Every day I am with Qing, I am happy and fulfilled. WWW.tsxsw.COM However, every day, I fall asleep in the midst of contradictions and struggles. Thinking about Qing and I, it seems that there is no future. At this moment, everything
Everything is, as Jin Xi said, "it's urgent, let's look at the present", and it's also the enthusiasm and hopelessness of "fighting for a lifetime to have fun for you for one day". Especially when Fangruo comes to visit me, tell me anything that has anything to do with me.
The past was closely related to the affairs of the palace. I was shocked time and again to realize that my body, hair and skin were all deeply imprinted with the past.
I don’t know how I should break away from my own identity, and how he should break away from his own identity. Such an annoying identity makes me embarrassed and ashamed.
But every day when I woke up, I saw the meager morning light filtering in through the window lattice. Thinking that I might be able to see him again this day, my whole person was immersed in great joy and sweetness.
How sweet is it? Every moment I am with Qing, my heart is swollen and I feel relaxed and happy. No worries in this world will come to me.
Sometimes, I wish I was an ignorant woman with no morality, no sense of shame, no sense of right and wrong, and even... no memory. In this way, I would not be in pain or sad.
If possible, I would trade everything I have now for the happiness of knowing each other and being with Qing.
I am willing.
On this day, I almost wandered with him, sleepless and restless. I just felt that being held by his hand like this was a huge happiness.
The mountain road is rugged and winding all the way up from the forest. The stone slabs that have not been walked on for many years are covered with thick moss, making it very difficult to walk step by step. Above the head are strange and messy branches stretching towards the sky, with a faint light.
The shadow fell on the ground like a ghostly and terrifying arm, but the trees on the arm were all covered with goose-yellow and dark green leaves, brittle, tender and bright. There were unknown birds chirping deep in the branches.
, giving the cold and silent dusk in the valley an indescribable tenderness and vitality. There are several newly bloomed impatiens in the mountains, blooming vaguely among the weeds, as bright and bright as fire.
At that time, the sun was setting over the west mountain, and the afterglow was like gold. For half the day, there was a dazzling sunset, bright red, emerald yellow, purple gold, bright blue, soft pink, like the most brilliant and gorgeous tapestry... The top of the mountain in front of him
The colorful clouds are condensed with incomparable beauty, as if they can be reached with one hand. Behind me, there is a dark and gloomy sky that is about to fall into the night. The ink-colored clouds are sweeping like smoke, and they are so low that they seem to be pressed down.
The last ray of golden rays enveloped him. He turned around and looked at me. His face could not be seen clearly in the backlight. He slowly stretched out his hand to me, "The mountain road is difficult, so I will hold your hand."
His body was as bright and majestic as a god in the twilight, and the mountain wind whimpered as it passed between us. His broad sleeves were slightly swollen by the wind, fluttering like three feet of clear water.
I felt my heart skip a beat, surrounded by twilight and the infinitely soft summer breeze, so quiet that I could hear my own breathing. I hesitated to reach out my hands, so I held them secretly, my palms sweating.
There was a faint sound of singing coming from the long river at the foot of the mountain, and gradually I could hear it clearly. It turned out that it was Anu singing again, and it was exactly the folk song she had been singing: "Little sister treats her lover - the kindness is deep, you must not
When you betray a girl, you have to treat her well when you see her. When you don't see her, you have to bear it in your heart seventeen or eighteen times every day!"
That song seemed to be engraved in my heart. When I heard it, I couldn't help but feel excited and speechless for a while.
His eyes were as clear as water, so clear, and his voice was as gentle as the warm wind in April, saying softly, "Listen."
I replied in a low voice: "I heard it."
His hand stretched forward further, almost touching the sleeve of my robe. He was so close to me, and he said: "I have the same thoughts towards you." When he saw that I was silent, his face turned slightly gloomy, "That moment
The "Jasper Song" you wrote to me that day - I am so grateful for the love of my husband, but I am ashamed of myself. After reading the entire "Yuefu", I have never been so afraid of this sentence."
I raised my face to look at him, and slowly stretched out my delicate white hands from under the gray Buddhist robes. After being vegetarian for a long time, my hands were so pale, so thin that they revealed the delicate blue blood, flowing and reflecting the gleaming rays of the sun.
I looked directly at him, my frantic heart slowly calmed down, a smile bloomed like a flower on my cheek, and my voice was as tough as the silken cattails beside the water. "This time it's me, what I want to say is - when I see a gentleman, I will
Hu Buxi."
The evening breeze ruffled the dim corners of the Buddha's robe, and a few wisps of joy floated in my heart. My love for Xuanqing has always been the blood that surged secretly in my veins. But now, I have been hiding what I want to say in my heart.
After I said it all, I felt indescribable joy and relief, and I just looked at him with a smile.
His face showed such gentleness and surprise, as gentle as jade. Under the gradually darkening sky, it was as bright as the brightest and brightest sunshine in summer, and he couldn't help but feel joyful.
My smile overflowed from my heart and spread to every inch of my body.
He held my hand tightly and was so happy that he couldn't say anything, he just looked at me with a smile.
His hand was so hot and so big, it seemed that my hand was too small to hold.
His clean and warm breath filled my side, and I suddenly leaned forward, burying my face in his chest. He hugged me tightly, my hair caressed his chin, and he said in his ear: "Let's go together."
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My heart seemed to have been hit by something, there was a dull pain, and my nose was sore.
In fact, I don’t know where we can go. I am the deposed concubine who was expelled from the palace by the emperor to practice spiritual practice. He is the elegant and jade-like prince of the Tianhuang noble family. As Jin Xi said, "The burning eyebrows are burning, let's take care of the present."
That's all.
But now, listening to him speaking so solemnly, I felt comforted and comfortable. I also had a glimmer of imagination to rely on for the distant future.
The mountain breeze whistled in my ears, and the scattered impatiens flowers that had just bloomed were bright and moving, and their beauty was like smoke. He held my hand and walked step by step to the top of the mountain, looking back at me every step he took.
He suddenly stopped, spread out my fingers one by one, put each of his fingers in it, and intertwined the ten fingers. I was slightly confused and just looked at him. Xuan Qing's words were tough and persistent, and he smiled.
: "This kind of hand-holding gesture is called 'concentric clasp'. It is said that men and women who hold hands and walk like this will never be separated even in life and death."
There was a feeling of confusion in my heart, as if I had jumped into the sea, splashing huge and jumping snow-white water, just like my joyful and shaking mood at the moment. Then when I opened my eyes, I saw clusters of radiant corals on the seabed, stretching out in style around me, and fish swimming around me.
Happy. It's like being in a dream, but you can reach out and touch it.
It was really like a dream! My heart suddenly moved, and I suddenly thought: "Qing, I always feel like I am dreaming. Can you bite me or pinch me? Let me know that I am not here."
dream."
Xuanqing lowered his head and kissed my nose, and laughed softly: "I don't want to give up." I suddenly felt stupid. Why was I so stupid? Even I was embarrassed and wanted to laugh at myself. My face turned red, even worse than last night.
When I arrived, the sky was filled with clouds of fire, burning my face with such scorching heat.
He kept smiling softly. His smile was so beautiful, like a clear song in the clouds, resounding throughout the sky. My face became hot, and I became more eloquent. I stared at him and said, "Qing, you smile so well."
nice."
I used to feel this way, but I never dared to admit it. Alas, I am getting more and more stupid when talking in front of him now, and I really talk stupidly.
Xuanqing clasped my hand, smiled softly and sighed, "My smile is because of you!"
It's because of me. However, the sincere smile that blooms at this moment is also for him! I feel slightly shy, and I look down and see the simplest mango shoes on my feet, stepping on the thick moss, feeling happy every step of the way.
Suddenly I remembered that Xuan Ling had given me a pair of shoes when I was favored. The soles were made of vegetable jade, lined with spices, and the dazzling Hepu Pearl shone on the toe. The uppers were made of gold-staggered Shu brocade embroidered with mandarin ducks and lotus flowers.
Shu brocade has always been praised as "the silk brocade is so perfect that it washes the river waves", not to mention the Shu brocade embroidered with gold and gold. It takes three years for a hundred women in Shu to embroider one piece. The price of an inch is as much as a bucket of gold. It has always been in the palace.
It is not easy to even meet a woman, let alone to make shoes as luxurious as hers.
However, the joy and emotion in my heart right now is not worth receiving such a special favor. In my heart, I just feel that the lotus blossoming in such exquisite embroidered shoes is not as warm as a pair of mango shoes walking hand in hand with him.
He watched the sunset with me, stroked my hair, and said softly: "You have been walking for a day, are you tired?"
I couldn't help but smile from the corners of my eyes and eyebrows, and said, "I'm not tired."
"Then", he said suddenly, "come with me to Anqi to see my mother and concubine."
I was stunned for a moment, layers of red clouds appeared on my face, and I said shyly: "How can I be embarrassed to go?"
He took my hand and said with a smile: "Concubine I have always liked you." Seeing my shyness, he said, "Concubine I am a magnanimous person. Besides, Huan'er, you don't know how happy I am when I get you.
I am anxious to tell my mother and concubine that your son has found the person he wants most in the world!"
I smiled, even though my identity was unknown. How could I refuse his joy and affection? So I lowered my eyebrows shyly and said softly: "Okay."
Anqiguan is still the same as yesterday, but my mood when I went to see Concubine Shu Gui was completely different. There was still a trace of unspeakable nervousness. I knocked the door, and it was Jiuyun who came out to open the door. I saw Xuanqing and I together.
When he arrived, he couldn't help but be surprised and said: "What a coincidence today, the prince and the lady are here together."
Xuan Qing smiled but did not answer, and only said: "Where is the mother and concubine?"
Jiuyun smiled and said, "The concubine has just finished chanting sutras and is drinking tea."
It was summer, and the windows in Anqiguanli were open. Because of the dense trees around, the cool breeze was very cool. There were many lotus flowers in the jars in the courtyard, which were small and delicate, but also very cute.
The concubine was sitting cross-legged on the couch drinking tea. When she saw us coming, she just waved and said with a smile: "You came just in time, Cuiyun is making lily soup." After saying this, she greeted Cuiyun and brought up two bowls.
Xuan Qing said: "Let me bow to my mother and concubine first."
I bowed Yingying and said, "Well, my concubine is well."
I have always been familiar with Anqiguan, and when we meet, we just give a common courtesy. Now I gave a big ceremony solemnly, Princess Shu Gui couldn't help being shocked, she just looked at me and said with a smile: "What's going on today?"
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Before Xuan Qing could wait for me to stand up, he bowed to the end and said, "Greetings to my mother and concubine." After saying this, he supported me and stood up hand in hand.
The concubine suddenly understood and couldn't help but put her hands on her forehead and said with a smile on her face: "Okay! Okay! We are finally together." As she said this, she called to Jiuyun and said: "Forget the lily soup, replace it with red dates and white fungus!"
My face was flushed, and I whispered: "Thank you, Princess." I lowered my head and said with a smile: "Listening to the tone of the Princess just now, it seems that she already knew that Qing and I were..." I was embarrassed, so I stopped talking and only glanced at Xuan Qing.
Xuan Qing hurriedly waved his hands and said, "I didn't say that."
The concubine smiled and said: "Qing'er didn't tell me anything. It's just that you played the piano and flute in harmony that day, and you had a good understanding. Do you really think that I can't see anything when I'm old? The understanding of the heart is supposed to be affection.
Only those who are connected will have the same understanding."
My face turned red and I said, "The concubine has good eyesight."
The concubine held my hand and asked me to come closer, and said lovingly: "Good boy, I just had this thought that day, but I didn't expect that you and I would still have such a fate." She looked at Xuan Qing with a smile and said, "Silly boy.
, you didn’t tell me earlier, I only know now, it’s really hard for me to hide it.”
Xuan Qing was a little embarrassed, glanced at me, and said: "This matter has taken a turn for the worse, and it has just been settled. My son quickly brought Huan'er over to pay his respects to his mother and concubine."
The concubine looked at me with joy on her face and said, "Huan'er, I will call you that now." Then she sighed and said, "Huan'er, you are a smart child, and I like you from the bottom of my heart. I just heard about it a little bit.
, you are also a child with a hard life. My Qing'er, who left me when he was young, is also a child with a hard life. He has been looking for a good woman of his choice for many years, but he still refuses to get married at such an old age.
As a mother-in-law, I am also very worried..."
Xuan Qing looked at me and said with a smile: "Concubine, just blame Huan'er. I delayed my marriage. At first, it was just because I refused to let the Queen Mother and the Emperor brother arrange my marriage. Later, it was all for her sake."
I smiled and spat: "Are you embarrassed to talk nonsense like this in front of the concubine?"
The concubine patted Xuan Qing and said with a smile: "I am talking, you are the only one who talks so much." The concubine said to me again: "Just now Qing'er said something too much, but it reassured me. This child is a person who values friendship and loyalty.
My child, he said this, which shows that he has been paying attention to you for more than a year or two. You two have to endure a lot of hardships if you want to be together. From the palace to the outside, you are practicing again, and you are afraid that you
It has been difficult for me for a long time. And I am afraid that the road ahead will not be smooth sailing."
Xuanqing glanced at me and said: "Mother and concubine..."
The concubine said sternly: "Listen to me first." Then she said to me: "You have survived the road in the past. You can hold on until the clouds open and the moon shines. I am very relieved. But in the future, since you are together,
Now that your son is gone, you have to keep walking hard. Maybe this road is more difficult than the previous one, but I believe that everything depends on man-made things, as long as the two of you are in the same heart. Please remember this sentence of mine."
The concubine's words were touching and sensible. I pondered every word and bowed deeply together with Xuanqing.
I cried with tears in my eyes: "Princess, when I came just now, I was so scared, afraid that you wouldn't like me. After all, I came out of the palace."
The concubine smiled and stroked my hair and said: "If you say we came from the palace, among the three of us, none of us came from the palace. I know what you care about, but the past has passed, and who has not?"
As for the past. In the hundred years since the founding of the Zhou Dynasty, I have never heard of a deposed concubine returning. Instead of dying outside the palace, it is better to find ways to live the life I want. In a hundred years of life, how many days can be truly satisfactory?
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I was so moved that Xuan Qing put his arm around my shoulders and looked at me with a smile.
It happened that Cuiyun came over with red dates and white fungus, and muttered to the concubine: "The concubine has the most tricks. She thinks about lilies and red dates and white fungus."
Concubine Shu Gui smiled and pushed her, "You idiot, there is a reason for eating red dates and white fungus. Just take a look at them."
When Jiuyun saw me and Xuanqing standing hand in hand, he was surprised and happy and said: "You should definitely eat red dates and white fungus. The concubine is so lucky."
The concubine was quite pleased with herself and said with a smile: "How is it?"
Jiuyun smiled from ear to ear, "My prince has thousands of options to choose from, but he can't decide on the right concubine. Sure enough, he has such good eyesight. When the lady came back for the first time, the servant told the concubine that she looks like the same as our prince."
To Bi people, I never thought that today would happen." He said and hurriedly saluted me.
I felt so embarrassed that I quickly helped Jiuyun up and said, "My aunt said this, what should I do?"
Xuan Qing said: "What do you think? I always say that you are so good, my mother, concubine and aunt must all agree."
The concubine smiled and said: "The fate between you two is not easy. Qing'er, you have to treat Huan'er well." A bright moon shone on the window, the clear light flowed all over the floor, the candlelight swayed in the meantime, the concubine's soft face
Her face seemed to be coated with a bright and clean halo.
Xuan Qing solemnly said: "Yes. Even if the mother and concubine don't ask, the son will definitely do it."
The concubine sighed and said: "I am really happy today. 'Sauvignon Blanc' and 'Sauvignon Blanc' have become a couple again, and they finally live up to their expectations." The concubine stroked my hand lovingly and said: "
Good boy, it’s so rare for two people to really like each other, and it’s even more difficult to be able to admire each other openly and willingly. Cherish your blessings.”
I bowed Yingying and said, "Huan'er will bear in mind the concubine's words."
Coming out of Anqi, Xuanqing looked happy and said, "Are you relieved now?"
I asked in surprise: "What?"
Xuanqing kissed my finger and said seriously: "I brought you to see my mother-in-law and told her about our affairs because I want you to understand. I don't treat you with love, but with hope."
Hold your hand and grow old together with me."
Hold your son's hand and grow old together. How long ago, I was a dreaming girl looking at the blue sky through the screen window in the boudoir. My heart was deeply shocked by this sentence in the "Book of Songs", as if I opened a window and saw
The most beautiful ocean in the vastness of love. It is as persistent as my desire to "find the person we love and stay together forever".
Now, I always thought that he and I had no future, but I didn't expect him to take me to his mother and say such things to me.
The emotion in my heart was like countless soft and fragrant cherry blossoms blooming, filling my whole heart with brilliant and crowded colors. I almost shed tears in my unbelievable joy.
He held my hand tightly and placed it on his chest, whispering but firmly, "You have to believe me."
I nodded my head vigorously and leaned on his shoulder. With his promise, no matter how bleak the road ahead was, I would still be able to persist in my faith.
There was silence for a long time. I leaned on his chest and whispered: "The concubine is so beautiful."
Xuan Qing asked curiously: "Why do you say this so easily?"
I smiled and said, "I've always thought so, but I'm just embarrassed to tell you."
Xuanqing smiled happily and said: "The beauty of the mother-in-law is not innate. In other words, when we were in the past, the mother-in-law was just pretty, but not charming." Seeing my confusion, he explained: "There is only one
Only a woman who loves wholeheartedly and is loved has such a look, which cannot be described by any makeup. Among the harem of Zhou Dynasty, Qing dared to assert that her mother-in-law was the only woman who had experienced complete love.
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I understood and said, "That's why the corners of her eyebrows and her smile are so beautiful and gentle."
That is completely the mark of a beautiful love.
Under the moonlight, Xuan Qing and I walked hand in hand, "When I was in the palace, I knew that you were the emperor's beloved concubine, but I could do nothing but watch you silently behind you. I was once very desperate.
But I also very much hope that your face will have the same beauty brought about by love as my mother and concubine. I hope that the emperor can give you such beauty. But apart from sadness and scheming, I have never seen such a look on your face.
"Huan'er, among the few times we met in the palace, there were several times when you were truly happy. Every time I saw you looking like you were about to cry without tears, do you know how much I feel sorry for you?" Xuan Qing
He gently stroked my eyebrows with his fingers and said solemnly: "Now, given this opportunity, I must let you be loved wholeheartedly."
I held his finger and said, "I will do this to you wholeheartedly."
Xuan Qing smiled warmly, and I felt that the affection was so deep that even the moonlight was tainted with honey.
Before going to bed that night, there were no more struggles or contradictory thoughts. I just lay down peacefully on my pillow. When I woke up from enough sleep, it was already the afternoon of the next day. The summer sunshine was clear and golden, and there was a faint trace through the thin green bamboo curtain.
Wisps came through, like soft gauze meandering on the ground, one thick and one light.
I lazily opened my eyes, and my whole body seemed to be floating in a dream. I had been sleeping for a long time, and there was a damp sweat on my body. I felt like someone was fanning me, and the cool breeze was blowing.
I opened my eyes, but it was Jin Xi who smiled and said: "When I wake up, my wife feels like she is reborn."
Is it like a new life?
In such lonely and pure years in the mountains, I used to recite scriptures day and night, resisting the unbearable memories and pain in my heart like a trapped animal. Even my state of mind was so dark that it felt like rain, and there was no daylight. However, his understanding and understanding were only
Because of his understanding and understanding, the claustrophobic heart can open up and let in countless clear lights.
For countless days and nights, the entanglement of memories was mixed with Xuan Ling's ruthlessness, Ling Rong's betrayal, the queen's hypocrisy and Long Yue's sleeping face at the end, accompanied by An Ling Rong's chuckle that whispered quietly in my ear -
"I can't save him!" lingered in my dreams together, and the fragmented blood and collapse meandered into a river.
I woke up from dreams countless times, thinking of my father and brother far away in the north and south, the weak Yu Yao, the young Yu Rao, my elderly mother, my sister-in-law who died tragically in prison, and the infant Zhining. I hate
I had to clenched my fist so hard that I broke off sections of my extremely long nails. The crisp "click" sound, like the sound of death and the pain of unrequited hatred, followed me like a shadow, like a ghost, not leaving every inch.
It stuck an inch in my heart, almost forcing me to death, and it made me feel so depressed that I was like a candle.
Without Xuanqing, maybe I would have indulged like this, drowning in the inescapable pain and desolation brought to me by memories and the past, drowning in the endless white waves of time, just drowning silently
In the end, I don’t know how many years passed, and I was depressed until I died.
I could only chant Buddhist scriptures desperately, recite the Buddha's mantras and quatrains, and copy them sentence by sentence. In the curl of sandalwood and the Buddhist sounds chanted by the group of nuns, I tried my best to suppress my restless and restless thoughts. I was like a trapped animal.
When thousands of armies attack together, wolves rush and rush, but there is still no way to escape.
I originally thought that by escaping the palace and living in a Buddhist temple, listening to the evening drums and morning bells, I might be able to escape my powerlessness and put my resentment and sadness to rest. However, I cannot escape from the world, and I cannot avoid that I am still immersed in the world.
In my heart, I will eventually be cornered by the endless chanting of Sanskrit music.
If it weren't for Qing, if it weren't for Qing's generous love and understanding, I might have reached that day. His love and understanding, and the affection he gave me, are the best medicine to soothe sorrow and calm hatred.
I once searched for a good medicine to heal my heart, my emotions, and my life. In the shadow of the apricot blossom sky, I always thought I had found it, but what I was greeted with joy was a cold and cold betrayal.
hit.
But it turns out that after such a long time, I realized that Xuan Qing, his tolerant and waiting love, is my best medicine.
I missed that time, missed so many people, and across the red wall, green tiles, glazed tiles and countless sword shadows shrouded in emerald green shadows, Fendai Shura. I finally found him, and he finally waited for me. Forgetting the joys and sorrows, persisting
Palm reading.
Finally, today happened.
I held the mirror and looked at it. Sure enough, my eyes were as bright as the moon, and I was looking forward. My whole mind seemed to come alive.
Huanbi leaned on the door, looking at me from a distance, with an indifferent smile, and said: "People are in high spirits when happy events happen. Sure enough, the prince and the young lady's long-cherished wish came true, and everyone is happy." She looked away.
As the sun shone brightly and brilliantly, he raised his head and squinted his eyes slightly, and said calmly: "As long as you are all happy, I have nothing else to ask for."
In fact, if you look carefully, Huanbi's eyebrows are very similar to mine. If you don't look carefully, the backs of Xuan Qing and Xuan Ling are also somewhat similar. After all, they are brothers.
Occasionally, when I was deeply in love with Xuan Qing day and night, I thought of Xuan Ling.
It’s just that now, when traces of past events or pain or sweetness slowly fade out of my life in the deep love with Xuan Qing, I will ask myself before falling into a trance, how much did I treat Xuan Ling in the past?
sincere?
In fact, I also understand that regardless of my initial sincerity, I also plotted against him a lot.
What's more, after this sincerity gradually seemed to have an end, and when it gradually came to an end, our mutual suspicion and caution became more and more intense.
So, can such a heart be considered pure and sincere?
It's just that I treat him with a little more care than others.
But now, he has really left my life, separated by the world of mortals. Apart from Xuan Qing, who occasionally comes with the aura of silence in the palace, only Fangruo comes.
In fact, since I moved to the Zen monastery in Lingyun Peak to live alone, Fangruo rarely comes here.
It had been three years since I left the palace. After June of that year, Fangruo came to see me again, but she did not take away the Buddhist scriptures I copied. That was the last time she came to see me. Her expression was calm and a little sad, "Times have changed.
It has been almost three years, and life is passing so fast." She said slowly: "The people in the palace who are worried about the lady have no time to care about the lady, and will not pay attention to the lady anymore. The lady can be said to be safe from now on, so
There is no need for slaves to come often anymore."
I was surprised and reluctant to leave, "Aunt Fangruo, why do you say this? Even if they don't look at me eagerly, you can always come to see me."
Fangruo lovingly stroked my shoulder and said: "I came here to remind the Queen Mother not to act rashly. Now their thoughts are no longer on the lady. If I come again, it will only make the lady too conspicuous, which will be counterproductive."
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I wondered: "Why did my aunt say this? Do they really don't care about me anymore?"
"It's absolutely true," Fangruo said with emotion: "Firstly, it's been a long time, and secondly, the draft has passed on the second day of this month, and the five newcomers have already entered the palace Cheng'en, and they can't take care of it anymore."
I looked at Fangruo's new white hair on her temples, and thought of all the care she had given me over the years, and I felt so grateful. I leaned on Fangruo's lap and said, "Auntie has taken care of me for many years, and it's really hard. From now on, auntie will take care of me."
You can no longer come to see me, so I have a heartfelt request. I just hope that my aunt can take care of Gu Longyue and Sister Meizhuang for me in the palace, so that I can feel at ease."
There were tears in Fangruo's eyes, and she said: "You don't need to tell me about this matter, I will do my best. Madam, just don't worry." Fangruo had a worried look on her face, "It's just a newcomer entering the palace, so the palace is afraid
From now on there will be constant turmoil.”
I asked: "Is there anything wrong with being a rare newcomer?"
"When a newlywed enters the palace, there will always be some trouble." Fangruo patted my hand kindly, "My wife will be a free person from now on, so please take good care of yourself."
I stood by the door, looking at Fangruo's retreating figure, thinking about all the care she had shown me since I was elected to the palace, and I couldn't help but feel sad. But now, even she is not here, and the relationship between me and Ziao City