Guessing that Xuan Ling was about to wake up, he just let his tears fall freely, falling drop by drop on Xuan Ling's vest. www. My hand touched Xuan Ling's right arm. His right arm was so smooth and clean, with a little...
The slightly loose flesh of a man who has not practiced martial arts for a long time. As for Xuan Qing, he has such a ferocious tattoo on his right arm. You can't imagine that a man as gentle as jade would have such a fierce tattoo.
, only the closest people can see it.
Xuan Ling sighed contentedly and slightly, turned over and hugged me, who was in tears, and kissed my cheek, "Huan Huan, just now you shed thirty-seven tears for me." I was startled slightly, and started to cry more and more affectionately.
.He said: "Why are you crying?"
**, is just a kind of human desire. What does the combination of ** mean to Xuan Ling? Especially for a man who has women all over the world, after one night of love, he can completely deny it, and he can completely deny it.
Forget you.
And men, especially after they are exhausted with satisfaction, are the easiest to talk and the easiest to be impressed.
This is the time I want to seize.
I lay on his arm and said with tears: "Everyone said that Huan Huan left the palace willfully and was hopelessly wrong. Only Huan Huan knew it, and only today did she know that what she did at that time was really half wrong.
Not really." Xuan Ling frowned, and the coldness in his eyes gradually became thicker. I pretended not to know, and said emotionally: "In the past, Huan Huan always thought that Shiro had any affection for me, but she lost it, but because I am Long Yue's mother,
, I look somewhat similar to Queen Chunyuan, so she asked me to stay in the palace. Huanhuan admired Shiro so much, but she was really saddened by the words 'Wan Wan Lei Qing'." I gradually stopped crying and said: "
Four years after leaving the palace, Huanhuan was thinking all the time, if Shiro still had some affection for me, no, as long as there was a little affection, Huanhuan could die without regrets. Now it has been four years since Huanhuan left Shiro, and she has not seen her for four years.
Shiro is still thinking about me, because he heard from the sister-in-law of Ganlu Temple that I had to go to Lingyun Peak from Ganlu Temple to live apart due to illness. As long as Huanhuan knows that Shiro is sincere to me, what regrets will there be in these four years of separation?
If she could have known earlier, Huanhuan would have been willing to shorten her life by ten years..."
His hand pressed on my lips, half distressed and half reproachful, "Huan Huan, I won't allow you to talk nonsense like this!"
The tears in the eyes are full of eyelashes and are about to fall. I have practiced this countless times. This tearful attitude is the most endearing and the most touching.
As expected, his expression was moved, and he stroked my hair and said: "Huan Huan, in the four years of Ganlu Temple, you have become much more mature and gentle, and you are no longer so willful." He hugged me, "If you weren't so willful and impulsive back then, how could I have done it?
I am reluctant to ask you to leave the palace - you have only given birth to Longyue for three days, so I will abolish your reputation and let you think about your mistakes. If you had the reputation, how would you know the pain after leaving the palace." Xuan Ling took a look.
I sighed and said: "You are really stubborn and hate me so much. Do you know how many concubines I lost for you, Lian Ruyin - don't you know how much Ruyin looks like you?"
Fu Ruyin? Does she look like me or Queen Chunyuan? I didn't ask. It doesn't matter who she looks like. It's just replacing one shadow with another. Besides, no matter how much he dotes on Fu Ruyin, he has never done anything for her.
Do you shed a single tear after his tragic death?
However, there was a bit of ignorant curiosity in my mouth, "Who is Ruyin? Does she look like me?"
Xuan Ling kissed my forehead and chuckled: "It doesn't matter who she looks like. It's over. She is no longer there."
I was silent. It was sad that a woman he had doted on for a year, who had become the target of public criticism because of his excessive doting, was wiped away by him with such a gentle word.
I lay on his shoulder and sobbed: "It doesn't matter who it is, Huan Huan, as long as Shiro is here. Shiro, I am so afraid that I will never see you again in this life, and there is also Hazy Moon...our Hazy Moon."
Xuan Ling gently held my shoulders and said with a low smile: "Have I not been holding you? Longyue is very good. You don't know how cute and cute she is. Concubine Jing is in great pain." He frowned slightly,
"It's a pity that I can't bring her out to show you."
I stared at it lovingly and cried: "As long as Silang personally tells me that everything is fine for Longyue, I will feel relieved." I was silent for a moment and said sadly: "In fact, without Huanhuan as my biological mother, Longyue can live a happy life."
good."
Xuan Ling stared at me for a moment and sighed: "Actually, if you had not left the palace back then, it would have been better for Lu Yue to have you as her biological mother to take care of me. But now that I am entrusted to the imperial concubine, it is not an entrustment to someone else."
The tears fell silently, but when they fell on the back of his hand, there would be a splash of scorching heat. "Huan Huan has been ill for a long time and suffered in Ganlu Temple. It is not the retribution for her willfulness and stubbornness in the past. Although Huan Huan left Zi'ao
City, but the people in Ziao City who are always on my mind are all the people in Ziao City. When Fangruo came to visit, I didn’t even dare to ask how Shiro was doing. I was afraid that Fangruo would tell me that Shiro had a new man by his side, completely forgetting about Huan Huan, Huan
Huan didn't dare to ask... I could only recite sutras a hundred times a day, praying for the health and happiness of Shiro and Wu Yue." I couldn't stop choking for a long time before I continued: "Now that I can meet Shiro again, it is a blessing for Huan Huan in her life..."
He stretched out his hand and wiped away my tears gently, showing tenderness and affection, "Huan Huan, I thought when I came here, as long as you still have a little affection for me, as long as you know that you were wrong in the past, I can forgive you. Huan Huan
, not only did you not disappoint me, I even felt that maybe I shouldn’t have let you leave the palace in the first place.”
I said silently, "Silang, I didn't mean to offend the late empress back then."
He raised his eyebrows, and there was a hint of coldness in his eyes, "You have learned your lesson for the past, I am the emperor, and I will not argue with you about this matter anymore." His eyes suddenly softened, as if breaking the ice.
The gurgling spring water said, "If you hadn't left the palace for four years for this, how would I have known that I would care about you so much. Originally, the matter of offering incense in the first month could be completed in Tongming Hall, but if Li Chang hadn't mentioned that offering incense in Ganlu Temple could be a distraction
, I can’t take the opportunity to see you. In fact, when I was at Ganlu Temple, I was hesitating whether to see you, for fear that you would still be as stubborn as ever. I didn’t know until I asked that I found out that you were living separately in Lingyun Peak due to illness.
It's okay, but you were born prematurely when you were born, and you left the palace before you were born. I'm afraid it's a disease you suffered from back then, so I have to come and see you even if it's not appropriate."
I cried with sadness, "Huanhuan is even more ashamed of Shiro's affection." I stroked his eyebrows with my fingers, and his eyes filled with a happy smile and said softly: "Huanhuan, no matter whether she is sick or healthy,
Everyone chants sutras every day to wish Shiro safe and happy, and now seeing that Shiro is so healthy, Huanhuan feels at ease."
What I said seemed to have a lot of tenderness and sweetness in it. There was tenderness in my eyes and tenderness in my tone. But deep down in my heart, I felt a slight mockery when I stared at him, mocking him and myself.
He leaned over and hugged me, burying his face between my black hair, "Huan Huan, listening to you talking and smelling the sandalwood scent on your body really makes me feel at ease. Do you know how many things happened in the palace?
, I don’t even have anyone to say caring words to." His voice was slightly sad, "You know, my sixth brother can't come back."
I patted his back gently and gritted my teeth to hold back the tears that were about to fall. He was the king of the world, but he also had so many troubles. He must have been as sad as me about Xuan Qing's death.
"The Six Kings are the siblings of Shiro. I think Shiro must be very sad. It's just sad because Shiro is the supreme being in the world. His words and deeds are all related to the people of the world, so he must cherish his own body."
Xuan Ling raised his head, with a sad look on his face, "Actually, before my sixth brother left, I already knew that there were many prominent agents sneaking into southern Yunnan, and that there were rioters waiting for opportunities to cause trouble. But I wanted him to go incognito to observe the people's sentiments and not to make it public, so there was no arrangement.
He is traveling with the honor of a prince, and it is inconvenient to send someone to protect him secretly. If I could put aside political affairs and put his safety first, this would not be the case."
My teeth shivered, and my heart felt as if it was covered with ice and snow. I tried my best to endure it, and the pain in my head was so painful that it almost burst - it was him, it was him! And it was because of him! Even if he was unintentional, all I had was
In the future, all dreams and hopes will be shattered again because of him.
There was a pair of scissors in the sewing basket on the bedside. When I looked at it coldly, there was a sharp cold light. As long as I reach out, I will reach over and get a blow and insert it into Xuan Ling's heart. He will die, and the child in my belly will follow.
His biological father died together.
However, such murderous intention only lasts for a moment. If he dies, my child will not be saved. Even my parents, brothers and sisters, Longyue, Jinxi, and even Jingfei will be implicated. If I want to take revenge on him, I don’t have to use surrender.
This method of his death was too much to gain and not worth the loss, and it was not enough to cause him pain.
The more it hurts, the more I have to endure it. I withdrew my cold eyes and said warmly: "Shiro doesn't want to, after all, he is his brother. The six kings have always been idle and can contribute to the political affairs of the Zhou Dynasty. They are always one of them."
A wise king."
Xuan Ling lay in my arms and said tiredly: "It's my fault that I didn't consider his safety thoroughly. Huan Huan, do you know? The person my father loved the most since he was a child is his sixth brother, and the one he loves the most is his."
My mother, my concubine, Concubine Shu, and my sixth brother are stronger than me and better than me in everything. Although I and my concubine are second only to my sixth brother and Concubine Shu in my father’s heart, my father only sees them and never puts me in his eyes.
Huanhuan, do you understand the feeling of being inferior to others? The feeling of watching helplessly that only he in the world is better than you."
"So besides him, you are the best, right?" I muttered to myself, feeling miserable.
"Huan Huan," Xuan Ling looked at me, "What are you talking to yourself about?"
"No." I smiled softly, "Huanhuan just thinks that the Six Kings are not that good. The late emperor loved the Six Kings not because they were good at everything, but because he loved Wujiwu because of Concubine Shu. And no matter how good the Six Kings were when they were young, now
It seems that I am only proficient in poetry and books." I paused, trying my best to suppress the pain caused by my insincere words, and said: "What's more, since I am in the position of a king, I must always put the world first.
of."
He lamented, "Huan Huan, you are the only one who is most considerate of my thoughts. After the news of the death of my sixth brother came, I was also very sad. I immediately ordered all the governments in southern Yunnan to salvage and search in the Tengsha River area, but unfortunately nothing was found. No matter what, Liu
My brother and I have grown up together, and my mother has raised him for so many years, and he has always been law-abiding and has done nothing out of the ordinary."
I whispered: "The Six Kings are very loyal to Shiro."
Xuan Ling hid his face for a moment and calmed down, "After all, it is a thing of the past. I have my own arrangements for my sixth brother's death. A prince of the Great Zhou Dynasty cannot just disappear without knowing it." He paused and said
"The death of the sixth brother is most likely inextricably linked to He He. Therefore, the news of the death of the sixth brother must be concealed. If we want to preemptively attack He He in the future, this is the best way to do it."
I held back the grief and hatred in my heart, lowered my head and said calmly: "Your Majesty has good plans."
Xuan Ling stood up and took out a chiseled gold rose hairpin from his clothes. It was my favorite gift from Xuan Ling in the past years. The appearance of the rose, down to the texture of the stamens, are all exquisite, gorgeous and delicate. Even better.
The five other trivial embellishments are luxurious and simple. Because of my love, I have worn it for a long time, and even the body of the hairpin has become a little smooth after being touched by hands.
"Back then, I decreed that all your titles and titles should be revoked, and all your ornaments and clothes would be transferred to the Ministry of Internal Affairs and redistributed to the lower-ranking concubines. But for some unknown reason, I actually decreed that all your belongings should be taken away.
Sealed in Tangli Palace." He paused, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, "I went to Tangli Palace once after you left, and you took nothing with you except 'Sauvignon Blanc', not even this hairpin.
On the dressing table."
I hid my face and sighed, "'Saurus Love' was given by the emperor himself. Apart from lovesickness, what other things can Huan Huan not give up?"
Xuan Ling stretched out his hand to tie up my long hair with a hairpin, and said softly: "Huan Huan, I once ordered you to take off your ornaments and become a monk. Now for my sake, please adorn yourself again."
I raised my hand to straighten the hairpin, and the sharp hairpin body slowly scratched across my scalp. I raised my hand and smiled sweetly, "Whatever Shiro says, Huan Huan is willing to do it."
Xuan Ling held my plain white shoulders, half helpless and half sighing, "It's just Huan Huan, things can't be changed. Now that you have left the palace, I'm afraid I can't take you back to the palace. Since the founding of the Zhou Dynasty, there has been no
There is a precedent for deposed concubines to re-enter the palace."
My expression was as sad as the reflection of a weeping willow, and I said sincerely: "It is a blessing to be here today. As long as Shiro remembers me, Huanhuan will not care about status." After saying this, she fell into Xuanling's arms as softly as a willow branch, "Huanhuan"
Huan Huan has only one thing to pray for. As a retired concubine, Huan Huan is lucky enough to be able to serve Shiro again. She really doesn’t want the concubines in the palace to have more disputes because of today’s incident.”
Xuan Ling chuckled lightly, "Are you still saying that you are a waste concubine? What did I call you just now in front of Li Chang and Jin Xi? Although I cannot be awarded a title or title, you have never left my heart these years.
You are still my Zhaoyi."
Can everything in these years really be written off? I sneered, four years in the palace and four years outside the palace, Xuan Ling and I are destined to be entangled.
Xuan Ling still said: "As for the palace, you don't want to cause more trouble, and I don't want to cause more trouble. I won't even mention it in front of the queen. From now on, I will let Li Changyi arrange your daily life."
I reluctantly said, "As long as Shiro remembers Huan Huan, even if Huan Huan spends her whole life practicing alone here, she will be happy with it."
Xuan Ling raised my chin and raised a faint evil smile at the corner of his mouth, "Huan Huan is so considerate, how can I be willing to let you live a lonely life?" He thought about it, "The Queen Mother is seriously ill and has not recovered, so I will
It is decreed that Ganlu Temple will hold blessings once a month, and I will come personally to offer incense."
I twisted my body and smiled in a low voice, "Your Majesty the Queen Mother will be in good health soon."
Xuan Ling's lips slid down my cheeks to my collarbone bit by bit, "I will let Ganlu Temple perform rituals for the late emperor, and then I will pray for the prosperity of the country... Huan Huan, you have lost a lot of weight, but your appearance is even better than before..."
His voice gradually became sluggish, red rain fell outside the window, peach blossoms bloomed coquettishly, and the melancholy sneer silently covered the corner of my lips.
When Li Chang came to pay his respects again, he brought a lot of food and clothing with him, and said with a smile on his face: "What did the slave say? The emperor was thinking about Empress Zhaoyi. As soon as he returned to the palace, he sent the servants to pick out the gifts.
With the empress."
I was dressing up at that time, and said with a calm smile: "Thank you, father-in-law. It's just my father-in-law's job to help the emperor hide it from the palace."
Li Chang said hurriedly: "I will do my best."
I remained silent. No matter how well I concealed it, Xuan Ling came to Ganlu Temple once a month. Even in the name of praying, the empresses and the others were not just fools to wait for death. They would soon find out. My hand touched my lower abdomen intentionally or unintentionally.
It only takes a month or two to reveal an indifferent smile, and it only takes a month or two to hide it from the people in the harem.
I turned to look at Li Chang and said cordially: "Jin Xi must have told you about my brother. I have just reunited with the emperor, so it is not convenient for me to ask him. I have to make arrangements for this matter with the emperor in due time."
Mentioned it."
Li Changgong responded obediently and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I. If the empress comes to talk about this matter, it will make the emperor think that the empress has an agenda about the last meeting. So I have already found an opportunity to mention that the emperor loves the house and the bird.
Naturally, I care about my empress's brother. Although Mr. Zhen is still guilty, he has sent people from Lingnan to Beijing for medical treatment. I hope he can arrive in Beijing smoothly in the future."
I suppressed the surprise in my heart, slowly put on a jade ginkgo leaf earring, and said with a smile: "Then how should I thank my father-in-law for his kindness?"
Li Chang said "Ouch" and hurriedly leaned down and said: "Your Majesty is a noble person, how dare I ask for a reward from you?"
I sneered and said leisurely: "With my current status, even if you ask me for something, I may not be able to give it to you, so why should you rush to shirk it?"
Li Chang smiled and did not answer. He only quietly looked at Jin Xi next to me, held up a pile of clothes and said, "The emperor asked his servants to pick out these newly made clothes by the best tailor shop in Kyoto, because the emperor said after returning
The Buddhist robe that the empress wore that day had a unique flavor, so I asked my servant to choose silver-gray gauze and make a dress with wide sleeves and narrow waist for the empress."
I smiled, told Huanbi to put it away, and said, "Your Majesty, you have your heart." I turned to look at Jinxi beside me, and said calmly: "The snow-green trousers you are wearing today are very suitable for you, and you are the one who decorated the spring jasmine.
I like it." Jin Xi glanced at Li Chang and felt slightly embarrassed.
Li Chang smiled hurriedly and said: "Jinxi doesn't look as good as the empress in anything she wears."
I smiled and said, "Whatever looks good or bad, it's because my father-in-law has his own intentions."
Li Chang chuckled, "I'm just trying my best." He bowed, "I'm really happy for my queen from the bottom of my heart."
I let Huanbi comb my hair, closed my eyes and whispered softly: "Li Chang, even I am surprised that it can go so smoothly."
Li Chang's tone was filled with a light laughter, "This shows how much your Majesty is favored by you, and the Emperor really likes your Majesty." He paused, "Two people who have feelings for each other, as long as there is a little chance, they can be together.
Together, not to mention that the empress and the emperor have been in love for so many years."
People who have feelings for each other? I almost sneered from the bottom of my heart. It was just a conspiracy. After all the effort and planning, how could there be true love?
However, the smile that appeared on the corner of his lips was gentle, "What's the use of liking me temporarily. If you want the emperor to care about me, there are many ways to rely on my father-in-law."
The soft and dignified smile I maintained suddenly became cold after Li Chang left. Huanbi knew that I was in a bad mood and found an excuse to go out, leaving only Jin Xi to accompany me.
I felt upset and sad, so I pulled out the golden hairpin from my head and inserted it hard on the wooden dressing table, saying nothing.
Jin Xi was startled and quickly looked at my hand, "Mother, please pay attention, my hand hurts!"
"Empress?" I sneered slightly. Something precious in my heart had been shattered and beyond control. After a long time, I said softly: "Jin Xi, do you know why Qing died?"
Jin Xi's eyes suddenly jumped, like shivering flames, and she whispered softly: "I don't know."
The feeling of heartache and anger turned into an expression of indifferent smile on my cheeks. I said each word slowly and coldly, "The ship that Qing was sitting on was tampered with. But Xuan Ling——" I restrained myself.
I couldn't hold back the cold hatred between my lips and teeth, "I knew clearly that the southern Yunnan area was not stable, but I let him go incognito, and that's why today's disaster happened!" I held a comb tightly, and the dense teeth of the comb were sharp and fast.
In the palm of his hand, "Jinxi, I hate--"
Jinxi hugged my face into her arms and couldn't bear to say: "The matter has come to this, please don't be too miserable."
I pressed my lower abdomen and said coldly: "In the past, I always couldn't bear to have this child in his name. But now, I can't bear it even a little bit. Jinxi, although he doesn't mean it, but if it weren't for him -" I
I was overcome with sobs and nausea and dizziness, and I was speechless for a moment.
There was a cold tenacity in Jin Xi's eyes. She held my hand and said calmly: "Whether you love me or hate me, you still have to go down this road, right?"
"Yes. But if I hate less, I will feel better." I wanted to cry but had no tears, and there was only dryness in my eyes. "Qing's death is related to Xuan Ling, but I can't even tell Huanbi. What if her death
When your anger rises, you may be even more uncontrollable than me."
Jinxi held my shoulder, pulled out the gold hairpin on the dressing table, inserted it for me, and said softly: "Your Majesty, you are right. Telling Miss Huanbi this matter will only mess up the overall situation, so it is better not to say anything.
Regardless of whether this happened or not, the empress would have to go back to the palace to protect her family. The reunion with the emperor was well done, but it was only the first step. For the empress, it was the most painful and unbearable time.
It has passed. No matter how hard it is in the days to come, we must endure it. If there is a moment of weakness, it will only give the enemy an opportunity to take advantage of it." She picked a pink double-petal silk flower and tied it on her temples. "My dear queen,
What we have to do now is to win the emperor's heart, so no matter how painful it is, we must be as beautiful as a flower."
The deceased is gone, and all the pain must be borne by the living.
I quietly raised my eyes. The luster of the bronze mirror was dim and cold, and the peach blossoms on the face in the mirror reflected the red color, but my eyes were so cold and sharp.