"If I don't agree, you will definitely put pressure on Emperor Chu to take back the imperial edict. Emperor Chu may really take back the imperial edict, but this will give him the opportunity to make a big fuss. He will definitely frame you for ignoring
Think about the life and death of the people."
"When your reputation is completely ruined and the people no longer worship and support you, he won't have to worry about dealing with you..." Ji Lingxuan said the reason for her refusal without any concealment.
She didn't want to use this to impress Chu Yingyi, but she respected Chu Yingyi and didn't want to deceive.
Besides, no matter how well you hide it, it will be exposed one day. She doesn't want to deceive Chu Yingyi for such a thing.
Chu Yingyi felt soft in her heart. She never expected that Ji Lingxuan would agree to such unfair conditions, all for herself.
While Chu Yingyi was moved, she also felt a little guilty.
It was all because he was not strong enough and did not do enough, so Ji Lingxuan would do this to herself for him.
"You don't need to make yourself feel wronged for me. I don't care about what others think. Even if the people no longer support me, will he be able to defeat me?" Chu Yingyi gently held Ji Lingxuan and placed it on the table.
The woman on the top has clear hands and a serious look on her face.
Although he was very touched by Ji Lingxuan's contribution, he was unwilling to ask Ji Lingxuan to wrong him so much for him.
No matter how miserable and tired he is, he won't let her feel any grievance, especially if her grievance is entirely because of him, which will make him feel even more guilty.
Ji Lingxuan shook her head slightly and held the back of Chu Yingyi's hand with her other hand.
It was not a soft and white palm like his own, but it carried a warmth and sense of security that people could not ignore.
She has decided to hold these hands for the rest of her life and never let go!
"Of course I know you don't care, and I also know that even if he sends troops to arrest you openly, he can't shake you, but..." Ji Lingxuan frowned slightly, and her deep eyes were full of worry, "Even if he can't shake you, he can't shake you.
It’s not that we can’t move the Chu Prince’s Mansion and the Chu Family Army.”
Although the war was won two months ago, it still could not make up for the initial losses.
The Chu family's army numbered less than 300,000, no matter how powerful it was, the Emperor of Chu could win by sending an army several times larger than the Chu family's army.
Chu Yingyi's own strength is outstanding, but a war is a confrontation between thousands of troops, and he alone cannot determine success or failure.
Moreover, if Emperor Chu really issued an order to deal with Chu Yingyi, Chu Yingyi would have escaped because of his superior strength.
However, this would give Emperor Chu an opportunity to exploit the issue and convict him of a bigger crime.
If it was before, it wouldn't matter. In the past, due to Chu Yingyi's reputation, no matter what happened, everyone would support Chu Yingyi intentionally or unintentionally, thinking that he was right. Anyone who made things difficult for him was wrong, even if the other party
If it is the Emperor of Chu, the people will also stand by Chu Yingyi.
But if Chu Yingyi's reputation is completely ruined and the people's hearts are lost, who will still stand by him?
By that time, even if those people did not participate in the arrest of Chu Yingyi, they would have truly loved Chu Yingyi.
Even if Chu Yingyi can rebuild a new country on his own, but no one supports it, it will easily become a new country that everyone wants to fight. Does such a country have any meaning in existence?
Although they are all people who don't care what others think, but it's only about innocuous little things.
When people live in the present, they are bound to be helped by various constraints and need to bear a lot of responsibilities. They can never live too self-consciously.
These are the rules of the world and they can never be changed!
As soon as Ji Lingxuan spoke, Chu Yingyi immediately understood the meaning of her words.
Suddenly, Chu Yingyi's eyes darkened.
He held Ji Lingxuan's hand tightly, lowered his eyebrows, and stared at their clasped hands on the table with his deep eyes.
After a long while, he said in a low voice, "I will give up everything for you."
Even if it's the Chu family army and the Chu palace, he can give up everything!
"I know, but if that happens, will you feel happy?" Ji Lingxuan also lowered her gaze and looked at the clasped hands on the table. Her voice was soft but firm, "I don't just want to be with you, I also want to be with you."
I hope you can be happy forever. If you feel guilty and sad for abandoning the Chu Palace and the Chu Family Army, then I will live with guilt for the rest of my life."
She has never been a kind person, and she will never wrong herself because of others.
However, if these others would affect Chu Yingyi and bind her for the rest of her life, then she would have no choice but to compromise.
She wants to be with Chu Yingyi forever, and she also wants him to be happy.
The heavy burden on Chu Yingyi is the Chu family army and the Chu Prince's Palace. No matter how exhausted the responsibilities in his heart are, he cannot abandon them.
Last time the Chu family's army was seriously injured, Chu Yingyi ran around without sleep for three days and three nights. She saw the hard work for more than a month in her eyes, and she could easily feel Chu Yingyi's anger, and the reason why the soldiers died.
sad.
It can be seen from this that the status of the Chu family army in his heart is by no means ordinary.
After returning to Beijing, she could also see Chu Yingyi's feelings and ties to the incident where Chu Hong's palace was destroyed by Chu Hong and others.
These are the responsibilities he has inherited since he was a child, and they have long been ingrained into his bones and blood.
Even though he would not be in danger of losing those things, he would still be incomplete as if one of his three souls and seven souls had gone.
Ji Lingxuan knows this very well, and Chu Yingyi knows it even better.
It is precisely because of this that Chu Yingyi is troubled by these annoying and trivial things.
If he hadn't been desperate, he would never have chosen to abandon the Chu Palace and the Chu Family Army.
Chu Yingyi was silent. After a long while, he spoke in a low voice, "I understand that unless it is absolutely necessary, how can I give up the Chu family army and the Chu Palace? However, even if such a day comes, it has nothing to do with you.
You don’t need any psychological pressure.”
"Well, so it's not a last resort now, just listen to me." Ji Lingxuan blinked her clear eyes and smiled softly, "It's okay even if I can't win. At worst, I will remove the dark spots and create a new one.
As long as my identity continues to be with you."
Anyway, no one in the capital knew what she looked like, and no one would have imagined that she, the most ugly woman in the world, would become so stunningly beautiful.
Although she hated the idea of changing identities, in comparison, it was a harmless thing. She just felt a little uncomfortable, but it wasn't completely unacceptable.
"Xuan'er, thank you!" The corners of Chu Yingyi's mouth turned upward, and she raised her eyes to look at Ji Lingxuan, with deep nostalgia and emotion in her eyes.
Chu Yingyi's eyes softened into a pool of autumn water, seeming to drown Ji Lingxuan in it, trapping her tightly with tenderness.
Ji Lingxuan was disturbed by him, curled her lips unnaturally, and muttered, "Why are you looking at me like that..."
Chu Yingyi smiled softly, and suddenly reached out to press Ji Lingxuan's hair, speaking in a serious tone, "I have been assassinated constantly since I was a child, and my relatives around me want to stay away from him, even when others are still playing around.
, but I have shouldered the lives of hundreds of thousands of people and tried my best to protect my family and country, but I am still constantly being suspected and framed..."
"Ever since I can remember, I have never met anything that satisfies my heart. I used to think that I was really unlucky. Now... I finally understand."
Chu Yingyi looked at Ji Lingxuan with serious eyes, and her voice became slow and gentle, but more real and beautiful than any sweet words.
He raised a beautiful smile and spoke slowly, "The reason why I am so unlucky is because all my good luck was spent on meeting you!"
Ji Lingxuan also smiled slightly, and the happiness in her eyes was her best response.
She is lucky to have such sincere love from Chu Yingyi.
Even if she spent two lifetimes waiting for this love, she felt it was worth it! (To be continued)