Zhang Yang sat beside Lu Mengxuan's bed and looked at her pale face and couldn't help feeling a little distressed. If it weren't for him, she wouldn't be lying in the hospital.
Thinking about it, there are indeed quite a few women around me, but their feelings are somewhat ignored.
Perhaps it was because of Feng Yanran's attitude towards him that he felt that all the women around him were almost the same.
But he may not know that even the generous Feng Yanran can be jealous, but she won't show it as obviously as she does for others.
The side that Lu Mengxuan showed was the side that a normal woman should have.
Zhang Yang looked at her on the hospital bed and was thinking about the problem seriously. He didn't notice the slight movement of Lu Mengxuan's eyelashes lying on the bed.
"Mengxuan, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Don't let anything happen to you." Zhang Yang held her hand and whispered.
These are indeed my own thoughts. What happened today was too sudden. I originally came to see her with good intentions, but I didn't want to end up like this.
"It was all my fault just now. I didn't understand why you were angry. I am indeed not a good man." Zhang Yang looked at her and said apologetically.
Lu Mengxuan's eyelashes twitched again, but he soon regained his composure, and he didn't notice any strange movement on her part.
"I know there are many women around me. Even if it's not you today, there will be someone else lying here one day." Zhang Yang looked at her and said calmly.
"I also know why you are targeting me everywhere today. I don't blame you, and I have no right to blame you. I just feel that I have become a burden to you." Then he continued.
Zhang Yang suddenly laughed at himself. He didn't know why he was so sentimental today.
"I don't know how to face you when you wake up. I can't let go of Feng Yanran and all the people I love. Maybe you think I am a troublesome man, but I treat each of you the same." Zhang Yang
He looked at her with a smile and said.
"You may not understand, or even call it an excuse, it doesn't matter. If you really feel that you can't continue with me, then I will still be by your side. As long as you need me, I will still be there for you."
Around us, but we won't be like this now." Zhang Yang said sadly.
Suddenly he felt that the more he spoke, the more confused he became, and his mind was a little blank. Maybe the feeling in his heart could not be expressed in words.
Zhang Yang let go of her hand and stood up, about to turn around and walk away. Suddenly a hand held him, and he looked back in surprise.
Lu Mengxuan didn't know when she suddenly opened her eyes and looked at her, but her eyes were slightly red. She must have heard what she just said.
"Zhang Yang, don't leave me, okay?" Lu Mengxuan said with some choking.
Looking at the tearful Lu Mengxuan, Zhang Yang suddenly felt distressed and hurriedly sat down and held her hand.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault today." Zhang Yang looked at her apologetically and said.
"Zhang Yang, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to see you again." Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said with a cry.
"No, I will always be by your side." Zhang Yang hugged her and said seriously.
Lu Mengxuan hugged him tightly and nodded desperately while crying. Maybe at this time, he truly belonged to him.
"Do you know how much I miss you these days without you?" Lu Mengxuan leaned into his arms and said softly.
"I know." Zhang Yang said with some confidence.
"You lied." Lu Mengxuan glared at him and said.
She pinched her waist hard, and then twisted it hard again as if she felt annoyed.
Zhang Yang endured the pain in his waist and did not dare to say a word, but it made her feel a little better to treat herself like this.
If two people face each other without saying a word, the result will definitely not be what they want.
Lu Mengxuan's current performance at least made him feel more at ease, but he still had a chance to redeem himself.
"Okay, you've seen all this." Zhang Yang looked at her and said with a somewhat embarrassed smile.
"Humph! You still want to deceive me with your tricks." Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said angrily.
After saying that, she moved her body to make herself more comfortable.
"Do you know why I'm angry today?" Lu Mengxuan said with blurred eyes.
"I don't know." Zhang Yang answered honestly this time.d
"Do you know how long it has been since you last contacted me?" Lu Mengxuan said to him somewhat faintly.
"It's been a while." Zhang Yang replied with some uncertainty.
"It's been two months, and you haven't even called me. Do you think I'm angry or not?" After speaking, Lu Mengxuan angrily hit him hard on the body.
Zhang Yang looked at her with a wry smile in his heart. He had been busy with hospital affairs recently and had almost no time. He didn't mean not to talk to her, but he couldn't say these words to her.
I also know a famous saying, that is, don't reason with women, because the person who loses will always be you.
"You have nothing to say. I know you don't have me in your heart at all." Lu Mengxuan looked at him dissatisfied and said.
"It's not what you look like. I've been really busy recently. Otherwise, why wouldn't I have been looking for you for so long?" Zhang Yang looked at him and explained.
"I don't believe it." Lu Mengxuan turned his head and said stubbornly like a little girl.
"Mengxuan, I know I'm not good, but don't be so impulsive next time, okay? What if something happens to you today?" Zhang Yang looked at him and said seriously.
After hearing this, Lu Mengxuan suddenly lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head and gave him a complex look and bit his lip.
"Then what should I do if you are injured? Do you want me to see you sad?" Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said seriously.
"You are hurt. Not only am I sad, but I also feel guilty." Zhang Yang looked at him and said seriously.
"You deserve it!" Lu Mengxuan looked at it without any appreciation and said.
It seemed that she hadn't completely forgiven herself yet, so she couldn't help but hit herself when she mentioned this issue.
"Yes, I deserve it." Zhang Yang followed his lead and said.
"Actually, I'm very happy now. Do you know why?" Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said after a while.
"What's the point of being happy about being injured?" Zhang Yang looked at her with some confusion and said.
"Because if you stay by my side this way, I won't feel like I'm the only one who supports the orphanage." Lu Mengxuan said a little depressed.
Zhang Yang felt very uncomfortable after hearing what he said. The orphanage can be said to be all her efforts, and she may be the only person she can trust and rely on, but he is not by her side.
"I'm sorry." Zhang Yang looked at her guiltily and said.
"What I want is not sorry, I just want a promise." Lu Mengxuan looked into his eyes and said.
"I..." Zhang Yang didn't know how to answer her.
"I understand, you don't have to make any promises to me." Lu Mengxuan suddenly broke away from his arms and said in disappointment.
"No, please listen to my explanation." Zhang Yang hurriedly pulled her and said.
"What else do you want to say?" Lu Mengxuan looked at him with disappointed eyes and asked.
"It's not that I can't give you a promise, it's just..." Zhang Yang said hesitantly.
"Just what?" Lu Mengxuan looked at him and asked with a glimmer of hope in his eyes.
"I just don't dare to make too many promises to you. You also know that there are many women around me. I love them and I love you. You are all the same in my heart." Zhang Yang mustered up a lot of courage to look into her eyes.
Said word for word.
"Hundan." Lu Mengxuan said to him calmly.
"But you are indeed a kindhearted soul, you know." Then she continued.
I saw her hugging her body tightly against his arms again, and I not only hugged her tightly.
"You don't hate me?" Zhang Yang asked lightly.
"Hate!" Lu Mengxuan replied without any hesitation.
"Then why don't you leave me?" Zhang Yang looked at her and asked.
"You know, although there are many women around you, you have not sorry for anyone." Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said.
"I understand in my heart, but I am also a woman, and I would mind sharing you with others." Lu Mengxuan touched his face and said affectionately.
"sorry."
Zhang Yang didn't know what to say to express his feelings, so he could only say this sentence to make up for the harm he had done to her.
"You have said I'm sorry too much today." Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said with a smile.
"I don't know what else I can say." Zhang Yang looked at her and said.
"Actually, as long as you stay by my side, I don't expect to occupy your heart alone." Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said.
"I will never leave you, no matter what happens." Zhang Yang said seriously, looking into his eyes.
"I believe you." Lu Mengxuan looked at him and said with a smile.
Zhang Yang held her tightly in his arms, and he suddenly felt a little guilty for her. If it weren't for him, maybe she wouldn't be so worried about him.
After all, the man with Lu Mengxuan's appearance could form a reinforced company, but he didn't understand that this was also the other party's choice.
The two of them hugged each other without talking. Lu Mengxuan seemed to be enjoying this feeling.
Maybe she just wanted to have such a hug when she was tired or injured, so that she could feel that there would be a strong shoulder to carry the burden when she couldn't bear it.
"Who?" Zhang Yang suddenly shouted with a cold light flashing in his eyes.
"What's wrong?" Lu Mengxuan also hurriedly left his arms and looked at him with a puzzled face and asked.
Zhang Yang put his finger to his mouth and made a quiet gesture, and then a beige Taoist charm appeared in his hand.
I saw him throwing out the beige Taoist talisman, and the Nine Yang True Fire in his hand turned into a golden light and hit the Taoist talisman, and the whole room was suddenly filled with beige powder.
"Since you don't want to come out, I will help you show up." Zhang Yang said with a sneer, looking not far away.
I saw a blurry figure slowly becoming clear and appearing in front of Zhang Yang.
"It's you!" Zhang Yang looked at the familiar face and said in surprise. (To be continued)