Chapter 488: In the past and present, I only love him
When Chu Yingyi heard the words "very important", her heart suddenly tightened.
Is what Shangguan Yunxin said true?
Did Ji Lingxuan really have a past with that person who looked similar to Yu Shuhan? And... they even gave birth to a child?
When Chu Yingyi thought about it, she felt that the blood in her body suddenly froze, and even her hands and feet became extremely cold.
Although for Ji Lingxuan, this is all in the past.
However, she still clearly remembers what happened in her previous life, the people in her previous life, and everything.
For him, this is the most intolerable thing.
He didn't want there to be another man in Ji Lingxuan's heart.
Ji Lingxuan couldn't ignore the stiffness of Chu Yingyi's body. She wanted to say something at first, but she suddenly stopped.
She raised her head and glanced at Chu Yingyi, and suddenly asked with a smile, "What on earth did Shangguan Yunxin tell you? What did she say when she talked about the person who looked very similar to Yu Shuhan?"
Seeing Chu Yingyi's reaction, she had roughly guessed that Shangguan Yunxin must be telling lies.
Thinking that Chu Yingyi was jealous, Ji Lingxuan felt very happy.
She has been here for a long time, and she has been with Chu Yingyi for a long time, but it has always been Chu Yingyi who has attracted love.
Now, things are finally changing!
Ji Lingxuan suddenly felt sad in her heart. With such a face, she wanted to make Chu Yingyi jealous, but she still had to rely on someone from her previous life.
And, that's not true yet.
Seeing Ji Lingxuan's smile, Chu Yingyi turned away stiffly and said stiffly, "It's nothing, I mean... that person has an extraordinary relationship with you."
"Yes, she is not lying. The relationship between Brother Qin and I is indeed extraordinary." Ji Lingxuan nodded seriously. She did not need to deny this.
Chu Yingyi's heart suddenly sank, and her face was filled with dark clouds.
The name Brother Qin was called to Yu Shuhan when she was in a coma and seriously ill.
When I saw her shouting that name, it was obvious that she was very close to that person and completely trusted and relied on that person.
Ji Lingxuan looked at Chu Yingyi's appearance and immediately burst into laughter, not minding how angry he was at all.
"You are so good to Yu Shuhan because he is very similar to your old friend? Do you miss the person you used to be just looking at him?" Chu Yingyi said these words with a gloomy face, almost gritting his teeth.
talk.
If Ji Lingxuan dared to nod, he would definitely destroy Yu Shuhan's face without any courtesy, to see how she still misses the past.
All Chu Yingyi's thoughts are now written on his face, and Ji Lingxuan does not dare to play around with Yu Shuhan's safety.
She shook her head slightly and spoke extremely seriously, "Shuhan did let me look at him twice because he looked like Brother Qin, but the reason why he and I became friends was not because of Brother Qin. It was all because of him.
Because he is a friend worth making friends with, and he once helped me. Back in the City Lord’s Mansion, if Shuhan hadn’t helped me, I don’t know how I would have been harmed by Nangong Zi’er and Ling Yun!”
Thinking of what happened in the city lord's mansion, Ji Lingxuan became very angry.
Although she did gain the upper hand in the end, those experiences were not wonderful no matter how you thought about them.
Hearing Ji Lingxuan talk about her experience in the City Lord's Mansion, Chu Yingyi couldn't help but feel guilty. When Ji Lingxuan was chased by Nangong Zi'er and Ling Yun in the City Lord's Mansion, he couldn't protect her. This was
A debt he can never make up for.
In the end, Ji Lingxuan was almost burned to death. Even though he arrived, the feeling of cold sweat dripping with heart palpitations is still unforgettable to this day.
The fire at that time had already burned out. If he had arrived a little later, he would have really said goodbye to Ji Lingxuan forever...
Thinking of this, the jealousy in Chu Yingyi's heart was replaced by a faint fear.
He hugged Ji Lingxuan tightly and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, because I have made you suffer so much, and you are always worried..."
"I just said it casually and didn't blame you. Moreover, it was a kind of experience. You don't need to feel sad and blame yourself." Ji Lingxuan also regretted bringing up the old things again.
Some things tend to pass quickly but are forgotten slowly. The fact that she can talk about those things now as a joke means that she no longer cares about those things.
However, Chu Yingyi didn't seem to care as much as she did. He had always regretted that he couldn't accompany her to protect her.
Even though Ji Lingxuan never blamed him, he still couldn't forgive himself.
It was he who took Ji Lingxuan to Nangong City, but she almost died there.
Fortunately, fortunately, everything finally passed safely and they are all safe now.
Otherwise, he couldn't even imagine what Ji Lingxuan would be like if something happened.
At this moment, thinking about Nangong Cheng's affairs, Chu Yingyi felt that nothing was more important than Ji Lingxuan's safety.
As long as they are still alive and loving each other, that's enough.
No matter how hard he couldn't let go of the things that happened to her in the past, he couldn't change them. And he couldn't let go of Ji Lingxuan, so in the end he had no choice but to accept it all. As long as she still loved him deeply and only had him in her heart,
That's enough.
Loving someone does not mean not caring about their past, but it means knowing that you care, but still accepting and tolerating them because of your love for them.
Then, give her a more beautiful and profound mark, completely turning the past time into the past, and slowly forgetting it in the corner.
Chu Yingyi suddenly figured it out, and suddenly felt extremely open-minded and cheerful. He did not continue to ask about Brother Qin, but gently hugged Ji Lingxuan and said gently, "Ji Lingxuan, let the people and things in the past life be left to their own devices.
Let's not think about it anymore. You can only be owned by me in this life, do you understand?"
The gentle voice contained an unconcealable strength and dominance.
Although he was asking, his tone was affirmative. He had already given her the answer and was just informing her.
"Pfft..." Ji Lingxuan couldn't help laughing when she saw Chu Yingyi looking at her seriously and nervously.
She thought Chu Yingyi was so cute, and actually thought she had an affair with Brother Qin.
The change in Chu Yingyi's expression just now was so wonderful. He was suddenly confused, suddenly dull, and suddenly open-minded. She thought his inner struggle just now must be very interesting.
"Hahahaha... It's so interesting. You idiot, you still call me stupid, but you are not as stupid as a pig!" The more Ji Lingxuan thought about it, the more interesting it became, and she laughed like crazy without forgetting to use it.
He mocked Chu Yingyi with words.
Chu Yingyi's face darkened, and she glared angrily at Ji Lingxuan, who was smiling completely facelessly.
By the time Ji Lingxuan had laughed enough, Chu Yingyi's face was already as pale as Bao Gong's.
In order to prevent Chu Yingyi's inner drama from continuing, Ji Lingxuan did not intend to continue to beat around the bush with him and told him directly about her relationship with Brother Qin and how she felt about Brother Qin.
"I don't know what Brother Qin did to me, but I just regard him as my family. Moreover, I was not a normal woman in my previous life. I don't even know what a girl's heart is. How could I like him?"
Come on, Brother Qin." Although Ji Lingxuan said with a smile on her face, the seriousness in her eyes was undeniable.
After hearing this, Chu Yingyi suddenly felt that the big stone in his heart was relieved, and he felt extremely relaxed. The heart disease that had been bothering him was finally cured without medicine.
He couldn't help but smile softly, the smile on his lips was full of happiness.
Ji Lingxuan has only loved him in her past life and this life. How wonderful!
At the same time, Chu Yingyi felt extremely lucky that he did not ask Ji Lingxuan if he had given birth to a child for Brother Qin.
If asked, Ji Lingxuan would probably fall down laughing... (To be continued)