During this month, Xuan Ling took the opportunity to visit me twice more, and our love became more and more intense. WWW.tsxsw.COM We chatted and laughed about the affairs in the palace, and Xuan Ling said happily: "Yan Yi has
She is more than two months pregnant. Ever since Yun Rong gave birth to Emperor Hemu, there has been little good news in the palace."
I was confused, "Yan Yi?"
I have heard of this name. Fangruo said that Xu Cairen was very fond of Longyue. Xuanqing said that Xu Wanyi recited "Four Zhang Ji" by the Taiye Pool. Because Xuan Ling was seriously ill, she knelt down day and night.
An infatuated woman praying to the Tongming Hall until she collapsed. She seemed affectionate and talented, but she didn't seem to be very favored.
Xuan Ling said casually: "She entered the palace the year you left the palace. It's strange to say that I didn't favor her too much. She became pregnant just like that, but Yunrong and Rong'er didn't have any movement at all."
I just didn't mean it, pursed my lips and smiled and said: "Such things also depend on fate. Sister Xu is so lucky."
Xuan Ling was half sighing and half frustrated, "It has always been difficult for me to have children in the palace. Now that Yan Yi is pregnant, I have stepped into her position as Jieyu of the third rank. I also hope that she can give birth to a prince for me. There are already children in the palace.
There are four empresses, but there is only one prince, and Li'er is not the most talented."
I smiled and said, "The emperor is in his prime, and there are many beauties in the palace, so there will definitely be many smart and handsome little princes."
However, I heard mixed feelings about Xu Yanyi. What I worried about was that Xuan Ling was fettered by Xu Yanyi's pregnancy, so she would have fewer chances to come out of the palace to see me. What was even more worrying was that Xu Yanyi was pregnant, and she was worried about Xuan Ling's pregnancy.
Most of my thoughts were focused on her, and I didn't care about the pregnancy I was going to reveal in the future. Fortunately, someone in the palace was pregnant, so the queen and others naturally focused their eyes on Xu Yanyi, and I was able to hide it for a while.
The figure is about to be revealed. Jin Xi and I have been planning it over and over again, and we have a plan in mind.
So when Li Chang came to deliver things as usual that day, he saw my nausea and vomiting.
Li Chang hesitated slightly, but soon understood. He couldn't help but express his joy. He knelt down and kowtowed: "Congratulations, empress."
I blushed slightly and asked Jinxi to take out a letter of gold. I smiled and said, "Besides Jinxi and Huanbi, my father-in-law is the first to know."
Li Chang hurriedly bowed and said, "Excuse me for asking, but I wonder how long your mother has been pregnant?"
Jinxi counted on her fingers: "If we don't go forward or go back, it will be just over a month."
Li Chang thought about it and said happily: "This is not the first time for the emperor to go to Lingyun Peak. I want to congratulate the empress." Li Chang pursed his lips and smiled slightly, seeming to be a little relieved, "The empress is pregnant at the right time.
Does the empress know that Xu Jieyu is almost three months pregnant?"
I smiled lazily and took a leisurely sip of the osmanthus nectar in the tea cup. "Xu Jieyu and I are both pregnant. How can I be pregnant at the right time?"
Li Chang's expression dimmed and he felt a little unnatural, "My queen doesn't know, this is bad luck! A few days after Xu Jieyu was granted the title of Jieyu due to her pregnancy, the Qintian Supervisor observed the stars at night and discovered that there are twenty-eight stars in the northern Xuanwu
In the middle of the seven constellations, the swallow star with a small star at the end is a sign of opposition to the moon. The empress thought carefully, Xu Jieyu's girlfriend's name has a word for swallow, and she lives in the palace in the north, so she happened to be pregnant and had a small star.
.This Weiyueyan naturally refers to the pregnant Xu Jieyu. The first person who controls the moon in the palace is the Queen Mother, and the second one is the Queen. Now the Queen Mother is seriously ill, and the Queen also has an old ailment, which makes people think of the celestial phenomena.
The emperor has always been benevolent and filial, so he has no choice but to confine Xu Jieyu. The emperor has been worried about this matter for the past two days. How could he be unhappy if he knew that the empress was pregnant?"
Jin Xi and I looked at each other, both of us secretly frightened. We thought to ourselves that this was too much of a coincidence, and it was a sign that the moon was in danger of crossing the moon. Even if Xuan Ling didn't care about the queen, he couldn't help but worry about the queen mother.
I calmed down and asked, "How is the Queen Mother?"
Li Chang said worriedly: "As soon as the weather gets cold in winter, the old illness breaks out. In addition, the news of the death of the six kings was reported from southern Yunnan. The six kings were raised by the queen mother. The queen mother was inevitably sad. The disease became serious at first sight, and it still persists today."
I’m so sick that I’m in a daze.”
I knew it well and lowered my eyelids slightly, "Unconscious?"
"Yes. I wake up a few times occasionally. Who dares to tell the Queen Mother about this and make her angry?"
I lowered my head and plucked the tassels on my sleeves, and said softly: "Your Majesty will inevitably be overjoyed when he finds out that I am pregnant. My father-in-law needs to remind your Majesty. The Queen has a headache, and there is also the matter of Xu Jieyu's dangerous moon and Yan's conflict with the moon."
"Everything in the palace is in turmoil, and my pregnancy really shouldn't alarm anyone." I glanced at him and said, "You are well aware of this."
Li Chang pondered for a moment and then said: "I don't have to worry about it, I only need the emperor to know about it. But since the empress is pregnant and the emperor is concerned about the heir, she has to ask the imperial doctor to come and have the fetus."
Jinxi had already thought carefully about it and said to Li Chang: "Your Majesty's identity is unknown now, and she is embarrassed in many things, and she is even more afraid of making it public. However, Mr. Wen Shichu of the Tai Hospital had some friendship with the Queen, so why not ask him to come and have the baby?
.”
How could Chang Li refuse to agree? He responded repeatedly and added: "In the past, Lord Wen took care of the empress when she gave birth to Emperor Yue. The Emperor has always praised Lord Wen for his skillful hands, benevolence, and loyalty, so he will definitely agree.
"
I smiled and said: "My father-in-law has been with the emperor for a long time, so he naturally knows what to say. I can just wait quietly in the wild mountains and wait for the birth."
Li Chang smiled and said: "Your Majesty, you are telling a joke. Why would the Emperor let your Majesty stay here to wait for the birth? She must be taken to the palace to take good care of her."
I cooled down slightly and frowned deeply, "Father, you are laughing at me. Now that you call me Zhaoyi, it's just for everyone's sake. How can I dare to call you 'this palace'? I am now your concubine."
It is not clear that the emperor favored me several times but then forgot about it in the blink of an eye. How dare I have any hope. If my father-in-law said that he would go back to the palace to raise her, since I am a waste concubine and left the palace, there is no reason to go back. I can only hope that I can raise this child safely.
That’s what the kids grow up to be.”
Li Chang knelt down suddenly, kowtowed and said, "Where did you start talking about this? Your Majesty is pregnant with a phoenix and a grandson. She is of royal blood. How can she not be included in the jade plate of the Ministry of Internal Affairs? Your Majesty wants to be a concubine.
I don’t know, but the emperor personally called you Zhaoyi. Now that Xu Jieyu has been banned due to the Tianxiang matter, the emperor has always attached great importance to the matter of the emperor’s heir, and he will definitely cherish it."
My brows were twisted and filled with sadness, "It is already my greatest blessing that the Emperor can treat me like this. How can I ask for anything more? If the Emperor can allow the child in my belly to have a name, even if it is just for changing clothes."
I am so grateful to have returned to the palace."
Li Chang hurriedly waved his hand and winked at Jin Xi to take a silk and wipe my tears, "My queen is pregnant, so I must be very sad. Your Majesty and the emperor's heir are important, so I will find a way to tell the emperor."
Jin Xi hurriedly winked at him and said: "First, we must do it urgently, and second, we must not leak the news. Your Majesty is alone outside. If anyone finds out that she is pregnant, she doesn't know how much trouble there will be."
Something is coming."
Li Chang nodded, "I understand the importance."
Jin Xi smiled bitterly, "It's good that you know. It's very windy here at night, and there are always civet cats coming and going. It would be a big deal if the queen is surprised."
Li Changsi thought to himself: "Please serve the empress well, and I will go back to the emperor and ask Mr. Wen to come and give birth to the empress." After saying that, he hurriedly left and returned to the palace.
That afternoon, I was too lazy to sleep, so I didn't get up until after three o'clock. Huanbi helped me wash up, and combed my hair into a bun again. Huanbi smiled and said, "Miss, I like to sleep more these past two days."
, I saw that I slept peacefully at night.”
I smiled sadly, "If I don't sleep well, what will happen to my stomach? But things have reached this point, so I can only let nature take its course."
Huanbi smiled and combed my hair, carefully tied it into a snake bun, and then took a tortoise-shell cloud-patterned beaded hairpin, and hung two strings of brilliant tassels.
I said, "No one is here today, so why bother dressing up so solemnly? Just put on a simple bun."
Huanbi followed her instructions and combed her hair again. She combed her hair one by one and said softly: "I just thought that it has been two days since Li Chang went back. The emperor must have known about the young lady's pregnancy and wanted to come over to see the young lady. Although I don't know when.
, but we are always right to be prepared.”
She made a new bun for me and picked a piece of gold silk beads to pin in my hair. I looked at it slightly and said, "It's good to be simple like this. Most of the clothes that the emperor wore that Li Chang sent were plain colors. You should know that the emperor likes it."
I'll dress up a bit more modestly."
Huanbi chose a pale pink clivia-embroidered gauze pleated skirt and said, "This color will complement the scenery outside. The emperor will be happy to see it if he comes."
I frowned slightly, and my sadness turned into silence for a long time, "It has only been a few days since he passed away, and I have always been in a state of devotion. I can't help anything else. I can't wear these colored clothes if I can."
Huanbi felt sad when she heard this, and the clothes in her hands slowly slipped from her arms like running water. The moment she turned her head, I saw the snow-white velvet flowers buried in her hair. I felt sour in my heart and reminded me softly, "On weekdays,
It doesn’t matter, just don’t let the emperor see it when he comes, it’s such a taboo.”
Huanbi nodded with tears in her eyes. The thought of Xuanqing made me extremely sad. I held Huanbi's shoulder with one hand and selected a thin silver jade diamond from the dressing box to pin in the back of my hair.
Wearing a moon-white gauze and satin dress, the placket and the edges of the cuffs were decorated with narrow rouge-colored floral threads. I sighed: "This can be considered as my best effort."
While I was talking, I saw Wen Shichu opening the curtain and coming in. I saw that his expression was not as corrupt as usual, and I understood a little bit in my heart, so I simply said calmly: "Huanbi went to make a cup of tea, and I want Mr. Wen's favorite Pu'er.
Huanbi turned around and went out. I smiled and said, "Why are you sweating profusely from running? Let's sit down and have a rest. Drink some tea to moisten your throat."
Wen Shichu changed his face slightly and said, "I have no intention of drinking tea." He paused and said, "Your brother has returned to Beijing for treatment. The emperor did not issue an order, but I saw that it was Li Chang's apprentice Xiao Xiazi who went there in person.
He was brought back. Who is Li Chang, and why did he suddenly take your brother back to Beijing?"
I was silent for a moment, "Since you know what you know, why bother asking me these questions?" I raised my head, and the bright sunlight made me squint my eyes slightly, "Then did Li Chang tell you that I have it?"
I’m pregnant and I want you to come and take care of me and help me with my pregnancy? Then are you going to ask Li Chang why he knew about my pregnancy? And it’s not three months as you know, but more than one month?”
His expression was twisted in pain, "Sister Huan, why? Why is this happening?"
I composed myself, and a sharp spark flashed in my eyes, "Because the emperor and I met. This child is the emperor's child, so Li Changhui asked you to come and have the baby for me."
Wen Shichu opened his mouth and was stunned for a moment. He pointed at my lower abdomen and said, "This child... this child is obviously..."
I brushed my broken hair on my temples and said calmly: "It doesn't matter whose it is. What matters now is that the emperor has recognized that this child is his, and that the child in my belly is only more than a month old."
Wen Shichu said in a trembling voice: "You are crazy! - This is the crime of deceiving the emperor. What if..."
I interrupted him and said coldly: "There is no such thing as a contingency! If there is a contingency, and this contingency is that you refuse to help me, go and tell the emperor that this child is already three months old and is not his at all. Then,
This crime of deceiving the emperor will be confirmed, I will be executed by the whole family, and the three clans will be killed, and you will be the great hero in front of the emperor."
Wen Shichu jumped to his feet in anxiety and swore hastily, "You know I won't -" He was angry and in pain, and the muscles in his cheeks twitched slightly, "Sister Huan, why are you doing this? If you want to give birth to this child, I will
I have already said that I will take care of you mother and son for the rest of their lives, so you can rest assured."
I took the Pu'er from Huanbi's hand, placed it gently in front of him, and lamented: "You can take care of me and my child for the rest of our lives, but can you help my brother, who is already delirious, to be brought back from Lingnan and take good care of him? Can you help me?"
Can I protect my parents, brothers and sisters from being harmed by others? Can you help me find out why Xuan Qing’s death was avenged by him?”
My series of questions left Wen Shichu silent for a long time, "Sister Huan, after all, I am useless and cannot help you."
I covered up the tears that were about to fall from the corners of my eyes and said with emotion: "Brother Shichu, it's not that you can't help me, it's that I have a very difficult life. I finally left Ziao City, but now I still have to go back. Because in this world, no one except the emperor can help me.
, no one can help me that much." I sat down slumped, "Qing is dead, and I have no hope anymore. If I don't go back to save what I want to save, what else can I do?"
The sun outside the window is so beautiful, shining on the peach blossoms blooming enchantingly on a tree. The gradually pink flowers are petite and thin, and the courtyard is filled with delicate spring colors. Such a beautiful spring scenery, but my heart is as sad as winter.
I shed tears sadly and turned around and said, "If there was any other way, I might not be willing to take this step. Now if you are willing to help me, I will help you. If you can't help me, I won't force you. The path that this child and I have to take is already there."
It’s difficult, step by step I will reach death, and even if I die, I have to protect him.”
The spring day is picturesque, and the bright light falling between the flower branches touches Wen Shichu's bright and beautiful body. However, no matter how warm the spring day is, Wen Shichu's complexion is like ice that cannot be melted. "If I keep you going like this, you will only keep your health in the end."
I want you to return to the palace and embark on the old road. Sister Huan, I watched you come out of Ziao City, and now I have to watch you escort you into the palace. In the past, I asked you for a kiss and you refused, but I watched
You entered the palace and got bruised all over from fighting; now do you want me to see you enter the palace again?"
The brightness and sharpness of the past flashed across my heart cruelly. I looked into Wen Shichu's beautiful eyes, breathed evenly, held back my tears, and said softly: "If I don't go back, I will be pregnant with this child in the palace."
Will the people let me go? I am helpless in Lingyun Peak, just sitting and waiting for death. Even if I fight endlessly in the palace, it is better than being killed here without fighting. Shichu
Brother, there are some things you don’t want to do, and I may not be willing to do them either. But when things come to pass, I am not a free and easy person who can come and go as I please.”
For a long time, he sighed, his face full of sadness, "Sister Huan, there is nothing I can do to you in this world. I have no other way to help you except to listen to you. Just do what you say, you have to protect others."
, I just try my best to protect you." He smiled bitterly, "There is no room for turning back from what you have decided, and my efforts are just in vain." He sat down, and the hand holding the tea cup trembled slightly, "What do you want me to do?
Just do it and say it.”
I took a sip of the sweet-scented osmanthus honey, and the sweet taste relieved the bitterness in my mouth. I lowered my head and thought for a moment, then said quietly: "First of all, you have to tell the emperor that I am only more than a month pregnant; secondly, help me find a way to make my baby pregnant."
My belly looks smaller in months. Furthermore, in order to hide my figure, you have to tell the emperor that my fetal image is not stable and I should not be too close to him. Finally, when the fruit is ripe and the pedicle falls, I tell the emperor that I gave birth in August, which is the same as when I gave birth to the baby in August.
Same. As for the rest, we can only leave it to fate."
He drank the Pu'er in the cup silently, and the red color of the soup reflected his somewhat dark determination. For a moment of concentration, infinite pain and tenderness flashed through his deep eyes, "If I had known that this day would come... I would love you forever.
I don’t know about the death of King Qinghe either.”
A breeze suddenly blew in, and the spring evening was still cool, carrying the scent of vibrant flowers and leaves. But for me, it was like a sharp blade scraping against my skin. There was no pain, but the coldness of the cold dip was felt.
It penetrated my heart. I raised my lips slightly and said, "You told me yourself."
He smiled sadly, "So, I am reaping the consequences. I have no other choice but to help you." He calmed down a little, "I will try my best to do what you said, and I will also tell the Emperor that your fetal image is unstable, so that you can be safe and sound."
Nourish. As for your belly... you may need to use raw silk to corset it, or wear loose clothes, and you must cover it up, otherwise in a few days your belly will look different at four months than at two months."
I was surprised and wondered, "Will raw silk corset harm the fetus?"
"Because Emperor Ling of the Han Dynasty was afraid of Queen He's power, she did not dare to tell anyone that she was pregnant. She kept her belly corseted every day until the time of childbirth. Sister Huan does not need to be corseted every day, but only needs to be corseted for two to three months.
There is no need to tie it too tightly, I will keep giving you medicine to stabilize the fetus in the meantime. Moreover, if the belly is tied correctly, it can also prevent lumbar lordosis, so it may not be harmful or beneficial."
I leaned forward and said, "In this case, I will have to rely on you for everything in the future." I paused and said, "I want to return to the palace. It's not just the emperor's word, it's the queen mother's nod. Sister Meizhuang serves me every day.
Next to the Queen Mother, you can only tell her this matter. It is best for her to mention it in front of the Queen Mother, but it must be said after the Emperor opens his mouth."
Wen Shichu nodded, "I know." His eyes looked pitiful, "The most important thing is that you take good care of yourself."
After Wen Shichu was sent away, Jin Xi came in and helped me lie down, stroking my chest and saying, "It sounds really dangerous for me to listen outside. If Lord Wen doesn't want to help, we don't know how much trouble we will have to go through. To be fair, the empress is out there.
Lord Riwen still has hope for one more day, but he really has no hope once he returns to the palace."
I leaned on the soft pillow and whispered: "Although he has the intention to give up, he is not a very selfish person."
Jin Xi sighed and said: "Master Wen's affection for the empress is still very valuable." After saying that, he opened the box, took out two pieces of raw silk and said: "When Master Wen left, he asked the slaves how to corset the empress's belly. It's better to hurry up and do it, Your Majesty.
I don’t know when it will come.”
I said "hmm" and let Jin Xi wrap up the raw silk for me, and then took the anti-fetal medicine, and then fell asleep peacefully.
Another two days passed, and I got lazy in the morning and was still lying on the bed with my clothes on. There was a misty spring rain outside, very fine and dense, like pekoe falling lightly, bringing a moist atmosphere. A peach tree in the courtyard was brilliant and fragrant.
, the wind blows, the pink petals fall randomly like rain, and the sky is covered with drizzle and flying flowers, like a dream.
Sandalwood was burning in the room, and there was a faint feeling of tranquility. I just smelled the fragrance and closed my eyes in a daze.
There was a low whisper outside, "Is Huanhuan still asleep?"
"My queen felt nauseous when she woke up early. She took medicine and fell asleep all the time. Please go wake me up."
"No, I'll just wait."
There was a slight movement in my heart, and I simply turned sideways and pretended to be asleep. After about half an hour, I said lazily: "Jinxi, bring some water." When I opened my eyes, I saw Xuan Ling's smiling face. I struggled to get up to say hello, but Xuan Ling was busy.
He held my hand and said, "How long has it been since you still have such rules?"
I rubbed my eyes and said, "Huanhuan doesn't know when Shiro came." Then I was angry at Jinxi, "Jinxi didn't wake me up either."
Li Chang said with a smile: "The emperor has been here for half an hour, but he was reluctant to wake her up because she was so sleepy."
Xuan Ling also smiled, "Don't blame Jin Xi. I heard that you were having a hard time being pregnant, so I specially asked you to sleep a little longer." Regardless of everyone else, he hugged me into his arms and said happily: "Li Chang told me that you are pregnant.
I am very happy to be pregnant."
I smiled and said angrily: "Your Majesty, you can be happy as you like. You can come on any day. It's raining outside today and the mountain road is not easy to walk. Why rush here."
Li Chang laughed at the side and said: "Originally, the emperor was going to come after hearing what the servant said, but there were so many things going on in the palace that the emperor couldn't find a reason to come. Yesterday, I saw Master Wen's prescription for diagnosing the pulse of the empress, and he was really happy.
, so I came here early this morning."
I said warmly and with concern: "The same goes for Your Majesty. I don't have to worry about the Queen Mother and the Empress worrying about coming here like this."
Xuan Ling just held my hand and couldn't see enough. His eyes were full of clear joy, "I'm only worried about you. Wen Shichu said that your fetus is a little unstable, and he said that you are not allowed to do this or that. I am very worried. Fortunately, Wen Shichu
I gave a lot of instructions and said that nothing serious will happen if you follow them, so I feel relieved."
Li Chang smiled and said: "It is because the Queen Mother and the Empress are not feeling well that the Emperor found a reason why he wanted to come to worship the Buddha. Otherwise, it would be really difficult to leave the palace."
I lowered my eyebrows and said, "The Queen Mother and the Empress are not in good health, and Huan Huan still wants Shiro to worry like this, really..."
He put his index finger on my lips and said tenderly: "It is a great joy that you are pregnant. I am so happy. After all, you are so lucky. The first time I came to see you, you had a baby."
" He sighed, "Rong'er is not blessed, and so is Guan. Even though I dote on you so much, there is still no movement at all."
Li Chang said with a smile on his face: "This is the blessing of the empress, and it is also the blessing of the emperor and our great Zhou Dynasty."
Jinxi happened to come in, carrying a bowl of hot sour bamboo shoots and chicken skin soup, and said with a smile: "Last night, the queen mentioned that she wanted to eat sour food, so I made a bowl of sour bamboo shoots and chicken skin soup. It is the best to appetize and replenish qi.
of."
I looked at it, frowned and said, "It looks greasy, I really have no appetite at all."
Jin Xi worriedly said: "My queen has lost her appetite for several days. How can she not be able to eat like this?"
Xuan Ling was startled and asked Jin Xi, "Has Zhaoyi not eaten well in several days?"
Jin Xi said: "That's right. My wife couldn't sleep well because she was pregnant, and her appetite has been bad these past two days. In the past two days, I wanted to eat sugar-frosted jade bee'er, but both the slave and Huanbi couldn't do it. It was really embarrassing.
"
Li Changwei asked: "It's really hard for the empress. This is Master Zhou's specialty snack in the imperial dining room in the palace. How can it be made outside? It's hard for the empress. She is pregnant and wants to eat something."
I said with shame: "Huan Huan is too naughty. In fact, she can eat whatever she wants."
Xuan Ling turned to Li Chang and told Li Chang, "Heat the stewed bird's nest that you brought and pour it with milk. It was Zhaoyi's favorite food in the past." Li Chang went off to do it, and Xuan Ling and I chatted for a while, just over a cup of tea.
After a while, the bird's nest was brought up. Xuan Ling took it from Jin Xi's hand and said with a smile: "I'll feed you."
I was slightly anxious, "How could Shiro do such a thing?"
Xuan Ling smiled lowly, with an indescribable tenderness and thoughtfulness in his eyebrows, just like the spring breeze turning into rain outside the window, "For you, for our children, there is nothing I can't do." He stuffed a soft goose feather pillow behind me and shushed softly.
He blew the hot air from the bird's nest and said, "Eat some even if you have no appetite, not only for yourself but also for your children."
I took a bite from his hand, tilted my head and smiled and said, "Huanhuan knows."
Xuan Ling saw that I had eaten most of the food, and Fang sighed and said: "Originally, it was a happy event for Yan Yi to have a child, so I was happy to promote her position, but unexpectedly, the Imperial Heavenly Supervisor said that there was an unlucky sign that Yan Yi would clash with the moon.
, the Queen Mother was seriously ill, and the Queen also lay down, which made the palace uneasy, so I had no choice but to restrain her." He slowed down and said softly: "Huan Huan, if it weren't for your pregnancy, the things in the palace would not have happened.
There are so many, I really have no place to be happy."
I caressed his hand and placed it next to my cheek, smiling peacefully, "Huanhuan can make Silang happy, and I will be happy too. The celestial phenomenon is just a temporary omen. When the bad luck passes, Xu Jieyu will successfully give birth to a baby for the emperor."
Just be a prince."
Xuan Ling quietly held me in her arms and said softly: "Huan Huan, Sauvignon Blanc is still with you, so just play a song for me." He seemed to be feeling sentimental, "You have been away from the palace for four years, and no one can play like this again.
There is a sentimental tune.”
I plucked the strings skillfully and mechanically, and felt a pain in my heart. The person who played the piano and flute with me a long time ago will never appear in this world again.
As soon as I had such a thought, the tears in my eyes were already falling sadly, overturning the seven strings of Lingling.
Xuan Ling hurriedly came to wipe my tears, "Why are you crying? Who has wronged you?"
I shook my head and said with tears in my eyes: "Huan Huan hasn't played Sauvignon Blanc for a long time, but now that she can play it in front of Shiro again, it feels like a lifetime ago."
Xuan Ling also lamented, "Having you by my side again feels like a world apart. Huanhuan, you used to love playing "Mountain High" the most, why don't you play it again today."
I plucked the strings in response:
The mountain is high, but the moonrise is small. The moon is so small, how bright it is! I have something to think about far away. When I don't see you for a day, my heart becomes quiet.
I played the song twice at random. I had always only played the first half of "The Highest of the Mountain". It was just because the first half was full of lovesickness, and the second half was even more sad and ominous. However, I was in a trance.
In an instant, Sushou turned calmly and changed to the tone of the second half:
Collecting bitter things in the south of the mountain. How can I be so embarrassed and anxious?
Your heart is as solid as gold and stone, and your body is as pure as ice and snow. You planned to form a hundred-year-old alliance, but suddenly it was a one-day separation. Your heart comes and goes in the morning, clouds, dusk, and rain, and you miss each other thousands of miles apart and share the bright moon.
They planned to form a hundred-year alliance, but they suddenly broke up in one day!
The panic in my heart was as complex as a rolling thunderstorm, and I almost cried at my desk. "The High Mountain", the second half of which I never dared to pop up, actually revealed the fate of me and Xuan Qing so desolately and clearly.
.Even, even looking at each other from a distance of "loving each other thousands of miles apart and sharing the bright moon" is not available.
A copy of "The High Mountain" turned out to be my half-life relationship with Xuan Ling and Xuan Qing.
However, no matter how sad he was, there was still a gentle smile on his face.
In such a moment of silence, Xuan Ling suddenly said: "Follow me back to the palace."
I was startled, but my heart gradually relaxed - he finally said it. I looked at each other with tears in my eyes and said reluctantly: "How can Huan Huan still return to the palace? What happened in the past can no longer be turned back."
Xuan Ling took my hand and hugged me, sighing: "The sound of Huan Huan's piano is still the same as before. It has not changed at all, so why can't people look back?"
It turns out that he didn't understand that Qin has no heart, so it is not easy to change. But people have hearts, and they know how to distinguish between true and false feelings, and how deep and shallow their feelings are. And looking back means tolerating all the unbearable and humiliating things in the past. How difficult it is.
.It’s so difficult and rare that I don’t even want to think about it.
But I can't help but think about it.
I sighed sadly and lowered my head in sympathy, "Huan Huan is a deposed concubine and has an ominous body. Even if she is pregnant with the emperor's descendants, she would not dare to dream of returning to the palace."
"Abandoned concubine?" He murmured these two words solemnly between his lips and teeth, and a momentary determination flashed in his eyes, "Since she is an abandoned concubine, just re-register her and follow me back to the palace."
I hesitated, "Queen Mother..."
"You have an heir, so I'm sure the Queen Mother will not stop you. Everyone is worried about Xu Jieyu, so just treat it as a sign of joy or to comfort the Queen Mother. Just go back with me."
I knelt down, with tears in my eyes, "Huanhuan is very grateful for the emperor's kindness. But my concubine returned to the palace rashly like this. Although the queen mother didn't say anything, she always cared about the emperor leaving her without consulting her.
"Since I brought such an ominous figure back with me, it would be better for the emperor to report it to the Empress Dowager Ming first. Furthermore," I said with a sad and aggrieved expression, "the concubines in the palace are always talking about it. Huan Huan would rather spend her days quietly in Lingyun Peak alone."
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He gently helped me up and said, "I know what you are afraid of. Let others talk about whatever they like. Now that there is still one missing among the three concubines, I will tell the world to appoint you as the concubine, alongside Duan and the second concubine. Your Tang
Now that Concubine Hui lives in the Pear Palace, I will build a new palace for you to live in. After reporting to the Queen Mother, I will take you back to the palace with half the queen's ceremonial scenery, and see who dares to talk behind your back. You can raise your child with peace of mind and give birth to me for a lifetime.
You should be a prince." He stared at me for a moment, put his hand on my cheek tenderly, and said pityingly: "Huan Huan, I have let you leave for four years, four years is enough, I will never let you leave again." He kissed me.
He held my hand and said, "I have missed you all the time these past four years."
Do you think about it all the time? I sneered slightly, as Fan Ruo said, even if Xuan Ling knew he was wrong, he would not admit it, because the emperor's majesty is what he cares about, and it doesn't matter if other people are sacrificed.
I cried with joy, and after this joy, there were countless sorrows and hatreds surging. I gently leaned on his chest, turning the cold poison in his chest into extremely soft, and said: "Silang has such a heart, Huan Huan is satisfied."
Already."
There was drizzle outside the window, and the wisps of rain reflected his extremely solemn face, "When I make arrangements, I will let someone come and issue the order. You just have to endure it for a few more days."