Chapter 363 But, I don't care, I love you(1/3)
Chen Wen said in a deep voice: "Second Young Master, according to the rules of our Xuanming Sect, all men directly in our sect must undergo a special awakening ceremony at the age of fifteen as long as they have a martial spirit. And this awakening will have
It will be very important to you. Once completed, your martial soul may complete the evolution. As long as your martial soul evolves into the Xuanwu Shield, then you will be the first heir to the future head of the family."
As a hidden sect, the martial spirit inherited by the Xuanming Sect is the Xuanming Turtle Armor Shield. In the Xuanming Sect, there is a secret that only they know, which is the evolution of the Xuanming Turtle Armor Shield.
After countless attempts by the ancestors of the Xuanming Sect, they came up with the later rituals.
The reason why Chen Wen knows this secret is not only because he is Xu Sanshi's personal pupil, but also because at least five generations of his family have served the Xuanming Sect. He is a true core disciple. Even if he has not awakened his martial soul, he will still be a member of the sect.
The status is also very high.
The Xuanming Tortoise Shield evolved into the Xuanwu Shield. The most important thing is today's ceremony.
At the age of fifteen, it was initiated by virginity.
Xuanming Sect has always kept secret about this. After all, this is not a glorious thing. As a hidden sect, Xuanming Sect has to do this for the continuation of the sect. Therefore, whenever outstanding young disciples in the family meet
In this case, they will choose a girl from a kind family and pay a large sum of money if the other party is completely willing.
If a girl is willing to join the Xuanming Sect, then she can at least become a concubine, and there is no precedent for her becoming a wife later because of her good relationship. If she is not willing to join the Xuanming Sect, she can also leave with the large sum of money.
This has long been the rule of Xuanming Sect.
Xu Sanshi is the most likely person of this generation to complete the awakening of the Xuanwu Martial Soul, and is also the most popular candidate for the head of the family. The girl selected for him was strictly selected within the Xuanming Sect. Not only did she have a virgin body, but she was also a soul.
Master, he is no older than Xu Sanshi, handsome and intelligent, with beautiful appearance.
At this time, everything is ready. When Xu Sanshi enters, the ceremony can be started.
Xu Sanshi's eyes were a little blurry. Of course he remembered that night, no, it should be said that it was this night. Although he was only fifteen years old at the time, because of the importance of his family and his nature, he had long been full of women.
Curiosity. With the heavy responsibility of the family on his shoulders, he walked into the room nervously that night, and then made a big mistake...
At this moment, when everything happened again, how could he feel calm?
"Okay, Master, you can go in now. Come on." Chen Wen said calmly, "Master, I have checked it out for you. You don't have to choose that girl, she is extremely beautiful. The owner of the house said, as long as you like it
, it will be no problem to marry her back as your legal wife."
Xu Sanshi took a deep breath and looked at the small door, feeling mixed emotions for a moment.
"Nan Nan, I'm here." With these words silently in his heart, he strode over.
Qiankun Sun Moon Valley asked me to do it again to reawaken my Xuanwu spirit? No, it was to examine my sincerity and examine what is most important in my heart.
Scenes from that year kept echoing in his mind.
On this same day, when he walked into the door, he couldn't wait to get on the bed. What he saw was a stunning girl with her eyes closed under the dim light. That was the first time he saw her. And that
At that time, he didn't know that she, who was one year below him, was also...
For countless purposes and for the continuation of the family, he pressed forward. Jiang Nannan froze in response while trembling.
The process of evolution has begun. Once you start, you cannot stop.
Xu Sanshi's talent was extremely high, and the Xuanming Turtle Shield finally began to evolve. However, this evolution was not complete, and in the end it only became half of the Xuanwu Shield.
Later, Jiang Nannan's rejection of him all came from this. Later, Xu Sanshi also realized that he had made a big mistake, but the mistake was already made.
That girl left after that. When Xu Sanshi saw her again, she had already appeared at Shrek Academy. She was Jiang Nannan.
At this moment, this scene appeared in front of Xu Sanshi again. How could Xu Sanshi not have mixed feelings in his heart?
When he saw Jiang Nannan again, his heart was filled with passionate emotions for her. However, in Jiang Nannan's eyes, he was like a beast. Since then, he has experienced so many things before he finally got together with Jiang Nannan.
, with the help of Poseidon Lake and Shanghai Divine Fate, Jiang Nannan reluctantly accepted him.
However, although Jiang Nannan accepted him, he knew that in his and Jiang Nannan's hearts, the shadow of the original still existed and had never disappeared. This shadow had always affected their feelings. Until now, the most Jiang Nannan could do was accept him.
Just holding hands, hugging and kissing.
Jiang Nannan once told Xu Sanshi that the original injury was too severe and she still needed time.
At this moment, what Xu Sanshi had to face was the girl with her eyes closed, quietly waiting for him inside.
Xu Sanshi pursed his lips tightly and looked up at the sky. At this time, his heart was filled with emotions, as if they were about to overflow.
"Thank you, Qiankun Wenqing. You let me do it all over again. Thank you for giving me this opportunity. If I can really start from here again, then I am willing. Thank you."
As he spoke, he bowed deeply to the bright moon in the sky, then resolutely opened the door and walked in.
Chen Wen was a little puzzled by Xu Sanshi's appearance, but he quickly opened the door for him and stood outside, fulfilling his duties loyally.
When he walked into the room, the lights were still as dim as before. Xu Sanshi still clearly remembered that time, he almost ran to the bed with excitement and nervousness.
At this time, he walked very slowly, and even his whole body was trembling. Because of his excitement, he clenched his fists tightly.
Finally, he walked to the bed and saw that beautiful and nervous little face with her eyes closed. She was quietly waiting for her fate to come. No, maybe it should be bad luck for her.
Raising his head, Xu Sanshi forced back the tears that had reached the corners of his eyes, gently opened the gauze curtain, and sat down by the bed.
Jiang Nannan, who was on the bed, felt someone coming, and her body visibly trembled and tensed up instantly.
Yes! She was still so young. She was only fourteen years old at that time. She was really a beast. Xu Sanshi suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself in the face.
There was a crisp "pop" sound.
Jiang Nannan seemed to be frightened, but she subconsciously opened her eyes and looked at Xu Sanshi in front of her with a nervous look on her face.
"Don't be afraid." Xu Sanshi said softly, then stood up from the bed and made a comforting gesture.
Jiang Nannan bit her lower lip lightly and looked at him, but she didn't move.
Xu Sanshi took a deep breath: "I'm sorry for causing you such a fright. Trust me, I won't let you get hurt in any way, not now or in the future."
Listening to his words, Jiang Nannan seemed a little confused, looking at him, not knowing what to say.
Xu Sanshi knelt down beside the bed so that he could look closer at the delicate, delicate and beautiful face, and said softly: "My name is Xu Sanshi. I know that they gave you money to be with me."
But I won't, because I won't hurt you."
Jiang Nannan's eyes were a little surprised and dull when she looked at him, but her fear and nervousness seemed to suddenly disappear. However, at this time, Xu Sanshi was still in a state of excitement and did not notice it.
"you..."
"Your name is Jiang Nannan, right?" Xu Sanshi asked softly.
Jiang Nannan nodded.
Xu Sanshi pointed at her who was covered with a quilt and said: "I will go aside first and you get dressed. This way you will feel safer. Then, we will have a chat. In order to reassure them, I cannot leave here tonight."
"
Jiang Nannan was obviously stunned for a moment: "But, you want your martial spirit to awaken..."
Xu Sanshi said categorically: "Then I can't be a beast. I said, I won't hurt you now, and I won't hurt you in the future. What does the awakening of the martial spirit mean compared to you? What does the Xuanwu Shield mean? The sect leader doesn't matter.
What? Compared with you, they are nothing. For you, I am willing to give up all this. Even if I cannot enter the inner courtyard of Shrek Academy in the future and become one of the Shrek Seven Monsters, I will still do it."
Saying that, Xu Sanshi stood up resolutely, turned around, strode towards the corner and faced the wall. He smiled. The shadow in his heart finally disappeared at this moment. For so many years, it had always existed in his heart
The shadow, the pain, and the guilt finally disappeared in his heart.
Yes! Nan Nan, for you, I can give up anything. I love you. If everything could happen again from now on, I would use everything I have to start over. I will love you wholeheartedly and never again.
There is a slight shadow in your heart. Tears drew two water lines on his resolute face.
"I've changed, come here." Jiang Nannan's timid voice sounded.
...
Silence, silence all around.
It was a night with a beautiful moonlight, but for Jiang Nannan at this time, it was also a night with extremely complicated emotions.
At this time, she was standing outside a manor, with a package in her arms.
Everything around her was so familiar and she remembered it so deeply. Even if she just felt the breath around her, her heart was trembling.
With her long purple hair hanging loosely behind her head, Jiang Nannan pursed her lips, looked up at the golden sun and silver moon in the sky, and asked silently: Why do you want me to come back, why? Why do you want me to come back to this place? This once frightened me so much.
place!
Just to awaken the most painful memory deep in my heart? Just to let me feel the pain again?
No, I don’t want it!
Jiang Nannan shook her head vigorously. Tears flowed down uncontrollably.
She will never forget this place for the rest of her life.
That guy, that guy who later covered himself with a black halo, brought him so much pain and humiliation? Because of that time, his heart was filled with an indelible shadow. Even if that guy
...
Jiang Nannan walked forward in despair. She still clearly remembered that after she got the money in the bag, she sent the money back and immediately went to Shrek Academy because she had no face to see her mother...
For several years, she only wrote letters to her mother and sent some money back, but she never dared to go back to see her. She was afraid of seeing her mother and recalling the pain of this night again, this night...
I'm going to see my mother and send the money. Although every time I write to her, my mother says that she is doing well, but is she really doing well? I'm so stupid. No matter what I do, my mother will definitely do it.
If you love me, you will definitely forgive me. Mom, I miss you so much.
The tears flowed even more fiercely, and the pain that was desperately spreading in Jiang Nannan's heart seemed to fade a little as she missed her mother.
To be continued...