She hugged her body with both hands and shivered. The air around her was extremely cold. Even though she had been in an extremely cold environment, she had never felt as cold as now.
Her mother had left when she was very young, and her father was a gambler, a drug addict, and his conduct was not very commendable. But no matter what, he had been her only relative for a long time, even though there was a family like the Huang family.
Although she could get a little help from the Huang family, such as asking the Huang family to help pay for school fees, and borrowing some living expenses here and there, the remaining money could not make up for her father's expenses.
That bottomless pit.
I have been looked down upon and looked down upon by others since I was a child, and there were even days when I was cold and hungry. After reading many books, I tried to struggle or strengthen myself. However, how much role can a child's innocent thoughts play in life? In the end
It just made her become withdrawn and have low self-esteem. Gradually, she also learned to be snobbish, learn to disguise, learn to lie, and learned to hide in dark corners and look at those people who lived a good life and ridicule and curse in her heart.
She once stole ballpoint pens and erasers from her classmates, but of course she was not discovered. She once cheated some relatives into pocket money with her pitiful appearance. She originally thought about currying favor with Shang Jiaming, but later she found out that Jiaming was there.
The Huang family didn't have any status at first, so they gave up. After Dongfang Wan helped her repay more than 100,000 yuan, she began to contact each other intentionally or unintentionally. Although they only met and chatted occasionally for the time being, she knew there must be benefits.
As her mind gradually sank, she learned to take drugs.
After trying it secretly once, I couldn't quit it anymore...
She knew that it was a bottomless abyss from which she could not extricate herself. She had tried to get rid of the drug addiction again and again. However, the feeling during the attack was so uncomfortable that her father, who was deeply addicted to drugs, could not be said to be a good person.
It's still bad. Every time I see Xu Yiting struggling with drug addiction, she can't bear to see her daughter in pain, so she gives some of her drugs to her. In this way, she tries to struggle every time, for an hour and two.
Hours, three hours...but every time at the end, she would always take the drug.
At least I tried. I endured it every time, and gradually endured it longer. At least... My drug addiction is not very deep, and I have never had an attack in front of my classmates. I have endured it for a long time this time, and maybe I will be able to tolerate it next time.
If I can tolerate it completely, maybe next time...
But now, nothing matters.
After such a father dies, she will be the only one left in the world. No matter how hard she struggles, she will only fall into an even more miserable situation.
so cold……
Trembling, she found the key and opened the door. The furnishings in the hotel room were still warm and gorgeous. If it was just her and her father, they would never be able to live in such a room. The Huang family is so rich, they are obviously relatives.
, why can't they help us? Just now, when they were talking about their dead father below, they were just thinking indifferently about how to avoid ruining the reputation of the Huang family. Why is it like this...
She took out the matches and the small package of drugs from her pocket. The manager was so frightened that he dropped them on the ground when he ran away. She later picked them up in the chaos. There was actually a small package she left in the room.
If she gets up, it will be a large dose that she has never tried before, and she will definitely be very happy. That way, she will not feel any pain.
After starting to put hot water in the bathtub, she returned to the room to find the fruit knife and the syringe used by her father - it was said that this would make her happier, and it would be better for her to die suddenly because of it - and stood in front of a mirror that was as tall as a person.
She put down two ugly braids, and then took off her big glasses. The girl in the mirror was slightly blurry, and then became clear. Although her face was too sad, it was still clear that she was very beautiful, and she looked even more charming now.
Such a pitiful feeling of weakness.
That was the only thing she could be proud of. No matter how many difficulties she encountered, she never thought about using her body to make money. The fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl read too many novels and occasionally fantasized about the future and herself.
There will be a vigorous love, so she dresses herself up, firstly not to arouse the jealousy of other girls, and secondly...if the other party falls in love with her because of her appearance, then she can become someone else's mistress.
What's the difference.
That was the only hope in her heart.
Standing in front of the mirror, she took off her clothes bit by bit, gradually becoming naked from top to bottom. Her still-developing body was delicate and green, without devilish curves, but it contained a strange burst of vitality.
, the pigeon breasts are not big, but firm and attractive. Due to the emotional tension, the skin all over the body shows a light pink color, and there are already light black hairs between the legs...
She wanted to die in the most attractive image, telling those peers who had looked at her coldly or laughed at her that Xu Yiting was not dull or ugly at all. She wanted to engrav her image in everyone's mind - in
During the most difficult time, she followed her father to visit the Huang family. She even imagined that one of her cousins would notice her beauty and help her. It would not matter if it was incest, but no matter what kind of white horse existed in her imagination,
The prince has never appeared... and will never appear again...
The emotions in her mind became trembling because of the fact that she was "about to die". She prepared everything, sat down in the hot water, and poured the drugs into a small bowl according to her father's method.
Entering the syringe. Someone was knocking on the door outside. They were looking for me about my father. I didn't want to talk or answer. She would leave soon. She thought, why are you bothering me at this time and coming to laugh at me?
me?
The needle trembled in her hand. She looked at the needle in her hand and then at the fruit knife beside her. After the injection, she slit her wrist. She had to do this immediately, otherwise she would forget to cut it as soon as the feeling came up. She had to remember.
At this time, the door outside opened with a click, and the pleasant female voice that had attracted everyone in the casino sounded: "Let's see, you can come in just by knocking."
"Okay, okay, as long as you are good, Yiting, Xu Yiting, are you there?"
"It seems to be inside."
While he was talking, a fashionable woman with a colorful bead chain appeared at the bathroom door. Looking at the needle in her hand and the knife beside her, she raised her eyebrows and whistled, and then Yahan also walked in.
"You guys get out!" Xu Yiting shouted with a cry. Yahan seemed to realize something and quickly pushed the woman next to her: "She has no clothes on. Get out quickly! Get out! Yiting, what are you going to do? Don't do anything stupid."
ah."
"She is going to commit suicide. She has a knife in her hand and will hurt you. Let me do it..."
"You can't hurt me, get out." He kicked Jiaming out, and Yahan nervously approached Xu Yiting in the bathtub, "Yiting, don't be afraid, there will be a solution to everything, we will help
you……"
"Don't come over!" Xu Yiting screamed and picked up the fruit knife next to her. Yahan took a deep breath and slowly reached out: "It's okay, we will help you. It's really okay. Outside,
You have also seen that sister, how powerful she is. With her here, no one will dare to blame you, even those from the Huang family..."
She had also learned the skill of using a sword with bare hands, so she was not very afraid that Xu Yiting would stab her with a knife. However, when she heard the word "Huang family", she cried out again, and suddenly turned the blade of the knife upside down and pointed it towards her.
stabbed in the chest.
"No!" Yahan shouted and rushed forward.
When the blood burst out, the tip of the knife pierced about one centimeter into the breast. However, Yahan's right hand had already firmly grasped the blade of the fruit knife, and blood immediately flowed out. Resisting the severe pain, Yahan screamed
With a loud noise and a sudden force, the fruit knife was thrown backward, and she fell to the bathroom floor.
"I'm sorry..." As she cried, a responsible look flashed in Xu Yiting's eyes. She picked up the syringe for injecting drugs and wanted to stab it into the chest again. However, at the next moment, she only heard two "clicks"
There was a sound and severe pain. Her hands were pulled out of joint by the woman walking next to her. Then, the person directly grabbed Xu Yiting's long hair and pulled her out of the bathtub. The girl
The body was struggling in the air, water droplets were flying, and it looked like a dolphin being forcibly pulled out of the water.
"I'm sorry for disturbing your great ideal of committing suicide."
The same pleasant female voice sounded at this moment, but her tone was absolutely cold. She grabbed Xu Yiting and pulled the naked girl into the room. Yahan was so frightened that she quickly got up from the ground and
Followed up: "You, you, you... what are you going to do..."
"You don't care what I want to do! Now quickly find gauze to stop the bleeding on your palm and bandage it. You don't need me to teach you these things. You idiot, you said I was here!"
"But, but..."
Seeing Jiaming's expression even more ferocious than that in the casino, Yahan held her bruised right hand and followed closely behind, throwing Xu Yiting to the wall. Before she could fall down, the woman had already strangled her with one hand.
throat, pressed her against the wall and lifted her up directly.
Painful and suffocating, Xu Yiting opened her mouth and said "Uh, uh...", her naked body struggled desperately in the air, her white and tender legs bounced wildly, and Yahan was so frightened that she quickly tried to pull Jiaming's arm away.
, but how can it achieve even the slightest effect?
"You, you, you... you will kill her, you will kill her... let go, let go..."
"I'm helping her."
"Open up, open up, open up..."
Gradually, the pressure on her neck increased. Xu Yiting opened her mouth wide and stuck out her tongue desperately. She could hear the sound of bones being broken in her ears. When her lower body finally became incontinent, the hazy vision in front of her eyes was still...
It was the pretty and almost perfect image of the elder sister, and her whole body seemed to be enveloped by this attractive aura. It was once the image of herself that she had imagined, but in front of her, the other party's eyes were so cold that they had been almost ten thousand years old.