He stood up and left. In fact, I haven't seen him for a long time. This is not the first time.WWW.tsxsw.COM
However, for some reason, I always felt uneasy. I got up and wanted to sew a robe for him. After a few stitches, I pricked my finger. A drop of bright red blood came out. Huanbi hurriedly leaned over and said, "Why are you so careless?"
Woolen cloth?"
I held my finger in my mouth for a moment, then forced a smile and said, "I don't know why, but I'm feeling irritable today."
Huanbi smiled and said, "I think it's because the prince will be gone for a month." Her eyes were clear and she smiled leisurely and said, "Why don't you, Miss, go see the prince off?"
I waved my hands hurriedly, "How can this be done? If someone sees it, it will be over."
Huanbi leaned close to my ear and said with a smile: "I heard from A Jin that the emperor did not make any publicity about sending the prince out, so there were no court officials to send him off. A Jin followed the prince and the two from Bahe River
Let’s get on the boat.” Her voice sounded encouraging, “Can you go, Miss?”
It was just a momentary change of mind. I stood up and said to Huanbi: "Go get my cloak."
The light snow had just stopped and the road was slippery and difficult to navigate. No matter how fast I rode, Xuanqing was already on the boat when I arrived.
I didn't feel frustrated and stood still, but Xuan Qing had already seen me from a distance, and a surprise blush bloomed on his handsome face.
Far away in the water, I stood on the shore and watched him go. His mysterious and clear eyes only stayed on me, like a kite flying thousands of miles away, but there is always a thread to pull it.
He shouted from a distance: "I'll be back soon." After saying this, he just smiled with infinite nostalgia.
I know what he's going to say next?
Wait for me to come back.
Just like yesterday's alliance under the candle. He said, when I come back, we can be together forever.
So I felt infinite joy in my heart, as if the flowers in my heart were blooming one after another, with endless joy and expectation, just waiting for him to come back. So I responded straight away: "I will definitely wait for you, wait for you to come back."
I waved high and waved the silk in my hand high. The apricot-yellow silk was just like my mood at the moment. Although parting was imminent, it was still so bright and brilliant because I had eternal life to look forward to. Suddenly my hand let go.
, the river wind blew, and the silk flew far away.
I was suddenly startled, and saw the silk flying out like a colorful butterfly. It fluttered and fluttered in the wind, and I couldn't catch it. I had to watch it fly away, and I couldn't help but feel so sad in my heart.
But then I thought about it, it was just a piece of silk, what a pity, and my mood gradually calmed down.
In the distance, I can see the sails going away, and the sunset is like a red river pouring down. The sky is filled with endless red, as if it is about to engulf people.
I stood on tiptoe and looked at his figure as black as a dot. His posture was very much like that of a caring wife looking forward to her husband's return from afar.
As he walked away, his heart became lonely bit by bit, and the loneliness reached the extreme.
Every day, every moment, every ounce of concern and hope is that he can come back soon.
The departure that Xuan Qing said was only for a month. The moon was full and waning, so a month actually passed quickly.
It's just that in my eyes and my heart, one day's absence is like three months of autumn. He has only been gone for three days, and in my opinion, it's already three months.
The one who loves you is the one who cannot stay away the most. He is often lonely because of being far away, but this loneliness is because of the hope that he will come back soon, and it is also lonely with crimson joy and expectation.
So during the days when the snow was falling and I was lonely, I worked hard to eat more and took care of my body. I just hoped that when he came back, he would not say distressedly, "You have lost weight."
In the winter outside Kyoto, there is heavy snowfall. The boundless snowfields are connected with the rolling mountains. The world is pure white, and the snowflakes are crystal clear and flying in the air, like tears and frost. In southern Yunnan, perhaps it is still spring-like all year round.
And this world of ice and snow is also my yearning for him that spreads silently.
When I'm free, I play the piano and make music, and express my lovesickness with the seven-stringed seven strings of "Long Lovesickness".
Jinxi was by his side day and night. Occasionally, while listening to the piano, he would add a small piece of incense tablets to the incense burner, and the fragrance would escape gently. In such a peaceful time, Jinxi said softly: "The so-called immortal couple, this slave and maidservant will live together for the rest of their lives."
I have only seen two couples, apart from the current prince and lady, there are only the emperor and empress Chunyuan from back then."
I smiled happily, knowing that Qing and I were in love with each other, but I still wanted to ask: "Jinxi, in your eyes, what does it mean to be worthy of the title of a couple of gods and immortals?"
She said: "In the past, my wife and the emperor could never be called the couple of gods and immortals."
I lowered my eyelids and looked a little depressed, saying, "That's natural."
"When it comes to appearance and bearing, the emperor and his wife are naturally a match. Of course, the prince and his wife are also a perfect couple. The so-called divine couple naturally have the appearance of a man, a talented woman, and they complement each other. They cannot be a match for Zhou Lang or Xiao Qiao.
Married to Wuhan University. However, just matching the appearance is far from being called a couple of gods." Jin Xi said softly: "Do you know the reason? The slaves and onlookers know clearly that although the lady is sincere towards the emperor, she is more calculating.
It cannot be said that the emperor is merciless towards his wife, but his affection is very false. If not for this, the lady would not be where she is today. What's more, the dignity between the lady and the emperor is too clear. It is not like with the six kings.
They can be said to be a couple of gods and immortals if they can be honest and treat each other sincerely, without any distinction between superiority or inferiority, without any suspicion or grudge, when both of them put their full attention to each other and have the same interests and aspirations."
She mentioned the past between Xuan Ling and me so rashly. I was slightly shocked, but I felt relieved. I turned my head and smiled: "Did Jinxi also fall in love with a man? What she said was so clear and logical."
Jin Xi's face turned red and she said, "My wife is making fun of me. I have been serving in the palace and can't see the man easily. I am thirty-five years old now. How can I express my admiration? These words are just a sign that the slave has been living in the palace for a long time."
That’s it, just what I heard and thought.”
I pressed the strings with my hands and asked, "Did the Emperor and Empress Chunyuan also want me and Qinglang to be the same as we are now?"
Jin Xi said: "The emperor was still young at that time, and Queen Chunyuan...she is a very good person."
I didn't believe it and asked with a smile: "But her sister..."
Jin Xi shook her head vigorously and said: "Queen Chunyuan and the current queen are definitely not the same person."
Queen Chunyuan is my biggest secret pain in the palace. I have never met her, and everything I know about her is just some rumors heard in the palace. However, this person, during the four years in my palace, has done nothing but
It's her shadow.
I suppressed the ups and downs in my heart and said softly: "Queen Chunyuan, what kind of person is she?" I fell into a tangle of thoughts, "Jinxi, you said she helped you, the Queen Mother never forgets her, Your Majesty.
She has been an infatuated and cold-hearted person all her life. Concubine Duan's pipa is so good only because of her partial inheritance, and "Jinghong Dance" was also spread around the world because of her adaptation. When she was young, she heard that Empress Chunyuan composed "Jinghong Dance".
"It confuses all living beings, and everyone who watches it is amazed. People at that time also called it 'Ge has a woman's virtue, and her beauty reflects the pepper room'." The more I said it, the more frightened I became, is there such a graceful and beautiful woman in this world? "Jin Xi
, what kind of person is she?”
Jin Xi was slightly lost in thought and seemed to be a little melancholy when she said: "In the past, in the palace, it was forbidden to discuss Queen Chunyuan in private. Even the Queen kept it secret, so that no one knew about Chunyuan except Concubine Duan, Lu Shunyi and Li Xiurong who entered the palace first.
It’s the queen’s business. In fact, the chance encounter between this slave and Queen Chunyuan only lasts three or two times. I just feel that there is no one in the whole palace who is more kind and less scheming than Queen Chunyuan.”
I smiled lightly, "You once said that I was a thorny rose, and Queen Chunyuan was a lily in the water."
Jinxi stood with her head bowed and said: "Queen Chunyuan is just like a lily raised in a deep boudoir that knows no sorrow, and she is also like a narcissus in Lingbo, untainted by any dust of the world. In the words of the Queen Mother, if you become an imperial concubine, you will enjoy happiness and honor for the rest of your life.
"
I secretly thought to myself, how beautiful and graceful such a woman must be, like a daffodil, like a lily, probably like a Gushe fairy.
Jin Xi paused, "So she is never suitable to be a queen, nor is she used to being a queen."
I sneered slightly, but also admired her: "When it comes to being a queen, there is no one more qualified than the current queen."
Jin Xi said: "That's right. When serving the lady in the palace, the slave often advised the lady to be ruthless and decisive. That's why. Queen Chunyuan is certainly kind, but she will not die well because of it." She said lightly: "Of course, this is what I said in the past.
"Yes." Jin Xi looked at me and said sincerely: "My wife, today, can be considered as having escaped from the sea of suffering. In the future, the prince will be able to let my wife escape from this boundless sea of Buddha and stay together for a long time, and I will have no regrets."
I nodded slightly, thinking about that day, I felt joyful and longing in my heart, and said, "Sure enough, one day, I will get my wish."
With a smile on her face, Jin Xi said, "That day is coming soon, so don't miss me, my lady, and Miss Huanbi."
I smiled, "The three of us share the joys and sorrows and will always be together."
Jin Xi looked happy, "If I really have the opportunity to serve the wife and the prince for a long time, it will be a blessing for me." After saying that, she counted her fingers and said, "There are still twenty days, and the prince will be back."
The "Sauvignon Blanc" in my hand is the dream I insisted on at the beginning, and Xuanqing's "Sauvignon Blanc" is the end of the dream. Looking back on the long road and about to reach the end of the dream, my heart is ups and downs. Weijue and Xuanqing
The days we spend together are the happiest days in my life. Thinking of this, I pluck the strings of the "Sauvignon Blanc" under my hands, and the music is melodious.