Chapter five hundred and ninety seventh heart knot
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Zhong Ningning glared at him angrily and continued: "I'm not hungry, you can eat it yourself."
"Then I'll eat it myself?" Zhang Yang asked with a smirk.
In fact, he also felt that he had gone too far by just watching the fun and not helping, but who made this girl go to a place like that?
She also deliberately set up a trap to destroy her relationship with Feng Yanran, so it is understandable that she did this.
Besides, she wasn't in any danger. Even if there wasn't that policeman, she wouldn't let Sun Han and his gang arrest her...
"Eat you to death!"
Zhong Ningning looked around at the strange looks. Maybe she felt that she was a bit too unladylike, so she lowered her voice and said angrily.
"Could it be that you asked me out just to apologize to me in this way?" Zhang Yang put down his chopsticks and asked pretending to be helpless.
"Originally I wanted to apologize to you, but you actually refused to save me. Why should I apologize to you again?"
Zhong Ningning also felt very aggrieved, and continued with tears in her eyes: "Do I just make you hate me so much? You should apologize to me."
"Okay, okay, I apologize to you. Wasn't I there to guard you? I wouldn't let them take you away."
Zhang Yang hated seeing women crying, so he continued to tell the truth: "Don't go to that kind of messy place in the future, otherwise this kind of thing will happen sooner or later. It's not a place for good girls to go."
What he said is also true. Among the girls there, there are no girls who sell their looks and dignity to please men and achieve their own goal of making money.
Some people would say that they are also forced to live in despair, otherwise who would be willing to choose such a life?
In fact, this statement should be more about them making excuses for their depravity. There are so many girls in China, engaged in various professions, why there is no place for them to survive?
It's just that they don't want to endure hardship, or they think it's easier to make money by selling their bodies and dignity to satisfy their own vanity, so they choose such a life.
Of course, except for those girls who were deceived and forced, they couldn't help themselves...
"Originally, I went this time just to say goodbye to a friend there. I don't plan to go to places like that in the future."
After listening to his words, Zhong Ningning understood the meaning and spoke in a much gentler tone.
She didn't lie. She often hung out in nightclubs and always had one or two familiar friends.
What's more, she has such a low self-esteem character that she can only open up her heart in a nightclub, express her depression and grievances to her heart's content, and vent her emotions wantonly.
Because only here, others will only care about whether you are beautiful or not, whether you are sexy or not, but they do not care about your identity...
"Well! Don't waste your youth."
Zhang Yang himself felt ridiculous when he said this.
If I hadn't enriched myself by opening a hospital, wouldn't I have been idle and wasting my youth doing nothing?
"Do you think I like my current life very much?" Zhong Ningning turned her head and looked out the window at the dim and empty road, and suddenly said with a sad smile.
"No, I just don't think there's any need to give up on myself."
Zhang Yang could see the bitterness behind her smile. The embarrassment of her identity made this girl suffer too much grievance.
"I have no choice, and I don't want to be an illegitimate daughter." You can vaguely see tears glistening in Zhong Ningning's eyes.
Perhaps only you can feel this kind of grievance and dissatisfaction, and others cannot understand or feel your inner feelings.
"I don't like this kind of life. I have been like a stolen child since I was a child. I cannot recognize my own father because my mother is a mistress."
Although she seemed to be speaking very calmly, Zhang Yang knew that she must be in pain in her heart.
Zhong Ningning paused for a moment and then continued: "When I hear people scolding mistresses, I always hide away quietly, feeling ashamed. I'm afraid they know my identity, so I don't dare to be with them."
"This is not a choice you can make." Zhang Yang said softly.
Zhang Yang didn't know how to persuade her, so he could only comfort her with a very old-fashioned saying.
"I have no choice, but this identity will follow me forever." Zhong Ningning bit her lip and said with excitement on her pretty face.
Although Zhang Yang did not continue to speak, he agreed with her words in his heart. Some people live a life that others envy, but they suffer pain that others cannot understand.
This may also be a portrayal of the inner feelings of many second-generation people. They live a life without worries about food and clothing that others cannot achieve, but they do all kinds of deceptive things.
Racing, taking drugs, showing off wealth, dating celebrities...
They may also know that the money they spend is earned by their parents through some means, and they also know that apart from money, they have nothing that others can look up to.
So seek stimulation and relief through the above methods, attract others' attention and satisfy your own perverted psychology at the same time.
If parents earn their wealth through shrewd thinking, they will be proud of their parents instead of squandering it wantonly.
Therefore, no matter how much wealth some profiteers and corrupt officials have, they have harmed their descendants...
"I hate my mother, and I hate Zhong Ming even more." A trace of hatred flashed in Zhong Ningning's eyes.
A very complicated expression could be seen on Zhong Ningning's face, not only hatred for the two of them, but even envy and extravagant hope for a plain life.
"I thought about running away from home, going to a strange place, and living an ordinary life."
Zhong Ningning covered her face with her hands and sobbed painfully: "But I don't trust my mother. I am her only hope. What will she do if I leave?"
"Don't care what other people think. You are you and they are them. Your life has nothing to do with them, so there is no need to feel pain for them." Zhang Yang comforted her softly.
Only now did he finally understand the conflicting feelings in this girl's heart.
The reason why Zhong Ming stayed by their mother and daughter's side, and even gave them a prosperous and worry-free life, was simply because she was Zhong Ming's daughter.
In other words, Sun Xiumin's status as a mistress is not enough to retain Zhong Ming...
If Zhong Ningning runs away from home and never comes back, Zhong Ming will never return to the villa, and Sun Xiumin can only spend the rest of her life alone.
So this girl doesn't want to leave, she even dares not to leave here, but she doesn't want to face this reality, so she gets drunk every day and tries to escape...
"That person is not you, of course you can easily say it." Zhong Ningning smiled bitterly and then said.
Everyone can say such comforting words, but if it really happens to them, who can really think about it?
"At least you still know who your parents are? At least they raised you up. Even if you hate them, at least you have a reason to hate them." At this time, he also thought of his life experience and couldn't help but said with a sad expression on his face.
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Zhong Ningning glanced at Zhang Yang in surprise, as if she noticed there was some story in his words.
"Could it be that you..." She looked at Zhang Yang in disbelief.
"I don't even know who they are."
Zhang Yang pretended to smile relaxedly, and continued with a flash of disappointment in his eyes: "Sometimes I really want to see them, even if I just know what they look like, and ask them why they left me alone, it's that simple."
"I'm sorry." Zhong Ningning apologized hastily.
"Actually, it's nothing. I grew up without them. How will my life be the same without them in the future?" Zhang Yang shook his head helplessly and continued: "What I can't figure out is why they abandoned me in the first place.
It's not that Zhang Yang doesn't want to see his parents, it's just that after knowing some things about his life experience, he doesn't want to face this fact.
And what happened to Zhong Ningning today also reminded him of his own life experience. It seemed that the two people had some similarities.
"Why don't I want to become a good girl?" Zhong Ningning suddenly looked at him and said helplessly.
After Zhang Yang finished her words, he felt the same way, and suddenly he patted his head as if he remembered something.
"I'm going to open a hospital in a while, and I'll need a lot of people then," Zhang Yang said hurriedly.
Zhong Ningning thought he was joking. After all, Zhang Yang was just a student, and opening a hospital was not an easy task.
However, the look on his face didn't look like he was teasing me. He glanced at Zhang Yang with some confusion and said nothing.
"What I said is true. You don't think I'm kidding you, do you?" Zhang Yang said somewhat depressedly.
"Really?" Zhong Ningning asked, still a little disbelieving.
"Why did I lie to you? If I lied to you, I would get the money or the girls as gifts." Zhang Yang looked at her angrily and said.
"Then I'm going to work in your hospital." Zhong Ningning really believed what he said and said hurriedly.
Zhong Ningning needs one thing or job to prove herself at this time.
"That's fine. If you want to work here, you must pass a strict assessment." Zhang Yang said without any scruples.
"Don't worry, I still have this little confidence." Zhong Ningning said with confidence.
At this time, Zhong Ningning suddenly realized that he was not such a bastard after all.
"Confidence is a good thing. If you can control your temper and you are so beautiful, many people will like you."
Zhang Yang smiled and continued.
Zhang Yang was telling the truth. Zhong Ningning was definitely a first-class beauty, but her usual way of dressing made people dare not compliment her.
"Okay, then you are not allowed to go back on your word." Zhong Ningning said hurriedly, fearing that Zhang Yang would go back on his word.
Zhong Ningning felt very happy after hearing what he said. After all, no one dislikes others praising themselves, and this was the first time Zhang Yang praised her today.
"Haha, do you think I look like that kind of person?" Zhang Yang touched his nose and said with a smile.
After saying that, he deliberately touched his face. Did he have a bad face?
"It's hard to say, you are such an unreliable person." At this time, Zhong Ningning returned to his usual appearance and said.
Although he said this, his heart was full of gratitude to Zhang Yang.
"But the ugly words are ahead. If you can't pass the test, don't say I didn't give you a chance." Zhang Yang said seriously.
"Huh! I will definitely not go through the back door. You are so underestimating." Zhong Ningning said unconvinced.
Zhang Yang nodded with satisfaction, which also made him have a better impression of Zhong Ningning.
"I will prove it to you in the future and make you regret not flattering me properly." Zhong Ningning said angrily, wrinkling her little nose.
Zhang Yang helplessly said nothing, while Zhong Ningning laughed at the side.
"It's getting late, I'd better take you back first." Zhang Yang looked at the time and said.
"Yes." Zhong Ningning nodded and said. (To be continued)