Compared to Harry who passed the test perfectly, Rolf's impulsive behavior made him really become a clown. Only he could understand the feeling. Anyway, it was not a pleasant experience.
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"You seem to be in some trouble. I think the harassers are almost surrounding you."
"So you came to help me get rid of them, didn't you?"
When Luna's ethereal voice appeared in Rolf's ears, he seemed to feel that the things he was originally worried about were no longer important.
This was reflected in Luna's eyes, that is, the number of harassing flies surrounding Rolf's head was greatly reduced. But she still stretched out her hand and dispersed the rest.
"Is it because she is not with you?"
"No, it's because of other things."
"Can you talk to me? Maybe I can do something."
"I just discovered that some qualities that I thought I had but actually didn't appear in others."
"What else?"
"...Things I think I can control are actually not under my control."
"But you are still you, the most unique Rolf Scamander."
"What if even the identity of Rolf Scamander doesn't belong to me?"
Subconsciously, Luo Fei answered Luna like this. After hearing this answer, Luna was stunned for a moment, then turned her head to look at Luo Fe, who had the harassing beetle in her ear again.
"You are Rolf Scamander, because there will never be another you."
"If I were really Rolf Scamander, I shouldn't be here."
"Then you are the Rolf Scamander who should be here, because you are already here."
"...Thank you, Luna."
"You don't have to say thank you to me, because you told me that I am yours...Why is your face red? Do you have a cold? Your forehead seems a little hot too. Do you want to go find Madam Pomfrey?"<
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"Ahem, I'm fine..."
Feeling the coolness conveyed by the little hand placed on his forehead, and recalling the words he said to Luna at that time, Rolf suddenly felt that he was even more social.
"Oh, it seems to be even hotter, does it really matter?"
"It's okay, it's just a small problem."
Why didn't he feel it at all at that time, Luofu thought as he felt the touch on his forehead. The girl's skin was delicate and cool, and for a moment he felt that even his thinking was stagnant.
After Luo Fu repeatedly explained that he was fine, and the temperature on his forehead slowly dropped, Luna also retracted her hand. But Luo Fe seemed a little lost because of this. Just a brief contact made him feel
The feeling of reluctance.
Luna, who was sitting next to him, quietly looked at his lost look and showed a faint smile. In fact, both of them didn't understand why. When they first met,
I feel that the other person has a very unique attraction to me.
In fact, Rolf is somewhat conflicted about this attraction, because as a time traveler who knows the future, he naturally knows that the girl in front of him will become Rolf Scamander's wife in the original work.
But on the one hand, he does not reject this attraction. Even because of his unique God's perspective and the idea that he can control everything, this attraction has further turned into a kind of possessiveness.
That's why he said those words in a frivolous tone at that time. But Luna's answer at that time was a bit unexpected for him, but he didn't think about it because of his arrogance.
It was not until this test that Rove began to reflect on his thoughts and actions again. Many times his actions and thoughts were contradictory, and of course this was also related to his identity.
He clearly knows that he is Rolf Scamander, from soul to body. But the memory and personality before time travel always tell him that you are another person.
And because of his easily acquired strength and his prophetic vision of God, he often had the illusion that everything was under his control.
He seems to be helping Harry or Dumbledore, but in fact all he wants is to make them obey his own script. This is so arrogant and ignorant.
And Rolf's mentality lasted until the cloak modified from Voldemort's Horcrux did not go through the test according to his script, and he suddenly came to his senses.
But it was precisely because of this that he fell into distress, and he began to lose his position. However, this distress itself was illusory, because he did not need to give himself any position at all.
As Luna said, he is Rolf Scamander, and there will be no other him in this world. Then he just needs to be himself, he just needs to still do it according to his heart
That's it.
But the way of doing things and the mentality of looking at things and people all need to change. He should not regard himself as a lofty God's perspective time traveler, but as a wizard living in this world.
Mander.
This is the world he lives in, with his family and the people he likes, and he must work hard to protect it all. Everything in the past has become history, and the future has become unknown. He needs to cherish what he has in front of him.
Everything.
While Rolf was thinking about all this, Luna did nothing. She just sat quietly next to him and stared at him. And when Rolf came to his senses, she showed him something that looked like...
A smile that says welcome back.
"It would be great if I could see a smile like this often."
"If you want, you can do it at any time, because it belongs to you."
Luna's answer made Roof's heart skip a beat. How could the words this girl said unintentionally be so flirtatious? This actually made Rove fall into some kind of self-blame. It was obvious that his frivolous words and
This intelligent and tolerant girl was moved by her unique attraction.
But apart from possessiveness, he never really cared about anything about her. Even though he knew that she was not doing well in Ravenclaw House and was often bullied by her classmates.
They often laughed at her, nicknamed her "Crazy Girl Lovegood", and secretly hid her things. He knew all this, but never cared about or stopped her.
"We all make mistakes, but the most valuable thing is that we know how to correct them."
"What did you say?"
"I'm sorry. I cared too little about you before and was not a competent person..."