As if falling into an endless dream, Lady Miaoyin is in front of me, Li Guibi, Cao Jieyu, and Mrs. Xihua are all struggling, entangled, stripped, and tossed in front of me. Mother... I think
Go home. Mom, I'm very tired. I don't want to wake up. Why does it hurt so much? A bitter and warm liquid poured into my mouth, forcing me to wake up from my dream.
It took a lot of effort to open my eyes. The red curtains were all decorated with auspicious patterns of many children and many blessings. They were in the bedroom of my palace. My body felt soft for a moment, and I was finally in my own palace.
When I turned my eyes slightly, I caught a glimpse of a bright yellow area that was as bright as the sun. I felt relieved and burst into tears.
When he saw me waking up, he was also surprised. He held my hand and said sincerely: "Huan Huan, you finally woke up!"
Behind him, the queen also breathed a long sigh of relief: "God bless you! It will be fine when you wake up! You have been unconscious for three days."
Breathing, with a cold and sharp cutting pain, like a small blade cutting. The pain gradually woke me up. It seemed that I had not spoken for hundreds of years, and it was very difficult to speak, "Shiro - you are back...
" Tears flowed before I spoke, as if I wanted to express all the grievances and physical pain I had suffered since parting.
He panicked and hurriedly wiped away my tears: "Huan Huan, don't cry. I can't help you anymore!" His eyes were full of deep regret and sadness. For no reason, this look made me scared and panicked.
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Thousands of fearful thoughts went through my mind at once, but I didn't dare. Finally, I stretched out my hand and carefully touched my lower abdomen. There was my cherished baby.
However, almost overnight, the slight bulge turned back to a flat appearance.
I turned my eyes in fear, and everyone had such sad expressions on their faces. To be sure, I could smell the lingering dark red smell of blood in the air, even the strong smell of herbs covered it up.
Can't live.
My fingers curled up stiffly - I don't believe it! I don't believe it! It's gone! It's no longer in my body!
I don't know where the strength came from, I almost turned over and sat up straight. Everyone was panicked and rushed to hold me down, fearing that I would do something stupid.
My heart and lungs were filled with feverish heartbreak. I almost burst into tears and grabbed the shirt on his chest. Xuan Ling hugged me tightly and remained silent. After not seeing each other for a few days, his eyes were full of bloodshot eyes.
The green beard looked even more haggard. Concubine Jing wiped her tears and tried her best to persuade her: "Sister, don't be so sad! The emperor is also sad. Such a big thing happened just after Yu Jia arrived in Cangzhou, and the emperor rushed back overnight.
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Xuan Ling's eyes were filled with endless pity and unspeakable pain. He had never looked at me or hugged me like that. Such deep sorrow and despair, as if what he had lost was not an unborn child, but this
Seeing everything he cherished and loved most, losing his heirs one after another, he seemed to be more sad than me at this moment. Xuan Ling hugged me tightly, his expression seemed confused and troubled, he looked at the queen, almost depressed
To the extreme, the weakness has also reached the extreme: "Is God punishing me?"
When the queen heard this, she was deeply shocked. But for a moment, her eyes became firm and strong. The queen quickly wiped away her tears, walked steadily to Xuan Ling, half-knelt on the couch, and handed Xuan Ling's
Houhan held it between her hands. The queen looked at Xuan Ling calmly and solemnly said every word: "The emperor is the son of God, and God will not punish you and your heirs. Besides, the emperor has never been wrong.
, where is the word punishment." She paused, and said to Xuan Ling as if comforting and affirming: "If there is really a punishment, it is all the fault of the concubine and has nothing to do with the emperor."
I was confused when I heard this, but I had no time to pay attention to it, and I didn't want to understand it. Xuan Ling seemed to be greatly comforted, and his face improved slightly. I cried so hard that I choked, and my hair was covered with sticky sweat, and my body
Trembling violently.
The queen said: "Your Majesty, now is not the time to be sad. Wan Gui's loss of her son was not a natural disaster, but an accident."
As soon as the queen reminded me, I suddenly woke up, and the scene in Mixiu Palace was vividly before my eyes. I couldn't suppress my grief and anger, and said bitterly: "Your Majesty - natural disasters are unavoidable, can't the government prevent them?"
Xuan Ling's face was as gloomy as iron. He looked around and said coldly: "Where is the bitch?"
Li Chang hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Mrs. Xihua is kneeling and waiting outside the gate of Tangli Palace, taking off her hairpin to await her punishment."
Xuan Ling's expression was as frozen as ice and he said: "Pass it to her!"
As soon as I saw her, there were no more tears. I looked at her coldly, gnashing my teeth with hatred, my eyes were about to burst out of fire, and murderous intent surged into my heart. If I had an arrow in my hand, I would definitely shoot it through her head.
Only then could I vent my hatred! But in the end I couldn't, I just clenched the corner of the quilt tightly and wouldn't let go.
Mrs. Xihua's face was also haggard and mottled with tears, and she no longer looked as charming as before. She did not dare to look at me, and knelt down and sobbed as soon as she came in. Before Xuan Ling could speak, she had already cried: "I am guilty.
But that day, Wan Gui concubine contradicted me. I just wanted to give me a small punishment as a warning, and did not intend to harm Wan Gui concubine. I didn’t know that this would happen! Please forgive me for my sin of ignorance!
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Xuan Ling gasped, and the veins on his forehead popped out, and said: "You are ignorant - don't you know that Huan Huan is pregnant for four months?"
Mrs. Xihua had never seen Xuan Ling so furious. She was so frightened that she lowered her head and shed tears. Concubine Jing finally couldn't bear it anymore and said: "Madam just said that my concubine is four months pregnant and the fetus is stable.
Not afraid to kneel."
Mrs. Xihua was so frightened that she knelt down at Xuan Ling's feet and hugged his legs with tears streaming down her face: "I am ignorant. I was so angry that day that I thought it wouldn't matter if I knelt down for half an hour..." She
Suddenly he was startled, pointed at Zhang Mi who was standing beside him and said sternly: "How did you become an imperial physician? She is already four months pregnant, how come she still has a baby after kneeling for half an hour? You must have given her the wrong food.
What are you relying on me for?"
Zhang Mi was intimidated by her momentum. He fluttered his sleeves and said, "My concubine has signs of uneasy fetal movements. This is due to the weakness of the mother's body, but it is normal. The only thing wrong is that your concubine is too careful, so her pulse is unstable."
.This is nothing serious, as long as you have a good rest."
Xuan Ling shouted loudly and said to Mrs. Xihua: "Shut up! She is over-intentioned and it's not because you suppress her everywhere. As long as you can tolerate others, why do you do this!"
Mrs. Xihua's voice became softer: "I heard that Concubine Xian knelt for two hours before she was a baby, so I thought that half an hour wouldn't matter."
That was something so far away that Xuan Ling had no time to recall, but the queen was stunned, and then she pursed her lips and fell silent. Xuan Ling only said: "Concubine Xian was very disrespectful to the late queen that day, so the queen punished her to kneel down and admit her mistake.
What's more, the late empress never knew that the virtuous concubine was pregnant, and she only found out about it after the fact. And you knew that the noble concubine Wan was pregnant with dragon descendants!" He paused, and his tone became more serious: "How dare a bitch be compared to the late empress?" Mrs. Xihua
Realizing that I had made a mistake, I was too frightened to say anything.
Xuan Ling became more and more angry and glared at her with disgust: "I see that you are not ignorant, but very cruel! If Wan Guifei is really at fault, why didn't you punish her early in the morning and insist on waiting until noon when the sun is at its worst! You can see that you The mind is as poisonous as a snake and a scorpion, how can I tolerate someone like you by my side!"
Mrs. Xihua was so shocked that she collapsed on the ground, with an earthy face. She burst into tears after a while. She clutched the corner of Xuan Ling's robe and cried, "Your Majesty! I admit that I don't like Wan Gui, and I have been since she entered the palace." Since then, Your Majesty, you do not love me as much as you did before. Moreover, I heard that the Zhen family in the court often fights against my father and brother, and there are many disputes. My father and brother are people who have made contributions to the country, how can I be angry with my juniors! That's it. Even my concubine can't bear it!" The more she spoke, the angrier she became, her eyes firmly fixed on me.
The queen was angry and sighed: "You are so confused! No matter how many disputes there are in the court, how can we get involved in the harem? What's more, your father and brother are at odds with your concubine's father and brother, so you must live in harmony. You How can you add fuel to the flames and embarrass your concubine Wan due to her personal affair? It is in vain that the emperor trusts you so much and lets you take charge of the affairs of the Sixth Palace."
When the queen said something, Xuan Ling's face turned gloomy. By the end of the sentence, Xuan Ling's face was almost as green as ashes.
Mrs. Xihua was always used to being domineering, but she had never put the queen in her eyes. She did not look at the queen, but cried to Xuan Ling: "I am dissatisfied with Wan Guifei's arrogant behavior, but I really have no intention of harming Wan Guifei." My child!" She cried heartbrokenly, "I have also lost a child, how could I be so cruel!"
Hearing this, Xuan Ling's originally disgusted and contemptuous eyes suddenly softened. He was hurt, guilty, sympathetic, pity, and wary, and it was complicated and difficult to describe. After a long time, he said sadly: "Don't do to others what you don't want others to do to you. You I have also experienced the pain of losing a child, so how can I bear to inflict it on Wan Gui’s concubine..." Xuan Ling waved his hands repeatedly and said in a sad tone: "Even if you have no intention of harming Wan Gui’s unborn son, this child is still because of you. It's gone. You cannot absolve yourself of the blame. I will never tolerate such a heartless person like you!" He called the queen: "Go to the Sixth Palace and inform the Sixth Palace that Murong's wife will be abolished, her title will be revoked, and she will be the co-administrator of the Sixth Palace. , reduced to concubine. No one is allowed to see her again except by imperial edict."
The queen agreed, then hesitated slightly: "Then, do you want to tell the Queen Mother?"
Xuan Ling waved his hand tiredly: "The Queen Mother is already sad that Tianbi's child is gone. Now that he is sick again, it will only make matters worse. Let's suppress it for now and don't mention it."
The queen responded softly and said: "The queen mother's concubine will take care of everything, your Majesty, don't worry."
Mrs. Xihua felt as if she had been struck by lightning, but she still hugged Xuan Ling's calf with both hands. When she was about to cry and beg again, Xuan Ling kicked her hand away and sneered again and again: "What's wrong with my concubine Wan Gui? What's wrong with the concubines of the Sixth Palace?" "You want to accompany Wan Guifei to be exposed to the scorching sun? You can go and kneel on the brick ground outside your palace gate for two hours." He turned around and didn't look at her again until she was dragged out.
Xuan Ling said: "You go out first, I will accompany your concubine."
The queen nodded, "That's fine." She then advised me, "You'd better have children, but your own health is more important. You'll have a bright future." Then she led everyone out, and the palace suddenly became quiet.
He hugged me gently and sighed softly: "If my sixth brother hadn't rescued you from Mixiu Palace this time and sent someone to report to me in time, I don't know how bad things would have been!"
I was stunned for a moment, remembering the firm embrace that took me away from Mixiu Palace that day, and my heart suddenly moved. Unexpectedly, it was really him. However, I quickly came back to my senses, stared at Xuan Ling and shed tears, and said angrily and sadly: "
The situation is already so bad, what else can we do!"
Xuan Ling comforted her gently: "Don't be sad, you are still young, we will have another child once you are healthy."
I remained silent for a long time and then said: "May I ask Your Majesty, did my concubine's child die in vain?" I paused for a moment, and then I said with raw hatred in my bones: "Why don't you kill this bitch to vent your hatred?
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His eyes were full of gloom, and he sighed for a long time: "The government is difficult, and now I have to take care of King Runan and the Murong family."
My heart went cold, as if I couldn't believe it. Disappointment came to my throat, and I blurted out without thinking: "She killed the emperor's biological child!" I sat still like a stone, but my tears silently fell down in a continuous stream.
His clothes were soaked with tears, and he just hugged me silently, his eyes full of sadness, almost turning into a bottomless pool. He looked at me foolishly, and after a long time, he said:
"I can't keep our child - I...I can't help you."
After being by his side for all these years, this is the first time I heard him talk to me like this, saying the word "I" to me as a supreme being, and talking to me in such a tired and sad tone. He is the most noble person in the world.
But at this moment, he was so weak and sad, just like an ordinary father who had lost his child. Such bewildered and affectionate eyes, such deep sorrow and regret, instantly aroused my grief.
He didn't call himself "I", which shows the depth of his pain. I couldn't bear to say it anymore, so I lay in his arms and cried bitterly. Those were my tears, and they were also my endless hatred and pain...
Xuan Ling stroked my back and said, "Why did you listen to her so much that day? She kneeled down when she asked you to and punished you when she was punished." He paused and said with some resentment towards Concubine Jing: "Concubine Jing was also there at that time.
Why don't you ask her for help?"
"The Emperor knows Concubine Murong's temperament, how can Concubine Jing persuade her? How can I resist this concubine on her own? What's more, in the situation that day, it is better to obey than to disobey, otherwise it will give her an excuse to persecute me." I felt sad.
Weak: "Then Your Majesty, why do you give her such great power to help manage the harem? You know that she has a vicious mind, and sister Mei is the best example!"
Xuan Ling was depressed by my question and said for a moment: "Are you blaming me?"
I shook my head: "How dare I, my concubine." I was tired from crying and exhausted. Xuan Ling didn't shed a single tear, but he was still tired.
There was a lifeless silence in the dormitory. He solemnly swore: "I swear, our child will not die in vain! - I will definitely give you justice."
I stared at him solemnly: "Then when? Please give me a letter of approval from the emperor."
He remained silent and said, "There will come a time."
I lowered my head sadly: "The pain of losing a child may fade away with time, but Concubine Murong is in front of me every day, how can I swallow it? And the emperor may not miss the past friendship!"
He was speechless and only said: "Huan Huan, please be patient a little longer for me - don't embarrass me."
Full of disappointment. I stopped looking at him and turned around gently, tears falling unconsciously. The pillow was warm and moist. I lay down with tears on my pillow.
In the summer of the 14th year of Qianyuan, I was almost always immersed in sadness, unable to extricate myself. The scorching heat and the bitter smell of herbs were firmly imprinted on my skin and memory, lingering.
My Tangli Palace is dead silent, no longer as lively as before. All the decorations symbolizing fertility and blessings have been removed to prevent me from touching the scene. The palace maids and eunuchs keep their movements and sounds cautious as they walk, for fear of disturbing them.
I miss my son's feelings.
The harem is also quiet. The queen handles the heavy harem affairs alone. Occasionally, the concubine will help, but there are not many such opportunities. The queen mother is ill, and the concubine is in charge of all the blessing matters of the Tongming Hall, and also takes care of it.
Concubine Cui and Chun'er's Zi Palace and their daily prayers. Concubine Hua, no, she should be Concubine Murong now. Her position has changed from the first of the three concubines to the only concubine of the first rank in the harem who is inferior to the queen. Now she is
She must be ranked after Concubine Jing, at the bottom of the three concubines, and does not even have a title. This makes her lose face. She lives in the inner palace and rarely sees people, just like Concubine Duan who shuns the world.
Although Xuan Ling ignored her, he no longer dealt with her and continued to treat her well. The matter of my miscarriage was just brushed aside.
I regret every day. That day in Mixiu Palace, why couldn't I be servile and beg Concubine Murong for mercy, as long as I can keep my child? Why should I be so tough and refuse to admit defeat? I even regret why I want to be favored.
, if I was just an ordinary concubine, unknown to the public, how could she hate me so much and kill me? Such regret accelerated my disappointment and disgust with myself.
In the beginning, Xuan Ling came to see me every day. He couldn't bear to see me because I was so depressed that I burst into tears. I was so hurt and miserable. Finally, he sighed and walked away.
Jin Xi once advised me again and again, "It's really not good for me to cry and be sad like this. Otherwise, in the future, when I get better, I will shed tears at the sight of wind. I heard from the old aunt in the palace that this was the root cause of the disease that the Queen Mother suffered from back then."
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I was so weak that I reluctantly said: "The Queen Mother is so blessed and blessed, nothing can compare with me." As I spoke, I cried silently again.
Jin Xi wiped away my tears and said her true meaning in a gentle and gentle way: "Your Majesty, if you cry like this, the Emperor's arrival will only arouse our sadness. If this continues, I'm afraid that the Emperor will no longer want to set foot in Tangli Palace."
What’s the benefit?”
I murmured: "It has only been a month since I lost this child, and a hundred days have not passed yet. How can I, a mother, put on makeup, wear red and green clothes to express my gratitude?"
Jin Xi couldn't help being stunned when she heard this, "Your Majesty is so young. As long as the Emperor still loves you, we are not afraid of not having children. Your Majesty, you must relax your mind. This will last for a long time. Your Majesty, please don't suffer like this."
In my hand I have a baby's bellyband, which I happily embroidered for my child to wear. With red pomegranate red thread and apricot yellow background, the embroidered pattern of a hundred sons and a hundred blessings is all my own.
The joy of becoming a mother for the first time and the deep love for the child in her belly... Now, the bellyband is still there, but my child can no longer come to this world.
I stared at the carefully embroidered bellyband, and only two lines of clear tears fell silently. I couldn't help but feel that my very competitive heart turned into ashes.
Such lingering melancholy and grief made my body become weaker and weaker.
After my miscarriage, Zhang Mi resigned from his position at the Tai Hospital on the grounds of old age. This time it was Wen Shichu who came to ask for pulse. After looking around and asking questions, he fell silent for a moment, looking slightly surprised.
I waved my hand and ordered the serving maid to go down, and said calmly: "Is there something more wrong with my body?"
He frowned and thought deeply for a moment, then said cautiously: "Has your Majesty used musk before?"
"Musk?" I was stunned, "Mr. Zhang said that this thing is taboo during pregnancy, so how can I use it? Even now, I don't have the time to use spices."
He pursed his lips tightly, as if he was thinking about how to express it: "But the empress's noble body has indeed experienced symptoms of musk, but the amount is very small and difficult to detect." He suddenly raised his head, his eyes bright: "Empress?"
My heart tightened, and after thinking for a long time, I shook my head and said, "I don't have it." However, when talking about spices, I suddenly remembered something. In the past few days, I have only smelled the scent of spices in one place. So I whispered
Liao Liu Zhu said: "Go to the Ministry of Internal Affairs and try to get some of the 'Huanyixiang' that Concubine Murong usually uses."
After the Zhu Zhu was gone, Wen Shichu asked again: "Have you been suffering from insomnia for a long time?" I nodded quietly, and he sighed silently: "My concubine's illness is all caused by excessive sadness, stagnation in the five internal organs, and deficiency of liver fire.
Forgive me, Wei Chen, for saying it bluntly, this is a heart disease."
I was silent. There was compassionate warmth and care in his eyes: "It's not good to drink too much medicine. Why not drink lotus heart tea." He explained to me in detail: "The lotus heart is bitter in taste and cold in nature, and it can cure heart heat.
It has the effects of lowering heat, relieving heat, clearing the heart, soothing irritability and dispelling fire. It can nourish the spleen and kidneys, nourish the heart and calm the mind, and treat red and swollen eyes."
I suddenly raised my head and smiled bitterly: "Lotus heart, it's a very bitter thing."
He stared at me for a moment and said, "Yes. I hope the pain in the lotus heart can heal the pain in your heart."
I turned around, feeling sad and unspeakable.
Wen Shichu murmured in a low voice: "Ask the lotus root, how many threads are there? Who is suffering from the lotus heart? The two flowers asked each other, they are just children of the old days. Do you still remember this song?" I nodded, and he continued: "When I was young, Zhen
My brother took you to go boating in the lake, and you stood on the bow of the boat with your hair combed and your hair combed, your arms full of lotus pods, and you sang this song." His voice gradually became low and soft, as if he was immersed in the long-lasting beauty.
In the memory: "At that time, I thought that I must marry you when I grow up. But you have the wings of a phoenix, how can I, a little imperial doctor, restrain you?" He turned his eyes and stared at me with pity.
She expressed her intention: "But looking at you like this, I would rather I could have restrained you than to see you like you are today."
I listened quietly at first, but as he talked more and more, he forgot about our identity. I felt an inexplicable anger boiling in my heart, and suddenly I reached out and waved a silk satin pillow lying in front of the bed to the ground.
He fell to the ground silently, but he was shocked by me. I took a breath and said: "Mr. Wen talked too much today. In what capacity do you come to say such treasonous words to me today! You are the imperial doctor, I
She is the emperor's concubine, and that's all she will ever be. I am grateful for Imperial Physician Wen's affection, but if Imperial Physician Wen lets me hear such words again, don't blame me for ignoring the friendship we have had for many years!"
I talked a lot in one breath, and I lay beside the bed and gasped for breath. Wen Shichu felt heartbroken and ashamed. I raised my head and suddenly stopped talking. Beside the brocade curtain, I don’t know when, Mei Zhuang was already standing there, the color of his face
As white as the white jade bracelet on her hand.
When I saw it was her, I couldn't help but feel anxious and ashamed, and felt dizzy for a while. I never told anyone about Wen Shichu's affection for me, not to mention that I am now the emperor's concubine, so such words are even more taboo. Such trade
Being listened to by Meizhuang rashly, even though I have always been close to her, was embarrassing. I blurted out: "Sister Mei——"
Mei Zhuang coughed slightly to hide her expression, but her face still didn't look good. She didn't want to encounter such a situation, so she said, "It's important that you rest and recuperate." After saying that, she turned around and left.
I knew that Meizhuang wanted to avoid suspicion. When I turned around and saw Wen Shichu standing aside with his head downcast, I became even more annoyed. I managed to calm down and said: "If you want to kill me, you can just keep telling me such nonsense every day, and wait until you get rid of me."
There are many people who have the handle. Mr. Wen, you and I have known each other since childhood, and I don’t know whether you want to help me or harm me.”
He felt hurt and ashamed, so he hurriedly excused himself and said: "You...don't be angry, my queen. You can't help being angry now. I'll just stop talking."
I was already sick, and I was angry. My head felt like cotton was stuffed, and I soon fell into a drowsy sleep.
When I woke up, it was already dark and late at night, and Liu Zhu had also come back. She helped me take the medicine, rinsed my mouth with water, and said: "Eunuch Jiang gave it to us after he heard that we asked for it, and he also said that the emperor ordered it.
This incense is only allowed in the Mixiu Palace and cannot be used in other palaces." He then showed me the small box containing "Huanyi Incense".
After hearing this, I became more concerned. So I opened the box, took a look at it, closed it again, and said, "I'm going to invite An Mei. I said that I'm feeling better and I want to invite her to come and talk to me."
Liu Zhu came back soon, but Lingrong was nowhere to be seen. Liu Zhu said: "Ju Qing said An Mei went to the Queen's Palace to pay her respects and will come over later."
I was slightly surprised and said casually: "Is she feeling better? It's rare that she's willing to go out and walk around."
It was quiet at night, but the continuous noisy frogs sounded harsh and disturbing at night. Lingrong sat in front of me, picked out some spices with her fingernails, sniffed lightly, closed her eyes and tried her best to distinguish: "There is the fragrance of green clover and spikenard."
, clover incense, fried incense...white sandalwood, clove incense, chicken bone incense..." She smelled it carefully again and said no more. Suddenly her beautiful eyes flashed, and her expression was frightened.
I quickly asked: "What?"
She hesitated slightly and quickly said: "There is also a smell of musk."
Sure enough, I was heartbroken. Concubine Murong had been favored for many years and was infertile for a long time. This was the real key. It seemed that Xuan Ling had long been determined to suppress the power of the Murong clan and King Runan. It was difficult for him.
Such painstaking planning.
However, the sadness and resentment in my heart became more and more pervasive. At first, it was just a mist and sorrowful clouds, but gradually it became thicker and I was trapped in it. My heart couldn't help but tremble, why did I suddenly have fetal tremors in Concubine Murong's palace, and why did I kneel half of the way?
I had a miscarriage at that time. Although my health is not good, but Anzhi doesn't have the "joyful fragrance" gifted by Xuan Ling?
Xuan Ling, Xuan Ling, if you guard against her, you will also hurt my child!
Lingrong looked at my expression carefully and said, "Did sister get this thing from Concubine Murong's palace? I felt something was wrong when I was in her palace that day, but at that time I was just suspicious and could not distinguish it carefully. Besides, my sister is soft-spoken and soft-spoken.
How dare you mention it casually. Musk is inherently valuable. From my sister's perspective, this should be the musk from the horse musk deer, and it is the eldest son. This horse musk deer is only found in the snowy mountains of the northwest. It is very valuable and has more medicinal power than ordinary musk.
Stronger…”
Ling Rong did not say any more, but I understood that women should not use musk frequently. If they use this substance for a long time, they will not be able to conceive. Even if they are pregnant, they will still have miscarriages. Therefore, although I like burning incense by nature, I absolutely stay away from musk, not at all.
Dare to touch.
I was silent for a long time, then told her: "The imperial doctor said that I seem to have symptoms of using musk, and I have stopped using spices since I became pregnant, so it is strange."
Lingrong thought for a while and said: "This kind of musk is very powerful and can penetrate people's bodies all over the body. My sister stayed in Mixiu Palace for half a day that day. I guess it came from this, so there will be signs that she has used musk."
I nodded and didn't comment. After chatting for a while, Lingrong said: "The scar on my sister's cheek has almost recovered, and the small box of Skin Care Glue is almost used up, right?"
I smiled slightly and said, "There is only a little left. It seems that my sister's anti-aging glue is indeed effective."
Lingrong smiled sweetly: "How could my sister's beautiful face be so easily damaged? My sister just tried her best."
I heard that her voice was much better than before, and I couldn't help but smile: "Your voice is much better. Will the emperor call you again?"
Lingrong lowered his eyebrows, and although his two cherry lips curled up into a graceful arc, his expression still dimmed, "Sister has always been very kind to you, but now the emperor is not very sick. My sister is of the quality of a willow, and the emperor has
How can you still remember it?"
She did not mean these words, but they sounded like words to me. I was sad and weeping when I was ill, and meeting Xuan Ling in the harem was just like a crucian carp crossing a river.
Why do you have to come to my sad family so often?
Lingrong saw the change in my expression and couldn't help but panic: "Sister, I'm just talking nonsense, please don't take it to heart." Naturally, I didn't want to make her feel ashamed, so I murmured with a smile.
She added: "I paid my respects to the queen today. The queen also sighed very much, saying that the emperor actually likes my sister very much. But my sister suddenly lost her son, and the emperor was afraid that seeing her would make her sad, so he didn't want to see her more."
Seeing that I was speechless, he advised me again: "Sister, please be more open-minded. As long as you forget about this and greet the Emperor with a smile, the Emperor will feel relieved."
However, how could I forget this? The background of my heart is, after all, sad and gloomy.
Note:
1. Taking off hairpins to punish sins: The etiquette of ancient concubines when they committed major mistakes and apologized. Generally, they took off their hairpins and beads, spread their hair, took off their luxurious clothes and changed into plain clothes, and knelt down to beg for forgiveness. The most serious ones were to go barefoot.
Because women in ancient times valued their feet and could not expose them at will, so it was an insulting punishment. It was equivalent to "asking for forgiveness while shouldering a thorn."
2. Dangmenzi: Musk is used as medicine, especially the particles condensed on the glands are the best. The term is called Dangmenzi.