The long night was spent in such anxiety and helplessness.WWW.tsxsw.COMJin Xi returned at dawn. Her expression was pale, and her smile seemed like a flower blooming in the dust and stained with dust. She said softly: "
Everything that needs to be done has been done, Madam, don’t worry.”
I supported her in a panic and said, "I asked Huanbi to make some chicken noodle soup. You can eat some of it while it's hot."
Jin Xi's smile was really weak, "Li Changhui will come to visit in person tonight at nightfall. Madam, please tell me what you want to say."
I said with tears in my eyes: "I know, you should go and rest. It's already dawn."
Jin Xi smiled tiredly and said, "I want to take a nap."
I held back my tears and said softly: "Okay. You go."
Seeing Jin Xi sleeping, I felt completely sleepless and just leaned on the bed, silent. Huanbi said sadly: "Miss has been worried about Jin Xi all night, it's time to go to sleep." She twisted the corner of her clothes nervously, her face turned red.
Youqing asked, "Miss, did you feel it just now? Jin Xi seems to be very sad."
I quickly pressed Huanbi's hand and said, "Don't mention what happened last night, lest Jin Xi be sad and embarrassed."
Huanbi's eyes were slightly red and she whispered: "Chang Li is coming over tonight, I'm afraid Jin Xi will be embarrassed."
What I remembered sadly was Jin Xi’s sad and determined face before she left last night, and what was her “self”? She had never told me Jin Xi’s story, nor would she mention it easily.
Everyone has their own past!
It was midnight at night, and Chang Li arrived as scheduled. As soon as he saw me, he bowed politely and said, "I'm going to pay my respects to you, my queen."
I raised my hand to ask him to get up, and asked Huanbi to watch the tea. I smiled bitterly and said, "I am no longer a queen. Is Eunuch Li making fun of me by saying this?"
Li Chang was confident, "The slave calls the empress this way, it must be because of the slave, and it is also a way to congratulate the empress in advance."
I looked at him carefully and said, "I don't understand what father-in-law is saying."
Li Chang rolled his eyes and said: "Although Jin Xi came to me yesterday and didn't say anything, I vaguely guessed something. Today, I saw that the empress is refreshed and radiant even though she lives in the Zen room. This makes me even more aware."
He is indeed a genius! My smile gradually deepened and I said, "Why are you here, father-in-law?"
Li Changdao: "I am here to congratulate you that your wish will come true."
"Why did father-in-law say this?"
"This slave has been with the emperor for many years, and he can guess what the emperor is thinking. Back then, the emperor favored Fu Jieyu, who had a similar appearance to his empress..."
I interrupted Li Chang, narrowed my eyes slightly and said, "Is Fu Jieyu similar in appearance to me or someone else? Eunuch Li, please don't fool me."
"I don't dare," he bowed and said, "Why didn't the emperor even sigh after Fu Jieyu died, as if nothing happened? Fu Jieyu looks like that one and the empress, whom the emperor loved so much when he first got her.
However, because of Fu Jieyu's death, the servants finally realized how important the emperor is in the heart of the emperor." His eyes sank slightly and he said: "Does the emperor know why the emperor is addicted to Wushisan? Does the emperor know why the emperor and Fu Jie are addicted to it?
Whose name did you call when you hugged Fu Jieyu after taking Wu Shi Powder? Does the empress know who the emperor called besides Queen Chunyuan when he was seriously ill and comatose?"
I may not know who Li Chang is referring to when he asks a series of questions, but I secretly wonder: Do I have such weight in Xuan Ling’s heart? I don’t believe it. Li Chang may not have his selfish motives in mind when he says this.
Please me. Not to mention being tactful is what the eunuchs do to make a living.
"If it weren't for the weak will and the emperor's cultivation, how could his court training since childhood be contaminated with something like Wushi Powder? Even if Fu Jieyu wanted to use this to solidify his favor, the emperor would not be deceived." Li Chang lowered his eyebrows and frowned.
, "If the empress hadn't refused to bow to the emperor, how could the emperor be willing to ask the empress to leave the palace? Now Zhaoyi is always the one..."
I interrupted Sensen, and the words that came out from my teeth were as clear as ice, "There is no need to mention the past."
Li Chang frowned slightly, looked at me and said, "What do you mean..."
I knew that he was suspicious, and I also knew that I had lost my sense of proportion, so I quickly changed my look of sadness and said, "I was always too willful back then, but my family has offended me, so how can I continue to serve the emperor? In the past few years since I left the palace, I have
I also miss the emperor very much. For various reasons, I also asked Eunuch Li to help me."
Li Chang looked at her eyes and sighed: "I have noticed it too. My wife was ordered to go to Ganlu Temple to practice, but now she is here. Jin Xi told me that she moved here because she was sick. In fact, I also understand that she must be here."
It’s the girls from Ganlu Temple who have caused my wife a lot of grievances. Although this place is clean, it is still in the wild mountains, so my wife has suffered a lot.”
I wiped the corners of my eyes with a piece of silk and said clearly: "I was young and ignorant, so I decided to leave the palace and ended up in this situation. In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of if life is harder, but I feel more unhappy." I looked at Li Chang with tears in my eyes, sighing.
He said: "If I am still lucky enough to see the emperor and his concubine once in this life, I will die in peace. I hope my father-in-law will be happy with all these things." I paused, "It's just that things are unpredictable, and the emperor has many new favorites around him.
I’m afraid I’ve long forgotten who I am…”
Li Chang said hurriedly: "Your Majesty's words are serious. In fact, if I don't have some confidence, I would not dare to come to see your Majesty." He paused and said, "Actually, since your Majesty left the palace to practice cultivation, the Emperor has not been happy. Although because of the incident with your Majesty,
She reprimanded Concubine Jing and almost banned Concubine Hui, but she was very worried about her. Just now, Concubine Cai said that the emperor favored Fu Jieyu because of others, but Fu Jieyu looked like others and also resembled the empress. The emperor often
After taking Wu Shi Powder with Fu Jieyu, he hugged Fu Jieyu and called other people's names, including the queen's name." Li Chang looked at my expression and said: "Your Majesty, the Emperor.
He is so powerful that he refuses to lower his head to look at the empress. In fact, the empress is very smart, and you will understand if you think about it carefully. If the emperor had not acquiesced, even if the queen mother agreed, would Fang Ruo have been able to visit the empress so frequently in the past two years? " Li
The president's expression slowly darkened, and he was also a little moved. He looked at me deeply and said, "When the emperor fell into a coma because of the Five Stones San incident, he called the empress by her name!"
Li Chang slowly broke through the context of the past, and I was not without shock. However, I was only shocked.
I said softly: "The Emperor only called my name." I frowned slightly, suppressing the feeling in my heart, and said: "In the past, the Emperor always called other people's names."
Li Chang lowered his eyelids and said: "Your Majesty knows very well how important that person is to the Emperor's heart. A young couple is not someone who can be compared with later generations. The Emperor's mistake was also because of the similarity between Your Majesty and that person. I'm sorry.
My slave, please say something to make your Majesty angry. This is the Emperor’s old relationship with Your Majesty, and it can be considered the most important old relationship.”
I kept my breath quiet, not letting it come out, and almost gnashed my teeth and sneered. Xuan Ling said, "You are lucky to look like Wanwan!" I couldn't recall what a cruel statement it was that violated my dignity.
Seeing that I was silent, Li Chang continued: "The emperor has never called anyone other than that person in his sleep, but the empress is the first one in history. King Qinghe was also there that day, so he was shocked."
King Qinghe, this name instantly touched my heartstrings. Even in the midst of extreme pain, it brought out a subtle sweetness.
I calmed down, Wen Shichu would never lie to me, but even if he never lied to me, I still have to be sure of some things. I took a deep breath, maybe... I don't have to follow my current plan.
Go down.
I forced out a slight smile and said, "As long as there is evidence, I can ask the prince to find out if my father-in-law has framed me."
Li Chang's expression suddenly froze, and a sob escaped from his throat, "To be honest with you, it would be great if the prince could come and talk to me at this moment. The prince - he will never come back!" He said a few words to Xuan Qing.
After mentioning the news of his death, he added: "This is a secret matter in the palace, and the emperor meant that it should be kept secret and not mourned. It should not be mentioned. But the servant thought in his heart that if the empress knew, it would be easier to comfort him in front of the emperor.
After all, the Emperor is also sad because of the death of the Sixth Prince."
He is dead after all! Even though I had known it for a long time, now that I heard Li Chang confirm it, my heart felt a sharp pain, which was so painful that I almost bent over. Seeing something was wrong, Jin Xi hurriedly brought tea up and said, "I'm tired, I'm sorry.
Let's talk about it after having a sip of tea." He held another cup in front of Li Chang and said softly: "You only drank the tea twice."
Li Chang took it silently, without saying a word. He just glanced at Jin Xi's face intentionally or unintentionally, as if nothing happened.
The hot tea flowed through my throat like fire. I tried my best to suppress my thoughts and calmly said, "It's a pity that the prince is so young."
Li Chang sighed: "Yes! Two years ago, the Queen Mother and the Emperor wanted to choose a concubine for the prince. They originally chose a young lady from Peiguo's family. She was really elegant. But the prince insisted on rejecting it. If he had married her two years ago,
It doesn’t matter if this royal concubine leaves a son and a half daughters. Poor Qinghe King’s lineage has been cut off here. I don’t know how sad Princess Shu Gui will be when she finds out.”
The lineage of King Qinghe... I subconsciously put my hand on my lower abdomen, but was speechless.
Li Chang is not young anymore, he must be in his early fifties. With his eyebrows drooped sadly like this, he looks more and more old. I couldn't bear it and secretly glanced at Jin Xi, but she was expressionless and stood calmly.
beside me.
Li Chang sighed and said: "A half month ago, the emperor accepted a woman who tamed animals in the imperial garden as a concubine. Although according to the example of the palace maiden's promotion, she only changed her clothes at the beginning, but in two months she has become a concubine.
When it comes to choosing an attendant, position actually doesn't matter. You can only be granted the title of concubine. But how can the beast-taming girl serve the emperor with such a humble status? The Queen Mother has persuaded the emperor several times about this matter.
I just didn't listen to the advice and was very fond of that woman. Maybe after the lady meets the emperor, the emperor will be a little more restrained."
I had never heard of this, so I was surprised and asked, "Is that woman really an animal tamer?"
Li Chang said worriedly: "Ye, the beast-taming girl, was originally a tiger-taming woman in the royal garden. She lived with jackals, tigers and leopards all day long, and was wild and untamed, but the emperor just liked her."
I could only laugh, "The Emperor has unique vision."
Li Chang frowned and said anxiously: "The matter of Wushisan can be said to have been seduced by Fu Jieyu, but this Ye Xuan was favored by the servant... The Queen Mother was too ill to take care of it, so she could only order the Jingsi Room not to allow Ye's family
I'm pregnant." Li Chang sighed longly, "I see with my eyes that the emperor is thinking of his wife, and she is also lonely, so why not..." He looked at me with his eyes, waiting for me to speak.
I sighed sadly, sighing as if I had endless grievances, sadness, loneliness and sadness. After a long time I said: "Even though I don't want to leave, how can I see the emperor again?" When my father-in-law talked about the emperor's affection, he even said
It makes me so ashamed that I didn’t even dare to have the idea of meeting the emperor."
The corner of Li Chang's lips moved slightly and he said: "Although I am watching, I also know that the empress suffered enough injustices back then. The empress lived in a lot of hardships before Emperor Longyue was born, but the emperor also has the emperor's last resort." Li Chang said.
The chief lowered his head for a moment and said with a smile: "Actually, it is not impossible for the empress to meet the emperor. Two days ago, she was talking about offering incense in the first month. In the past, the emperor performed this ceremony in the Tongming Hall. This year, I will do my best to persuade you.
Your Majesty, please go to Ganlu Temple to offer incense."
I touched the corners of my eyes with a piece of silk and sighed, "It's difficult for my father-in-law. It's just that this matter is not easy to do. It makes my father-in-law very troublesome."
Li Chang clamped his eyes and said with a smile: "Let me think of a way, it may not be very difficult."
I was half grateful and half sighed, "Eunuch Li, I really don't know how to repay your kindness at the moment."
Li Chang smiled calmly, "The slave is helping the queen, but also the slave himself. Although the queen is outside the palace now - to be honest, if the queen did not ask to leave the palace at that time, no one could drive the queen away from the emperor -
"How can your Majesty be an object in the pool?" After saying that, he kowtowed and said, "It's getting late. My Majesty, please rest early. If there is any news, I will send someone to report it."
I said "hmm" and said, "Huanbi, go give me a gift."
Jinxi took two steps forward and said softly: "Miss Huanbi, please serve the lady. I am about to go out to hold the lamp, so let me escort my father-in-law out."
Li Chang smiled slightly and said to Jinxi: "It's so dark outside, I'll just go down by myself." He took out a bag of silver from his pocket and stuffed it into her hand, "You can use this first. I'll have it in two days."
Someone brought me some materials, and the clothes you were wearing looked like they were a few years ago."
Someone came in the evening of the next day. Jin Xi said, "It's the manager of Li Chang's private residence."
The man dressed neatly and kowtowed: "My father-in-law asked my servant to tell my wife that at noon the day after tomorrow, there will be an auspicious sign of a dragon drawing nectar. If my wife is willing, you can dress up to see it." After that, he pointed to a few gorgeous clothes on the table.
Jewelry said: "My father-in-law asked his slave to bring these to my wife."
After the man left, I casually rummaged through the clothes on the table. Only the top few pearl-patterned clothes were made according to my size. I waved Jinxi over and took out the bottom few turmeric, snow-green, and azure clothes.
Wrapping branches and flowers in the quilt, he sighed: "It's Li Chang's intention. I'm afraid he asked the embroiderers to come out overnight after he went back yesterday. The stitching is still new, and the size of the clothes is just right for you. Even the color,
All the patterns are what you usually like."
Jin Xi smiled slightly, and the smile was as light as needles, and said: "That's it, good or bad is fate." She straightened her clothes and jewelry, and said: "Just now, the manager of Chang Li's mansion
When you say you want your lady to dress up, this is what I mean when I send you these things."
I nodded slightly and looked out the window at the spring scene. The flowers were in full bloom and the sky was filled with flowers, but I felt so sad in my heart. "I know what Li Chang meant. He wanted me to dress up and win the emperor's heart in one fell swoop."
A sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth that even he couldn't detect, "It's just that I was too deliberate."
Jinxi was silent for a long time, the spring light was like clouds, and the peach blossoms on the branches were as chaotic as brocade, which made both my face and hers look pale.
Jinxi picked up a peach blossom between her fingers and said calmly: "The other day I heard Li Chang talk about the emperor's feelings for his wife. It really made anyone who heard it cry."
"Are we serious about true love?" I smiled indifferently, "Such a deep love that always treats others as shadows hurts myself and hurts others, so there is nothing to cry about." There is a thin pain in the palm of my hand when my fingernails are scratched,
"I am the shadow of Queen Chunyuan, so is Fu Jieyu the shadow of Queen Chunyuan or my shadow? She is more pitiful, so pitiful that being a person's shadow is not enough, and she died without even a word of regret. Since the emperor loves her
She treats her so coldly, and the so-called sincerity of giving charity to a coldhearted person, will you be moved, Jinxi?"
Jin Xi locked her gentle eyes on me and said softly: "But the moment Li Chang said that, my lady's eyebrows moved slightly. Did she really not have any thoughts?"
I carefully thought about my thoughts and said softly: "I was really moved at the time, but when I changed my mind, I just felt that it was nothing." I calmed down and said calmly: "First, I will hurt you completely, and then give you some medicine that will not help.
What's the point."
Jin Xi concentrated for a moment, "Whether it means it or not, as long as the Emperor has this intention, we can get twice the result with half the effort."
I smiled coldly, raised my head, and let the falling flowers fall in front of the court, one by one.
I woke up early that day, but my hair was loose and hanging casually. I combed my hair with the rose water prepared two days ago, and my black hair was inadvertently dyed with the faint smell of roses.
Huanbi carefully helped me comb my hair, one step at a time. I closed my eyes and felt the slight tingle when the comb teeth scraped across my scalp. Suddenly, Huanbi stopped her hand and lowered herself onto my lap, her voice trembling slightly.
, "Miss, I'm scared."
I brushed my hand through her loosely pulled hair and whispered, "What are you afraid of?"
Huanbi's hair is as soft as silk, which makes people feel pity. "I'm afraid that Miss can't succeed now, but if she succeeds, the road in the future will be more dangerous and difficult to walk. I think about it, and I'm always afraid.
"
Huanbi's hand was cold and she was sweating a little. I calmed down, held Huanbi's hand with my backhand, and said firmly: "Besides this road, I have no other way to go. So, I just
I will keep going."
Are you afraid? I am not afraid. But if fear is useful, all the problems in the world can be solved by covering yourself in the quilt and falling asleep to escape. If life could be so simple, it would not be life anymore.
I put on the silver-gray Buddhist robe that I usually wear. I only chose gauze material, which is slightly transparent. There are almost invisible silver threads embroidered with sparse lotus flowers, just to reflect a little lightness when under the sun.
Glossy. Wearing a snow-white cocoon silk coat underneath, it is also tailored to be close-fitting and elegant.
Huanbi was worried, "Is it too plain? Miss, since she has put so much thought into it, she must dress up more carefully."
I smiled and said, "Your Majesty has seen a lot of rich, simple and elegant things in the palace, so what's so strange about it? I just want to be so simple to the end." Moreover, only this color can show my fragmented state.
Jin Xi straightened the mirror and said, "If this lady is a monk and a monk, if she is elegant or gorgeous, she will look too out of place in this mountain."
I didn't say anything, I just picked a bunch of nanmu Buddhist beads, lit a sprig of sandalwood, and knelt quietly in front of the Buddhist niche. Guanyin is compassionate, with kind eyebrows and kind eyes. She stands high in the clouds and sees all the joys and sorrows in the world, but she can't save all sentient beings.
The sound of rituals and music could be faintly heard outside. Without thinking, I knew that it must be the ceremonial guard of Xuan Ling going to Ganlu Temple. Huanbi said coldly from the side: "Young man, look at the gold and silver from a distance, and the jewels competing for glory. Our
Your Majesty is truly extremely illustrious!"
My heart was almost bleeding.
Qing, you are gone. All my dreams and hopes have been shattered.
Qing, the Buddha cannot save others, I can only save myself and rely on my own body to save myself.
So, please forgive me, forgive me for having no choice but to go back to him again.
After a long time, I don't know how long, I just felt my cheeks were wet and cold. But it was Jin Xi's voice, "A young eunuch has come to report that the emperor is almost at Lingyun Peak. Madam, please be prepared."
He stood up silently and suppressed the anger in his heart with the Sanskrit sounds of the scriptures. After thinking about it, a light and warm expression was the most suitable. Standing on the top of Lingyun Peak facing the mountain breeze, the cool mountain breeze blew on his face.
There is an icy feeling in my mind. I vaguely remember the winter when I went to Yimei Garden to compete for favor. At that time, I lost my son and fell out of favor. No matter how sad I was, I always had longing for Xuan Ling in my heart. But at this moment, it was really half of it.
No more. All kinds of life, thousands of twists and turns, singing, chanting, and fighting are just a show. And the actor in it does not need any emotions.
He raised his eyes and saw the five-color nine-dragon umbrella fluttering in the wind. Xuan Ling held Li Chang's hand and walked up the road. The moment he saw me, his eyes clearly swayed a few times and he stopped moving forward.
I smiled slightly and said to Jin Xi beside me: "Jin Xi, I'm dreaming again. It always seems like Shiro is right in front of me."
Jin Xi turned her back to Xuan Ling, stretched out her hand to clasp the lapel of my clothes, and said distressedly: "Madam, you didn't sleep well last night, why don't you go and have a rest." She turned around, and was shocked to see Xuan Ling standing in front of her, shouting out loud:
"emperor…"
I was still in a trance. The mountain wind rolled up the plain sleeves of the Buddha's robe and fluttered like water. They reflected a little silvery luster in the bright daylight, making my whole person appear to be erratic as if in a dream. "Jin Xi, I think a lot."
Oh, are you dreaming too?"
Jin Xi squeezed my hand desperately, "Madam, you are indeed the emperor. I dare not deceive you."
"Really?" I raised my lips lightly, reached out to touch Xuan Ling's face, and said slowly: "Silang, I see him many times every day."
My feet went weak and I could no longer stand. Jin Xi screamed and wanted to help me. Xuan Ling stepped forward and stretched out his arms to hold me in his arms, calling softly: "Huan Huan——"
Huan Huan, this is also the old name!
When I called him "Shiro" I didn't mean it sincerely, but when he called me like this, how much did it mean?
This kind of reunion was both sudden and calculated. We haven't seen each other for so many years, and seeing him suddenly, I just felt that he seemed older and his eyes were a little floating, unlike those years when they were always deep.
.
In his eyes, I must not be the same as before.
After all, he and I are no longer the same people as before.
I slowly closed my eyes, obviously feeling heartless. Seeing each other so suddenly, there was still a slight ache in my heart - after all, he is Haoyue's father!
There was the vague smell of ambergris in his arms. I was not used to it, and I choked and coughed twice. Xuan Ling scolded Li Chang and said, "Didn't the sister-in-law from Ganlu Temple just now say that Zhaoyi moved here because of illness?
Now she is well. Why is Zhaoyi still so ill?"
Li Chang was so anxious that he wiped his sweat, "This is the first time for this slave to come here with the Emperor. How do you know that Master Mochou - no, it's Zhen Zhaoyi who is still ill?"
Xuan Ling felt uncomfortable for a while, so he looked at Jin Xi and said, "You just said that Zhaoyi didn't sleep well last night. What do you mean she didn't sleep well again?"
Jin Xi's tone was a little sad, and she choked with sobs: "Back then, my wife, Zhaoyi, was kicked out of Ganlu Temple because she was said to have tuberculosis. When she came out in the ice and snow, she became seriously ill. In fact, it was not tuberculosis, but she was just in confinement after Zhaoyi gave birth.
The root of the disease was not taken care of, so she kept coughing. She was already well after taking medicine in the spring, so she rested here. However, Zhaoyi has been missing the emperor and the emperor since she left the palace. She was in a trance and couldn't sleep at night.
good."
Xuan Ling didn't care what to say, he picked me up and carried me into the inner room. Li Chang shouted from behind: "Jinxi, Xiaoyou, help me quickly, I'm not afraid that the emperor will be tired."
Warm water flowed into my throat, and I coughed twice. I opened my eyes and looked at everything in front of me in confusion. I was half lying in Xuan Ling's arms, and his anxious expression rushed into my eyes as I opened them.
.
He held my hand tightly, and his infinite sighs and sighs turned into one sentence, saying: "Huan Huan, it's me who's here."
I was stunned for a moment, Xuan Ling, he is also getting old, there are fine lines at the corners of his eyes, and his eyes are no longer as clear as before. Several years of light and shadow passed between me and him, the caution of first entering the palace, the first blessing
The happiness of being out of favor, the sadness of being out of favor with him, and the sadness of leaving the palace. The hand of time is so fast, and it has mercilessly drawn a cold and unfathomable gap between Xuan Ling and me.
It’s been four years since I said goodbye to him.
Time has changed us, but the only thing that remains unchanged is the bright yellow nine-dragon robe with cloud patterns on his body, which is still dazzling and dazzling, showing his identity as the Supreme Being of the Nine-Five-Year Plan as always.
I almost want to reach out and grab this bright yellow. Only this bright yellow can get what I want!
My slightly stretched out hand was interpreted by him as a test of intimacy. He hugged me tightly and sighed: "Huan Huan, you have been away from me for so long."
The long-term depression and unspeakable grief turned into almost heart-rending cries. I fell into his arms and sobbed: "Shiro, Shiro - I have been waiting for you for so long!" Tears streamed down my face.
In his peripheral vision, Li Chang took Jin Xi's hand and led everyone to quietly retreat.
I know that I only have this one chance. Only this time, I want him to never forget me.
He seems to be much better than he was four years ago. I'm not surprised at all. He has so many women. As long as he wants, he can have a new woman every night.
The moment the coat was untied, in the unfamiliar yet familiar contact, sharp resistance and disgust suddenly arose in my heart. His lips and tongue were soft and rough, and they felt greasy on my neck. I was so disgusted that I almost vomited. I subconsciously said no
Turning around - how could Xuan Ling touch this bed?
Xuanqing and I, even if this bed in the Zen room is as simple as this, it still belongs to me and Qing. How can we allow other men and me to have fun here?
I was so anxious that I smiled vaguely in Xuan Ling's ear: "It's not good here."
I nuzzled my lips towards the long couch that was wide enough for one person to take my nap in the south window. Xuan Ling chuckled softly, "Little girl is getting more and more naughty."
The moment he entered my body, due to the subconscious resistance in my heart, there was a painful touch, and a whimper escaped from my throat uncontrollably. But he became more and more excited, and I bit my lower lip tightly, resisting the pain and transferring it to him.
of excitement and sweat.
Outside the window, there are peach blossoms blooming like clouds, and the spring is as deep as the sea. It was only a year ago that Xuanqing and I wrote the wedding invitation under the window.
It is a good thing to make a lifelong promise and to be married forever.
With the harp and harp at my disposal, the years are quiet and peaceful.
He is dead, and all the peaceful years have become vain. No matter how flowers bloom and fall, there is no more spring in my life.
The pain in my heart was like a sky full of peach blossoms, and the brilliant tree seemed to be filled with blood. I closed my eyes sadly and conjured up a seemingly satisfied smile.
He lay beside him and breathed slowly for a moment, then fell into a deep sleep.
In fact, if you don't look carefully, his sleeping back looks somewhat similar to Xuan Qing's. When I think about it, tears almost fall.
Xuanqing, Xuanqing, even if I spend my whole life I will never be able to see you again.