Chapter 1475 Looking back at the mortal world, not being a fairy
This was a sunset, and the afterglow of the sunset scattered across the earth. Unknowingly, snowflakes fell from the sky. Snowflakes fell one by one, covering the earth and the world in Su Ming's eyes, but they could not cover the capital city in that world.
It can't be covered. At this moment, outside the city gate of the capital city, there is a figure wearing a raincoat and a bamboo hat. The figure is holding a wooden staff and standing silently outside the city gate, as if he has been waiting for thousands of years.
Su Ming shook his head and looked at the figure outside the city gate. He vaguely seemed to have returned to three thousand years ago, when he had just woken up from this world and saw Tian Xiezi.
In the blink of an eye, these three thousand years have passed, and Su Ming's cultivation has changed. There have been a lot of vicissitudes of life on his body. Some of the scenes in his memory are still clear, but some... are unconsciously blurred.
Just like this windy and snowy world can make people's eyes blurry, and they can't see too far away, but sometimes, being able to see in front of you, even if it's not very far away, is a kind of happiness. And if you look too far away, maybe
Happiness will also be far away until it disappears.
In the wind and snow, Su Ming walked step by step, facing the snowflakes, until he reached the outside of the city gate, until he walked in front of the figure wearing a raincoat and a bamboo hat.
"You're here." The figure in the raincoat slowly raised his head, revealing Su Ming's familiar face under the bamboo hat. That was Tian Xiezi.
There is kindness in his expression. It is like an elder looking at a younger person. It is a kind of care and love from the heart. It seems that Su Ming has grown up in his eyes. Even though he has reached the sky, in his heart,
Su Ming is still a child, a child that he still hopes to protect even if he no longer needs his protection.
"Master." Su Ming looked at Tian Xiezi who was wearing a raincoat, clasped his fists, and bowed deeply. His voice was a little hoarse. The master in front of him had been with Su Ming all his life from the Nine Peaks of the Barbarian Land, to this ancient burial country, until now.
"Three thousand years ago, I told you that I would wait for you here and answer your last doubt. Have you......have you thought about your last doubt?" Tian Xiezi, who was wearing a raincoat, looked at him kindly.
When Su Ming spoke slowly, his eyes showed depth, as if there was indescribable wisdom in those eyes.
Su Ming was silent. This last question he was thinking about three thousand years ago was to know where this world was, whether it was the heaven and earth in Xuan Zang's body, or the memories belonging to Xuan Zang that evolved when he and Xuan Zang were fighting over each other.
But as Su Ming walked along, this doubt gradually changed and turned into him wanting to know how he could leave this world...
But as the years passed, Su Ming's doubts changed again and he wanted to know whether the familiar faces he met in this world... were really the same as those he remembered.
There is not the slightest connection.
One doubt after another appeared again and again in Su Ming's three thousand years. Until he was in the vast world, his doubts changed again and became... What is his own way?
He didn't understand what his way was. He wanted to get the answer from Tian Xiezi, but this doubt now followed Tian Xiezi's words. When Su Ming thought about it seriously, he suddenly realized that this didn't seem to be him either.
He wanted to clear up his doubts, because he himself didn't know what the final doubt was.
There is only silence.
"Can't you remember?" In the wind and snow, Tian Xiezi, who was wearing a raincoat outside the city gate, looked at Su Ming, with a hint of pain in his expression. Su Ming's look at this moment made him a little sad, and he spoke softly.
Su Ming was silent, looking at Feng Xue for a long time, and then he sighed softly.
"It's true that I can't remember. Maybe there are too many doubts. But as for the last doubt, I... can't find it. It has been lost in the years. I want to look for it, but I can't touch it through nothingness.
I can’t find it clearly either.” Su Ming murmured.
"Since you can't find it, don't look for it. It's not a blessing if you don't have any last doubts." Tian Xiezi, who was wearing a raincoat, was silent for a while and then spoke slowly.
"Master, please choose one for me." Su Ming raised his head, looked at the wind and snow in the sky, and looked at the city gate behind Tian Xiezi. After a long time, he said softly.
"Must you be persistent?" Tian Xiezi looked at Su Ming, his expression becoming more and more profound.
"That is a way, destined to be tortuous and desolate. Since you have already walked on this road, why not persevere." Su Ming said softly.
Tian Xiezi was silent. In the wind and snow, the master and the disciple were silent for a long time, until the sunset had set, until the wind and snow covered the earth and accumulated a thick layer. Their hair was also covered with it.
The white snow seems to have grown old, making the meaning of vicissitudes stronger and the feeling of time heavier.
"Stop, don't keep walking, stop here, when you look back, you will see all the faces in your memory, they will appear behind you, waiting for you.
Looking back on the mortal world, becoming a happy immortal, not caring about the truth or falsehood, not clinging to the path, sometimes... happiness without choosing may be the real happiness." For a long time, Tian Xiezi's voice echoed in the wind and snow.
, passed into Su Ming’s ears! In this silence, Su Ming slowly turned his head and looked back as if he were looking back at the mortal world.
When he turned back, he saw Bai Ling appearing in the wind and snow behind him. Bai Ling was wearing a long mink coat, with its wild beauty, and was looking at him with a smile.
Beside her is Yuxuan, who smiles beautifully. As always, her persistent gaze can melt Su Ming's heart, making Su Ming look at it as if the memory of "brother" is echoing in his ears again.
There is also Canglan, she is elegant and gentle, as if she has been waiting for Su Ming for countless years, but no matter how long it takes, she will keep waiting. During this waiting, she gradually makes Su Ming the one in her heart.
only.
Xu Hui is still...
Grandpa is smiling, his weathered face is now filled with kindness, as if he is waiting for Su Ming to make a choice. Once he chooses to look back, he will speak...
Senior Brother, Second Senior Brother, Hu Zi, all the faces were there, and when Su Ming turned around, they were all reflected in his eyes, but... there was no Bald Crane.
"Keep going, they may not be resurrected, but if you don't go on, when you look back on the mortal world here, you will become Xiaoyao Xian, and they... will be with you.
Su Ming, you are my disciple, I don't want to... make you so tired, this is the best choice for you." Tian Xiezi, who was wearing a raincoat, spoke hoarsely, and looked at Su Ming's back when he turned around, his expression
He felt distressed in his heart. As he said, the twists and turns and desolation of this road made him unwilling to continue walking on Su Ming's place until he reached a place where there were more reincarnations and one less person.
"Three thousand years of your tapping, I have bid farewell to the past. Looking back at the mortal world at this moment, why bother to persist, why bother to find the truth and falsehood? Look at Ditian, look at Lei Chen... don't let those many things go in the end.
In reincarnation, I will always be missing one of myself." Tian Xiezi sighed softly, and in that sigh, there was bitterness and a trace of heartache and pity.
He saw Su Ming's life, which was tortuous and desolate, in the way of seeking.
Su Ming was silent. When he looked back, everything he saw was full of warmth. The memory of the face made Su Ming feel impulsive at this moment. He seemed to want to nod, to stop walking, to stay here, and to grow up.
His Xiaoyao Xian doesn't care about the truth or falsehood, but looks for happiness even if it is illusory.
"There are many people here, many familiar faces, but there are no bald cranes... The familiar people here are all the same as I remember them, living in my memory, they...
·It’s still them
They will have no thoughts about the future, because all those thoughts are given by my memory, and they are like this... without souls." Su Ming murmured, tears gradually shed from his eyes, and the sight in front of him
The scenes of faces made Su Ming's heart hurt. He slowly turned his head. The moment he turned his head, the snow in the wind turned black, and the world behind him turned pitch black, along with the whole thing in front of him.
The city and the world in front of it also turned into night at this moment.
The coming of this dark night seems to represent Su Ming's choice, becoming the darkness that cannot be exaggerated in the night sky.
Just like his path, when he looked back on the mortal world, he did not choose to become that carefree immortal.
The road under his feet, or that is not a road, nor is it Su Ming's way, it is an attitude, destined to be cold and persistent, live for yourself, live for the truth, and also for others...
live.
For this road, for the faces in his memory to have souls, for the bald cranes to be included in the reincarnation, for all the faces to not only smile, but also be agile, like the life and death of a palm, Su Ming chose...
After looking back, I will not be a happy fairy, but continue to walk on!
Even after many reincarnations, one person will be missing forever, but on this tortuous and desolate road, on this persistent but cold road, I will seek the devil.
Seeking is a way, it is destined to be tortuous and desolate. Demon is an attitude, he is destined to be cold and persistent, seeking the devil is a life in the dark night.
In the dark night, Su Ming stared at Tian Xiezi in front of him who was wearing a raincoat and a bamboo hat. In silence, he bowed deeply to Tian Xiezi with clasped fists. When he stood up, Su Ming did not speak, walked past Tian Xiezi, and walked towards Tian Xiezi.
That city in the dark night, step by step, walked firmly.
Tian Xiezi looked at Su Ming's back in the dark night and murmured softly.
"Who enters your life is determined by fate, and who stays in your life is determined by you. Since you can't forget it, just don't forget it. Even if everything becomes empty, everything in the past is worth having...
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Su Ming, my disciple, is this...is this your choice? Looking back on this mortal world, I don’t want to be an immortal, just because it represents all the faces, all the memories, the real her, persistence.
The… palm edge arises and dies.”
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