Thinking of this possibility, Yang Hao suddenly felt a little complicated.
Yang Hao has never thought that he is a good person. Over the years, he has been carrying out tasks everywhere. What kind of things have he done? After high-intensity tasks, women and alcohol are always the best medicines to relax physical and mental fatigue. Over the years, Yang Hao has
But they are rarely emotional, because for them, love was really too far away. For them, no one knows whether they will die in the next mission. Such people are not interested in talking about relationships.
Do you hurt others or yourself?
After quitting the Hidden Dragon and returning to the sea, Yang Hao lived an ordinary life that he had never thought of before. Although this life was monotonous, he did not have to worry about dying at any time and could also have a peaceful sleep. However, Yang Hao's heart was on the contrary.
I feel extremely lonely and empty.
Out of the flames of war, out of high-intensity and high-risk missions, Yang Hao's people seemed to have lost their energy as before.
His heart has not settled down. After living in Zhonghai for more than a month, he always feels that he is an outsider, not only from another place, but also from an inner and emotional point of view, he seems to be unable to integrate into this kind of life.
Under such circumstances, Yang Hao had never thought about developing a relationship like ordinary people, and then getting married and having children. He felt that he was not mentally prepared at all.
He could see and feel the affection in Zhou Manyuan's eyes, but he did not dare to accept it.
Not only because his heart has not settled down yet, but also because he now has a wife. No matter how this wife treats him or how they are at odds with each other, this is an ironclad fact that cannot be changed.
Zhou Manyuan is a lively, beautiful and enthusiastic girl. Yang Hao does not want to hurt such a woman.
Yang Hao decided to retreat quickly.
Yang Hao hurriedly drank all the remaining beer in his stomach, stood up and said with a smile: "It's getting late, you should rest early, I won't disturb you, I'm going home first
.”
Zhou Manyuan kept staring at Yang Hao. She could clearly see the action of Yang Hao drinking the beer in one gulp. What's more, it had been less than five minutes since he entered the room and sat down. Why did he suddenly ask to go home in such a hurry?
Zhou Manyuan stood up reluctantly, but looked at Yang Hao with some doubts. Yang Hao did not dare to look into her eyes and avoided her eyes by walking away.
Zhou Manyuan was originally very smart and careful, but Yang Hao's subtle movements revealed Yang Hao's inner thoughts, and Zhou Manyuan understood it all at once.
It must have been that the way he was staring at his face scared him, so he finished his beer in such a hurry and said goodbye...
He understands his thoughts!
Seeing Yang Hao walking towards the door, Zhou Manyuan suddenly felt a little impulse in her heart. She knew that if she didn't say something now, she might not have the courage to say it in the future, or in other words, she might not have the chance to say it.
The way Yang Hao was about to leave in a hurry had already shown his attitude.
"Brother Yang..."
Yang Hao had already reached the door and was about to open the door when he suddenly heard Zhou Manyuan's cry, which was not loud and had a slight trembling sound.
Yang Hao stopped and turned around with a smile on his face: "What's the matter?"
Zhou Manyuan stood in front of Yang Hao, looking at the smile on Yang Hao's face, she suddenly plucked up the courage in her heart, took a step forward, put her arms around Yang Hao's waist, stood on tiptoes slightly, and kissed Yang Hao's hand all of a sudden.
On the mouth, there is a faint fragrance like orchid.
Yang Hao was stunned.
"Brother Yang, I think I'm... in love with you."
Yang Hao opened his eyes wide and looked at Zhou Manyuan in surprise. Zhou Manyuan did not dare to look directly into Yang Hao's eyes, but lowered her head, as if waiting for Yang Hao's answer.
Yang Hao swallowed hard, took a deep breath, organized his words, and then said in a low voice: "Zhou Manyuan..."
Zhou Manyuan thanked her in a low voice, but still did not raise her head.
"You are a good girl, you shouldn't put your feelings on someone like me..." When Yang Hao said this, he noticed that Zhou Manyuan's shoulders trembled obviously. This action made Yang Hao hesitate for a while, but after thinking about it,
Yang Hao gritted his teeth and continued: "You will meet a good man who truly loves you and is worthy of your love."
Zhou Manyuan raised her head, her originally rosy face already a little pale: "Brother Yang, don't you like me at all? Then today..."
Yang Hao had a headache. At this time, he would rather deal with the vicious gangsters who were armed with live ammunition than face Zhou Manyuan's disappointed and sad face. The tears in her eyes were no less powerful than bullets, which made Yang Hao
Unable to bear it.
"We are friends, aren't we? When a friend is in trouble, it's natural to have both sides involved, don't you think?"
Yang Hao pretended to explain easily, but Zhou Manyuan shook her head, obviously not satisfied with Yang Hao's answer. Yang Hao didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only shut up.
After a long while, Zhou Manyuan lowered her head with a disappointed look on her face, and slowly withdrew her hands from Yang Hao's side: "I'm sorry, I was rash, Brother Yang, you can go home."
Zhou Manyuan's disappointed expression was like a needle inserted into Yang Hao's heart, making Yang Hao himself become entangled. He gritted his teeth and said: "Zhou Manyuan, you are a beautiful girl, and all men will like you.
But I can’t like you…”
Zhou Manyuan stared at Yang Hao, her eyes full of doubts, as if asking, you said all men will like you, why don't you like me?
Yang Hao smiled bitterly: "I'm married, I have a wife."
Zhou Manyuan's little mouth opened in surprise, her eyes widened by two points, and she looked at Yang Hao in disbelief.
Yang Hao spread his hands: "I'm not lying to you, I'm really married, so..."
Zhou Manyuan had a complicated expression on her face, and she didn't know whether it was happiness or sadness: "You said you can't accept me because you have a wife, not because you don't like me?"
Yang Hao smiled helplessly: "There doesn't seem to be any difference..."
Zhou Manyuan was silent and didn't know what she was thinking for a moment. The room suddenly became quiet, and the atmosphere was a bit depressing and awkward.
Yang Hao didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only say: "Go to rest early, I'm leaving."
Watching Yang Hao close the door and leave, Zhou Manyuan walked back to the sofa in despair, sat down slowly, and leaned on the sofa. Her mind was in a mess, the expression on her face was changing, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
…
Yang Hao got into the Highlander. The cool night breeze blew in through the car window and blew on Yang Hao's face. The heat in his heart finally slowly subsided.
Thinking of what happened just now, Yang Hao couldn't help but smile bitterly.
He is still not sure whether Zhou Manyuan's confession just now was due to the stimulation of today's events. After many people are stimulated by the great changes, many people will do things that they usually dare not do, but they may also amplify or misunderstand some emotions.
…
It is certain that Zhou Manyuan has a good impression of her, but there is still a long way to go between good impression and love. Yang Hao is not sure whether her heroic rescue of the beauty today stimulated her and allowed her to expand this good impression and turn it into what she said.
like……
I don't know if she will be as lively and cheerful as before when she faces him tomorrow. After all, after what happened at night, the two of them will definitely be embarrassed.
Hey, no matter what, just take it one step at a time.
Thinking of the violent policewoman Xue Na, Yang Hao was a little bit dumbfounded. I wonder how she dealt with the fat man later?
Speaking of what happened today, I really have to thank her.
At that time, I was stimulated and couldn't control my murderous intention. If she hadn't stopped him desperately, I might have killed the fat man. The fat man was a scumbag and deserved to die. But if he killed someone in front of the hotel, I might have to do it too.
It's a big trouble. Even if I can handle it in the end, I'm afraid my ordinary life is over.
Yang Hao dialed Xue Na's number. The phone rang for a while and no one answered. Yang Hao frowned and was about to hang up when the call went through.
"Hey, who is it?"
Yang Hao smiled: "It's me, Yang Hao."
"Oh, it's you. You were taking a shower just now... Why are you calling so late?"
Yang Hao smiled and said: "I just want to ask you how to deal with that matter later?"
"I beat that fat guy up."
"What, you beat up that fat man?" Yang Hao was surprised: "Aren't you a policeman? You stopped me from attacking him without your life..."
"What's wrong with the police? The police can't beat people up." Xue Na shouted in a very dissatisfied tone: "If I weren't a policeman, I wouldn't be as simple as beating him up. He dared to scold me... Of course I would stop him.
You, what you are doing is not beating people, what you are doing is killing people..."
When Yang Hao heard what she said, he probably guessed what happened. It was probably after he left that the fat man yelled for Xue Na to catch him for speaking evil words and he was fixed. With Xue Na's fiery temper, it was really normal.
Already.
"Aren't you afraid that he will file a lawsuit against you?"
Xue Na said nonchalantly: "Complain. I told him the police number. Let's see if he dares to complain. If you have time, call me. Will your woman be sent back?"
My woman?
Yang Hao choked on his saliva, and the car swayed and almost hit the curb.
"Hey, that's just my colleague and friend, not my woman. Please stop talking nonsense, okay?"
Xue Na was a little surprised: "Colleague? Seeing your murderous attitude, I thought she was your woman, but you still have some conscience..."
Have some conscience?
Yang Hao found that he had to have a big heart to talk to Xue Na. This woman spoke too loudly and would stimulate you even if you weren't paying attention, catching you off guard.
"I've also asked someone to take care of your car. I'll call you when it's repaired."
Yang Hao grunted: "Okay, thank you. I'll return your car tomorrow. Well, I'll treat you to a drink."
“Drink?”
Yang Hao was speechless. It seemed that he couldn't be polite when talking to this girl. He became arrogant the moment he was polite.
After Yang Hao finished speaking, he felt that there was some ambiguity in his words. Sure enough, Xue Na on the other end of the phone was furious: "You damn gangster, you dare to eat all my tofu, okay, just wait, see if I don't drink you to death tomorrow!"