Chapter five hundred and ninetieth I am not reconciled
Hearing what Yang Hao said, Du Shasha and Zhao Yuan refused at the same time.
"No, uncle, we can just go back by ourselves in the car. You don't need to make a special trip."
"Yeah, we can just take a taxi and leave. No need to bother."
Yang Hao smiled slightly, glanced at Du Shasha, and landed on Zhao Yuan: "It's not that far away. I have to send Beibei and the others off anyway, so I'll send you off together then."
Du Shasha hesitated slightly, but Zhao Yuan next to her refused again: "Uncle, it's really no need. We can just go back by ourselves, no need to bother."
Yang Hao narrowed his eyes slightly, and after a second of silence, he smiled and said, "Well, since you want to leave by yourself, I won't see you off."
Du Shasha didn't think too much, and said with a smile: "Sister Feifei is still in Zhonghai. We have made an agreement with her to play with her when the time comes, and uncle will come with us then."
As if she thought of something, Du Shasha added: "Uncle, don't worry, we won't feed you next time."
Yang Hao shook his head helplessly and said: "We'll see when the time comes. I'm not like you, I have time all day long."
Du Shasha pouted and said: "Uncle, it's okay for you to deceive outsiders. If you want to deceive us, forget it. None of us know that you always come late to work and leave early, and you don't go if you don't want to. You are very free.
Strictly speaking, you are freer than us college students."
Yang Hao smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "Okay, let's call you then. If I'm fine, I'll play with you."
"Okay, it's a deal, no cheating!"
Yan Beibei watched Yang Hao and Du Shasha talking from the side. She was rare and calm. She just looked here with a smile. When her eyes accidentally met Zhao Yuan's, the expression on her face changed.
There was something a little more strange, and Zhao Yuan's expression seemed to be a little stiffer. Zhao Yuan quickly averted her eyes, as if she did not dare to look directly at Yan Beibei.
This scene was so subtle that no one, including Yang Hao, noticed it. Only Yan Beibei and Zhao Yuan knew about it.
Now that they had agreed, everyone put their clothes into bags and carried them out of the hotel. Du Shasha and Zhao Yuan took a taxi and left. Yang Hao drove Hou Xiaoqian and Yan Beibei back to Finance.
University.
Yang Hao watched Zhao Yuan pull Du Shasha into the taxi quickly, and wondered in his mind that Zhao Yuan didn't seem to want to talk to him about last night's events. She even said that she had lost her memory after drinking. Could it be that she wanted to talk about yesterday's events?
Should we treat it as if it didn’t happen? Or treat it as a one-night stand?
Yang Hao has experienced many one-night stands, but this one was the most bizarre and the one that made Yang Hao feel the most embarrassed.
Although there are only some fragmented scenes left in his memory, he knows that the one-night stand last night was not forced on her, but her initiative, because from beginning to end, he never left the room or left.
She crossed her own bed, sneaking in by herself and sneaking into her bed.
Yang Hao couldn't guess what Zhao Yuan was thinking, but about this matter, Yang Hao felt that he still had to talk to Zhao Yuan no matter what. However, Zhao Yuan obviously wanted to avoid him today, so he would find her at another time.
Let her talk.
Yang Hao didn't mean that because of the relationship, he must bear some responsibility, or that he must possess the other party. He just wanted to understand Zhao Yuan's thoughts before making a decision. In addition, he had been worried about one thing.
, that means Yan Beibei knows about this matter?
On the way back in the car, Yang Hao concentrated on driving, and Yan Beibei seemed to become strangely silent. Although Hou Xiaoqian felt that the air seemed a bit strangely stuffy, she didn't think much about it.
Yang Hao's car drove into the college and reached the downstairs of the girls' dormitory. Yang Hao turned to Hou Xiaoqian and said, "Xiaoqian, you go up first. I have something to talk to Beibei."
Hou Xiaoqian hummed and did not ask curious questions. She smiled obediently at Yang Hao, then turned to greet Yan Beibei and said, "Well, Beibei, I'll go up first."
Yan Beibei bit her lip, straightened up from her seat, and seemed to be preparing to get off the car. Yang Hao stretched out his hand, patted Yan Beibei's shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "Beibei, let's talk.
, about your mother."
Hou Xiaoqian had already got out of the car and heard Yang Hao's words. Although she was a little curious in her heart, she didn't stay too long. After waving to Yang Hao, she walked away quickly and disappeared quickly.
In the dormitory corridor.
Yang Hao turned around, looked at Yan Beibei sitting in the back row, and said softly: "Would you like to find a place to sit?"
Yan Beibei bit her lip, and the usual smile on her face disappeared: "Well, there is a lake in front of you. Let's drive to that lake. It's quiet there."
Yang Hao hummed, followed Yan Beibei's guidance, and drove to a small lake in the school, and then slowly pulled over and stopped. There were many weeping willows and scattered chairs, and these
There were also some people sitting here and there on the chairs, most of them lovers, hugging or leaning against each other, talking in low voices, and the surrounding seemed very quiet.
Yang Hao opened the car window and let the air from the small lake blow in. Yang Hao turned around in his seat: "Beibei, first of all, I want to apologize to you. The matter between your mother and I has always been...
Didn’t tell you…”
Yan Beibei stared at Yang Hao with complicated eyes: "Why don't you tell me, are you afraid that I will stop you?"
Yang Hao smiled bitterly and said: "No, all this time, I didn't know that your mother was Jiang Manqing. I heard her talk about you, but she didn't say your name. Otherwise, you told me that your mother had a new love.
How would I use those words to persuade you?"
Yan Beibei actually thought about it a lot last night, so when Yang Hao said this explanation, Yan Beibei didn't feel any surprise, but felt that this was a reasonable explanation.
"Then when did you know?"
Yang Hao answered frankly: "After you were kidnapped by the killer that day, your mother called me. I asked for your name, and then I realized that you two were mother and son. Later, I was injured in the hospital and couldn't speak.
And then when you said those words to me in the hospital, I thought that if I told you about my concern for your mother, you might be sad, so I wanted to find a suitable opportunity to explain to you, who knows...
"
Before Yang Hao finished speaking, Yan Beibei naturally understood what he meant. There was a hint of self-deprecation on her face: "Do you think I don't love myself?"
"No." Yang Hao replied firmly: "How could you say such a thing? In fact, I can completely understand what you have done and what you are thinking."
"Can you understand?" Yan Beibei opened her eyes wide and stared at Yang Hao, with a bit of confusion and disbelief in her voice.
Yang Hao hummed and said affirmatively: "Yes, I can understand. I understand why you like me and why you fall in love with me. Maybe when we first met, you were attracted to me because of my driving skills.
I was curious, and later because of curiosity, we became friends. When you and I were together, you encountered many difficulties, but I solved them easily. This made you feel admired and worshiped, and I also indulged you.
, I love you like a sister, so over time, you regard me as a brother, or even a father in your heart. Knowing about the kidnapping incident, I came to save you, maybe it was the scene at that time that touched you.
Too big, so the dependence and gratitude in your heart are converted into the love you call...Am I right?"
Yan Beibei opened her eyes wide. She didn't expect that Yang Hao would actually explain clearly his thoughts. He, who had lacked father's love since he was a child, suddenly had such a capable, charming and charming person.
The presence of a man who tolerated her and allowed her to act nonsense could be said to satisfy the needs she had placed in her heart. Later, this relationship gradually changed, until the kidnapping incident, Yan Beibei finally affirmed that she
I really fell in love with this man.
However, is the love that I feel really just the dependence and gratitude that Yang Hao said?
Seeing Yan Beibei's eyes wide open and silent, Yang Hao knew that his words had reached Yan Beibei's heart. He thought about it and continued: "Your mother and I have been together for a while, and your mother has been coming here all the time.
There is no man to take care of her, but I can take care of her, and I also like her, so we are together..."
"But you have a wife." Yan Beibei suddenly said, looking at Yang Hao with contempt, as if waiting for him to give a satisfactory answer.
Yang Hao was also a little embarrassed: "Yes, I really can't marry your mother. I'm really sorry and guilty about this, but I will take good care of her and never let anyone bully her. I will give her a sense of security.
I hope you can understand that you stood up to protect her when she needed help."
Yan Beibei nodded slowly: "I understand, of course I understand, just like I am willing to give my most precious things, but you don't need to take any responsibility. My mother thinks the same way."
Yang Hao didn't know how to answer Yan Beibei's words for a while. He hesitated before saying: "Actually, as you said, as my woman, I can't give her a marriage or a family. In fact, this doesn't mean that I can't give her a marriage or a family."
Not happy, you don’t have to do that at all, you can just be like before, we are still good friends, I will still eat, drink and have fun with you to make you happy. If there is trouble, I will be the first to stand by
Come out, wouldn't it be nice for us to get along so happily?"
Yan Beibei stared at Yang Hao's face for a long time, and then smiled bitterly: "In the past, maybe I would have thought this would be good, but now I can't do it. My heart hurts so much when I think of you.
When you are with my mother, but because you are with her, you cannot be with me, I feel angry, aggrieved, and angry..."
As Yan Beibei spoke, tears already appeared in her eyes. She stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, as if to prevent herself from crying.
"I don't want this, I'm not willing to do it!" (To be continued)