I didn't wake up from this shock for a while, "Wha, what? What are you asking me?"
"Let me ask you, do you know her man?" He looked at me with a strange expression.
"I don't know. I don't even know what your name is!"
I returned to the dormitory in despair, my mind was in chaos.
Zhao Menglei's men died? In their own home?
Why did the police call me for investigation? And it seemed that they were mainly asking about Zhao Menglei's situation today? Do they suspect Zhao Menglei?
Suddenly, I remembered what Zhao Menglei once said to me: I want to divorce him. If I divorce him, will you want me?
I wanted to call her several times, but I didn't dare. I felt that the police seemed to suspect more than just her. Otherwise, why would they ask me about my relationship with her? And they asked her at the end.
However, what I didn't expect was that Zhao Menglei called me.
When my phone rang, and when I saw the three words "Zhao Menglei" displayed on the phone, my hands began to tremble.
Zhao Menglei told me on the phone that her man was dead. Her voice was very calm, as if she was talking about an unrelated person.
"The police are looking for me." I said.
"I will definitely find you." Her voice was still calm.
"They asked me when you came to my place, what you did along the way, and when we broke up," I said.
"What did you say?" she asked.
"Honestly. I can't lie to the police. I don't want to get into trouble. Zhao Menglei, tell me, how did your man die? When did it happen?" I asked.
"How did I know?" she said, "I called you in the morning and went out. When I came back, I opened the door and found that he was dead. I was scared to death. This man is always so sneaky. Before he returned home,
Didn’t even say hello.”
"How did you die?" I asked, feeling relieved.
"I don't know, the forensic results haven't come out yet. Anyway, it's very scary, the living room is full of blood," she said.
"You don't seem sad at all?" I think she is too cold.
"Feng Xiao, I never told you how he treated me. If you knew, you would know why I am so cold. Okay, you can rest. I'm sorry, because I frightened you." She said,
Then hung up the phone.
When he went to work the next day, Su Hua asked me in surprise: "Junior brother, what's wrong? There are dark circles under my eyes."
I shook my head with a wry smile, then turned and walked towards the ward.
"You're not falling in love again, are you?" I heard her whispering behind me.
I was upset and continued walking towards the patient without stopping.
Yu Min's ward was empty. I stared at the empty room in a daze. After a while, I woke up and hurriedly turned around and ran to the nurse's station, "Where is that patient? Where is the patient on my bed?"
A nurse looked at me in surprise and asked: "Which patient?"
"The patient in the second bed is named Yu Min." I said.
She pursed her lips and said, "That third party? He was transferred to another hospital. The procedures were completed yesterday afternoon."
I was stunned for a moment and felt an inexplicable sense of loss.
"Dr. Feng, what's wrong with you? You don't like her anymore, do you?" The little nurse looked at me and smiled.
I glared at her and said, "Zhuang Qing, don't talk nonsense!"
Zhuang Qing is the most beautiful nurse in our department, and it is said that she has some kind of relationship with our dean. The little girl is a weird girl, and she doesn't pay much attention to propriety in what she says and does, it all depends on her temperament.
Last time, she was the one who told the story about Su Hua. I even went to find her afterward.
"Zhuang Qing, do you have any objections to Dr. Su?" I asked her at that time.
"No?" she said, looking at me with wide eyes.
"Then why did you tell her story?" I asked.
In the department, the nurses often quarrel with the female doctors, but they are more tolerant of me and Lao Hu. Maybe this is what people often say, "opposites attract." Because of this, I am like
Go ask Zhuang Qing like this.
"Just say it casually." She said nonchalantly.
"Zhuang Qing, it's best not to talk about things like this involving patients. If something happens, not only the doctor will be punished, but the bonus of the entire department will also be affected. If this happens, everyone will blame
Maybe you are the one. People in a department should be more tolerant to each other." I said to her, and touched her most sensitive nerve - the bonus. In the department, the bonus is several times the salary.
"Oh. Then I will pay more attention in the future." She then realized the seriousness of the problem, "Dr. Feng, Dr. Su didn't blame me, right? I really didn't mean any harm."
"No. You know Dr. Su's temper. It's a typical man's character. Many things come and go quickly," I said.
"That's good." She said, sticking out her tongue at me playfully.
Every movement of a beautiful girl always makes people feel cute. I smiled at her and had the urge to touch her head. In my eyes, girls like her always look like the kid next door.
She's like a sister and makes people love her.
"Dr. Feng." Why do I think things are wrong in our department?" She tilted her head and looked at me and smiled, "Look, Dr. Su, Dr. Sun, and most of the female doctors in our department, their personalities are
They are all like men, but you and Dr. Hu are as careful and gentle as us women. Do you think it’s strange?”
I couldn't laugh or cry, and glared at her, "What's wrong with being careful and gentle? Then I'll just be tougher on you next time."
She looked at me and smiled, "Dr. Feng, you are smiling even when you stare."
I was also made to laugh by her, "You know my name. Feng Xiao, I laugh when I meet everyone!"
From then on, she and I became more casual. She liked to lean in front of me when she had nothing to do, and I felt very happy every time I saw her.
"Not to mention, you two really seem like a perfect match." The nurses and doctors in the department often joked to us.
Zhuang Qing stomped her feet and ran away embarrassedly every time, but I could only smile bitterly. I knew it was absolutely impossible for me to be with her, because she already had a boyfriend. Moreover, I always regarded her as the girl next door.
Same. Just like that.
A few days later, I met Zhao Menglei. It was she who came to see me.
"The police have concluded that it was suicide," she told me.
"Why? Why did he commit suicide?" I find it very strange. According to my understanding of Zhao Menglei's family, from an economic point of view they should belong to a high-income family. In terms of their relationship as a couple, it is Zhao Menglei who feels dissatisfied, not Zhao Menglei.
he.
"The police found a threatening text message on his mobile phone. The text message was sent to him by a woman, who was a wild woman outside. The woman asked him to compensate for the loss of youth, otherwise she would report him to his work unit.
he."
"Is this worth committing suicide?" I was still surprised.
She immediately became displeased, "Why are you acting like the police? Let me tell you, the police have determined that he committed suicide."
"Anyway, he was once your man." I muttered, feeling that my classmate was too cold. Thinking of how beautiful and pure she once was, I couldn't help but wonder: This is the one I once liked.
Her?
She seemed to understand my silent expression, "Do you think I'm cold and heartless?"
I am silent.
"But do you know how he usually treats me? He beats me, and brings other women home in front of me, and does that kind of thing on our bed! Moreover, he insists on me going
Look at their performance! He went out to be a prostitute, and then came back with all kinds of diseases and insisted on sleeping with me. If I didn't agree, he would beat me and force me to do that kind of thing! I went to the hospital in humiliation again and again,
Under the glare of your doctors and nurses, I endured the humiliation of being examined by you. Do you know all this? If I hadn't happened to be with you this time, this beast would have definitely put me in jail! Feng Xiao, you said,
If such a beast dies, will I shed tears for him?!" She said loudly, and later burst into tears.
I was greatly shocked. I could not imagine that she had experienced such an inhuman life. Her anger and her wails made me feel tender in my heart, so I went over and gently took her into my arms.
In her arms, "Meng Lei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Her cries of pain were slowly weakening, and her body was already gently and completely nestled in my arms.
"It's over, it's over. Meng Lei." I patted her back and said to her softly.
Things passed like this. Although my relationship with her became closer, I was unwilling to go to her home again. Because I really couldn't face a man who died in my own home. That man I had never seen before.
It's a shadow in my heart.
Even if we are together it is always in my dormitory or a hotel.
In fact, I still have some hesitation in my heart. I don't know whether I should continue to develop a relationship with Zhao Menglei. I sympathize with her, and I still like her in my heart. But I have asked myself many times: Do you really like her? After countless
After many inquiries, I had to admit that I probably loved the old woman more.
But she likes me very much, I can definitely see that.
She sold her new house and lost a lot of money because someone died in it, but she still sold it without hesitation and bought a new house near our hospital.
I can't refuse her love for me.
Maybe other people would go to their parents for advice after encountering this incident, but I didn't. After that incident happened when I graduated from high school, what my father said to me deeply hurt my heart.
——"No future!"
When I was admitted to the postgraduate program of obstetrics and gynecology, my father still said the same thing - no future!
…
"When will we get married?" Zhao Menglei asked me again.
"Wait a minute, after all, he died not long ago." I said.
"What does our marriage have to do with him?" she asked.
"Why doesn't it matter? Although you have suffered so much pain, in the eyes of others, you are still a woman who has just lost her husband. If you marry me immediately, you will cause criticism from others." I said.
"I don't care about others." She said excitedly.
"I care. I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. If others doubt my character, who will come to me for treatment? You should care too, because you are not alone in this world. Meng Lei, we
Is there any difference between getting married now?" I tried my best to find reasons to convince her. (To be continued)