"What about you? What's your reason?" Nono turned to look at Xia Mi, "Why do you like Chu Zihang?"
"Didn't I tell you before..." Xia Mi looked away a little embarrassedly, "I just like her, no reason is needed."
"That doesn't count." Nono voted down, "Is there any real reason? I want to hear it so I can give you a reference."
"..." Xia Mi tilted his head and thought seriously for a while, "I don't know either."
"Let me tell you." Nono snapped her fingers, "Do you like Chu Zihang because Chu Zihang is a good man who is suitable to be with? Or is it because he is mysterious, classy, and always silent?
You hide everything in your heart, and even if you try your best to express your concern for girls, you can only reach out and shake your hand?"
Xia Mi was stunned. She really hadn't noticed this much. Chu Zihang had always responded to her requests, whether it was in Shilan before or in Kassel now. "Maybe there are more of the latter..."
"Using the reading theory I created to explain it," Nono continued, "Chu Zihang has always had a paralyzed face. You don't know when he is happy or sad."
"He is like a book whose cover has not been opened to you, but you still want to read it, eager to open his book and read what is written inside."
Xia Mi didn't say anything. She remembered that when she was in Shilan, she watched him shoot baskets alone on the basketball court, watched him stand in front of the window for hours watching the rain, and watched him clean up after school alone.
Practicing the piano in the piano room.
She couldn't find any gossip or bright spots in his life. It was so boring. Sometimes she would think, damn! I would be so depressed if I were him? How could he not be so lonely? Why is this guy pretending to be cool? He is smiling happily.
Will you die immediately?
But she found that she didn't hate him. Even when she was really close to him, she still had some vague emotions that she couldn't express.
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Because she is just like him... despite the coming and going of people, the observer and the observed are the same.
Is it love? How can a dragon king talk about love? I have lived for so many years and been reincarnated so many times. I don’t even know what it is like to like someone. I don’t deserve to say that I like someone.
But... regardless of whether I deserve it or not, I just want to get closer to him, get to know him better, see what the content of his book is, and want to... observe him for the rest of my life.
"Is it because of loneliness?" Nono asked.
"Yeah." Xia Mi said softly.
"Do you believe in gravity?"
"What?" Xia Mi almost thought he heard wrongly.
"Lu Mingfei introduced me to a comic book last time. There was such a saying in the comic, which I thought was quite interesting." Nono raised his head and poured all the remaining potato chip residue into his mouth, "There is a relationship between people.
The encounter between people is destined, because there is a kind of gravity between certain people."
"No matter how much you avoid it, gravity will pull you towards that person."
"Of course I understand this." Xia Mi shrugged his little nose, "I've also read that comic."
"The Blood Mourning between us is the attraction of hybrids. The Blood Mourning brings us together, but..." Nono paused for a moment, "Why did you meet Chu Zihang? Not Lu Mingfei
, Fingal, or someone else?”
"Who wants to meet Senior Brother Lu and Senior Brother Fingel? Please, I won't even give it to me."
"What I mean is that your encounter with Chu Zihang is destined." Nono smiled, her eyes narrowed like a crescent moon, "No matter what you think, you will always meet him. This is your escape."
An unforgettable fate."
Even if she is a dragon... can she be with him? Xia Mi doesn't know that she is still completely unable to let go of her fate of abandoning her family, and has made plans to stand on the opposite side of Chu Zihang one day.
Are you kidding me? Thousands of years of fate can be put aside just because of a few words from Nuonuo and Lu Mingfei?
When she thought of this, she became pessimistic again. Maybe she really liked Chu Zihang, but as beautiful as she was now, the day they broke up would be so painful.
She didn't dare to think about it any more.
"Since it is destined, why are you avoiding it?" Nono said lazily, "I know you haven't completely let go. You seem to be the active one in the relationship, but you are still worried about something."
"..." Xia Mi sighed, "I'm also very annoyed. I always feel that there won't be a happy ending between me and my senior brother."
"Then let's do it." Nono said, "You feel free to do what you want to do, and you have to give it a try. Some things have been sentenced to death if you have never tried them before. What if it becomes successful?"
It’s not too late to regret.”
"I'll try my best." Xia Mi stared at the patterns on the table in trance.
In fact, she really hates hesitation, but today she hesitated again and again. What's going on with this damn hesitation? It's actually very simple, right? She is a dragon, burdened with a heavy fate, and she should not and cannot like someone, but
So what can be done?
Ferris Wheel Cinema Aquarium, Ferris Wheel Cinema Aquarium... so many places, so many memories, maybe at some inadvertent moment, she suddenly fell in love with him.
Even she didn't notice it herself.
Sometimes she would try to convince herself that it was not love, Jörmungandr, please don’t get it wrong, but then Xia Mi popped up again, pushed Jörmungandr back at once, and said shut up,
I don't care, I just like her, I just want to be with Chu Zihang.
So the story begins. On that sunny afternoon at the Chicago train station, she fell into Chu Zihang's arms, blinked and said, "Hello, senior brother, my name is Xia Mi."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Her heart, which had been dusty for thousands of years, was opened a little by that boy. The boy even got in and jumped hard. Every time he appeared in front of her, she couldn't help it.
That emotion should not exist.
Time is an indifferent measure. People who can live for a hundred years can never see the back of people who can live for a thousand years. She thought that no matter how much she liked Chu Zihang, she could not stay with him until old age. Even if
Although he could accept her identity, he couldn't keep it, and a thousand years had passed.
She felt that it was very good to forget her feelings, and there wouldn't be any entanglements that would upset her so much. She had tried to do this before.
But I gave up in the end. It may be dangerous to forget one's feelings too much, because it is too lonely, so lonely that one wants to give up this thousand years, the next thousand years, and the countless thousand years that extend far to the end of time.
Why bother knocking at my heart anymore? My heart is already rotten wood.
But rotten trees will sprout, and the Dragon King will fall in love with humans one day. Even if we don't stay together forever, or we don't stay together forever, it's still good to stay together for this life.
Xia Mi sighed quietly, she seemed to have figured something out.
"Sister Nuonuo, please teach me how to do it."
"That's good." Nono smiled with satisfaction.
…
…
The dormitory was quiet and there were no lights.
Chu Zihang spent an afternoon reading "Shanghai Fortress" and did not choose to go to the library to read it.
After reading it, he closed the book and placed it squarely on the table. Then he silently looked at the passing clouds outside the window. He thought for three hours but could not find a solution for the protagonist.
There are some stories in the world that you just don’t want to read again because there is no solution.
Some stories seem destined, not by chance or miss, but by an unsolvable knot.
If it happens to be a tragedy, its sadness is already doomed at the beginning of the story.
When he came to his senses again, it was completely dark, and the cuckoo outside the window was cooing.
"I still forgot to eat." Chu Zihang thought, a little disappointed with Xia Mi's instructions, "Let's go to the cafeteria and have some midnight snacks."
He grabbed his school uniform from the back of the chair and stood up to go out.
The restaurant was also quiet.
This baroque-style hall can accommodate 1,000 people for dining at the same time, but there is only one diner at the moment.
Someone was lying on the end of the long dining table, munching and munching, treating the food as ruthlessly as the wind swept away the fallen leaves. On the plate was a whole chicken, a piece of smoked pork leg, a beef burger, a vegetable salad, and a large
A serving of mashed potatoes...it looks like this guy has a really good appetite.
Lu Mingfei always has such a good appetite.
When he was eating until he was completely forgetful about the unity between man and nature, a man sat down next to him and put down his plate. Lu Mingfei spat out a chicken bone that he had sucked cleanly, and turned to look at the expressionless man.
Chu Zihang.
Chu Zihang's midnight snack was very simple, consisting of two fried eggs, cereal soaked in milk, and an orange juice.
"I heard that you came for supper, and I thought you were with Fingel." Chu Zihang said that during the few days they traveled to England, school was about to start, and the students were coming back one after another.
Someone saw Lu Mingfei sitting alone in the restaurant eating late night snacks, but there was no figure of the little red-haired witch next to him... He and Nono were always inseparable when they were in the academy.
So the buddy guessed that they might have had a quarrel, and quickly took a picture of Lu Mingfei's lonely side face munching on a chicken leg and uploaded it to the Night Watch Forum. It immediately stirred up a thousand waves, and there were countless speculations that were more outrageous than a quarrel, such as
Lu Mingfei slapped his legs, Lu Mingfei was not good to Nono, Lu Mingfei was a domestic violence...
Finally, the real boss came forward and spoke out.
Chen Motong: Lu Mingfei and I have a very good relationship. It’s just because I had something to do and I wasn’t with him today. Please don’t keep guessing, or I’ll beat you up.
Everyone was silent and began to dive in silence. Everyone in this college knew the reputation of the little red-haired witch. She was the one who would knock on your dormitory door right away if she beat you, especially her Sanda last semester.
I still got an "A" in the course.
"He went to bed. He has been sleeping in the dormitory all day today. I didn't wake him up even when I came back."
"Are you eating enough for two people just to miss him?"
This sounds like a joke, but when Zihang said it, it wasn't funny at all. It was more like a question that needed a serious answer.
"No, I just suddenly felt hungry." Lu Mingfei had no choice but to answer.
"Your midnight snack is too high in fat."
"I'm a carnivore."
"Eating less oil is good for your health."
"Brother, if you have something to say, just say it." Lu Mingfei stopped stirring the milk cereal with his spoon, thinking that Chu Zihang and Xia Mi didn't have so many twists and turns when they were together.
Back to the Chu Zihang he was before.
He couldn't help but feel that love can always change a person.
"I've finished reading the book "Shanghai Fortress" you recommended." After a few seconds of silence, Chu Zihang admitted, "I want to talk to you about the emotional issues in it."
In fact, Chu Zihang is an easy-to-understand person. Although he is "facially paralyzed" and it is difficult for you to guess what he is thinking from his expression, his neural circuit is like a straight highway with no turns at all.
Disguise is not Chu Zihang's strong point. Just like the arc of a swinging knife, the faster the knife, the straighter the arc.
It was difficult for him to find a tactful way to address the topic, but Lu Mingfei saw through it at a glance.
"How about it? I said the emotional line was beautifully written, right?" Lu Mingfei said with excitement.
"It's indeed... amazing."
"So, senior brother, what relationship issues do you want to talk to me about?"
"Does all love in this world have a solution?"
"To be honest, I don't know." Lu Mingfei shrugged, "I used to think that not all love has a solution. Just like the story of "Shanghai Fortress", some tragedies in the world have no solution and are dead ends."
"That……"
"But I believe it now. I believe that no matter what kind of love it is, there is a solution." Lu Mingfei continued, "The male protagonist, Jiang Yang, as you know, is a slut."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "The bastard is flirting with the girl he likes, but he doesn't have the guts to confess to anyone. He thinks the girl's fiancé is a stinker."
"He always sends text messages to girls, and girls will reply to his text messages. He keeps all the text messages that girls reply to him, thinking this is evidence that they like him."
"But there is no way, people always have to get married. In fact, the communication between him and the girl for such a long time has only been text messages, and what about the girl and her fiancé? They went shopping, watched movies, ate... and even kissed.
.”
"It seems very tragic, right? There is a saying that is true, there is no place for a crush on someone."
"There is also a saying in the book that there are 20,000 people in the world who are suitable to be with a person. If you meet any one of the 20,000 people, you will fall in love with her like crazy."
"I always believe, and I am always willing to believe, that in fact it is not just Lin Lan who is one-20,000th of Jiang Yang, Jiang Yang is also one-20,000th of Lin Lan...it's just a matter of first come, first served."
"But there are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand readers. Some people may think Lin Lan likes Jiang Yang, while others think Lin Lan doesn't."
"After reading such a long story, it condensed into five words at the end: 'Sleep well, good night.' In fact, I don't have any evidence of Lin Lan's feelings for Jiang Yang, but I just feel like it, otherwise
What did you text him for in the end?”
"I think if Jiang Yang went back to the past, before Lin Lan met her fiancé, the ending might be different."
"I believe that you can also find a solution, senior brother."