It has been 6 days since the magic quest ended, and today is the seventh day.
Let me tell you about Ergen's life these days. Since the end of the year, my temper has become more irritable than before. When I moved, I had a fight with my wife for several days...
I admit that there is something wrong with my temper. I am very depressed and sad. I cannot describe it accurately. I felt this feeling when the Immortal Rebellion ended. Now that the Demon Seeking is over, I feel it again.
It’s as if you have been doing something for several years and suddenly you no longer need to continue. The loss will be like the tide drowning you. Two years of seeking magic have gone by in a blink of an eye. I still remember 6 days ago, the first day after the end of seeking magic.
I am used to opening the computer and opening documents, but I cannot get used to writing the name Su Ming anymore because I saw the end of the document, what I wrote the day before... (End of the book)
Now six days have passed, and I still can't get out of the book. I know that this process will take a month, and only when I get out of the demon can I prepare a new book. Otherwise, it will be my fault for you.
The irresponsibility is also the irresponsibility of my new book and even my creative life.
Seeking the devil, seeking the devil, seeking the truth is a way, it is doomed to twists and turns and desolation; the devil is an attitude, it is doomed to be cold and persistent. I did not write this sentence, but I once saw it in a post forum
In the post, the reader wrote the words.
When I saw it, I was deeply touched. It was the first reader I saw who truly understood the meaning of seeking magic.
Because my writing power is limited, because my knowledge is limited, and because my experience is limited, the things I want to express may not be well revealed in the story, but he still understands it.
I used this sentence in the article. In my novel creation, the novel is easy to understand and entertains the public. This is its basic, but I can't make it popular to a great extent. I am very disappointed in this.
It failed, because I always wanted to put some experiences, some insights, some... things to say about my daughter's future, words to educate her about her character and future, into a book.
I remember many years ago, in an interview with Kuliu, I once said that I love my books very much, because I plan to read my books with gusto when I am old, and will not find them so unsightly.
, because I plan to let my daughter read my books when she grows up and tell her my insights on life and my understanding of the world in the form of books and novels.
Therefore, in my books, love is mostly pure, and you cannot see the slightest bit of obscenity in my books. Because of this, I don't want to write about it.
The intrigues in the book, the strong predators in the book, the dedication to friendship, the sole affection for family, the loyalty to love, these beautiful things, as well as the understanding of the world view, whether it is dark or light, are all my life.
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"Xian Ni" is a story about a little person who is unwilling to accept his fate, fighting against heaven and fate, and getting out of the rough road. The story contains my teenage self-importance, my rough youth experience, and my middle-aged sighs.
Vicissitudes of life.
Wang Lin's success is due to a lot of hard work, and his hard work is hidden under his bright clothes.
As for Qiu Mo, I wrote another story, a story that was alive but died in everyone's hearts, and died but lived in everyone's memories.
That is when he knows that he is himself, he is not himself, and when he does not know that he is himself, he is his own story.
That is also a story about how everyone is drunk but he is the only one who wakes up, or... everyone is awake but he is the only one who is drunk.
What is a demon? If I still care about the so-called words such as being possessed by a demon, becoming a demon, being a demon, etc., and why I still can’t see the struggle of the demon throughout the whole book, then that is my failure.
Because what I want to write about is not a demon, but a... pursuit of extremes!
There is only one word that can be used to describe this Dao, and that is demon. For three thousand years, it was like a demon. Outside the city of the Ancient Burial Kingdom, it was a choice between slaying the future or slaying the past.
And that she did not refer to a person, but a general reference to the face that Su Ming had encountered in his life, the face that he cared about and could give everything for.
Everyone.
"If you continue on your path, you will eventually be the only one in the entire sky and your world."
"Then what's your path? If you go on, eventually the only one who disappears in the entire sky will be yourself!"
Cutting off the past is the former, cutting off the future is the latter.
This is seeking magic, a path, a way. When you encounter different things but the same experience, what will you choose?
In the book Seeking Demons, I wrote about Su Ming's choice, and that was also my choice.
Just like the heart changes in Qiu Mo, my heart also changes. What I change is my way of writing, my way of creation. If the transformation of Xian Ni into mortals can be compared to a stage of writing, at that stage, I call myself the transformation of gods.
After a few times, my desire to seek demons changed, and under my deliberate changes, sometimes the traces were too heavy, and sometimes I felt confused. Until the moment it ended, until the moment I wrote the end of the book, I knew that I
Having experienced a change of heart, if it is compared to cultivation, it is the beginning, middle and end of the infant change.
And the new book is my aspiration!
There are many regrets in the book "Seeking Demons". Because of the unsatisfactory initial results, I entered the stage of change of heart early. I am asking myself, and I am looking for changes.
Until I reached the middle stage of writing, I saw many readers saying that the early stage was good but the later stage was just so-so. But you don’t know, every time I see such words, I sigh.
I'm sighing. A new book needs the care of many people in its growth stage before it can grow better. However, there are too many people who read books and wait and see, waiting for the number of words in a book to increase before reading. I also have the idea,
A book called Qiu Mo made me understand that when raising a book, the author also needs to know that raising a word requires subscribing so that the data can be collected so that the author can have enough confidence.
Writing a book requires support and encouragement. Even if you are raising a book, you must order it in the early stages. Only in this way can an author look at the data and feel confident in his heart instead of being confused about writing.
These are all objective reasons. Subjectively, the opening chapter of the book "Seeking Demons" is so barbaric that it gave everyone too much discomfort and physical insufficiency, resulting in not many explosions and a tired mentality. In addition,
The tone caused the whole text to be depressing. All of this made this book a book that I was very confident about, but in the end I was only 70% satisfied with it.
Therefore, I call the two years of seeking demons my change of heart.
At this moment, after experiencing transformation and a change of heart, I am confident that I can beat the drum and strive for the top spot. With my new book, I can sprint, beat the drum, and strive for the top spot!!!
On March 1st, Ergenxian’s third book will be released. I won’t write too much about depression. I will make it very exciting for you to read. This is the book I decided on at the beginning of my creation.
The tone of the book!
Because the next book Er Gen wants to write is still about immortals, but it is more about a road to the top. All the bumps on this road contain Wang Lin's rebellion and Su Ming's persistence!
That will be the final work after Ergen’s change of heart! Even the name of the book is no longer two characters, but four!
Please wait and see, fellow Taoists. Here, Ergen also has a small request. Fellow Taoists who are used to keeping books, if you recognize Ergen, I sincerely hope that you can support your subscription and recommend votes when you keep books.
Don't waste it and come to the book review area more often, because in the next book, Ergen will hit the realm of aspiration. This realm needs your help to succeed, and your help is enough to change the fate of a book.
2013, December 30.
Written on the seventh day after the end of the quest for magic.