand our husband’s deception!”
"But I mean it well." I said eagerly, "I'm just afraid that you won't be able to bear it!"
"Not to mention that you have an extra wife, even if your majesty is killed, your husband is 'killed' in battle, or the province is besieged, we can survive alone. Is there anything else we can't bear?" Feilin looked at her coldly.
Me: "Isn't well-intentioned deception deception? In fact, your clumsy lie is what makes me even more sad."
"I...what do you want from me?" I had no choice: "What can I do to satisfy you?"
"Sincerity, I want your sincerity." Feilin said, "Is it so difficult to ask you to be sincere?"
"You think...I'm not sincere to you?"
"I don't mean to think so, it's a fact."
Frankly speaking, I was very discouraged at this moment...A feeling of extreme powerlessness began to fill my body and mind, filling every corner of my body. I was not so depressed even when facing the siege of the demon coalition.
No one has ever told me that my wife is so difficult to deal with.
But having said that, women as powerful as Feilin are really rare.
I sat slumped on the stone bench, holding my swollen head in my hands. I couldn't think of any better way. Even I didn't understand what was going on. Logically speaking, my brain was not stupid, and my techniques were not stupid.
Stiff, why can I defeat an enemy army several times my size despite being at a disadvantage, and can gallop around in the demon alliance...but I can't deal with my wife?
"Why, our Lord Governor is speechless." Feilin did not intend to let me go: "This is not like you!"
"Then what do you want me to do?" I admitted defeat in a listless tone: "Can I still hang you up as a municipal supervisor and beat him?"
"According to imperial law, you have the right to do so." Feline said, "But I know you won't."
"Seriously, Felin." I shook my head dejectedly: "I don't understand what's going on, why our relationship was so harmonious before the wedding, but since the wedding our relationship has been at loggerheads.
Okay? Us, what happened to us?"
"My husband." Feilin looked at me, her eyes no longer so cold: "I'm very happy that you finally noticed the key to the problem."
"The key to the problem?" I thought for a moment: "Is it a wedding?"
"Yes, I was your friend before the wedding, but after the wedding, I became your wife." Felin nodded and said, "Do you know what a wife is? And how should a husband treat his wife?"
"I can't say that." I still shook my head: "I care about you very much and respect you. Is this wrong?"
"For ordinary noble men, you are already a very competent husband by doing this." Feilin said softly: "But who are you? You are Cohen Keda, you are much better than ordinary nobles.
Cohen Kedar, you should do better than everyone else."
"Better?" I said with a wry smile, "I really don't know, what else should I do to make it better?"
"Cohen, you are smarter than me. You should know that I, Kelly and Wensley all love you deeply." Feline blushed slightly: "Although Kelly and I married you, Nasher
It’s my aunt’s decision, but we are both willing to do it. So our marriage is based on emotion. It is a healthy union and is not a deformed product of power trading.”
"That's right." I nodded in agreement.
"We were friends before the wedding. You cared about us and respected us very much at that time. We were also very happy to become husband and wife with a man like you." Feilin continued: "But what about after the wedding? You still
It's inappropriate to treat us like children as friends."
"Why is it inappropriate?" I was a little surprised by Feilin's words.
"We are husband and wife, which means our positions have changed. You know I don't like to get involved in politics because of my grandfather's affairs, but why should I serve as the province's internal affairs supervisor?"
"Is it because...you are my wife?"
"Yes, because I am your wife, I must help my husband without reservation. My husband and I are one body, both prosperous and destructive. I will do my best to protect him at all costs.
You and your family." Feilin stood up: "And in this world, you are the only one worthy of me doing this."
"Then...what did I do wrong?" I asked doubtfully.
"Have you not noticed? Since Aunt Nasher granted us the marriage, your attitude towards us has changed slightly." Felin slowly approached me: "Take the matter of sister Wensley, for example.
In fact, Kelly and I were mentally prepared to accept Wen Sili at that time. We knew that with your personality, you would never abandon Wen Sili. But we did not expect that you would handle this matter so strongly.
I also had an argument with Kelly."
"Believe me, I didn't mean it."
"It is precisely because we know you didn't mean it that we will forgive you." Feilin walked to me and sat down: "But you don't realize that you already regard us as the type of women who should hide behind their husbands.
.”
"I……"
"Don't rush to defend yourself, okay? You will be even busier in the next few days, and we won't have many opportunities to talk in depth like this." Felin stopped me: "We grew up together, and no one knows you better than me.
Do you agree with this?"
I nodded, and Feilin reached out and took my hand.
"In fact, you are not the only one who is troubled by this matter. After becoming your wife, it took me a lot of time to find my position." Felin held my hand gently: "Once you want to
If you want to do it well, you will definitely be able to do it well.”
"I can't guarantee it, I can only try my best."
"Cohen, I'm not trying my best." Felin looked at me with rare tender eyes: "I know, nothing can trouble you."
"Why do you think so?" Because of her attitude, I felt a lot more relaxed: "Are you so confident in me?"
"Yes, I have great confidence in you." Feilin said firmly: "Do you still remember Aunt Nasher's advice to you? You told me."
"Of course I remember." I nodded and said, "Don't lose yourself."
"Yes! Don't lose yourself." Feilin said happily: "I'm so glad you remember."
"But it's really hard to do that."
"Don't worry, you can do it." Feilin stroked my face lovingly with her hand: "My dear, although it will be very hard, you can't let the filth of the world contaminate your soul."
"My soul." I shook my head and said, "I feel that I was born with bad habits, and I am polluting the world."
"Are you referring to the things you did in the coalition army and the temple? Don't say it like that. In fact, to me, it's just the way you act, and the superficial things don't matter at all." Feilin put her head on my shoulder.
Above: "I am your wife, I know your heart, and I don't care what other people think of you."
"Speaking of which, you don't like my way of doing things, do you?"
"I can't ask you to be perfect in every aspect, I can only ask you to be perfect in a certain part." Felin said in my ear: "That is respect for me... It's not respect, it's not caring, and it's not
Fear."
"I finally understand." I answered her softly: "It turns out that it is not enough to just love my wife, you must also have respect."
"If you can incorporate this respect into your love for me." Felin's voice was so small that I could barely hear her: "I will be happier."
"I can't guarantee that I won't make mistakes in this process." I couldn't find the direction: "Besides, you have to give me some time. I can't promise you anything now... My head is in a mess."
"If I can't tolerate your occasional mistakes, then can I still be your wife? I'll give you time." Feline said, "And I also know that you will only get better and better."
"There's something else I don't understand." I asked Felin, "Why do I always fall behind when I get along with you?"
"It's very simple. Just like what I said just now, you haven't positioned yourself right." Feilin said, "We are not your enemies. Naturally, you won't use the same methods to treat enemies. Treat us as friends.
Well! There is another wife in your heart, and you don't know how to treat your wife. You always want to get away with everything, refuse to confess, and can't let go... You will naturally have troubles in your heart.
burden."
"You mean...I trapped myself?"
"Isn't it?" Feilin chuckled: "I didn't expect that our husband would be so smart, but he would still be stupid from time to time."
"Well, it seems I should review it." I nodded and said, "It turns out that the person who benefited the most tonight is me!"
"It's good to know." Feilin seemed to be in a good mood and laughed several times: "Then how should you thank me?"
"I'll give you the warmest hug." I hugged Feilin and kissed her earlobe: "I also know why you kicked me out of the room on the wedding day."
Feilin smiled but didn't answer.
Her expression made me feel like I had an opportunity: "Can I enter the room today?"
"No." Feline rejected me: "The dignified Governor Cohen, how could you go against your own words? You can only go in with a gift that is enough to satisfy us."
"If I had known this." I was discouraged again: "What else could I say about my oath! I'm so stupid..."
"Well, just take it as a lesson!" Feilin simply closed her eyes.
"Do Kelly and Wensley know what you told me tonight?" I said, "I don't want to be lectured by my wife three times in a row."
"Of course they know, that's why I'm waiting for you here." Feilin hugged me and said, "We have always wanted to talk to you about this matter, but we have no chance."
"This makes me feel more at ease." I hesitated: "What about Dill Merlin..."
"Don't talk about other people now. On such a warm night, I want to stay alone with my husband for a while. At this moment, my husband belongs to me alone. I don't want to hear the names of other ladies." Feilin used
My hand covered my mouth: "This feeling is really intoxicating."
It was unprecedented for Feilin to say such willful words. I didn't say anything, I just hugged Feilin tighter with both hands.
I don’t know how long it took, but Feilin kissed my face, left my arms, and sat up straight.
"It's late, you have a lot to do tomorrow, go back and rest!" Feilin tugged her hair around her ears and said softly: "I have to go back to the room, otherwise Kelly and Wensley will be anxious
Already."
"But..." I said, "Where is Dill Merlin?"
"I lied to you." Feilin smiled slyly: "Such a smart and capable little sister, it was too late for me to protect her! How could I ask someone to arrest her?"
"Thank you." I said gratefully, "I know you are taking my feelings into consideration."
"It's best if you understand." Felin stood up and asked, "When will we meet?"
"It's not appropriate now. My identity is a very sudden thing for her, and she may not be able to accept it for a while." I also stood up: "And there will definitely be a series of large-scale military and political events next.
Fighting for it, I don’t want more people to worry about me.”
"Since you decide this way, then do it!" Feilin said, "But I will choose a gift to give to her first."
"Are you planning to start your friendship now?" I joked: "With four ladies advancing and retreating at the same time, it will be even harder for me as a husband."
"Don't be so talkative. This is all for His Majesty's sake. Don't think that we don't know that Your Majesty is your witness." Feilin smiled and said, "By the way, you should also write a letter to her. She has been a witness for a long time.
A wife who doesn’t get news from her husband must be very painful inside.”
"I know." I said, "I'll take you back to your room first, and then I'll write a letter."
"Then let's go!" Feilin held my arm: "My dear husband." (To be continued)