She stopped talking. I felt that what I just said was a bit harsh, but it was impossible to apologize to her, so I just smiled slightly and said, "Let's go."
Chen Yuan was looking at me helplessly, and I couldn't bear it, but I still looked at her, smiled, and then left. The moment I turned around, I seemed to see a smile on Chen Yuan's face.
I was still depressed when I was in the elevator. Now, Chen Yuan seems to have become more dependent on me since having a child, but I can't give her too much time. I have to go to work during the day, but there are a lot of messes at night.
Things. For example, tonight, what are these things?
Regarding Lin Yu, I have tried to make myself hate her several times, but found that I simply couldn't do it.
I don't know why. Originally, it was impossible for me to fall in love with a woman like her, but why did this happen?
Is it because she can give me the opportunity to make money? It seems not, because I know that I don’t care much about money, and my expenses are not high. After all, I am relatively indifferent to material enjoyment.
People always like simple ways when it comes to things like dressing and eating.
Although I like cars and houses, the need is not that urgent. Is it because I sympathize with her experience? It doesn’t seem to be the case. I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. I have met all kinds of women, and some of them have suffered more than
She is even more miserable.
For Lin Yu, at least she still holds a high position and has the power that many people dream of.
So why exactly? Until one day, the day Lin Yi sent Xiao Li to pick me up in that Lincoln car, I finally understood that it turned out that I couldn't live without her deep in my heart, because in my subconscious
I need something - dignity. Only she can make me feel the dignity of a man.
What exactly is dignity? My understanding of it is very simple, that is, being respected. As men, we all need such a thing, even a person who likes to live an indifferent life also needs such a thing, everyone's need for it exists
In our bones, there is an expectation that needs to be recognized.
Yes, I need something like this too. When I was in middle school, I was not the best student in our class. Several of my classmates were admitted to Peking University, Tsinghua University, Fudan University and Tongji University.
, but I was only admitted to a medical school. The day I got the college admission notice, I clearly felt my father’s disappointment. Although he did not express his disappointment, I completely felt it.
At that moment he felt depressed.
When I was in college, I often dreamed of one thing: I hoped that one day I would win the Nobel Prize in Medicine, and then be invited back to give a report by the high school I once attended. To talk about my studies and struggles to my young alumni.
I often fantasize about such things, and in the process of fantasizing, I even have some exciting scenes in my mind, such as myself standing proudly on the rostrum, with the darkness below full of respectful eyes.
Yes, I need dignity, and this need is very strong. Just like Si Weimin and Song Mei's thirst for money. Only Lin Yu can satisfy my need. I understand this very well.
But I don't want to think about all this so thoroughly, because the shame in my heart still exists. I am very disgusted with myself for using this method to obtain the dignity I need.
Lin Yu actually cooked porridge for me, as well as some exquisite side dishes, and the pickles looked very good. As soon as I entered the room, she gave me a hug, "Are you really here?"
Do I dare not to come? I thought to myself, but I said: "You are my sister, can I not come if you call me?"
"It seems that you are still very reluctant to come. Well, listening to what you said makes me look like Huang Shiren and you look like Xi'er. I didn't force you." She said, gently pushing me away, with a very serious tone.
It's displeasure.
I hurriedly said: "Sister, how could it be? I am really too tired today. I was invited by Si Weimin to have a drink in the evening. Originally, I didn't want to have any contact with him again, but Song Mei said that I could take this opportunity to get to know him.
I had an idea, so I went anyway. Sister, you don’t know, I’m really tired after today’s meal.”
"Okay, I know you are tired, and I also know that you may not have eaten rice after drinking. Isn't that right? Look, I cooked porridge for you. Come, sit down and eat some, and I'll get some for you." She smiled.
He said in a very gentle voice.
A warmth suddenly rose in my heart, and I suddenly felt like I was at home.
Zhao Menglei was also kind to me in this way before.
She brought me more porridge. There were a few corn kernels in the porridge, which were yellow and orange, and looked very appetizing.
She sat opposite me and watched me eat, with soft eyes. I felt a little embarrassed and said, "Sister, you should eat some too."
"No, I can just watch you eat it. How is it? Is it delicious?" she asked me.
I smiled and said, "It's delicious. Not to mention, I'm really hungry."
"Is my sister nice to you?" she asked again.
"Yeah." I said, feeling really warm in my heart.
After finishing the meal, she went to wash the dishes herself, and I sat on the sofa watching TV. She came over and said, "Feng Xiao, didn't you say you are very tired? Go to bed early."
Of course I understand what she said. The meaning of rest has become ambiguous now. "It's still early. I'm not used to going to bed so early."
"Yes, it's too early." She nodded and said, then came over and sat next to me, "Come, lie on my sister's lap, and I will massage your head."
"Do you know how to massage?" I asked in surprise.
"You are tired, it will be easier if you lie on my body, right? Although I don't know how to massage, I can make you feel more relaxed. If you are tired, just lie down for a while," she said.
I lay down and put my head on her legs. I felt extremely comfortable. What I felt behind the pillow was the combination of thickness and softness.
I lay on her legs, with the rest of my body on the sofa. My body was very relaxed, because I felt so comfortable. It was the first time I wanted to lie on a woman's body like this, and I suddenly felt a strange feeling.
Feeling, I feel so warm now.
Her hands gently pressed my temples, and after a while she gently stroked my face. My hands went to her calves and stroked them gently. Her hands were extremely soft and warm. I heard her soft
He asked me loudly: "Are you comfortable?"
"Yeah." I responded.
"Watching TV?" she asked, continuing to rub my face with her hands.
"Don't look..." I said, suddenly feeling like falling asleep.
"Want to sleep, don't you?" she asked again.
"No." I said. I found that I couldn't bear to fall asleep because I couldn't bear this warm feeling. Now, she made me feel so comfortable, and my mother's kind face suddenly appeared in my mind.
Lin Yu, she suddenly gave me the warm feeling of returning to my mother's arms. "Mom..." I couldn't help but murmured.
Later, I fell asleep unconsciously.
I slept so sweetly. In my sleep, I seemed to have gone to a hot spring, because I felt the warmth of the water in the small pool. The water here was so clear, and it was so green that it was fascinating. I saw something not far in front of me.
Zhuang Qing, her body is so beautiful, her fair skin shines in the sun, her slender and plump figure makes me feel intoxicated.
She was walking towards me. "Feng Xiao, do you want me to kiss you?" I heard her asking me.
"Yes." I said, my heart starting to flutter.
She really came to kiss me, and we started kissing. She was stroking my body, and her hands were so soft. "You lie down, and I'll kiss you," she said.
"Where do I lie?" I asked.
"It's just on the water. It will be very comfortable."
She said with a laugh like silver bells.
"Why, how can I lie down here?" I was very embarrassed.
"Feng Xiao, when have I ever lied to you? You lie down and try." She said.
So I lay down... It was strange, I actually lay on the water, my back was supported by the warm water, it felt very soft and comfortable. I couldn't help but moan.
She started to kiss my chest, and then slowly moved down. My heart trembled, and I suddenly felt that every cell in my body was boiling. She continued to kiss my chest, and her tongue was so agile and soft.
…
Pleasure like never before.
"Ah..." I couldn't help but let out a cheer.
"Are you comfortable?" she asked.
I couldn't speak, I just nodded.
"I'm coming. I'm coming up," she said.
"Yeah. I want you." I said.
She really came, and that part of me was immediately wrapped by another warm feeling. She wrapped me so tightly...
The waves hit me slowly, then started violently, and finally turned into raging waves. All my feelings were attracted to that part of me, and there was nothing else except the trembling pleasure there.
Any feeling.
I suddenly wanted to urinate.
This feeling of wanting to urinate suddenly surged forward, making it difficult to restrain and endure. "Wait, I need to go to the toilet!" I yelled...
I woke up and found myself lying naked on the sofa, and she was also naked on my body. I had already ejaculated.
I immediately understood that my desire to squirt just now was replaced by the desire to urinate in my dream.
"Are you awake? How are you? Are you comfortable?" she was asking me.
"Sister, you are so tight now." I murmured.
"Really? Isn't this also your credit? Of course I want you to enjoy your craft." She looked very happy.
But I sighed in my heart.
I completely forgot about calling Song Mei last night, and Lin Yu didn't remind me. It wasn't until I was on my way to work the next morning that I suddenly remembered it. (To be continued)