Hearing my answer, Ming Xue was stunned for a moment, then showed a gentle expression, slowly raised her hands and held my cheeks and said: "Mang Hui, look into my eyes, listen to me, I It’s Mang Xue!”
I said: "You are Mangxue, but I am not Manghe."
As I said that, I threw Mang Xue away, then staggered off the wooden bridge and walked towards the sacred tower.
The shore is full of snowflakes, the truth is hidden in the snowflakes, but I can't use the truth to save my lover.
Mian Xue was stunned for a moment, then followed with light steps. She asked me: "I can see that you kind of dislike me, or even hate me. Can you tell me why?"
I stopped where I was and turned around with a helpless self-deprecating smile: "Why? Because your resurrection took away the lives of the two people I love most, shouldn't I hate you?"
Ming Xue frowned and said, "I don't quite understand what you mean."
I said: "Don't you remember that two of your three souls were brought to the Pangu world by death? Your heaven soul turned into a girl named Nangong Fancong, and your earth soul turned into Mai Xiaorou. girls, both of them are my lovers."
"In this world, for the so-called truth of placement, the two of them sacrificed themselves and then fulfilled your resurrection. This makes me feel very uncomfortable."
Mian Xue nodded: "You are still the consciousness of Pangu World now. When you regain the consciousness of Mian Hui, you will forget them, and even forget your identity in Pangu World!"
I said angrily: "I am Chen Yu. I will never give my body to Xiao Hui. Besides, Xiao Hui's consciousness is already dead."
Mian Xue shook her head and smiled softly: "No, he is not dead, he is in this body of yours. To a certain extent, his consciousness is connected with your consciousness in the Pangu world, so you It's him. When you regain your memory, you will know that you are in trouble and you just have temporary amnesia."
I continued to shake my head and said, "Let me say it again, I am Chen Yu."
At this time, Mian Xue suddenly turned in front of me with a "swish" sound, blocking my way.
I looked at Mian Xue and asked, "What, do you want to do something to me?"
Ming Xue shook her head and asked me: "Do you really like the two girls transformed by Tianhun and Minghun?"
I nodded and said: "Yes!"
Mian Xue asked again: "Do you really have no feelings for me at all?"
I nodded and said firmly: "Yes!"
Mian Xue was silent for a while and said slowly: "Let's do it this way. When you lay down the truth, I will end it on my own and then give you a chance to resurrect them."
Will Mang Xue die on his own?
When I heard what Mian Xue said, I was completely stunned. Everyone can sacrifice their lives in order to find the truth, which shows how noble they are.
And I can also give up my own life, but everything is based on my living, and I have no way to die.
But I am always asked to sacrifice the lives of the people around me, which is a great torture to my heart. It is better to just let me die.
I even thought, if the person who placed the truth was not me, I could sacrifice myself noblely and end all the pain.
Rather than like me now, carrying the pain and continuing to move forward.
Thinking about this, I feel more and more unfair about fate.
Seeing that I was silent, Mian Xue asked me again: "But it's not enough for me to make sacrifices alone. You also need to make some sacrifices."
I asked what was needed from me.
Mian Xue sighed and said with some disappointment: "You need to let Ji Xuehua bloom all over the original world, and then use your life span of tens of millions of years in the future to exchange for them. Of course, when they come back, you will only have a life span of a few decades.
It is equivalent to the number of years you have been reincarnated in the Pangu world. After that life, your soul will be wiped out and there will be no more reincarnation."
I said decisively: "I can."
Ming Xue nodded "Yeah" and said: "I understand, then it's decided. When Ji Xuehua blooms all over the original world, you can sacrifice for your lover, but before that, you need to
One thing to do is to lay down the truth.”
I nodded and said, "I'll do it."
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt that countless consciousnesses began to burst out on their own in the spiritual platform. Those consciousnesses were my feelings for Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Fanxing.
As those lines of consciousness emitted, Ji Xuehua also began to emit blue energy lines that connected with my consciousness lines.
Mian Xue was stunned for a moment and said: "What are you doing? Are you going to put away the truth now? If you put away the truth, then the entire original world will know that the truth has awakened, and this place will become a battlefield."
I didn't speak because everything was out of my control. I couldn't control my consciousness of saving Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Fanxong, so I couldn't control the awakening of the truth.
If the awakening of truth can bring me infinite power, then why don't I let it awaken?
But what if my body can’t bear it?
When I thought this, the Cursing Insect said: "Chen Yu, you don't have to worry about your body not being able to bear it. I will help you, but after helping you, I won't be able to see the truth. This
This is also the last journey of my life.”
When I heard the Cursed Insect say this, I immediately understood that it would also choose to sacrifice itself.
I quickly said: "No, I will find a way to cut off the contact with Ji Xuehua."
The curse walking insect said: "There is no need to waste your efforts. If you can't stop, you don't have to blame yourself. This is my destiny. Do you know that as a curse walking insect, I actually come from the Book of Creation, but I and the Book of Creation
I have been away for too long, and the breath of the Book of Heaven has long since disappeared. The Book of Heaven has also chosen to forget me, but deep in my heart I always remember that I have a hometown, but I don’t know where that home is."
"After following you, I awakened many memories, including when you were in the original world, you separated me from the heavenly book, and then secretly raised me as Gu. When I was in the original world, I never had a chance to show up, so here
No one knows me."
"When I arrived in the Pangu world, you fell into a deep sleep, but I was taken into the great road by Hongjun's heavenly law and became a robberies beast."
"Many of my memories have been sealed in dust."
"If I hadn't met you, I'm afraid these memories of mine would never be awakened."
"It's a pity that I have been baptized by Pangu Heavenly Dao for eternity, and there is no way to return to the Heavenly Book, so I can only choose to fulfill you. That can be regarded as a kind of return."
Is the curse insect my poison?
Thinking of this, my heart hurts even more.
Just when I was about to say something else, the Cursing Insect directly forcibly activated the incantation on the bamboo tube.
I understood immediately. It turned out that the Cursed Insect had been able to break the curse seal long ago. It followed me just to find the possibility of returning to the Book of Heaven.
Just to get closer to that feeling of home.
As the curse seal was released, the powerful power contained in the cursed insect was poured into my body, giving my body a strong ability to withstand it.
Now I understood everything. Many times, the Cursed Insect understands some things in the Book of Creation before me, and uses my consciousness to perceive things that I haven't noticed before. This is because it itself is part of the Book of Creation.
I should have thought of this a long time ago, why did I think of it just now?
I wanted to stop the cursed insects, but my consciousness was controlled by the cursed insects. My whole body was no longer under my control. I could only passively accept the gifts of the cursed insects.
At this time, I felt like a complete loser. The "people" around me left me one after another, but there was nothing I could do.
I really want to look up to the sky and scream, but it's a pity that I don't even have the strength to scream now.
At this time, Ming Xue also said from the side: "It turns out that when you were in the original world, you always had a Gu in your body. No wonder I felt that something was wrong with you at that time."
Ming Xue was silent for a while and then said: "I can understand your mood now, because your sadness touched the emotions of the three souls in my body. My three souls have just reunited. Although their memories have been erased, they are not sure.
There are still some existences hidden in the deepest place that cannot be erased.”
"And those things that exist should be love."
"I can feel their love for you, and I can also gradually remember some things that I didn't know before."
"Those three souls were originally me. Maybe I will slowly love you like them."
I really wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything.
Ming Xue slowly said again: "Okay, control yourself well. I'm afraid there will be a large number of masters coming here. I will protect you until you take the truth into your body."
"Before you collect the truth, I will let them see how powerful I am, the sub-celestial god you have trained with your own hands."
"I failed once, and I will never fail again. This is the most special power you gave me."
"After failure, I will transform and evolve."
"I will evolve from a sub-god to a perfect god." (To be continued)