Two days, three days, or four days... Time gradually loses its effect due to the torment and tossing of drug addiction. Living in that small storage room, it is difficult to accurately measure the passage of time in the outside world. When drug addiction attacks,
, was tied up tightly, uncomfortable, struggling, moaning, and finally fell into sleep. When I woke up, I couldn't feel the change of day and night. What appeared in my eyes was always the orange light, plus the person guarding the edge of the bed.
silhouette.
Most of the time, it was Teacher Yahan who wiped the sweat from her forehead or body for her when she was really uncomfortable, fed her water and medicine, and the rope would only be untied when she needed to go to the toilet or take a shower.
Kai. When I saw Teacher Yahan in school before, she was always very serious, and even many classmates were afraid of her. But now I know that Teacher Yahan is actually very gentle. No one has ever been like this in my previous life.
She is kind to him, and it feels like she is like his mother... It should be said that she is the image of a mother in his fantasy, because even his biological mother does not seem to treat him so well.
Growing up, she seemed to have to grit her teeth every day. Compared to others, her family's conditions were actually quite good. However, her father gambled and took drugs, and later she also took drugs. On the edge of such a bottomless pit,
Even if it's still bird's nest and shark's fin today, maybe her father will lose her daughter at the gambling table the next morning - and he has indeed done this. Every day, he is worried and anxious.
Compared to the environment she was in at the moment and the tenderness and care she felt, she occasionally felt that it would be better if she really was still a baby...
As for Sister Su Yan - she may not admit that she called her this - she only came three or four times in total. She was very strict, of course, that was only for herself, except for the first time, and later she seemed
She only comes to look after Teacher Yahan when she is not free. She doesn't like him, and he knows this.
"I'm not targeting anyone, but I hate people who can't control their own choices."
These are Sister Suyan's original words. In my own opinion, she is very strong and dazzling. She is beautiful and knows many things. She has always been so elegant and calm. She naturally becomes the center of everyone's attention.
Focus - Of course, the "everyone" now is only herself. She may not know how much she admires and envies her. If she can have 100% of Sister Suyan in the future, she may be satisfied.
.
Of course, in front of Teacher Yahan, Sister Suyan also seems to have some prank habits. She often makes jokes. When she comes over, she often suffers from drug addiction, and she will tie her up into a very embarrassing look. Teacher Yahan sees it.
, she would often get angry. She often joked that Teacher Yahan was a fool. It seemed that Teacher Yahan was somewhat like her sister.
Naturally, the only time she was frightened into incontinence was the first time. Although she was still strict in the subsequent times, she didn't seem to be that scared after all. She said she wanted to kill herself, but every time she tried to
Although I gritted my teeth and struggled hard, I didn't really put it into practice. Occasionally when I saw her nodding, I would think like a child. If she complimented me one day, I might be so happy that I fainted.
During the time when I was tied up and gritted my teeth, my drug addiction gradually subsided, and the interval between each discomfort seemed to increase. This is what Teacher Yahan would say when encouraging herself.
Time gradually passed in the midst of such a struggle. When the drug addiction hit, she was still cold and trembling as if she was about to die. But no matter what, at this time, at least someone would tie her up and someone would care about her.
, make the decision for her.
She didn't want to think about the outside world anymore, and she didn't want to think about her father's death anymore, but she knew that her father was indeed dead. She no longer had a family, even a family as bad as her father. Her body was tightly
He was tightly imprisoned, unable to move, and the distance between him and freedom seemed to be only a few ropes and a door. However, even if he quit the drug addiction, would he be able to be saved? She didn't know.
It seems that the struggle is on the boundary between darkness and light, but no matter which side she looks at, she can't see the outline of a future that can make people feel hopeful. She would rather this kind of struggle continues, never having a real result.
One day, even if she is bound like this forever, always feels uncomfortable, and can never be free, at least at this moment, she is controlled by others, and someone who is truly related to her is controlling her and telling her how to take every step.
I really want to cry, but... I can't be hated by others anymore, I have nothing left...
As he passed the door, the sound of suppressed sobs could be heard faintly coming from inside, which naturally could not be hidden from Jiaming's keen hearing.
Still the modified image of a woman, he rolled his eyes slightly, and walked downstairs. The smell of Chinese medicine mixed with the aroma of food in the whole house, and filled the air. Yahan, who had just gotten off work, was also walking out of the door.
Come in, look at Jia Ming coming downstairs and smile slightly: "Is she feeling better?"
"Oh, just a little bit, it shouldn't happen again today, and you can have a good sleep at night."
"Well, thank you." She was still dressed as an old maid in the skirt, glasses and wavy hair she wore at work. When Yahan smiled at this moment, she had a professional feeling like a seductive uniform. However, because she was in front of Jiaming,
More of the pure beauty is still there, "I'm so tired these days, I always ask you to come here dressed like this... Can you stay for dinner?"
"Today..." Jia Ming shrugged, "Let's try another day. I told Lingjing today to go back to the martial arts school to eat.
We still have to go to the karaoke bar, and...you don’t have enough food here."
"Eh? My side?" Yahan was slightly surprised.
Jiaming smiled and said: "Anyway, I came to your house early. I knew you would get off work late today, so I used the bacon, mushrooms, carrots and other things in your refrigerator to steam a bowl of rice for you, and also fried a small bowl of vegetables.
, here." He pointed to the kitchen, "I roughly know how much food you want, plus what Yi Ting wants to eat, if it's a little more, it will definitely not be enough for three people."
Looking at Jiaming's smile, Yahan took a deep breath: "It smells so good..." She was intoxicated for a moment, then frowned and said with a smile: "Thank you, I smell that medicinal smell every day.
It’s about to collapse.”
"Why do you need to say that when you are one of us?" He took the keys of the classic car from Yahan, took two steps, and then turned around, "By the way, Xu Yiting's drug addiction has indeed subsided a little in the past week, but her
There is a burden in my heart. Please enlighten her slowly. After she is no longer addicted to drugs, go back to Huang's house and apologize. Life is not that terrible. To be honest, I don't have time to slowly grind with her..."
"Yes." Yahan nodded obediently, "By the way, have you told Lingjing and Shasha about Xu Yiting?"
"Yes, there aren't many secrets between the three of us. Of course, they didn't ask too much... Hehe, but I didn't let them know about it in this way, so as not to make them laugh to death." He replied casually with a smile.
In one sentence, Jia Ming walked out of the door and waved, "Bye, let's go in and eat."
"Well, drive carefully." She stood at the door and waved, watching Jiaming get into her car, then reversed and moved forward skillfully. After the car disappeared around the corner of the road, she closed the door with a smile.
She opened the door and walked to the kitchen happily, spinning a light dance step in the middle. She liked the feeling between her and Jiaming, just like a young couple sending their partner out.
Wearing gloves, he took out the bowl of steamed rice from the rice pot, took a deep breath, and felt the aroma of meat. He subconsciously held the large bowl of steamed rice in his hand for a while, then felt that he was getting carried away and quickly put it away.
In the mood, I took out another bowl from the cupboard and started to divide the meal into two portions...
On the other hand, after driving Yahan's car and leaving the villa, Jia Ming went not to the room where he and Lingjing Shasha lived together at this time, but to the house left to him after his parents died. Where did he have to go?
After changing the clothes, today is Saturday. After dinner at the martial arts gym, Lingjing, Shasha and the other two have to go to the Blue Bird Bar to sing. Since the three of them formed a small "concept band", Lingjing has been
After quitting his dream job as a piano player in Northern Europe, apart from Jiaming's part-time computer job, weekly performances are the three's biggest source of income.
Not wanting to let messy things interfere too much with the normal cohabitation life of the three of them, Jiaming did not mention the matter of dressing up as a woman in front of the two girls. After all, no matter how you look at it, this kind of thing is not normal life.
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It was around six o'clock in the evening, and the sky was getting dark. The drive there usually took about twenty minutes, but it happened to be the peak traffic period after get off work. After leaving Shaohua District and entering the ancient old city, The vehicles on the road became crowded, the red light came on, and the car stopped. Jia Ming looked at the sky, and there seemed to be some signs that it was about to rain.
When he glanced at the rearview mirror, several familiar figures came into view.
On the sidewalk on the side of the road, three of Jiaming's current classmates ran from behind, as if they were being chased by someone. The leader was Dongfang Wan, who was always energetic and the king of trouble. Following her was Dongfang Wan.
Two female classmates who usually got along well with her, and they had always been the backbone of the travel club. Panting, they paused for a moment and then started running forward desperately.
I don’t know what trouble these guys got into again…
He pouted his lips in a funny way, and the green light happened to turn on. He started the car and slowly crossed the intersection. Dongfang Wan actually ran towards the car very quickly. Because he couldn't catch up with the front, he slapped the back of the car desperately.
The row of car windows: "Teacher Yahan! Wait! Teacher Yahan!"
here we go again……
The windows of this old car were relatively dim, and it was about to rain, so it was normal to not be able to see the person in the driver's seat clearly. I looked at the gap between the two cars in front and determined that it would be difficult to speed up and overtake.
After that, Jiaming reluctantly pulled over, lowered the window, and showed a perfect female smile.
No matter how strict a teacher is, he will always be kinder to students who perform well. It seems that Yahan treats Dongfang Wan well in school. Looking at the furnishings in the car, Dongfang Wan has a puzzled look on his face. From the driver's seat
The woman on the bed smiled elegantly and said, "Are you Yahan's student?"
"Hmm, are you Teacher Yahan's friend?"
"Oh, yes, I just arrived here not long ago and I borrowed Yahan's car for a while. Do you have anything to do with her?"
"It's okay, it's okay." Looking back, Dongfang Wan said, "Someone is chasing us from behind. Can you let us get into the car and hide for a while? If something happens, we will get out immediately, okay?"
Looking at the rearview mirror calmly, the woman in the car nodded: "...Come up."
"Great, thank you." Opening the door, Dongfang Wan sat in the passenger seat, while the other two women got into the back seats: "My name is Dongfang Wan, hello."
"Jian Suyan." In the soft voice, the two met for the first time.