The spring rain shocks the spring, the valley is clear, and the summer is full of awns and the summer heat is connected.
Time has passed the summer solstice, and the scorching heat of June is rolling in like the huge pressure on the eve of the college entrance examination. At this time, the college entrance examination has not yet been restructured, and the time is still in early July every year, approaching the first half of the college entrance examination. Even with relaxed regulations In the senior year of the famous Sacred Heart Academy, the pressure before the college entrance examination has been shrouded like a curse. The students in every classroom are reviewing nervously to prepare for the exam. Even some students who have the qualifications for recommendation through family reasons have been Affected by this atmosphere, there was not much interest in playing.
Lingjing, who has always been known for her gentle temper, has spent more time going crazy recently. This is naturally not for herself, but for the ineffective Shasha. As a good student who has always been excellent in both character and academics, she starts by planning her future. She no longer needs to worry about herself. Her goal is the Central Academy of Art in Beijing. She has already passed the art exam in advance. Of course, there is no need to worry about the next college entrance examination. Jiaming and Shasha randomly chose an ordinary university in Beijing. , but even second-rate universities still need grades. Lingjing is now worried that Shasha will fail in the college entrance examination and disrupt her perfect plan.
On the other hand, the incident in Vienna did cause some trouble for her. Although the performance was just a casual performance, and there was no sign of recruiting students on the surface, but perhaps because of Yahan's relationship, it actually happened not long after. The notification letter from the Vienna Academy of Music and Art was sent directly to Ye's Martial Arts School, so the relationship is easy to use. Just saying hello can directly complete what others can do through countless procedures. Sometimes I think about it, if Sister Yahan is there If you really make a request, you may not need to perform at all. With a simple guarantee, Vienna may accept you.
Compared with the Central Academy of Arts, the world's most prestigious schools like the Vienna Academy of Music and Art undoubtedly have certain advantages. The Ye couple have recently been struggling with which school to choose. In fact, if they completely follow their choice, they naturally hope. Let her daughter go abroad for gold-plating. Regardless of the quality of study, artistic atmosphere or various conditions, Vienna is naturally the first choice, but Lingjing has decided on the Central Academy of Art and does not consider Vienna at all, and they can't say much. It's just that in Regarding this matter, Lingjing had some resentment towards Jiaming and wanted to see him in a hurry. Her refusal was not very firm, and the Ye couple had two plans. Anyway, it was not the start of school, so Lingjing There is still a possibility of changing her mind. If she still refuses to go abroad in the end, she will have no choice but to accept the Central Academy of Art.
On the other hand, after several months of study, Shasha was completely involved in the operation of the Shazhu Gang, and she really felt like a big sister. If this big sister was still suspected of being a vase before, but over the past few months, With the development of the Shazhu Gang, many grassroots figures in the Shazhu Gang really began to know her. Regarding the operation of the entire gang and the issue of drug trafficking, they no longer directly fight with each other when they disagree with each other as before. Jianghai has been soaked in the bloody storm for half a year. The underworld has finally begun to show signs of silence. To some extent, perhaps many people in the Yanhuang Awakening have begun to breathe a sigh of relief.
The sky was clear and the clouds were like catkins. In the woods on the outskirts of Jianghai City, a dull sound came out, and two figures crisscrossed each other quickly in the forest. The next moment, one of the white figures suddenly flew out and hit hard.
On the tree trunk behind.
Cool white clothes and white trousers. As the figure slumped to the ground, her long satin-like hair fell down. After a few seconds, the girl with blood overflowing from the corner of her mouth looked up. Her face was as white and cold as porcelain, and she was beautiful.
With an indescribable stubbornness, she struggled to stand up and took out a rubber band from her pocket to tie up her scattered hair: "Come again."
"I'm not coming, that's it for today." A group of leisurely young men in front waved their hands, and the girl was slightly startled: "I can continue."
"I said it would stop here. If I continue, it will be the process of me beating you violently, which will have no meaning to you." The young man put his hands into his pockets, spent a moment, and said with a smile, "Well, unless
If you like to be beaten violently, that makes sense."
There were no outsiders around, and the girl with a cold face reached out and brushed the hair around her ears, showing a smile, and fleetingly said: "If Gu Jun likes it, Xun can do it too." In the past few years, that is, in front of the other party, the girl has
That's why he smiles like this.
"Oh, I miss you too..."
With such a formulaic and teasing answer, the two of them walked in the woods. The sunlight filtered in through the leaves, with flecks of golden light. The girl turned her face sideways to look at each other's expression. Over two years, various trainings
It goes on and on. The boy's time is not fixed, sometimes once every two days, sometimes once every three days, or during the day or night. Sometimes she feels that the most peaceful and satisfying times in life may be those after training.
As time passed, they chatted while walking. Gradually, she might be able to make a few jokes with him. Seeing the helpless or funny expressions on the other person's face, she felt warm in her heart.
This was a feeling she had never had before in her life in Japan.
Thinking like this, seeing that the other party was already several steps ahead of her, she hurriedly ran to catch up. She wanted to say something, and after thinking about it for a long time, she said: "I feel that my progress is very small..."
"Oh, you have made great progress." Jia Ming shook his head and smiled, "Your mentality is not tempered enough. If you fight with me, you will not be able to show that kind of real desperate attitude. Otherwise, with your current strength,
, I will also find it a bit troublesome... and the main reason is that you have indeed made progress, but in the past few years, I have made even greater progress..." Speaking of this progress, there was a hint of helplessness on his face.
Self-deprecation, since the time he learned about the brain tumor, the pure killer heart has returned to him. Coupled with the stimulation of pain, now, even when facing Minamoto Yori Toso in his heyday, he can't help but laugh at himself.
There won't be any fear anymore.
Xun didn't know about these things. He nodded with a faint expression, said "Oh", and after a while said: "The exam will be in more than a week. I have already made an agreement with Tianyujun.
I will go to Beijing with Gu Jun. Tian Yujun said that I don’t have to go back after the exam, so it’s better to stagger the time..."
She didn't finish her words. Jiaming shook his head beside him: "No. It's not necessary. I won't teach you anything again after this semester."
For a moment, Xun's eyes widened and she froze there. In the scorching hot weather, a cold feeling seemed to come from somewhere. It soaked into her entire back in an instant, so that she could no longer feel the surrounding temperature.
.
Jiaming took a few steps, then turned back and waved: "Let's go."
She followed for a few steps like a zombie. Her eyes were wide open and her gaze was wandering. She didn't know whether she was looking at the road or what she was looking at. She clenched her fists with her hands and dug her nails into her palms: "I...I...
I didn't study well..." I don't know whether it is a question or a statement.
In a few steps like this, the two of them had already left the grove. Outside was a green grassy slope. From here, the outline of the river and the sea could be seen in the distance. Jia Ming sat down in the shade of the tree and patted the ground beside him.
So the two of them sat side by side on the grass slope, with the cool breeze blowing over them. They were like a couple on an outing in the countryside.
"Don't think too much. It's not your problem. It's just that I can't teach you any more. The things I've taught you now are still very dangerous when you face those really powerful people. But I've been thinking recently. In fact,
There is no need for you to get involved in these things. I know you have experienced a lot since childhood. I would not care about other people's life and death, but we have been together for so long. I think if it is possible, ordinary life is still
the best."
As he spoke, he reached out and patted the shoulder of the girl next to him. However, the girl was just sitting there stiffly hugging her legs. She probably couldn't feel anything. She just listened quietly. Jiaming smiled and put his hands behind his head.
, and lay down on the grassy slope.
"Pe Luojia trains killers, and there are only two or three left out of a hundred. Before they take action for the first time, their hands are already stained with other people's blood. They are used to seeing life and death. Such people's personalities will be distorted. But the advantage is
The reason is that they really have no taboos, and this mentality will greatly improve their strength. I used to be such a person, and I had no other thoughts except killing people in my life, but after killing so many people, I experienced
After experiencing so many things, the feeling when some people die always comes up in my mind, once, twice or three times...it seems to remind me that there are other things I can do..."
As he spoke, he picked up Xun's long hair and played with it in his hands: "Then I really did it. It was very simple. I originally thought it was very difficult, but it was really too simple. As long as you take that step, after all
I originally had nothing to lose, and then...I gained some things. I slowly became familiar with them, adapted to them, and gradually became infected. Although it didn't last long, I felt that this feeling was really good...
Ha, I know you don’t understand, it’s best if you don’t understand, I’ve never told anyone these things.”
"I feel that these nonsense words are really unconvincing to persuade you now, but...just think of it as my hope. You haven't really gotten involved in those things yet. You are very simple, so I hope you can give up those things."
The stupid ideals of being a killer, whether in China or Japan, living a good life, like playing tricks on men, are just a joke. If you really do it, I think I will be very sad..."
There was silence for a while under the shade of the trees. Xun opened his eyes wide and turned around with a pale face: "Is it... is it that I always think about home, Mr. Tianyu... Mr. Tianyu also wants to use me to influence
You, that’s why you don’t want to teach me? If that’s the case…”
Jiaming slapped himself on the forehead: "Okay, I said it in vain... I knew it would be in vain. But, no matter what."
He sat up and looked at the girl next to him: "What about you, after you finish the college entrance examination, you should go back to Japan. Whether you go to university or not, you can study in China or Japan as you like..."
"I...I don't like..." Xun said softly.
"I don't care if you die, anyway, after this exam is over, I have to deal with some things first. I don't know whether it's July or August. I will go to Japan to see you. Then, as a landlord, you can prepare accommodation for me.
Everything is always okay, right?"
"Yes, it is."
"Anyway, you will know when the time comes, but don't tell Tianyu Zhengze about the things I am telling you now. Anyway, he will naturally know when I come over."
"yes."
"Look, it's much more comfortable to give you orders directly. Get up, we're going back."
Following Jiaming all the way back to Jianghai, and all the way to the dormitory of Sacred Heart College, she was so confused that she didn't know what she was thinking. But when she parted ways with Jiaming in the square at the school gate, she stared blankly at the figure walking away.
Until he disappeared, and even chased a few steps, but in the end she still couldn't think of what she could say. She really didn't understand what Jiaming said. In the past, when she didn't understand something, she could ask Tianyu Zhengze for advice, but she
She also understands in her heart that Tianyu is indeed reliable in personal matters, but he just wants to influence the teacher through himself. There are many things, especially right now, that cannot be said. There are many things that she cannot understand.
, but there is one thing she can understand: he is no longer willing to teach himself, and the time she can watch him is over.
Although she had thought from the beginning that that person would not belong to her, she never thought that it would be at this time. She once thought that there would be another four years. Maybe after those four years, she would tell herself
She said, enough is enough, what she wants is enough, and then she can truly let go of everything... That's it for now...
Time passed and the daylight gradually faded. She sat on the bed holding the giant panda doll. It was a cheap doll in itself. It had been washed many times in the past two years and the down in many places had fallen off, but it had been quietly accompanying her here.
Her time for eating passed, and then darkness fell. Far away outside, the lights of the city were dotted, and the summer cicadas chirped in the woods. She just held the giant panda in her arms, eyes open, and was quiet.
I don’t know how long it took, but finally, a drop of water reflected the light and crossed my cheek like a pearl.