So I thought: As a young girl, she would do such a thing to a person with a chaotic life like me. It is not easy for her anyway, and I completely believe what she has gone through for this day.
Torture. Thinking of this, my heart suddenly softened.
Therefore, I asked her such a question with great concern, and I felt deeply ashamed in my heart, because I was too reckless and did not give her any care at all.
She said: "It hurts. You went in all at once, and I almost screamed. Your entry made me feel pain like being torn apart..."
Her voice was very soft and thin, but it was full of great temptation. At this moment, I felt that my body was unbearably hot again, and the lower part suddenly aroused again.
I didn't want to be like that with her anymore because I was worried that it would be even harder for me to get rid of her. I said, "I'm sorry... let's sleep."
Things have already happened, let’s talk about the future. If I reject her now, who knows what will happen? She told me that I hope I can give her a chance. In fact, why don’t I need this opportunity? Besides, Tong Yao
I have always been suspicious of her. Maybe I can take this opportunity to get some information. It's hard to say.
I love Tong Yao, I know this very well in my heart. Therefore, I am willing to do anything for her. Tong Yao is as noble as a goddess in my heart, but she dedicated herself to me. In my heart
In my heart, I will always owe her this debt.
Perhaps, this is still a reason for self-deception that I have found for myself, but one thing I know is that my true love for Tong Yao is not a kind of self-deception.
I said: "Let's talk about it later."
Now, I once again feel that I am emotionally indifferent to her. In fact, how much real emotion there is between a man and a woman can be seen from sexual love: if the love is still so strong after the completion, it means that the two people
There is true love. But now I suddenly feel a dull feeling.
Only Zhuang Qing and Tong Yao have given me that feeling. Even Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan, they didn't give me that deep feeling.
She started to cry.
Of course I knew the reason for her tears, so my heart was immediately filled with guilt, "Shangguan, go and wash up."
She got up from the bed and went to the bathroom silently. After she came out, she immediately lay down on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover her body. Then I went there too.
When I came out of the bathroom, I was surprised to see that she was already dressed.
"I'm going back. Brother Feng, can we live together from tomorrow? Live at my place. I'm so lonely on weekdays." She said to me, her eyes red.
I didn't agree, but I couldn't bear to refuse, "It depends on the situation."
She sighed, "Maybe I was wrong."
At this moment, my heart suddenly softened, "Wait a minute. I'll go to your place."
She suddenly smiled.
Later, we took a taxi to her residence. When we were downstairs, I saw my car was still there alone. She took my arm and we went upstairs together. At this time, I suddenly remembered something, "
How did you know I went there?"
She immediately became angry, "Don't ask! Now I feel bad when I think of what you did with that woman."
I was immediately embarrassed and ashamed, "I'm sorry."
She gently leaned her body against mine, "Stop talking. I said, I don't care about your past. Let's start everything from now on. From now on, you are mine alone."
I can't say that to her again, "I'll do it."
To be honest, up to now, she has slowly melted my heart. In other words, my heart has begun to accept her. But there is still a hurdle that I can't get over, and that is what Tong Yao told me about her.
matter.
I was very conflicted in my heart. On the one hand, I was still trying to pursue true love, but on the other hand, I had begun to give up on myself in my heart. I said to myself: What qualifications do you have to pursue the love you want? You got Tong Yao's
Body, this is already a great blessing for you.
I found that my inner thoughts have changed a lot, because I can no longer bear to doubt Shangguan Qin. At this moment, I can no longer believe that she is that kind of person. Of course, the doubt deep in my heart still exists. This
It is also a contradiction that is difficult to resolve. My biggest problem now is: I can't ask her about that matter because I am really worried about putting Tong Yao in danger.
Entered her room. I have been here before, but today I discovered that this place of hers is so warm.
On her bed, the two of us slept in each other's arms.
But I found that I couldn't sleep at all because my thoughts were too busy.
"Brother Feng, I can't sleep." In the darkness, I suddenly heard her saying to me.
"Me too." I said, holding her in my arms.
"Let's talk for a while," she suggested.
"Well, you go ahead. I'll listen." I found that my voice was very soft.
"Can you tell me? How many women have you had in your life?" she asked me.
I was immediately ashamed and said, "Don't ask. I'm ashamed."
But she continued: "I know at least five or six. In addition to the two wives in front of you, there are also Zhuang Qing, Sun Lulu, and those two female medical representatives. Tell me, who else is there?"
I was even more ashamed and helpless, "Stop asking. Please."
She kept laughing, "Okay, I won't ask you anymore. I'll ask you slowly in the future. Then can you tell me? Do you feel the same when you go to bed with those women?"
I couldn't answer her question, and it was impossible to answer her, "Stop asking, really. Questions like this make me feel ashamed."
She was still laughing, "Okay, I won't ask you questions like this anymore. Then I'll ask you a professional question. Can you tell me? You are an obstetrician and gynecologist. How many women have you seen down there? They
What are the differences?"
I hurriedly said loudly: "What kind of professional issue is this?"
She acted coquettishly in my arms, "Just tell me, okay?"
I had no choice but to say: "You should know this question yourself? Did you take a shower with your female classmates when you were in school? You should know the differences between them and you?"
She laughed and said: "At that time, I would only pay attention to the difference in size and shape on the top. They are all the same below, just the difference between more hair and less hair."
I can't help but smile bitterly. "This is actually an individual difference, and the man's thing is different. How do you say? The situation of everyone in length and thickness is different."
She burst out laughing immediately, "I used to often think about how inconvenient it would be for a man to walk with that thing hanging from his bottom."
I hurriedly said: "Stop talking about it. Such a topic is too obscene."
Her hand immediately reached under me and asked, "Do you think this is big or small?"
I hurriedly took her hand away and said, "Don't be naughty. I don't want to answer your question."
She was very obedient, and then she took her hand away. But she continued to say to me: "I have seen such a content in a magazine, saying that I can learn from the woman's shape that a woman's woman's appearance
Seven emotions and six desires. Is this what it is?"
I felt very strange, "Hey! What's wrong with you today? Why are you suddenly interested in such a question?"
She laughed: "Before, people have not done this kind of thing today, so many words are not good to ask others. But now I am your woman? I can tell you such private words, right?
I think this kind of question is quite interesting.”
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and at the same time I was a little interested in the question she just asked, "Tell me, how do you see the difference in women?" (To be continued)