She has not asked me who my current girlfriend is since last night. I think it may be that she is not interested in this matter at all, because no matter who my current girlfriend is, she has nothing to do with her.
, and she doesn’t want to know either.
So, I briefly told her the difficulties I was facing. She kept listening quietly on the other end of the phone, occasionally making "um" or "oh" sounds to show that she was still listening to me.
if.
After I finished speaking, she said: "Feng Xiao, did you cry when you left last night?"
I didn't expect that she would ask me such a question all of a sudden, because this question had nothing to do with what I just told her. I doubted whether she was listening to me seriously just now.
I said: "Yeah."
She then said to me softly: "Feng Xiao, there is no need for you to apologize to me, and there is no need for you to pity me."
Her words immediately made me feel guilty again, "Sister, I really feel sorry for you. You have given me so much, but I can't always make you happy. I feel like I am too selfish."
She said, her voice still very soft, "No, you are starting to feel tired of me from the bottom of your heart. I know, I know this very well. I have been here, and you can't even get up in such a situation, which already shows that
It’s a problem. Feng Xiao, I won’t blame you because your heart is no longer with me. I feel it completely.”
I hurriedly said: "Sister, I am truly grateful to you from the bottom of my heart. I really regard you as my sister. Really, I didn't lie to you at all. So, when I encountered such a problem today, I still thought
Come to you. I know I am very thick-skinned, but I know that only you can help me."
She was sighing, "I know, I know. Feng Xiao, I only have the concept of sister in your heart now. I have had a premonition that this day will come, but when this day really comes
It's just that I couldn't accept it when I was young. It's okay, I will always recognize you as my brother. Anyway, you have been with me for so long, allowing me to spend many lonely nights, so that I am not so lonely...
"
She might be crying, I could feel it from her voice. At this moment, I suddenly felt at a loss, "Sister..."
She was saying: "Feng Xiao, okay, let's not talk about this matter. I thought about what you just said, and I think you are worrying too much. It is an obligation for subordinates to do things for the leader.
Don't always think about the most terrible consequences. Of course, your worries and concerns are also appropriate. It is of course necessary to prepare for a rainy day and take nip in the bud. I think this is a good thing, because being a leader requires something from you.
This shows that you have an important position in his heart, and you can also take this opportunity to draw closer to him. As long as you are not making profits, what are you afraid of? Even if something happens by then, but you
If you haven't violated the law, there is nothing the organization can do to you. The most they can do is give you an appropriate punishment. What's more, such a thing may not happen at all. After all, the current reality is like this. After all, there are only a few leading cadres who have trouble.
Feng Xiao, fortunately I am not the Secretary of the Discipline Inspection Commission. If you told me such a thing and I turned a deaf ear, I would be derelict in my duty. I can’t even deal with you, Director Zou."
I suddenly realized that I still didn't think carefully enough. After all, this matter involved Director Zou's future. How could I casually tell her about it to someone who had already mastered the promotion of cadres? Of course, her relationship with me was different after all.
She continued: "Feng Xiao, you must be good at using your leader to pay attention to you. This is very important. But you don't need to get too close to him. There is one thing you handled very well in this matter, that is, you
Leave it to others to do. Okay, just pretend I don't know about this matter, just pretend I've never heard you talk about it. Don't be afraid, it's nothing. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
I hurriedly said: "Sister, I understand."
She said: "You can still come to me if you have anything to do in the future. Oh, by the way, I went to your little stone house again recently. Your place was a little dirty. I cleaned it for you. You haven't been there for a long time.
Alright?"
I said, "Yes. I've been too busy recently."
She said: "Let's go there and have a cup of tea together another day."
I hurriedly said: "Okay. Just tell me when you are free."
Her voice became softer, "I will contact you when the time comes. Oh, by the way, who is your current girlfriend? Do you know her? If it is convenient for you, I would like to meet her."
I didn't expect that she would make such a request to me. I immediately knew that my previous analysis was wrong. I said, "Sister, you may know her. She is Lin Yi's assistant. Her name is Shangguan Qin."
.”
"Oh..." she said, and then hung up the phone.
She gave me a message: she didn't want to see Shangguanqin.
In the afternoon of the next day, Director Zou called me again, "I will be in room XX of hotel XX tonight. I hope you and Jane will arrive on time."
I asked hurriedly: "Does Secretary Jian know?"
He said: "You inform her for me."
Then he hung up the phone without giving me a chance to speak again. I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
I immediately went to Jian Yi's office and said, "Secretary Jian, Director Zou said he would treat us both to a meal tonight."
She looked at me in astonishment, "Really? It seems like we should invite him, right?"
I said, "It depends on the situation. If it's our turn, I'll pay the bill. We'll be flexible when the time comes. What do you think?"
She nodded, "Okay. Dean Feng, do you know? What does he want from us? I don't think he just said he wanted to invite us to dinner for no reason, right?"
I shook my head and said with a wry smile: "Who knows? When he called me, he said two sentences: Let's have dinner together somewhere tonight, and you invite little Jane to come too. I haven't had time to ask him the result.
He had already hung up the phone."
She immediately laughed, "All leaders are like this. Haha!"
Just now, when I said the first sentence to her, she was a little stunned, and then a trace of unhappiness flashed across her face, and her expression was immediately caught by me. I knew very well that she was not happy in her heart.
I'm happy because Director Zou asked me to call her.
I immediately understood Director Zou’s intention of doing this. He wanted to convey a message to Jian Yi through me, and at the same time, he also wanted to pass this message to me: In his eyes, I am more important than Jian Yi.
Sometimes leaders are very thoughtful, and every word they say and every subtle action may be full of meaning. Therefore, people who are subordinates are particularly tired. Of course, subordinates who don’t feel that tired will never be.