Breakfast has been prepared, just on the small dining table.
After I finished washing, I sat down at the dining table and immediately asked her, "Have you prepared a toothbrush and towel for me?"
She immediately laughed, "You have a beautiful idea. I have always had a habit of preparing a few more things like this. Because I don't like to use things in hotels when I go on business trips. Especially towels, every time I go shopping
When I was in the mall, I saw those thick, beautiful-looking towels and I couldn’t help but want to buy them because I thought they were very warm.”
That’s because you need warmth. I thought to myself. At the same time, I couldn’t help but sigh in my heart: In fact, why am I not like this?
The breakfast she prepared was very simple, including milk, fried eggs, and bread. It was a purely Western breakfast. It tasted pretty good.
I asked her: "Why do you live in such a small house? You are the assistant to the boss of Jiangnan Group, so you shouldn't lack a spacious house to live in, right? Besides, you should know the trend of housing prices, why don't you invest in this area?"
She said calmly: "Why do you need so much money? I have sponsored more than a hundred students in impoverished mountainous areas. I have been doing this work for so many years. I know that it is too difficult for poor children to succeed. Of course I can
I live in a bigger place, but I still think a place like this is best because it won’t make me feel lonely. Don’t you think a room like this is more cozy?”
I nodded, and at the same time I was surprised in my heart: She actually funded so many poor students! So, is she the person Tong Yao suspected? Just imagine, could such a caring person be a murderer?
At this moment, my suspicion about her began to be seriously shaken. However, this was just what she said, and I felt that I should confirm it. Because everything has happened between me and her, if I really want to prepare to live with her for the rest of my life.
It must be confirmed.
I immediately smiled and said: "Shangguan, I didn't expect you to be so caring. In fact, I also want to sponsor some children like this. How about it? When will you take me to see those children if you have time?"
She immediately smiled and said: "Okay. I go there once a year. It is the most remote town in our province, and the place is very poor. Every time I go there, I buy some books, stationery, and even
There are also toys and stuff. Brother Feng, we have to say yes, if we really want to go, you can’t go empty-handed.”
I smiled and asked her: "Tell me, what do you need me to bring?"
She tilted her head and looked at me and smiled, "You are the director of the hospital. Please sponsor a batch of computers."
I shook my head and said, "One batch? Our hospital is too poor, I can't do that."
She stared at me, "What a money addict! How much does a computer cost? It's only a few thousand yuan. The batch of computers I'm talking about only costs a dozen or so, and the most is less than 100,000 yuan."
I think so, "Okay! I can sponsor it personally. Are you satisfied now?"
She stretched out her hand towards me and said, "Let's pull the hook."
My childlike innocence suddenly aroused, so I immediately went to pull the hook with her. Her little finger hooked with mine, and she said with a smile: "Pull the hook, hang yourself, it won't change in a hundred years!"
I couldn't help but laugh, "No change, no change guaranteed!"
But she suddenly said to me seriously: "Including your feelings for me!"
I suddenly felt embarrassed, "Shangguan, didn't we agree? Let's take our time. Not only me, but also you. We all need time to adapt to and understand each other. Relationships need to be cultivated slowly. Do you think so?
?”
She smiled brightly at me and said, "Okay. But from now on, we should try to be together as often as possible. Is that okay? I will buy you underwear and other things you need today."
I hurriedly said: "Don't buy it, I have it at home. I'll just go back and get it."
She said: "No, I'm going to buy it for you again. I'm going to buy you all the things you need. Those things you had before were bought for you by other female patients. I don't like the smell."
I was silent for a moment. At this moment, I finally fully understood the reason why she didn't want to live with me.
After breakfast, we went to work together, and she drove her white BMW. I remember she used to drive a Honda. I don’t know when she changed to her current car. Maybe she had changed it a long time ago, but I didn’t.
Just pay attention.
Before I got in the car, she suddenly stopped me and said, "I forgot something. This is your key. It belongs to my house. Remember to go home at any time from now on."
I went to take the key from her hand. She was looking at me and smiling lovingly, "Originally I wanted to kiss you, but I'm not used to it yet."
At this moment, I suddenly felt warm and moved, "Shangguan..."
She stared at me, "Why do you still call me Shangguan?"
I asked her in shock: "Then what should I call you?"
She looked at me and smiled charmingly, "You think about it yourself."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Qin?" Then I felt goosebumps rising on my body, "No, this is too gross. Then I'll call you Xiao Qin."
She looked at me and said, "It seems that none of your previous sweethearts had the surname Qin, right? If not, I agree with you calling me that."
I immediately felt awkward and felt very uncomfortable, "Why do you always bring this up?"
She blushed and said, "I'm sorry."
I said: "Let's go to work."
After getting in the car, I couldn't help but sigh: She said she wouldn't care about my past, how could that be possible? She is a woman, how could she not care about such a thing?
Today, I feel like I have entered a new day. I don’t know why I feel this way, but this feeling is so clear.
After work, I held several meetings in a row, all of which were about hospital development. The first draft of the drug bidding document had been drawn up, but I put it on my desk before I had time to read it carefully.
I received a call from Lin Yi at noon, "I was too busy last night. Now I have some time. Let's find a place to sit."
I suddenly remembered the preparations to find him last night, and I couldn't help but feel ashamed in my heart. I found that I had really put the child aside. Anyway, I should at least ask Shangguan Qin if Shi Yanni is back.
What happened? But, I completely forgot about it!
I'll ask him later. Anyway, that's what I'm looking for. I thought to myself. Then I asked him, "Look, you're too busy. I'll rush over as soon as you tell me the place."
He then mentioned a place. I knew that place, not far from the provincial government.
When I got there, he had already ordered the food and chose a place by the window in the lobby.
He looked at me and smiled kindly, while still studying me, "You seem to be very tired recently."
I smiled sheepishly, "Maybe."
He said: "What is the saying? When you are young, you exchange health for money, but when you get old, you can only exchange money for health. Many people know that this is wrong, but few people can wake up. Feng Xiao
, you are not willing to run around and work hard for money, so I hope you can pay attention to your health at all times. You are a doctor, and I don’t need to remind you of such things, but sometimes it is just like this. People who are in it
The least attention is paid to one's own problems. I heard that those surgeons smoke and drink more heavily than the last. Is that true?"
I smiled sheepishly and said, "That's right. Unless they are doctors from thoracic surgery, because they often operate on patients and see that the lungs inside are very scary, so they generally don't smoke. There are also doctors from hepatobiliary surgery.
They are also frightened when they see alcoholic liver disease, cirrhosis and liver cancer, so they generally don't drink. Other doctors don't taboo these things."
He smiled and said: "That's right. You are still young and have a bright future. Don't just look at the present. A man should plan for the long term and see things further. Feng Xiao, I have always been very optimistic about you.
Don't let me down."
I said with shame: "Yes."
He said: "Let's eat. Feng Xiao, I know what you want from me. Your Aunt Shi hasn't come back yet because her relatives there won't let her leave. You should understand, after all, they haven't seen each other for many years."
You should be completely at ease if the child follows her. I think it is better than following you. You see, you are living alone now. Even if you hire a nanny, you don’t have your own grandma to take care of the child? Do you think so? "
I think so, "Even my parents want to see their children."
He smiled and said: "Your father, he is simply a workaholic. Maybe he puts his grandson second or even third. Haha! Am I right?"
I also laughed, "That's true. But I think he just needs to be content."
He nodded, "That's right. As an old man, you have to let him do what he likes to do. This is better than you trying to show your filial piety to him in any way."
I was convinced, "That's right."
He looked at me and said, "Feng Xiao, I find that you are more mature and stable now. I am very happy."
I smiled sheepishly and said, "It happened without even realizing it in the workplace."
He nodded, "Yes. A person needs a platform. If you have been working as a doctor in a hospital, you will never become as stable and mature as you are now, because you don't have that kind of awareness and don't have much
pressure."
I said: "Actually, to be honest, in my heart I really just want to be a little doctor. That would be very relaxing."
He smiled faintly, "I know, that's the laziness that each of us has. But life is short, if you want to prevent yourself from feeling regrets when you get old in the future, that's fine. Life is actually very simple.
, as our animal nature is to eat, drink, poop and sleep, and many people around us live like this all their lives. It’s not that they want to do this, but because they have no other opportunities. As humans, we must first satisfy our own needs
It is survival, followed by spiritual things, including the realization of our personal ideals. To be precise, as human beings, realizing our own ideals is the most perfect life. Therefore, when a person has that opportunity, if he
If you don’t fight for it, you will definitely regret it when you grow old or leave this world.”
I said: "Those Buddhists, they live their lives with a pure heart and few desires. Why do they do that?"
He smiled and said: "That is also the ideal of those people. People who believe in Buddhism are cultivating their own afterlife, while people who believe in Taoism are cultivating this life. Because people who believe in Buddhism believe in the afterlife, they hope to escape from the cycle of reincarnation.
Bitterness. People who believe in Taoism believe in the sublimation of the soul and the existence of gods. At the same time, they also hope that their souls can enter heaven after death or live forever. In fact, this is true of any religion. It is a kind of belief.
.A life with faith is actually a kind of ideal life, and it is also a complete model. People without faith are more terrifying, because such people still stay at the level of animal nature."
I asked him: "What about you? What is your belief?"
He replied: "Personality. I hope that through my own efforts, more people can relieve their pain. My purpose of making money is actually very simple, just to help those in need. In fact, this kind of thing is originally
Government matters, but...hey! Many officials today would rather spend tens of thousands of yuan on a meal than use that money to support the poor. This is the tragedy of the system. Forget it, we
Don’t talk about politics because we can’t change it.”
I was immediately moved by his words, and at the same time I thought to myself: For a person like him, would his most capable assistant be a bad person? Obviously, probably not. Moreover, his thoughts have already affected
Shangguanqin, that’s why Shangguanqin did that. (To be continued)