"Qiancheng, don't be angry with me, don't blame me. Forgive me, please!" Qin Jiyan buried his hand on Gu Qiancheng's neck and begged carefully.
"Forgive? How can I forgive you? Where were you when I needed you?" Gu Qiancheng looked up and bit his lip to prevent his tears from falling.
She understood Qin Jiyan's last resort, but who would understand her grievance? Her heartache.
"Qin Jiyan, why? Why didn't you come to me? Why wasn't you the one who found me? Why did you want to become a queen? Why did you let me fight in the imperial city? Why? Why?" Gu Qiancheng did not push Qin Ji away.
After saying that, he let Qin Jiyan hold him numbly, looking ahead with empty eyes.
Why?
Why?
She had too many reasons why she wanted to ask Qin Jiyan. Qin Jiyan owed her too many explanations.
But so what if it’s explained?
Her heart was so wounded by Qin Jiyan that it was dripping with blood. Even if Qin Jiyan had no choice but to do so, she still couldn't help but complain.
"Because, I'm waiting for you to come to me. I've been waiting for you, my Qiancheng." Qin Jiyan closed his eyes, hiding the self-blame, guilt and regret in his eyes.
Could he tell Gu Qiancheng that he was afraid of going to the active volcano, afraid of going to the place where she died, and afraid of seeing her bones there?
He didn't see Gu Qiancheng's death with his own eyes, and he didn't see Gu Qiancheng's bones. He could deceive himself and tell himself that Gu Qiancheng was still alive. But if he went to find and dig up in person and found no one, how could he deceive himself and others?
?
"Wait for me? Why do you want me to come to you? What if I don't come? Are you so sure that I will definitely come to you?" Why, why should she take the initiative to find someone instead of Qin Jiyan?
she?
"Did you know that Jing Yan found me as soon as I left the Fire City? The flame fruit I had worked so hard to find was also snatched away by Jing Yan. I finally regained my freedom, but Jing Yan forced me to be me
Things you don’t want to do. Do you know how much I wished you would appear by my side at that time, hoping that you would take me back, but you didn’t! You clearly knew that I was still alive, you clearly knew that I appeared, but you didn’t come
Come to me and let me face Jing Yan alone." Originally, he was only seven points aggrieved, but after speaking out these grievances, Gu Qiancheng felt very aggrieved.
She got to this point partly because of Jing Yan and partly because of Qin Jiyan.
Qin Jiyan's indifference and Qin Jiyan's laissez-faire made her have no choice but to rush forward.
"Later, I kept writing to you, giving you notes, asking me to come to me. I wanted to see you, but what did you do? You ignored me, and you wanted me to come to the imperial city to find you, to the imperial palace.
Looking for you? Qin Jiyan, do you know that at that time I wanted to come to the Imperial City to find you, and there was only one way to go." She could only lead her troops to the Imperial City, but she had no other choice.
"I know, I know, I all know... Qiancheng is sorry, I'm sorry!" Qin Jiyan knew what happened next, but he didn't know that Gu Qiancheng met Jing Yan when he came out, nor did he know that Jing Yan had snatched the flame fruit.
Flame fruit!
With the flame fruit, Long Bao's cold poison can be cured, and they no longer have to be controlled by Ni Yue.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Qiancheng, I'm sorry!" Qin Jiyan hugged Gu Qiancheng tightly, refusing to let go even though the sharp armor was embedded in his flesh.
No amount of explanation is meaningful at this time.
"I'm sorry! What's the use of saying sorry now? Can time be repeated? Can the flame fruit snatched away by Jing Yan come back to me?"
"Yes, yes. Even if time cannot be repeated, I will definitely get the Flame Fruit. Qiancheng, believe me, believe me again, and leave the rest to me. I will not let you down this time."
His Qiancheng has already been burdened with too much. Compared with Qiancheng, his father has failed to fulfill his responsibilities to the extreme.
"But I can't believe you now." Gu Qiancheng finally made up his mind, pushed Qin Jiyan away, and looked at him with red eyes, "Qin Jiyan, you have let me down too many times. I don't have it now."
I believe you, what should I do?"
She also wanted to believe in Qin Jiyan, but where was Qin Jiyan when she needed him?
Now, she no longer needs Qin Jiyan, she can get the flame fruit from Jing Yan on her own.
"Qiancheng, trust me again, just this time." Qin Jiyan stepped forward again and held Gu Qiancheng forcefully in his arms.
"Let me go!" However, this time Gu Qiancheng did not cooperate at all. He raised his hand and hit Qin Jiyan's chest.
"Ahem..." Qin Jiyan's face instantly turned pale. He covered his heart with his right hand and coughed violently. In order to prevent Gu Qiancheng from worrying, Qin Jiyan tried his best to suppress it, but in vain.
"Cough cough cough..." There was another cough, more serious than before. Gu Qiancheng once suspected that Qin Jiyan would cough out his heart and lungs.
He wanted to ignore it, but seeing Qin Jiyan curled up in pain, Gu Qiancheng really couldn't ignore it.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you coughing so badly?" Gu Qiancheng stepped forward, supported Qin Jiyan, took off the pills hanging from his waist, and stuffed them into his mouth.
Qin Jiyan choked and coughed again. It wasn't until Gu Qiancheng helped him take a few breaths that he slowly calmed down.
Looking at Gu Qiancheng's worried eyes, Qin Jiyan knew that if he wanted Gu Qiancheng to forgive him, there was only one way to go, and that was through the bitter flesh trick.
"Qiancheng..." Qin Jiyan took advantage of the situation and leaned on Gu Qiancheng, putting all his weight on Gu Qiancheng, and said with a bitter smile: "If I said that I don't have a few years to live, would you believe it?"
"What, what did you say?" Gu Qiancheng's face turned pale and he turned to look at Qin Jiyan.
She wanted to know if Qin Jiyan was lying to him?
"You heard it right, I don't have a few years to live. That's why I took a different approach and wanted to use your rebellion to clear out the moths in Da Qin." I didn't want to say it at first, because I didn't want Qiancheng to worry, but
Now he doesn't know how to make Qiancheng forgive him other than using a bitter trick to make Qiancheng feel sorry for him.
"I, I don't believe it. Are you lying to me? Are you lying to me?" Gu Qiancheng shook his head blankly, completely unable to believe what he heard.
She checked Qin Jiyan's life in the past few years, but she didn't find out that he didn't have many years to live. Qin Jiyan must have lied to her.
"I won't lie to you about this kind of thing, and there is no need to lie to you. Originally, I didn't want you to know, so as not to worry you. But in this situation, if you don't tell me, you will probably hate me forever." Qin Ji
Yan smiled bitterly, regained his weight little by little, stood up straight, and walked towards the dragon chair.
"You are a doctor. If you take my pulse, you will know my condition." Qin Jiyan sat down and put his wrist on his lap.
"I won't believe it." Gu Qiancheng said he didn't believe it, but he already believed it in his heart.
Qin Jiyan would never deceive her with such a thing. Qin Jiyan knew her temper.
"I also hope this is false." Qin Jiyan had a smile on his face, as if he didn't care about life and death. "You just happened to be back. Take my pulse and see if I can be saved?"
"You'd better not lie to me. You know I have a bad temper. If you lie to me, you're dead." Gu Qiancheng stepped forward, half-crouched in front of Qin Jiyan, and took his pulse.
Gu Qiancheng was confused by this deduction, "How could this be? How could it be true?"
Qin Jiyan's pulse was so weak that he seemed likely to die at any time.
"I told you, I didn't lie to you." Qin Jiyan stretched out his other hand and touched Gu Qiancheng's head, "So, don't be angry with me again, and don't argue with me, a dying person."
"You...bastard!" Gu Qiancheng yelled, tears streaming down his face, and he hit Qin Jiyan's knees hard, "You did it on purpose, on purpose!"
He deliberately told her at this time so that she could not hate him or resent her.
This man is so bad, so bad!
How is it possible, how is it possible...
A message to readers: The backend is out of order again. I don’t know that I didn’t send it yesterday. I’m so depressed!