The hospital office provided me with a list of applications from five pharmaceutical companies. In my memory, it is enough as long as more than three units participate in the bidding. But the problem now is a matter of time, because the deadline we announced online is
One month later.
I thought for a while and then called the hospital office again, "You will make a report and draft it together with the Pharmacy Department. The report will be sent to the Department of Health and signed to our hospital. The content is about changing the drugs published online about our hospital.
Please ask for instructions on the time for bidding. I plan to advance the time by half a month and fully explain the reasons. For this reason, you can ask the Pharmacy Department, they know best what is going on."
I did not call the pharmacy department directly. I believe the director of the pharmacy department should understand why. From my perspective, I was giving her the last chance.
Immediately, I called Shen Zhongyuan and planned to discuss the report with him. Of course, I would also discuss it with Deng Feng. As for Jian Yi, I didn't think it was necessary because it was a hospital business issue.
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Shen Zhongyuan said that he was having a meeting in the party office conference room. I said that you should come out and talk to me, which is just a matter of a few words.
"Dean Feng, what's the matter?" he asked me after a while. I guess he had already left the conference room.
I said: "As for the drug bidding, I want to advance the time. Because the contracts between our hospital and those pharmaceutical companies are about to expire, and I'm worried that they will join forces and not supply us by then, which will be troublesome.
So, I want to immediately send an application report to the Department of Health to apply for changing the bidding time, and I want to hear your opinion."
He said: "Those pharmaceutical companies wouldn't do that? After all, this is a profitable thing."
I said: "Although the possibility of that happening is unlikely, I'm worried about it."
He said: "Dean Feng, I personally don't have any special opinions. Your concerns are reasonable. As long as the health department agrees to change the time, it will be fine."
I think this is also the case, as long as our superiors agree, it doesn't matter.
Then I was about to call Deng Feng, but I gave up after thinking about it because I didn't want to interfere with their meeting anymore. But I felt a little uncomfortable. I always felt that Jian Yi was talking to me in the name of the party committee.
Fight against each other. But I can't do anything about it. Who said I'm not a party member?
Regarding this matter, I actually have some regrets in my heart: Why didn't I think of this matter when I reported it to the Health Department for the first time? Now it seems that I am still a little impatient and thought about the problem too roughly.
But I believe that Director Zou will approve our plan, because the company Cao Wuwei he introduced to me that night was on the list of people who had already signed up. I think he was also very worried about the long nights and dreams.
And at this moment, I suddenly became nervous, because I immediately thought of Secretary Qiu and what happened to Chu Dingnan. If Chu Dingnan hadn't been doing things for Secretary Qiu, how could he be in this situation now?
The point? The key to the problem is that no one can tell whether Director Zou will become the next Secretary Qiu.
The problem I face now is: Cao Wuwei's company must win the bid, but it cannot assume any responsibility.
No, this matter can't be too urgent. I should discuss it with Shangguanqin tonight. She should be much more experienced than me in this regard.
So, when the deputy director of the hospital office handed the report to my office, I just said to him, "Put it here. I'll talk about it after reading it."
It wasn't until after get off work that Shen Zhongyuan and Deng Feng returned to their respective offices. I called them over and asked, "Is there any news about Lao Yun?"
Deng Feng shook his head and said: "The city is so big and the lines along the river are so long. How can we find it in such a short time?"
I think so, "Then we have to wait. Don't tell his family members for the time being. If his wife asks, just tell him that he went on a business trip. I don't think his wife will suspect it. After all, Lao Yun used to travel frequently on business."
There are many things like this that people like us don’t go home without saying hello, so his wife won’t suspect anything else for the time being.”
Shen Zhongyuan nodded and said: "That's all we have now."
I randomly said: "I'll think about the drug bidding thing again. Let's talk about it tomorrow. Or we can have a meeting tomorrow to study it. Everyone is very tired today, so you should go back and rest early."
I didn't ask Jian Yi about the meeting he convened with them because I didn't want them to misunderstand. I thought that if there was something really going on at the meeting, at least Deng Feng would tell me.
During dinner in the evening, I first told Shangguan Qin about Yun Tiancai. She was very surprised after hearing this, "How could this happen?"
I said, "Yeah, I never expected it. Now I really feel the impermanence of life."
This is indeed the case. Although I have experienced the death of relatives and friends around me many times, and although I was shocked and sad every time I went through such a process, I found that I am forgetful because of the things I once experienced.
This shock has become farther and farther away from me, and the sadness I once had has become more and more indifferent. But today, when I learned about Yun Tiancai, the long-lost shock appeared again.
.Although there is not much sadness, I find that I have a different understanding of life.
It was the first time I saw someone as calm as Yun Tiancai. Now, I seem to understand that maybe he left the dinner so early not because he was in a bad mood, but because he wanted to leave early and prepare for his own death. Or maybe it was because he was in a bad mood.
He wanted to leave us vulgar people as soon as possible. I believe that in the eyes of a person who has chosen to die calmly, people like us are vulgar people.
I am very grateful to him in my heart, because he said so many words to me before he left this world, and those words contained gratitude and advice. In addition, he also borrowed money from me. Borrowing money is like this
The matter may be very difficult for him to talk about, but he brought it up to me, which shows that in his heart I am a person he can trust. I feel deeply honored and sad about it.
, sigh.
Shangguanqin also lamented, "There are such cadres these days. It's really top-notch. A few years ago, I heard about a couple who chose to commit suicide because of poverty. I never thought that such a thing would happen to cadres. But like this
It is impossible to report the incident, just like what I heard about the couple before."
I nodded. She was right. Such things can only be spread through person-to-person communication. It is absolutely impossible for the mainstream media to report it. They will only refute rumors and only report good news but not bad news.
Originally, I first wanted to ask Shangguanqin about the drug bidding matter, but I hesitated a little on the way home because I didn't want other people to know about Director Zou. If one more person knew about such a thing
The greater the danger. Therefore, I kept asking myself this question: Is Shangguan Qin really trustworthy?
I know one thing very well: just because a woman has that kind of relationship with me doesn’t mean she is trustworthy.
At this moment, I am still hesitating because the thing the nursery rhyme told me is still lingering in my mind.
I was hesitating when I heard her continue: "Actually, I think this Yun Tiantian is a bit cruel."
I was suddenly stunned, "Why did you say that?"
She said: "Suicide is also murder. He is just killing himself. But he cannot decide whether his mother will live or die. What he did is cruel."
I said: "In his suicide note, he said that he consulted his mother's opinion."
She disapproved and said: "As a mother, when she saw her son in such difficulty, how could she not agree? Mothers will love their children deeply, and they will do anything for their children, including death. No matter what
No matter what, he shouldn't do this, not to mention that he is a man. When faced with difficulties, the first thing he should think about is how to overcome those difficulties, rather than choosing death. Isn't death easy? That is what a coward does."
I was silent for a moment, because I thought what she said was very reasonable, and I couldn't help but wonder in my heart: Could someone who could say such a thing be a murderer?
Therefore, I feel even more that Fang Qiang and Tongyao may have made a mistake. However, Tongyao once told me about Zhuang Qing's hiring of a private detective, and the subsequent death of Mr. Kang. These things still have a deep shadow in my heart.
I couldn't help but think: What kind of woman is this?
Suddenly, I remembered another thing, "Xiaoqin, I want to ask you a question. Compared with men, are you women really not as ambitious as men?"
She looked at me in astonishment, "What's your problem? This has nothing to do with people's gender, right? In ancient times, there were Wu Zetian and Ci Xi. But there were not many such women, because we women don't get many such opportunities.
"
I asked: "Then can I understand it this way? Just because women have fewer opportunities than us men, once a woman reaches a certain position, she will become particularly powerful?"
She shook her head and said: "It also depends on a person's character. But generally speaking, it is difficult for ordinary women to reach high positions. But it is different now, because the current policy requires that there be as many women as possible in the government team. This
This gives women many more opportunities than before. But even so, there are still only a few women who can reach a certain status. This is a male-dominated society, and as a woman, this is something that people have nothing to do about."
I smiled bitterly and said, "You talked for a long time, but you still didn't answer my question."
She smiled and said: "The question you asked is incomprehensible. There is no comparison between men and women on this issue. But I think it is more suitable for women to be in politics than for men. Because women do not have so many intrigues, and women
Mostly very mild.”
I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
She immediately came to me and asked: "What's the matter? Has a female deputy been assigned to you? Or maybe there is a female deputy director from the Department of Health?"
I shook my head, "Our hospital has been assigned a party committee secretary who is a woman, and it is said that a vice president will be coming soon, who is also a woman."
She immediately laughed, "I think this is normal. You are an obstetrics and gynecology hospital, and it turns out that the president and vice president are all men. This is not normal."
I smiled bitterly, "That's what you said. But that's not what I want to say..." So I told her about Jian Yi's situation. (To be continued)