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Chapter 37 Heartbroken

 An Huajin stood up and walked out.

An Yining thought for a while, but did not follow him out. She turned to Chu Yan and said, "Cousin, you offended my uncle so badly that day. My uncle is very vindictive. He and his aunt have reconciled. Will they be together in the future?"

Will I give you small shoes to wear in front of my little aunt?"

Chu Yan laughed, "I'm not afraid of him wearing it."

An Yining held her chin and said, "I finally got through my hard life."

The queen looked at An Yining with joy, "What kind of hard life are you having?"

An Yining clasped her fingers and said, "Auntie, you don't know, I am with my little uncle, and every day I see him haggard for my little aunt, missing Chenghe, and I feel very hard, and I am so worried with him."<

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The queen was amused, "Is Huai'an such a person?"

"Yes, he is." An Yining said without a doubt, "My little uncle is such a person. He was not such a person originally, and he was tortured by my little aunt to become such a person."

The queen was so happy that she pointed at him and said, "You are a brat, how can you survive in the future? You know everything. If any girl falls into your hands when she grows up, you won't leave any bones left behind."
An Yining blushed, "Auntie, I'm still young."

Chu Yan also smiled, "Yes, Queen Mother, what you say about a girl or not is a girl is too far."

The Queen smiled, "Listen to what I say now. In a few years, Ning'er will grow up and it's time to get married." At this point, she glared at Chu Yan, "No girl likes you either.

It really makes me, a mother-in-law, worry."

Chu Yan shut up.

An Yining looked at the queen and then at Chu Yan, "My cousin is also very good-looking. As long as he smiles more, many girls will like him."

Chu Yan patted An Yining's head and rubbed it vigorously, "Shut up!"

An Yining stuck out her tongue and closed her mouth.

After An Huajin left the central army tent, he walked towards the gate of the camp. From a distance, he saw Gu Qingyan wearing a sky blue robe, standing in the wind and snow. The wind and snow in the capital were not heavy today, and they were floating gently.

There were some scattered snowflakes, and after an hour of snowfall, the ground became white.

Gu Qingyan was wearing thin clothes, and the cloak on his body was also thin. Sporadic snowflakes fell on him, speckled. He stood quietly in the wind and snow, and he looked very thin.

An Huajin looked at it, and her heart suddenly ached. When she didn't see him, she knew that he was injured and that he must be suffering, but she didn't feel any distress. After all, she was also suffering in her heart, struggling every day, and reluctant to let go.

Wandering in the midst of giving up and being unable to sleep in the middle of the night every day, relying on the spring breeze to get me into a light sleep, I didn’t have much room to feel pain for him.

Now that I see him, he is indeed extremely thin. It can be seen that in the past few months, as An Yining said, he tortured himself every day. She did not use a hard knife on him, but the soft knife did not fall on his head.

, maybe it will even wear someone to death.

When Gu Qingyan heard the footsteps, she turned around slowly and looked at An Huajin.

An Huajin was wearing a fiery red dress without a cloak. You could vaguely see the white edge of her collar. There was a clear look of sadness in his eyes. Grandpa An was probably really gone. Otherwise, she would not have been able to

Wear red outside and white inside.

An Huajin paused, walked up to Gu Qingyan, looked at him seriously, and under his gaze, reached out and brushed off the snowflakes on his shoulders, "Why are you dressed so thin?"

I didn’t say you lost weight, I didn’t say anything about what happened in the past few months, just an ordinary sentence.

Gu Qingyan's eyes suddenly turned red, and he tentatively stretched out his hand to her. Seeing that she didn't hide, he picked her up in his arms and held her tightly.

An Huajin leaned in his arms, slowly stretched out his hand and hugged him.

If she really likes someone, she probably won't be able to let him go even if she goes crazy. She likes Gu Qingyan and puts it at the top of her heart. She wants to dig it out, but she can't dig it out, can't let it go, and can't bear it.

Gu Qingyan rested his chin on An Huajin's shoulder, inhaling her breath deeply. After returning from his dream at midnight, he was tortured to the bone. He thought about going to Nanyang to find her countless times, but he never dared to take action.

, he was afraid that if he went and saw her, what he would expect would be "Gu Qingyan, you go, let's forget it, never meet again." In that case, he thought he would go crazy, so he would rather

Missing, no letters, no news about her, so they never said they were separated.

Now that she had overcome the barriers and came to the capital, he truly believed how lucky he was to be liked by her so much.

"An Huajin, Jin...er." Gu Qingyan's voice was low and hoarse with a slight tremor, "I miss you so much."

An Huajin responded in a low voice, "Yes, I know."

She did know it. She knew it when An Yining wrote back. Later, even if there was no correspondence, she knew it. She knew even more that if she hooked someone like Gu Qingyan into her hands, if he

Pushing him out again will destroy him.

People who have been amazingly talented and beautiful since ancient times are most likely to be damaged if they are not carefully taken care of.

She can't be that killer.

What should we do? We can only continue to hold it in the palm of our hands, and our heart is aching.

"Is Grandpa An... gone?" Gu Qingyan calmed down for a while and asked in a low voice.

"Yeah."

"Grandpa An, how come he...isn't there? He was fine when he left?"

An Huajin didn't want to tell him Wang Lanxin's name, nor did he want to tell him what Wang Anzhi and the Wang family in Jiangzhou had done. Last time, in order to rob Zhang Zaifu, he and Wang Anzhi fought to the death, which was enough.

She then said casually, "The doctor has long concluded that his body is on the verge of running out of gas due to the old injuries he sustained on the battlefield and the years of care and labor. If he doesn't take any trouble and takes good care of himself at home, he will probably survive."

I can live for an extra year and a half, because I have to go to the capital and go back in the snowy weather. I am old and can't bear it. After returning to Nanyang Palace, I fell ill a few days later."
"Isn't it because we already know what happened back then?"

"No."

Gu Qingyan nodded, not knowing whether he believed it or not. He paused for a while and whispered, "You did this to me because of Grandpa An's last words..."

"Yes and no." An Huajin didn't hide it from him, "Grandpa is just an excuse. I never listen to his words. It's just that I want you."

Gu Qingyan nodded, hugged her tighter, and said in a low voice, "Thank you for still being willing to have me."

"You didn't do anything wrong, why don't I want you?" An Huajin pushed him away, reached out and took his hand, "Let's go, it's cold outside, go inside and talk."

Gu Qingyan nodded and followed An Huajin into the military camp step by step. From time to time, he looked at the hand she was holding, for fear that if he misplaced his eyes, that hand would be the same as the person in front of him.

An Huajin glanced at his appearance and pretended not to see it. If it was only a little bit distressed earlier, it has now become overwhelming. She thought, she was wrong. How could she be willing to torture this person for such a long time?

Treating Xu Jing, whether she wanted to take revenge or not, when she saw Xu Qingyan, she thought of Xu Qingling and An Yining, and immediately made the decision to give up, but faced the person she liked, it took so long and tortured her life.

He took so long.

She suddenly stopped, turned sideways, looked into Gu Qingyan's eyes, and said seriously, "Huai'an, I'm sorry."

Gu Qingyan was startled.

An Huajin reached out and touched his face. Because the weather was too cold, his face was cold. She pressed against it, covered him gently, and said seriously, "I was confused and couldn't think straight.

I've made you suffer. You are the one I like, so I probably have stricter requirements on you than others."

Gu Qingyan's eyes were slightly moist, but she smiled. She also reached out and put her hand on An Huajin's face. She put it carefully and looked at her serious face. After a moment, she whispered, "Don't apologize, it's me who should apologize."

Accept it."

After all, what happened back then is a solid fact and no one can change it. He is a family man and should suffer this.

An Huajin asked him, "Then will you forgive me?"

"You don't need my forgiveness, you are right."

"Forgive me." An Huajin suddenly became stubborn.

Gu Qingyan also looked at her seriously, "That's what I should do."

"You forgive me."

"I..."

"You forgive me!"

Gu Qingyan was silent for a while. Seeing that she was very persistent, it seemed that if he didn't say forgiveness, she just wouldn't comply. He sighed softly and said in a low voice, "Okay, I forgive you."

An Huajin glanced around and saw that no one was looking at them. She took a step forward, stood on tiptoes, kissed his lips, touched the water with a slight touch, and smiled at him, "Thank you."<

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Gu Qingyan froze on the spot. After a moment, a pair of eyes were no longer silent, and gradually reflected colors. He gently embraced her, lowered his head, and kissed her back on the corner of her lips. With the same subtle touch, she left at the first touch.

He said in a low voice, "Although grandpa is gone, I will be here in the future. Since An'er will never abandon Huai'an in this life, then from Huai'an to death, I will stay with An'er, stay together, grow old together, and never leave."



An Huajin chuckled, "Okay!"


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