Ji Lingxuan doesn't want to blame Chu Yingyi, because she has always believed that no matter who she is, no matter how close her relationship is, they don't need to bear any responsibility for her.
Everyone is an individual, and after adulthood, he must be responsible for himself.
Others may say that they should take care of and protect her, but that is just their opinion, and you cannot blame them whether they comply with it or not.
Therefore, even if Chu Yingyi said he wanted to protect her, it was just his idea. Even if he couldn't do it, she was not even qualified to blame him.
However, when I saw him, I still couldn't help but feel sour in my heart.
Her strength and rationality were not worth mentioning in front of him, and she was extremely fragile.
"I'm sorry." Chu Yingyi hugged Ji Lingxuan with her backhand, looking apologetic. Thousands of words came to her lips, but in the end they were the weakest two words.
He didn't dare to make any promises to her easily again. He had let her down too many times. Each time he said too many words, but did too little. He no longer dared to let her have anything.
hope, otherwise, I will probably be disappointed again...
Ji Lingxuan sobbed softly in his arms. After all the grievances in her heart were released, she was shocked to realize that her whole body was exhausted and painful.
That tired and heavy feeling never appeared again after she gained the inner strength by chance, but it suddenly appeared now, which really made her feel very uncomfortable.
She was used to the feeling of lightness all over her body, but suddenly it returned to its previous heaviness, as if something was pressing down on her body, which made her feel very uncomfortable.
Ji Lingxuan frowned in confusion, feeling very puzzled. She raised her head and asked Chu Yingyi, "Did something happen after I fell into coma? Why do I feel weird?"
Ji Lingxuan was a little nervous. After she released a large amount of her power, she had already lost consciousness. She didn't know if she lost control again. Just like the last time in the paddock, she directly blasted those people to bloody pulp.
If those people were really beaten to mincemeat by her, then there must have been a lot of people on the street at that time, and Chu Yingyi could not have known it.
She killed those people because they wanted to kill her. She was completely self-protecting and did not need to be afraid of trouble from the government.
However, she was worried that Chu Yingyi would be afraid of her when he saw her ruthless side.
After all, it is understandable to kill people, but it is difficult for people to understand it if they leave no bones left.
Not to mention being a bystander, even she herself found it difficult to accept such a cruel and unkind self.
Thinking of this, Ji Lingxuan suddenly felt nervous and her face began to tighten.
Chu Yingyi's eyes suddenly dimmed after hearing Ji Lingxuan's inquiry.
He frowned slightly, not knowing how to explain it for a moment.
If she were to know that she has no inner strength at all, would it be difficult to accept it?
Seeing Chu Yingyi's appearance, Ji Lingxuan thought that he really knew what she said about the man in black being brutally beaten to a pulp.
She suddenly felt her heart sinking.
She is not afraid of showing her bad side in front of Chu Yingyi. What she is afraid of is that Chu Yingyi will not be able to accept it.
However, Chu Yingyi's current reaction is obviously not very willing to accept it.
Ji Lingxuan suddenly felt bitter in her heart, which was very unpleasant.
"Xuan'er, no matter what happens, I will be with you. No matter what happens, you will still have me, so don't be sad, okay?" Chu Yingyi suddenly spoke seriously to Ji Lingxuan.
Even though these words were difficult to say, he still had to tell Ji Lingxuan truthfully.
Even if he hid it, Ji Lingxuan would still notice it.
When Ji Lingxuan finds out on her own, she will definitely not tell him. Most of the time, she is grieving alone.
Ji Lingxuan looked at Chu Yingyi in astonishment. When he spoke like this, did it mean that he didn't mind that she was ruthless?
The reason why he was silent just now was because he was afraid that she would be unhappy and sad, not because he disliked her for being cruel?
Ji Lingxuan's heart suddenly felt warm.
Chu Yingyi took a deep breath and watched Ji Lingxuan speak seriously, "While you were in coma, I destroyed all your internal strength."
"What?!" Ji Lingxuan was shocked, and her expression suddenly froze with emotion.
She thought something was wrong, why her body suddenly became heavier for no reason, as if it was the same as before when she had no internal strength.
It turns out that it’s not like that, but it’s really the same as before when I had no inner strength!
Ji Lingxuan suddenly felt very disappointed in her heart. That inner strength was an unexpected gain for her. She had gained the martial arts skills of others without any effort.
Logically speaking, the martial arts does not belong to her in the first place. Even if it is gone, she will not suffer any loss, it will just be restored to the original state.
However, I still couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.
She understands it rationally, but it is very difficult for her to accept it calmly.
Her identity is doomed to encounter dangers from time to time. With internal strength, she cannot escape those plots and murders. If she had no internal strength, wouldn't she die miserably?
Ji Lingxuan gritted her teeth and clenched her hands into fists.
Did Chu Yingyi cripple her martial arts skills because of her ruthless side?
She turned her eyes and looked at Chu Yingyi, and couldn't help but ask, "Why? Why do you want to destroy my inner strength? Do you think I'm scary like that?"
At this moment, Ji Lingxuan felt that Chu Yingyi had lost control because she had seen her brutally murder someone, so she questioned him like this.
Chu Yingyi held Ji Lingxuan's shoulders and spoke seriously, "Don't think nonsense. I have already said that no matter what you become, I will still love you. As long as you are still with me all the way, that's enough."
Yes, why do I think you are scary?"
"Then why did you..." Ji Lingxuan's heart trembled, and she frowned in confusion and looked at Chu Yingyi.
"This is what happened..." Chu Yingyi sighed and told Ji Lingxuan what happened to the ancestor of the immortal clan who snatched her body away, as well as what the ancestor told him.
Ji Lingxuan was shocked and confused after hearing this. She didn't expect that someone would take over her body after she fell into a deep sleep.
What she didn't expect was how terrifying that power was.
After Ji Lingxuan heard about it, her loss due to the loss of her inner strength also dissipated a lot.
Rather than being controlled by those forces and becoming a cruel murderous devil, she would rather not know any martial arts.
Anyway, she carries a lot of hidden weapons with her, so even if she encounters an enemy, she may not lose.
When she was chased by Ling Yun, she was also an ordinary person with no inner strength. Didn't she still take care of Ling Yun and Nangong Zi'er?
Also some time ago, her internal power was blocked by Chu Yingyi, and in the end, she successfully dissolved twenty enemies with high martial arts skills using poisonous powder?
Therefore, even if you don’t have martial arts, you may not lose. Luck and brains are also very important!
Knowing that Chu Yingyi did not destroy her internal strength because of fear of her, Ji Lingxuan's mood immediately improved a lot.
At this moment, Ji Lingxuan discovered the wound on Chu Yingyi's left arm. She immediately nervously pulled up his sleeve to check the wound.
When she saw that at least two or three hours had passed since the wound was injured, but no treatment had been done to the wound, and she could also see that the guy was injured and had undergone strenuous exercise, Ji Lingxuan suddenly felt angry.
She glared at Chu Yingyi angrily and yelled angrily, "You didn't even bother to deal with your injuries, and you also exercised vigorously. Do you not want your left hand anymore?"
"Isn't it with you? Nothing will happen to me." Chu Yingyi looked at Ji Lingxuan dotingly and smiled softly.
Ji Lingxuan glared at him speechlessly, even if she has good medical skills, she is not an immortal!
Ji Lingxuan shook her head helplessly, and while treating his wounds, she said in disappointment, "Well, if I'm still inside, I can just use dual cultivation to treat him..." (To be continued)