Su Ming forgot his identity and lost his past memories. It seemed that from the bottom of his heart, he believed that he was the man whose wife was about to give birth.
But deep in his heart, there seemed to be a trace of hesitation. This hesitation was very faint and undetectable, like traces that would be erased in reincarnation.
With the anxiety in his heart, the traces became fainter and fainter, until Su Ming even ignored them. He took the doctor's arm and put him on the sedan. He hurriedly ignored the rain that was getting heavier and heavier, and headed home.
direction, running quickly.
Passing by the noodle stall, I still didn't pay attention to the people inside the noodle stall, nor did I pay attention to the mournful call of the mother who had lost her child in the rain in the distance.
Until he returned home, when Su Ming was waiting anxiously outside the house, he completely forgot everything he had ever experienced. It seemed that at this moment, he was just a mortal, a husband whose wife was about to give birth.
He was feeling uneasy, his eyes were faintly red, and that feeling of hesitation, along with his wife's screams in the house, seemed to grab his heart...
It was not until shortly after the doctor Mo entered the house that his wife let out the most piercing scream. As the door opened, when Su Ming saw the doctor holding a baby covered in blood in his arms,
Like a real father, he rushed forward to hug the baby, but his eyes subconsciously glanced at the bed in the house. When he saw his motionless wife, Su Ming's body trembled.
There was sadness in his eyes. He ignored the doctor and the baby. Instead, he walked towards the bed. Looking at the woman who was no longer breathing but with a motherly smile on her lips, Su Ming's heart felt as if it was being torn apart.
pain.
His body was shaking, the real feeling was like he had spent half his life with this woman...
"Is this your choice? Why don't you ask me, why!" Su Ming turned back sharply and looked at the doctor holding the baby. His eyes were bloodshot, with a touch of madness.
He understands that due to his wife's difficult childbirth, there is a high possibility that he can only save one, but if he were given the choice, he would choose his wife instead of the baby without hesitation.
But...this choice has become a thing of the past.
The severe pain caused by the tear in his heart overwhelmed Su Ming's mind. As Su Ming smiled miserably, a storm suddenly arose in his mind. As the storm swept across, a vague memory seemed to emerge. In that memory, it seemed that all of this was gone.
It was a reincarnation. In that memory, it seemed that he was no longer himself, but had become the doctor in front of him.
In that memory, it seemed that...choosing the baby was his choice.
Confused, with madness, and with the unspeakable sadness in Su Ming's heart at this moment, he subconsciously raised his hand. He had a strong feeling that he could extinguish all life with just one finger of his hand.
.
He raised his hand and pointed at the doctor.
He saw the disbelief in the doctor's eyes, and saw that there seemed to be a hint of understanding in that disbelief. This understanding seemed to remind Su Ming of something, but he was soon filled with sadness.
The doctor fell down and died...
Su Ming looked up to the sky and laughed miserably. The laughter echoed, as if it was faintly responding to the woman's shrill call coming from the rain...
That night, not only the doctor, but also the four women died. All of these people lost their lives. When the rain stopped in the early morning of the next day, their bodies had been buried overnight.
With Su Ming's status in this county, he just spent a large sum of money to resolve all this. The days will continue, and time will pass slowly, one year, three years, six years...
The baby girl gradually grew up, became full of agility, and became a well-behaved little girl. However, she did not get the love of her father. Often when the father and daughter were alone together, she would see his father's indifferent eyes.
Her only companion is the son of the teacher at home, a little boy who was born a few months earlier than him, and she grew up and studied together with her.
Su Ming didn't like this little girl because she was too similar to her mother, which reminded him of his dead wife. Whenever this happened, his heart would sting and feel like it was about to tear.
He always looks at the sky silently on rainy days, watching the rain falling, watching the whole world being shrouded in a curtain of water, and then he unknowingly thinks of everything that happened on that rainy night a few years ago.
.
Until one day, on the same rainy night, Su Ming looked at the rain outside. When he closed his eyes, the world became fragments and turned into a huge whirlpool. As Su Ming opened his eyes, those fragments
They were put back together in an instant.
He is no longer the father of the little girl, but a thin middle-aged man wearing a long gown with a scar on his face. He is full of knowledge, but because of his ugly appearance, he has been bullied many times, and he has been depressed throughout his life.
I can only be a teacher in this county, in this courtyard of a famous person.
"Sir, when many people do good deeds, Heaven always sees it. Is this true?" A clear voice, filled with doubts, reached Su Ming's ears, causing him to lower his head and see the building where he was teaching.
Two children sitting in front of him.
The two children were both six or seven years old, one boy and one girl. The one who asked this question was the little girl. She looked at Su Ming with innocence in her eyes.
He had only two students, one was his son and the other was the daughter of a famous man.
He has been educating his son to be kind and upright, to be like a green pine throughout his life and never give in. He has also been educating the little girl who has no father's love to be self-reliant, not to be sad, and to grow up kind...
"Of course it is true. Doing good deeds is the beginning of human beings. If everyone does good deeds, there will be no bad things in the world. You must remember this. Goodness is the original intention. Doing good is not seen by heaven, but when you help others.
, obtain a kind of spiritual cleansing." Su Ming smiled and spoke softly.
"I know, I know, dad, I saw someone fishing yesterday, so I begged the old man to release the fish. This is a good deed." The boy immediately laughed and said loudly.
"All life in the world has spirits. If you did a good deed today and saved a life, you will be rewarded in the future." Su Ming said with a smile. This time in his reincarnation, he no longer had any memory of the past, and even had no memory of the past.
The slightest hesitation in my heart during one reincarnation disappeared, and I truly became a person in this world.
"Then if I see someone fishing in the future, I will also do good deeds." The little girl seemed unconvinced, glanced at the little boy, and curled her lips.
Su Ming looked at the expressions of the two children in front of him with a smile on his face. When the sun gradually set, after the day's class ended, Su Ming followed his past habits and went to a place in the county alone.
I sat there at the stall and ordered a bowl of hot noodle soup. The soup tasted very good. In Su Ming's memory, he seemed to always come here.
Especially the owner of this noodle stall is a gray-haired old man. This old man wears gray clothes and has been rolling out the noodles here for many years. Even a young boy is just helping.
Often when there were few guests, the old man would smoke his pipe and sit on a big rock nearby, making straw puppets out of the grass blades nearby. He would look at the passers-by around him, and sometimes he would have a few drinks with the guests, his eyes
It was slightly turbid, but every time Su Ming looked at the old man, he had a very strange feeling.
It seemed that he could see a trace of pity in the other person's eyes, as well as the bitterness behind the pity.
It has always been like this for many years, but Su Ming didn't ask. He liked it here. He liked to sit here, drink hot soup, look at the passers-by outside, and think about his life.
Until this day, when Su Ming put down the bowl and raised his head, he saw the old man looking at him as usual. Su Ming was silent for a moment and then suddenly spoke.
"Why do I always look at you? It's not just a day or two, but it's been like this since I came here for many years."
"It's not that I'm looking at you, but that you're looking at yourself." The old man knocked his pipe on the ground and spoke softly with a meaningful smile.
Su Ming looked at the old man, thought for a moment, didn't understand the meaning of those words, and shook his head.
"Don't you understand... Haha, I'm watching, when will you stop coming here, and when will... another one of you come?"
Su Ming frowned, and when he was about to speak, he heard the old man muttering to himself.
"The fisherman always comes to my place because I have to buy his fish every day, which will make the noodle soup have a delicious taste... Not every child may be kind-hearted. Only when he is taught the way to do good will he persuade the fisherman to let him go.
The fish caught...
Heaven has a way, and the way has a wheel. If the child had not been dragged away by the big fish, the wife of the doctor would not have been bent over to give birth to the child. In this way... The doctor will still be the doctor, and he will not die... The doctor will still be the doctor, and he will not die.
beloved son.
In this case, the teacher will not be asked to educate his son, but he will be tutored by himself. Perhaps the story is not about doing good deeds, and there will be no need to persuade the fisherman to let the fish go...
Therefore, there is no teacher, and no son..."
When Su Ming heard this, his mind was shaken. He suddenly stood up and looked at the old man in a daze. It seemed as if something was broken in his mind. But at this moment, the old man sighed softly, with a complex expression.
He looked at Su Ming with his eyes. This glance made Su Ming feel... as if he was looking at himself in a bronze mirror.
"It's not yet time for enlightenment, go ahead, go ahead..." The old man shook his head and tapped the pipe in his hand on the ground. Su Ming's mind immediately exploded with a bang. The world he saw was shattered at this moment.
The whole world turned into a huge whirlpool.
This vortex rotates, and in just a blink of an eye, the fragments of the collapsed world in it are reassembled together, turning into another picture, becoming a different reincarnation of life in the same world. (To be continued.
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