For a time, Ji Lingxuan's mood became particularly complicated, and she didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.
Chu Yingyi can already have children with other women, and he will become the father of children born to other women...
But the father of her child is someone else...
Are she and Chu Yingyi really destined to be together?
If Chu Yingyi's health had recovered, she would not have died young. She should be happy for him.
However, whenever she thought that after he recovered, he would have to find other women to get married to, spend time with other women, and have children with other women, she would feel heavy-hearted and unable to be happy.
She clearly knew that the child in her belly belonged to another man, so she had no right to ask for anything extravagantly, but she still couldn't accept it emotionally...
Because Wang Jing's words were obviously directed at Ji Lingxuan, Chu Yingyi naturally turned her head and looked at Ji Lingxuan.
His eyes were still deep and dark, like a mysterious black hole with no bottom visible. The dark light flickering inside from time to time seemed to be able to completely sink people into it.
However, his eyes were cold and indifferent, as if he were looking at a passerby, without any emotion at all.
The familiarity he once said was engraved in his soul did not appear, leaving him with no memory of her existence.
Ji Lingxuan's last glimmer of hope fell apart in an instant.
His appearance is still unrivaled in beauty, unparalleled in magnificence, and he has an immortal temperament. His aura is like that of a god descending from heaven, making people feel extremely noble and compelling. Wherever he is, other people will become mere foils.
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Even if he didn't become a foil, he still felt that there was something inferior to him.
Everything about him was familiar and fascinated her, but yet it felt extremely strange. Even now, his cold eyes could turn her into ice cubes!
Even, the strangeness beneath the coldness and indifference seemed to reveal a hint of disgust...
Disgusted?
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Even though her memory was wiped away, she still couldn't accept it and felt extremely painful.
The man who once said he would marry her and love her forever would actually look at her with such disgust!
Moreover, he will soon marry another woman to become his wife, and now she is just an insignificant passerby.
The man who once said that he only wanted her to have children can now be so cold and indifferent.
Moreover, he is still thinking about how to have children with other women...
Everything that happened in the past, looking back now, is simply a big joke!
If he just forgets everything, then she can hold back her anger and heartache just like last time, and continue to work hard to make him fall in love with her again.
However, now he has not just lost his memory, he has another woman, and he even had a romantic relationship with her just now.
More importantly, all his familiarity and goodwill towards her were gone, and instead he hated her very much!
She was really scared, she didn't dare to do anything anymore, and she didn't have the strength to fight for it...
Anyway, she had already done things that made it impossible for her to face him calmly, and even had children with other men. So what if Chu Yingyi regained her memory, wouldn't she still be unable to be with him?
If she can't accept the betrayal of her beloved, then she can't accept her own betrayal of her sweetheart!
Therefore, it is also a good thing to let him fall in love with other people.
If he loved her deeply, but they still couldn't be together and tortured each other, it would be better to live as they are now and let nature take its course.
This may actually be the best ending...
Really, this is the best ending.
But why does the heart hurt so much?
Where did that crackling sound come from?
The emotions that were constantly tumbling in her heart calmed down in an instant. She felt that all the rationality and calmness in her life were not as good as at this moment.
The trembling body has calmed down, the hands clenched into fists have slowly relaxed, and the clenched teeth have begun to relax.
Even my stomach, which had been restless, calmed down a lot in an instant.
A faint smile suddenly appeared on her face, with a warm and welcoming color, just like the sunshine that made Dongxue smile, warm and gentle, which could heal all the knots in her heart.
The clear and translucent eyes are like a smiling lake covered with ice and snow, glowing with an irresistible bright light. Although calm and waveless, there are no impurities or emotions.
Looking at such eyes, it feels like the soul has been redeemed!
Her smile at this moment was as dazzling as a hundred flowers in bloom. Even though the dark spots on her face were unsightly, it still made people feel extremely stunning.
Even though Chu Yingyi's light is dazzling, it can't suppress her brilliance...
She stood up slowly and looked at Chu Yingyi calmly, engraving his face deeply in her heart and etching it in her soul.
From now on, he only needs to live in the memory of her soul, and he can only stay there. She can no longer pester him in the future.
As long as he really recovers and can be happy, then everything will not be a problem!
"What do you think of my future daughter-in-law, Miss Ji?" Wang Jing looked at Ji Lingxuan with a mocking expression and asked with a half-smile.
She felt that Ji Lingxuan must have been mad, otherwise she would not have been able to smile so brightly.
As long as she continues to work hard, that little bitch will definitely be completely mad, vomit blood, miscarriage, etc. will definitely happen soon!
However, Ji Lingxuan's mood was calm, her face was calm, and she smiled lightly, "It doesn't matter what I think, as long as Chu Ying... Young Master Chu feels happy, that's enough, isn't it?"
"Haha, it would be best if this is your truth. Don't say one thing and do another. This kind of thing is unacceptable!" Wang Jing did not believe a word of Ji Lingxuan's words. According to Ji Lingxuan's words,
Chu Yingyi's feelings, it would be strange that she would give up on Chu Yingyi.
Isn't this bitch trying to take advantage of them to let their guard down and do something bad again?
As soon as this idea came up, Wang Jing felt that it was more and more likely.
She suddenly showed a fierce look in her eyes, stared at Ji Lingxuan fiercely, and threatened coldly, "I advise you not to think about doing bad things, otherwise I will make you regret it!"
Ji Lingxuan smiled faintly and said nothing.
The smile was clean and free of any impurities, which was enough to explain everything.
She really doesn't have any bad ideas!
Seeing Ji Lingxuan's faint smile and calm face, she didn't know why Chu Yingyi couldn't restrain the twitching pain in her heart.
Although she had a beautiful smile, he could feel her clean smile as if she didn't care about anything, so she smiled so carelessly.
It is precisely because there are no worries that one appears to be calm and does not care about anything.
I don't know why, but he just doesn't want her to smile like this, and he doesn't even want to hear her say such words!
However, seeing her face, the disgust in his heart kept emerging. How could he have such contradictory emotions?
Maybe it's because I hate her so much that I don't want to see her looking like she doesn't care about anything?
He just hopes that she can be tortured by all kinds of bad emotions, so that she can only cry but not laugh...right?
He feels...that's how he feels, right?
"Stop laughing, you're so ugly." Chu Yingyi frowned, but couldn't hold back the cold scolding.
Ji Lingxuan was stunned for a moment, wondering why Chu Yingyi was talking to her.
But, does he really hate himself so much that even her smile is an eyesore?
If he had said these words to her earlier, she would have been in pain. But now she has completely become numb and has given up all her obsessions.
Therefore, she was just stunned for a moment, then quickly recovered, suppressed her smile, and looked calm.
"I'm really sorry to bother you today. I still have some things to deal with, so I'm going to take a step forward. Here, I sincerely ask Young Master Chu and his beloved woman to grow old together and have many descendants."
Here, I sincerely wish you a happy life and live until you are gray-haired.
As soon as she finished speaking, she turned her gaze away without any nostalgia, turned around and left here indifferently, and disappeared into the bright sunshine.
Goodbye, Chu Yingyi.
I will keep you in my heart forever, but I also hope that you can forget my existence forever... (To be continued)