My mind did not faint, my body was hugged by Jin Xi who rushed in from the door, and he and Wen Shichu hurriedly put me on the bed. www. Wen Shichu's face was filled with regret, and his face was colorless.
He held my hand firmly and said, "Sister Huan, it's my fault. I shouldn't have told you so suddenly. I..."
I opened my mouth in confusion, and my voice was so rough that I didn't even believe it in my heart. I just asked: "Why did he die? He was so good, why did the boat capsize and his body couldn't be found?"
Wen Shichu's voice was a little downcast and damp, "We have found the wreckage of the ship that King Qinghe was riding on. The keel of the ship is no different from that of ordinary ships, but the wood at the bottom of the ship is not nailed with iron nails, but with raw rubber ropes."
The glue was tangled together, and once it was traveling in the river, the rubber ropes broke and the ship sank."
I remembered that day when I saw him off by the Bahe River. The river was surging and the boat was traveling safely. My eyes were filled with tears, "But he was also on that boat that day when he left, and nothing happened!"
"That's right. There was nothing wrong with the boat we took when we went there. According to the shipbuilders, although the hull was similar to the one they built, the bottom of the boat was different. It can be seen that the boat was damaged when it was parked on the bank of the Tengsha River.
Adjusted the package."
The more I listened, the more frightened I became, "Who wants to harm him? Who wants to harm him!"
Wen Shichu held me down to prevent me from struggling, and said anxiously: "It has happened, and we don't know who did it. Now someone in the palace has sent someone to inform King Qinghe's biological mother, but before the body of King Qinghe is found, the emperor
It means keeping secret and not mourning."
My emotions were so excited that I couldn't restrain myself. As long as I thought for a moment that Xuan Qing was no longer alive... there was a dull pain in my belly, and I could hardly think about it. I shook my head violently in panic, "I don't believe it! I don't believe it! The corpse has not been found."
, he won’t die!”
Wen Shichu pressed my body tightly and said, "Huan'er, you have to calm down. The water in the Tengsha River is so fast, and under the rolling mud, the body will not be recognized even if it is found."
I was sweating from the pain, and pressed my lower abdomen unconsciously. Jin Xi was busy wiping my sweat, and couldn't help complaining to Wen Shichu, "Master Wen doesn't know the seriousness, why are you talking about this at this time? Madam
You are pregnant, so even if you want to talk about such things, you have to wait until the mother has given birth. Mr. Wen has always been considerate of the mother like a father and brother, so why are you confused at this time?"
Wen Shichu gave her a hard slap and said, "I can't bear to see her waiting so hard for that person who won't come back." He held my arm with great strength, but his voice became gentler, so gentle that it almost made people feel uncomfortable.
Wanting to rely on him, "Although you are sad, you have to make some plans. If you insist on giving birth to this child, I will let you take it as usual, and Jinxi and the others will report your death. Then they will take you."
Let's leave here and find a place to live in peace and quiet." There were tears in his eyes, and he said with warmth, "Sister Huan, I will treat you well and treat your children as my own.
Love and care. If you believe me, if King Qinghe can do it, I can do it too."
Tears streamed down my face, and all my strength was suddenly drained away at the moment I learned of Xuan Qing's death. I was weak and hesitant. I turned a deaf ear to his words and just kept weeping.
Jin Xi said with a sad face: "It is useless for Master Wen to talk to Madam about this now. I'm afraid Madam won't listen to a word. Let's wait until Madam is more awake before talking about it."
Huanbi cried and crawled to the head of my bed, grabbed my arm that Wen Shichu was holding, and held it in her arms. Huanbi was so sad that she cried bitterly and scolded Wen Shichu: "How can you treat the prince's child as a child?"
Be your own child? How can you do what the prince can do? How can you compare with him?" After saying that, he ignored the blushing Wen Shichu, held my hand and cried sadly, like a wounded little animal.
, "Eldest sister, as long as I can look at him, as long as I see him smiling every day - no! Not every day, just occasionally. Even if he doesn't smile at me, I will be satisfied." Her cry was the only word.
The words pierced my heart sharply, piercing in and out again. The pain of pulling away made me speechless. She cried: "But he is dead, and I will never see him again in this life."
It’s his turn—”
Huanbi's cry almost tore my heart and lungs. In this life, we have been in love with each other, knew me, loved me, and I can never see him again. I can't see this man who promised me to "hold my son's hand".
, a man who will grow old together with his wife!
I felt a pain in my chest, and I leaned forward and almost vomited blood again. Jinxi hurriedly covered Huanbi's mouth, fearing that she would make me sad if she said anything again, she turned to Wen Shichu and winked, "Miss Huanbi just spilled the medicine on her body."
Yes, Mr. Wen, please check if there are any burns."
Wen Shichu was busy lifting up Huanbi's trouser legs, and a series of bright blisters appeared on her calves. She did not complain of pain, and no matter how Wen Shichu applied medicine to her, she just cried sadly.
Wen Shichu was so busy that he was sweating profusely. While he was helping Huanbi apply the medicine for a hug, he and Jinxi force-fed me some tranquilizing medicine so that I could rest.
It was already midnight when I woke up. I turned around in a drowsy state, with layers of cold sweat on my body, sticky and clinging to my body. My underwear was completely soaked, and it stuck to my vest coldly, as if
A gloomy ghost was attached to my back. For a moment when I was half asleep and half awake, I almost thought it was a dream. I just dreamed that Wen Shichu told me about Xuanqing's death. However, Huanbi's cry came to me almost at the same moment.
In my ears, her whimpering sobs were like the lamentations of a lonely ghost, faint and continuous. It reminded me that Xuan Qing was truly no longer alive.
I opened my eyes slightly, but not a single tear came from my eyes. Only the burning pain caused by the dried tears reminded me of my loss and sadness.
When Jin Xi saw me waking up, she hurriedly brought a bowl of soup and medicine and said: "Master Wen said that Madam was so excited just now that she had fetal gas, so she must not be sad anymore. Madam, please drink the anti-fetal medicine first. Master Wen will come back tomorrow."
Look at my wife." I followed her hand and swallowed the concoction in a daze. After drinking it, I just leaned against the wall and was lost in thought.
In the Jinshen Palace in autumn, I fell to the ground and cried bitterly because I missed Long Yue. He helped me up from behind, his voice was as gentle as the warm sun, and the bright sunshine filled the sky, "It's okay. It's okay."
The river is surging, and it took ten years for the boat to cross. He said, "Let's sit together now, look at the clouds across the sky, talk, or be silent and enjoy a moment of peace."
The palm of his hand was pressed against the back of my hand, and the touch of the palm prints was warm and winding. He said, "I always believe that there is a connection between hearts."
His voice was filled with deep melancholy and determination, "I will wait for you, until the wind in your heart blows to me again. As long as you are willing, I will always be behind you, and you can see it as long as you turn your head."
When I opened the window in Xiaoxian Pavilion and looked around, everything I could see was the green plum blossoms that he carefully cultivated for me.
It rained and thundered at night, and the rain fell from his face. He held me in his arms, almost unbelievable, and murmured: "Huan'er... is that you?"
He answered solemnly and firmly, "In my mind, you are my world."
He said, "I always thought that the only thing I could keep in this life was that little statue."
He wrote affectionately, "The flowers are blooming on the street, and you can return home slowly."
"Even if the future is uncertain, this is my most sincere heart." He choked with sobs: "Huan'er, I only want you in this world."
He nodded vigorously and said in a rock-solid tone: "When I come back, I will never be separated from you again."
The thin gold-plated mandarin ducks formed a pair of red paper on the wedding invitation. Xuanqing held my hand with his left hand, and wrote on the red paper with his right hand:
Xuan Qing Zhen Huan
It is a good thing to make a lifelong promise and to be married forever.
I wrote after Xuan Qing's words, "May the harp and harp be at your disposal, and the years will be peaceful."
The wedding invitation has not yet been used, all the beauty and grandness are waiting ahead, as long as he comes back... but he will never come back. At the bottom of the cold water of Tengsha River, his bones sink to the end, and he will never come back.
.
His slightly furrowed brows when sleeping, his deep amber eyes, his playfulness when he spoke with my nose between his fingers, his gentle and jade-like brilliance when he smiled, and his serious and persistent expression when he said those affectionate words.
I'll never see you again!
A little girl should treat her lover well - kindness is deep, don't let your sister down - when you see a relationship, you should treat her well, but when you don't see her, you should keep it in your heart seventeen or eighteen times every day!
Anu's singing is still vaguely in my ears, but Xuanqing, even if I hold you in my heart seventeen or eighty times a day, you will never come back.
In the blink of an eye, I caught a glimpse of the seven strings of "Sauvignon Blanc" on the table, reflecting the cold light, and I felt sad in my heart. "Sauvignon Blanc" is still there, but "Longevity" is a sweet dream that I can never expect!
Sitting dumbly like this, hugging my knees, letting the stars and the moon set, I stayed awake and did not touch the water or rice. I don’t know how long it took, but Huanbi’s crying seemed to have stopped, and I didn’t notice Wen Shi’s first few visits.
This time, it was Jin Xi who pushed my hand. She was holding a bowl of thick black soup. The smell was slightly pungent, not the anti-fetal pills I often take.
Jin Xi's face was so calm that there was no trace of any emotion, "This medicine was specially prepared for my wife by the slave girl. I asked Mr. Wen to prepare it. It contains Aconite, Akebia, Wulingzhi, Celestial Vine, Scutellaria Barbata, Pangolin, and Turtle Armor."
Tribulus and Tribulus are both good medicines for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis. There is also safflower. As soon as the lady drinks it, all the troubles in the belly will disappear. Anyway, the slave looks at the lady, not eating, drinking, sleeping, this
My life is at stake. It’s better to let the evil obstacles in my belly take a step away and don’t suffer along with my wife.”
I listened to her talk calmly, as if it was just a bowl of ordinary soup, rather than an abortion pill that would kill the flesh and blood in my belly. The smell of the soup was so pungent that it made people dizzy, and Jin Xi's tone was a little bit...
Enchanted, "This medicine is very powerful. If you drink it, the child will definitely die. But it won't be very painful. Madam Wen knows about Mr. Wen's medical skills." She handed the medicine to my lips, "Madam, please drink it."
I turned my head away desperately and tightly protected my lower abdomen with both hands. How could I drink? This is my and Qing's child. I can't let him be poured out of my body by red flowers...my child.
I pushed away the concoction in Jinxi's hand with a scared palm, and with the posture of a mother animal protecting her cubs, I said sternly: "I won't drink it!"
There was a sharp smashing sound when the concoction was poured to the ground. Huanbi almost rushed over, hugged my legs and shouted miserably: "Eldest sister! You can't let go of this child!" She fell to the ground and cried loudly, "This is
The only flesh and blood the prince has left, you can’t live without him!”
My left hand gently touched Huanbi's sad and sallow cheek. My stomach twitched slightly, and I closed my eyes. In the eerily silent meditation room, there was a soft "click" sound, and I lowered my head subconsciously. It turned out that
A plain white and transparent nail was broken in the palm of the hand.
I took a deep breath and said quietly: "Jinxi, I won't drink this bowl of abortion medicine. I want this child!" The slightly cold air was deeply inhaled into my chest, "Not only this child, but also mine.
I have to protect my brother and his family." There were no more tears. All the tears were shed on the day I learned about his death. "Qing is dead. No one will protect me anymore, so I have to protect myself.
Everyone to protect.”
Jin Xi's face was filled with joy, she prostrated herself deeply, and said in a deep voice: "This is the Zhen Huan that I know."
There is a heart-pounding pain in my breathing, and every breath is like a splitting pain. But no matter how difficult and painful it is, I still have to live. For my unborn child, I cannot die; for my parents, brothers and sisters,
I can't die; I can't die for Xuan Qing, who died innocently.
If I want to live, I must live well.
Jin Xi held me firmly and said with a smile: "I thought that the lady was seeking suicide if she didn't eat or drink. That's why I came up with this plan to provoke the lady."
It felt like a sharp steel needle was piercing into my head and then slowly being pulled out. It hurt so much! However, the more it hurt, the more awake I became. I am no longer the Zhen Huan who once gave up because of sadness.
I sat upright quietly and swallowed the anti-fetal medicine that Huanbi had exchanged for me. I raised my head and drank it in one gulp. My eyes seemed to be rekindled with light in the ashes of death. I said quietly: "Don't worry, I can't allow myself to die."
"
Jin Xi smiled faintly and said, "Have you heard Mr. Wen's affectionate persuasion these days, madam? It would be nice to live a stable life with Mr. Wen."
I shook my head, "Jinxi, you know me best, so why do you need to test me? I will not be with Wen Shichu." It became clear in my heart: "My brother is delirious and trapped in Lingnan, and I, Zhen
There is no one in the clan to take care of me. I have to do all the things that Qing Hui did for me in the past." I said softly: "Jinxi, Wen Shichu can't help me with what I want to do, and I don't want to rely on him.
For the rest of my life, I can only rely on myself."
Jin Xi's smile became clearer and brighter, "The lady has made up her mind and she will not be alone. The slave girl and Miss Bi will definitely follow the lady. But I don't know what the lady is going to do?"
My broken nails dug into the rough and stinging palms of my hands, and I said word by word: "Qing's death is so strange that I cannot ignore it. He told me before he went to southern Yunnan that southern Yunnan is an important place for military strategists.
It is also where the first half of the food and grass is located. Hehe has always been eyeing it, and there are often spies sneaking in. It is unknown whether his accident was caused by the chaos in southern Yunnan or Hehe's doing. It is more likely to have something to do with the palace. But no matter which one it is,
I can't avenge him with my own strength at the moment." My thoughts were extremely clear, "The child in my belly is destined to be a posthumous child, but the lineage of King Qinghe cannot be terminated because of me. I must give him a child.
I have grown up well. There are also my father and brother. I used to endure every step just to keep them safe, but now my brother is being driven crazy... Jiayi is so close in front of me, I can't just watch them..."
I gritted my teeth and said no more. Jinxi already understood and exclaimed in a low voice, "If you want me to do this, there is only one person in the world who can help me..."
"Not bad." My eyes were as sharp as a knife in an instant, and there was no warmth between my lips and teeth. Even my heart had no warmth.
I was speechless. Xuan Ling, this name that recorded my joy and glory, pain and despair, this name that I thought I would never meet again, once again evoked my feelings about the songs and love buried in the deep palace.
The blurred memory of those rouge years. At that time, it was the best years of my life.
The favored concubine in the harem of the Great Zhou Dynasty who was gentle and joyful, was once reduced to an abandoned shadow in the green lantern. Now when I am planning in my heart because of this name, I suddenly realized that my fate cannot be escaped after all.
In the old days, the glory of swords and the overthrow of splendor and splendor.
I suppressed the helpless confusion in my heart and said slowly: "Qing told me that he once called my name in a dream. Although I am not sure, I will try my best. I will use his hands and his power.
Come to take revenge, come to protect what I want to protect."
Jin Xi took a deep breath and said, "This road is dangerous and dangerous, and difficult and difficult. Have you thought clearly?"
I sneered lightly and said coldly: "Do you think there is still a way for me to retreat?" I couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart, "He is already dead, what else do I have to worry about?"
Huanbi raised her head suddenly, a bright light flashed in her eyes, and said in surprise: "Young lady, do you want to reconcile with the emperor? But if the young lady and the emperor only meet each other, even if they have a few nights of happiness, they can hide it from the sky, but if the palace is alarmed,
Someone has murderous intentions, so we can only sit back and wait for death."
There was a sharp pain in my heart. I calmed down my breath and slowly said two words: "Go back to the palace!"
Huanbi's tone was as cold as the rain and snow, "It is the best way to go back to the palace now, but what should I do? As the lady said in the past, all the abandoned concubines of Dazhou died of old age outside the palace, and no one was spared.
"Her tone was distressed and unbearable, "If the emperor treats the young lady like this, can the young lady still be by his side? Moreover, once the young lady returns to the palace, the fight between right and wrong will definitely be worse than before. It is not that the young lady has not experienced all kinds of hardships in it."
I lowered my head and sneered softly, "Do you want to fight? I have already died once, how can I still be afraid of such a fight? Even if I have to fight to death in the palace, as long as I can protect the person I want to protect.
, I'm not afraid of anything." I paused, "Rebuilding the old relationship is just a plan. How to do it without leaving any trace, and how to do it so that he will never forget it is the most important thing."
Huanbi's face was as white as snow, and her tears were slightly sharp. She bit her lip and said, "Huanbi will never marry in this life. I will follow you wherever you go."
I kept silent and swallowed the food that Jin Xi brought for me one bite at a time. The hot porridge was so hot that I almost cried when I entered my mouth. However, I will not cry anymore.
Jinxi helped me take a dose of tranquilizing medicine and said softly: "Madam, please have a good sleep. There will be many things to plan when you wake up."
I close my eyes, I want to have a good sleep. When I wake up now, I am afraid I will never have a good sleep again.
When Wen Shi first came, I didn't tell him in detail. At that time, I was looking at myself in the mirror and whispered: "I'm ugly, aren't I?"
He was slightly shocked and didn't understand why I was still in the mood to care about my appearance at this time. However, he still said: "You are very good-looking. It's just that your face has been so dull these past two days because of the lack of blood."
I said calmly: "I am pregnant. Insufficient qi and blood is not good for the child. Could you please prescribe me some medicine to replenish qi and blood. Also, are the fans of the fairy jade girl from the past still there?"
He was even more surprised, "Why did you think of the Fairy Girl Fan?"
Huanbi said from the side: "Miss is determined to give birth to the child, but she is so haggard and fragmented now. How can the child look good after birth? So we need to eat something that nourishes qi and blood, and then use Fairy Jade Girl Powder to nourish both the inside and the outside."
"
Wen Shichu was silent for a moment and said happily: "It's best if you take good care of yourself. Medicinal food is especially good for nourishing qi and blood. I will prepare it for Jin Xi every day." His voice was deep and warm, "Leave all these to me.
Just do it, you can rest assured and take care of yourself."
I said calmly: "Those medicinal foods that replenish qi and blood must be effective quickly. I hate seeing myself sick the most." Seeing Wen Shichu leave, I said to Huanbi and Jinxi: "Don't call him yet.
Know."
The two of them whispered "Yes". Huanbi said softly: "If Master Ruowen knew that Miss had this plan, he would probably jump up and stop Miss."
I said "hmm" in a low voice, "Why let him ask for trouble."
Because Jin Xi said that "peach blossoms can make people happy and make people look good", it was spring again, flowers were in full bloom, and an old peach tree in the courtyard was blooming as brightly as clouds, so Jin Xi and Huanbi spent every day together.
He mashed peach blossoms for me to apply on the noodles. Wen Shichu asked Jin Xi to pick peach blossoms, apricot blossoms and sophora flowers to make porridge. He also rolled tender black-bone chicken for me to eat.
Xuan Ling has always loved beauty, which is also the capital I rely on for my planning. Use sex to do things to others, no matter how unwilling you are, you must do it.
After more than ten days of this, even though the bottom of his heart was completely broken, his appearance finally recovered.
I thought sadly, it turns out that the human heart and face are different after all. Even if the appearance can be repaired, the broken heart cannot be repaired. Let it hurt and fester year after year.
There is no cure.
Sometimes Huanbi would accompany me, and she would be stunned for a moment, then she would say softly: "Is the lady not feeling sad so quickly?"
I turned my head sadly and said, "Huanbi, I don't have time to be sad." I lowered my head and stroked my belly, "I want to get everything done before this child shows up again."
Huanbi sighed, then said softly: "I understand."
At night, Jin Xi helped me wash up and said softly, "Don't take Miss Huanbi's words too seriously today."
I said: "I know very well. She is no less sad than me."
Jin Xi sighed softly and said: "My wife's sadness is all deep in her heart. Sometimes, the sadness that cannot be expressed is more painful than the sadness that can be expressed."
I lowered my eyes sadly, "Perhaps Huanbi feels that my sadness is not as sad as hers, and my feelings for Qing are not as good as hers." I leaned on the dressing table and said weakly: "Jin Xi, sometimes even myself
I feel so."
Jin Xi tucks my hair and speaks in a gentle and considerate tone, "Miss Huanbi is sad because she can no longer see the prince, but the lady is so sad that she can even abandon herself."
The night was like cold water on my face. I smiled bitterly and said, "Jinxi, you see, I am sad again." I held my breath and calmed down, "This is not the time for me to be sad. You have to think about this palace with me."
Is there anyone here who can speak in front of the emperor?"
Jin Xi concentrated silently for a moment, and suddenly a bright light shone in her eyes. Her voice was persistent and resolute: "The only one who can speak in front of the emperor now is Li Chang. He grew up with the emperor and knows the emperor's temper best.
.My wife, if you want to try to return to the palace now, you must have a chance to meet the emperor."
My mind was as clear as the earth illuminated by lightning, "I know what you mean. If I want to return to the palace, I must have someone to help me. I was originally thinking about whether I could find Fangruo."
Jinxi thought for a moment and said: "No way. If Fangruo is serving the Queen Mother now instead of walking beside the Emperor, it will be inconvenient to deliver the news, and she will not be able to always understand the Emperor's thoughts. If she mentions it at the wrong time, it will easily lead to bad things.
"
My face was extremely solemn under the candlelight, "If it's not Fangruo, then there's only Li Chang. Although I gave Li Chang a lot of benefits when I was in the palace, now that I'm in such a desolate state, the chance of returning to the palace is slim. Li Chang is a human being."
How can you be so smart and willing to help me?"
Jin Xi's expression was cold and rational, "Even if Chang Li refuses to help, we will definitely find a way to ask him to help. He is not only needed to arrange the meeting between the wife and the emperor, but also for everything in the future until she returns to the palace." I haven't seen someone like this in a long time.
Jinxi, I even think that the Jinxi who plans everything for me when she is in the palace is the Jinxi I am most familiar with. She said: "If the queen knew that the queen was pregnant and returned to the palace, she would definitely try her best.
Those who obstruct her may even hide the news of her pregnancy. If the Queen Mother does not know that she is pregnant, her attitude toward her return to the palace will be ambiguous. Even if the Queen Mother knows and cares about her children and wants to take her back to the palace,
It is not impossible for the Queen to use any method to delay her. And the beauties in the palace are in full bloom. If the Emperor is temporarily fascinated by someone and forgets about his wife, the slave said it is only for a moment. As long as the emperor relaxes his concern for his wife,
Then the queen will have countless opportunities to make the lady lose this child "for no reason". If that time comes, the lady has experienced how much the emperor values the heir. Without this child in her belly, the lady will really be buried.
No more." A hint of determination flashed in her throat, "So, the lady is outside the palace now, so the emperor must remember to see the lady, and in the future, the emperor must always be thinking about taking the lady back to the palace.
, always thinking about the lady and the child in her belly, the best way is to have someone close to the emperor who can remind the emperor at any time. That person is Li Chang. And the best way to bribe Li Chang is not gold.
Silk is not a benefit."
I vaguely guessed something, and I couldn't help but feel a little panic in my heart. It was just a little at first, but as the sad and helpless smile on Jin Xi's face became deeper and deeper, my panic spread little by little.
, I held her hand tightly, "Jinxi, what are you going to do..."
Jinxi's hands were so cold, and my hands were warm, but they couldn't warm hers. I vaguely remembered that in the Empress Dowager's Palace, the writing brush that the Empress Dowager often used to copy Buddhas had a penholder made of corundum, which was hard and smooth.
The meaning came out little by little. In the winter, after writing for a while, he would use a stove to warm his hands. A sad smile appeared on the corner of Jin Xi's mouth, "Inmates are disabled people and cannot marry.
Giving birth is the greatest pain in life, and no amount of money can pay for it. So they often make friends with the palace maids, which is called 'eating'1, as it is better than nothing, and it can be regarded as comforting each other's loneliness."
I was so excited that I almost couldn't believe it. Cold sweat broke out on my vest, and I said loudly: "Jinxi, I don't allow you to do such a thing for me."
Jin Xi's figure was so thin, she said calmly: "This is the best plan. Although the servant is nearly forty years old, she is not very old. Elder Li does not like young palace maids, and he also wants a capable one.
They quoted each other. What's more, I am from the same hometown as Li Chang. I was taken care of by him when I first entered the palace. I have known each other for many years. He may not be unintentional. I am willing to try my best."
I almost refused without thinking, "Jin Xi, you have endured hardships that no one else has experienced by following me, and now you have to do it for me..." I couldn't go on and found it even more difficult to say, so I had to say: "'
Fighting over food is a common thing in the palace, and the palace ladies take care of each other privately. But he is not a man after all, you..."
Jinxi slowly pushed my hand away, her expression as calm as usual, and she said: "This slave has already thought about this road very clearly, and it is useless for me to persuade you. As a slave, Jinxi is humble and cannot be free.
Now, please ask your wife to give me a chance to make my own decision. As for the future... how can I know if I don’t make a bet? If I’m lucky, Li Chang will be my lifelong support.”
The moonlight reflected on Jinxi's face through the thin window paper. Her face was so white that it was almost transparent, without any blood. She stood up slowly, lightly brushed the dust on her skirt, and turned around to look out.
Go.
I exclaimed: "Jinxi, where are you going..."
Jin Xi turned around and smiled slightly: "Chang Li has an outhouse outside the palace. I know where it is and I am sure that I can see him."
I knew what her leaving meant, so I tried to persuade her: "Jin Xi, you really don't have to do this to me. We have other ways, right?"
Jin Xi just smiled lightly, "My wife's return to the palace is not harmful to Li Chang. If she is favored, it will be even more beneficial to him. Plus she has a slave, so I can rest assured." She pushed me away and held her hand.
, said softly: "The lady said that she is a person of her own, and there is nothing she cannot throw away. Then this slave has already been a person of her own, and there is nothing to be afraid of."
She ignored me again and slowly walked outside the house. The moonlight was like a pale round face, with a dim and pale light scattered around. The mountains outside the house were like the strangely hunched shoulders of countless ghosts, which made people feel terrified.
For the first time, I discovered that Jin Xi’s gentle and gentle face had such deep sorrow and sorrow. She left slowly, walking very steadily step by step. Her figure was stretched thin and long under the dim moonlight. It was so dark.
The shadow is firmly engraved in my heart.
Note:
1 Pair of food: The original meaning is to share a meal together. It refers to the relationship between a palace maid and a palace maid, or between a eunuch and a palace maid, who form a "couple" and share a meal together.