Volume 8, The Gate of the Past, Section 453, No More
Four years ago, when he was first diagnosed with the cause of his headache, Jiaming had many thoughts.
The appearance of tumors is actually a bit unclear, because in the last life, I was in good health and had never caught a cold due to long-term exercise. When I returned to my ten-year-old body, I was still the same person. How could I suddenly have so many tumors?
When a tumor appears, the only explanation is naturally the phoenix's moving hands and feet.
So, what's the reason?
There are many different ideas, but there are probably two reasons that made him determined about this matter. First, if he returned to the age of ten, if he had an extra life out of thin air, maybe in the original world,
He only has a few years of life left, so it makes sense for Phoenix to forcefully stop his life after letting him live out these few years. If this is too mysterious, then the second reason is that it is true
It's true - he understands medicine.
If you don't understand some things, you can just think about it, but just because you understand this aspect, it kills the luck in his heart. There may be no hope of curing such a tumor even twenty years later, and
When he checked a large amount of information and added the diagnosis from Kelly's medical team, there was no room for turning around. He had seen a lot of things, and he had also seen many people at the top of the world, regardless of whether they
How overflowing with genius, how miraculous, even a person with powers like Natalie, how powerful and incredible, but in life and death, and in the face of fate, people are as equal as ants.
He has been a killer all his life and has seen too much life and death. It is like a black hole in the universe. Everything will be submerged in it. No matter how brilliant you are when you are alive, you will be silent after death.
Therefore, even though he is nostalgic, he will not have unrealistic luck. Perhaps some cancer patients will think that if I persist for one more day, a specific medicine may be available. But he will not have such thoughts. If there is any chance,
He will fight for a one-in-one chance, but if there is no point in doing anything, people can only accept their fate.
At the beginning of 2001, I left Yahan when I had a headache that I couldn't bear anymore. After that, my head finally became chaotic because of the unbearable pain. After that, I slowly calmed down, woke up, and the chaotic memories began to become clear.
The questions seemed to be slowly being answered in my mind, and the purpose of the phoenix finally began to become clear.
It's actually a gift.
On the night when Pei Luojia rounded up the Phoenix Land, almost all the superpowers came out, at least dozens of them. Later, after these people were swallowed up by the flames of the Phoenix, they didn't know what kind of psychology they had when they allowed themselves to go back to the past.
At the same time, the Phoenix also stuffed this huge power into his mind.
What a joke. How could an ordinary person's body be able to withstand such a huge force? For natural evolution inheritors like Natalie, it is not because the power contained in their bodies has weakened from generation to generation, but because of their own bodies.
Their qualities are deviating from the direction of the evolvers. So they can only experience awakening again and again to improve - let the superpowers transform the body, and then the transformed body can bear more superpowers. Natalie's body
He has been preparing for awakening almost since he was born, and he has only awakened twice now. How could Jiaming be able to withstand higher power than this in a few years?
The phoenix is not a human being. It does not consider whether ordinary people can bear it at all - maybe it has considered it, but it is only to grasp the limit state of this body that will not collapse. Therefore, over the years, whenever it is exposed to external powers,
The stimulation in Jiaming's body will react more quickly, constantly oppressing him. Finally, when the body grows to the point where it can barely withstand this force, it will explode directly.
If Jiaming was not a killer and had not had so much experience and training in enduring pain in his previous life, even if the average person's body could keep up, he might have died under the kind of painful torture that would cause a person to collapse just a little bit more. Now he can
Surviving is really such a lucky thing.
However, of course, there was still no way to confess the matter in Fenghuang to Lingjing and Shasha. He gave a brief explanation. The key point was to let the two of them know that such a thing would never happen again. The night was like water. He relaxed a little and was already tired.
The three of them finally returned to bed. Shasha cried a lot and lost all strength. She lay on Jiaming's chest and fell into a deep sleep. Lingjing looked at him for a while and said softly: "This will never happen again?"
"Tai Jiaming shook his head and finally fell asleep.
There was a faint dawn, the sound of roosters crowing, and the sound of wheels passing by on the street. In the distance, there were the sounds of vendors in the market shouting to each other, indicating the tranquility and emptiness of the market in the morning. She opened her eyes in this familiar atmosphere.
Eyes. It feels like a world away.
Next to her was a familiar soft body. There was also the faint fragrance of shower gel. She opened her eyes and stared for a long time. Only then did her eyes and thoughts focus in this sudden state. Lingjing held her and slept soundly.
Jiaming……
In such a warm memory, she was the one who was used to staying in bed until midnight every day and would not give up. I remembered that she cried last night and fell asleep late. But today she woke up earlier than Lingjing.
.The memory of Dark Tianqin in the past four years seems even more unreal in such an environment than the living together. But the habit of training every day has been left behind after all.
She sat up. There was only a quiet soul sleeping in her shirt on the bed. The fan was blowing by the bed. The morning air came in through the window with a hint of coolness. It was still dimly lit outside, and there were rows of houses far and near.
There was an orange or milky white light, as if all the stars in the sky last night had been shaken down. The nearby vegetable market and the streets below had begun to operate with the arrival of morning. It was such a familiar yet unfamiliar scene.
Jiaming is not here... She thought about what happened last night, with a trace of panic in her heart. She was afraid that none of it was true. Such fear made her body tremble slightly. She got off the edge of the bed and put on her slippers.
, since she was only wearing a bra and underwear, she put on her coat, took another look at Lingjing who was sleeping soundly, and walked onto the balcony.
The air became cooler. A vendor pushing a tricycle was walking through the streets below. Not far away, several students who looked like students walked out of the computer room. They had probably been playing all night. In the morning breeze, their spirits were still high.
She was talking excitedly and back and forth. A store diagonally opposite was opening its doors, with yellow light coming out of it. The balcony railing blocked the view of her lower body and legs, and next to the master bedroom was the side sleeper where she once slept.
There was no one, no light, and it was quiet. The door of the small utility room next to her side was closed. She reached out and pushed it open. Under the slight light, the room that had been silent for four years was still sleeping in the darkness. The bedding on the small bed
It has been put away, and the computer is covered with a white cloth. In the memory, the boy likes to stay by the computer to deal with things in the early morning. The warm yellow light reflecting the still steaming coffee cup does not appear.
She closed the door, crossed to the living room, and walked into the dark and quiet kitchen in the dark. When she walked out again, she stood there feeling dazed and lost, and then the slight sound of the door opened.
Someone pushed open the door of the house, and the streetlight outside the door shone on him. The familiar figure pulled out the key and held a plastic bag in the other hand. Then he saw the person standing inside: "Are you awake?
"Jia Ming said softly.
"Um."
"I went out to buy breakfast, soy milk, fried dough sticks... When I went out, I found that I had no money, so I came back to get it again..."
"I do not even know……"
"hehe……"
After putting the things on the table, the two walked to the kitchen and turned on the light. Shasha took out the lean meat and chopped it into minced meat. Jiaming heated hot water, soaked the rice noodles bought from the supermarket last night, and prepared breakfast.
In the process of these things, Shasha asked again: "How did you spend the past four years?"
"When you have a headache, just run around. Just like a beggar, you walked to many places, walking upstream along the waterway, as far as Yujiang. When you got better, you got a car and sold sugar-roasted chestnuts." Shasha stretched out her hand to touch his forehead.
, he smiled, "I always feel like I remember a lot of things, but I can't think clearly about the details. I just have an impression of roasted chestnuts with sugar. It's really..."
"It doesn't hurt anymore, does it?"
Jiaming shook his head and put his arm around her shoulders: "What about you, how are you in Venice? You're not being bullied, are you? If someone bullies you, report it to you."
"It's all training." Shasha put her head on his shoulder and paused, "I have been crying for a year...I never thought you would come back and find other men..."
Before Jiaming could answer, she laughed again and whispered: "It's not clear to you since I graduated from junior high school. I'm used to it in high school, but in the past four years... I haven't touched a man. It feels so strange, almost...
She became a virgin again. "Ahem, will you review more these days?"
"Don't touch me so quickly... When I was a child, I didn't know anything. After I learned what a virgin was, I was no longer a virgin. It's hard to feel like this. I want to experience it more..." This is half true.
Half-assedly, after she said that, she still pressed her forehead against Jiaming's shoulder and fell silent. Her expression could not be seen from this angle. Only a moment later, she was heard to speak again, her voice was as soft as a babble, "Home."
Ming, don't let this happen again, don't let it happen again..."
"What if something like this happens again? In four years, if Lingjing and I... Lingjing and I really thought that you were dead and actually met other men, and you came back at this time, then what?
Come on, how can we still be together... You may say that you don't care, but if Lingjing and I can't do it, how will we survive then? Those who train with us, whether they are agents or mercenaries,
Well, I basically don’t take these things seriously. In the past few years... I was scared when I thought about it yesterday. Maybe just a little bit, if I completely thought you were dead, I thought I was dead too, and became like them
, then what I am now...the last thing I am afraid of is this thing, you know?"