Interlude: Confessions
Poor guy.
From the moment he came in, I had this feeling.
Who am I talking about...
I don’t understand, I don’t know why...
This is the first time I have met the person in front of me, but his name is Gu Lao, and I know this clearly.
An inconspicuous person.
If you hadn't been watching from the moment you entered the tavern, you would have lost track of him soon.
Even though he is dressed like a homeless man, he still looks clean.
Although he is obviously out of place, he seems to be able to blend into any environment at any time.
In other words, this is a dispensable person.
He was accosted by a gangster with a small reputation.
They seem to know each other very well, which is not surprising.
People are divided into groups.
They separated.
Poor guy...
He saw me, and his eyes fell into a trance after contacting me.
He came over.
Now, he must not know how he will be used.
But why are you talking to me...
People are divided into groups...
Am I being used too...
No, absolutely impossible.
I am not alone.
In other words, even if you are being used, there is nothing you can do about it.
For me, it has always been like this.
So there is no need... there is no need to pity yourself.
"Poor guy..."
...what's going on.
Why...do I have to say this?
A difficult person to deal with - I came to this conclusion after talking to him.
I didn’t have any upper hand in the conversation.
I think I have to leave.
After all, I don’t even know why I came to this drunken place.
In other words, I can't find a reason to meet this person.
It's snowing outside, and the weather couldn't be more suitable.
He followed him, probably because of his "stalking pervert" instinct.
"It seems there are children in need of help nearby..."
He said such words, but all I could hear was the sound of the wind.
It should be the ability to fix a mate.
Children in need...
Who will help?
I think I can only go.
So I said goodbye to him.
Of course, I did not forget to emphasize the issue of beards.
......
Crying child.
This is the place where the first ray of sunshine shines whenever the snow melts in spring.
I heard from the adults that when everything is over, he will place me here.
The little girl is standing here now.
"Why are you here?"
"I...I'm lost."
An unexpected answer.
"I...I walked here just walking, and then, I couldn't go back..."
"..."
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
She started to cry.
I couldn't help but reach out and touch her dark brown hair.
Little head...
"Don't be afraid, this place is not scary."
"Well..."
"When spring comes, the snow here is the first to melt, and the light is the first to shine in."
"Snow... melting?"
"After melting, all the beauty of spring begins to recover from here."
"Really, really?"
Yes, the light will definitely care for you, even in the darkest corner.
In other words, the darkest and easiest to get judged earlier.
"You can verify it with your family at that time."
Then I can see you again.
"...This, in this case, it doesn't seem so scary anymore. Thank you, strange sister!"
The little girl burst into tears and laughed.
"You're welcome."
So, what should we do next...
For such a young child, it will take a lot of time to send her home.
There is no time to waste, the nine o'clock bell has just rang.
Since I separated from that person, I have spent nearly an hour looking for this child.
I can't understand...the reason why I tried so hard to find.
What an irony...
To make up for it——I can only think so.
In short, time does not allow me any more luxury.
But you have to be responsible to the end, after all, you are a child.
For her, it is better to help for the purpose of compensation than to take advantage.
"You are so lucky..."
I held the little girl's hand.
The police station is nearby, so she should be safe if she is placed there.
Next, you have to hurry up.
Your Excellency is still waiting for me.
......
On the way back, a familiar figure vaguely appeared in front of me.
It's that person.
Forget it, it has nothing to do with me anyway.
I walked behind him, keeping a certain distance from him.
The wind was very strong, and I had to squint my eyes slightly when driving against the wind.
At this time, the person in front threw something at me without warning.
Then a sharp pain came from the top of the head.
I was suddenly attacked while I was walking.
Could it be that... it was exposed?
No, impossible, absolutely impossible.
Because he was obviously taken aback.
I forced myself to calm down and waited for him to approach me.
His expression was very complicated. When he came to me, he took off the thing on my head——
It’s just a paper airplane...
I breathed a sigh of relief.
But it still hurts...
You must fight back if you have the chance.
Unfortunately, there is probably no chance...
The scene that night is vivid in my mind...
"Hahahahaha~~ You are so interesting Xiaoxue!"
"...In other words, do you think I'm funny?"
"It's so cute!"
"...even if you say that, I won't be happy."
"Hahaha~~This is it! It's so cute to pretend to be cute like this!"
"I'm not trying to be cute."
At that time, Schimmel was still smiling unpreparedly.
If her dead soul knew about it now, she would definitely hate me.
Sorry, Schimmel.
This is the meaning of my approach to you. Your death has been doomed since we met me.
But still, I'm sorry.
I regard you as a friend, and this is absolutely true.
And, Schimmel, did you know?
After learning about your death, I really understood one thing——
At this moment, I can no longer look back.
There is no need to think about what lies ahead, after all, hope is no longer worthy of belief.
Now I can only obey adults, even if they are being used, but as long as they pass through adults, my value can be confirmed.
Time is running out.
While reminiscing, I secretly paid attention to the expression of the person next to me.
He made a request to interrogate me.
I was prepared, but all the questions he asked were beyond my imagination.
In other words, none of the questions are related to the homicide.
But it touched the truth again.
I answered him with half-truths and half-falsehoods, and he didn't have any doubts.
How strange.
Is this person just talking casually?
Or...
What did he notice?
Something is wrong.
No, it can't be so fast.
If he knew the truth, he would not refuse to tell it.
Everything has just begun.
That’s right, it’s just the beginning.
Things like this rush towards dissolution must continue.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh - this action seemed to make him think I was disappointed.
Arrive at the hotel.
I got rid of him.
It’s okay, I said to myself secretly while going upstairs.
The only ones who know the truth are me and you. This is the gift you gave me and the price for using me.
But my heart still can’t calm down.
After all, when did you make the wrong choice...
I don’t know the truth, I don’t know how to change...
Knowing the truth, but destined not to change...
Which kind of person is the pitiful guy...
This chapter has been completed!