"Are you awake?" I finally pressed the answer button and asked her softly.
"Where are you? Why is it so noisy?" she asked me. Her voice was lazy on the phone, and I guessed she might still be in bed.
I said: "I went to put gas in the car, and then found a teahouse to drink tea. What else would I do?"
Her voice suddenly seemed to become tense, "Come on?"
Maybe it's because of my own inner doubts that I felt nervousness in Shangguanqin's voice. Because I believe that fables like the suspect stealing the ax are entirely possible in our reality.
But no matter what, I just felt that there seemed to be a kind of nervousness in her voice, so I immediately became nervous because I didn't want her to know that I found the gun in the car.
I said: "Yes, I found that there is not much gas in the gas tank of the car. I want to wait for you to wake up and we will go to eat. After eating, we will set off."
She said: "You, you really have a lot of money. We can take back the gas we put in when driving and claim it. By the way, have you issued an invoice?"
Now I felt that what she said was a bit redundant: Since we came out as individuals, of course we should pay for the gas ourselves. Neither she nor I lack this money. As for whether it is me or her who pays for it.
There is no need to distinguish it so clearly. So, I immediately felt that her words were testing me. You know, if I put such a thing in the car, I would feel nervous and nervous because of it.
worried.
Regarding this matter, I seem to have a clearer picture in my mind at this moment: Shangguanqin brought a pistol when she went out this time. Perhaps this gun is something she must bring every time she goes out. But she dare not carry it with her.
Because I am next to her, and we may have to be intimate at any time, so it is easy for me to find out. So she can only put this thing in the car, and the place where she puts the gun must be easy to take out at any time, because this
The purpose of things is just in case.
Maybe she would bring this gun with her every time she went to that village. That was because she was alone every time she went there, so she felt very insecure.
There is another possibility: She didn't put the gun in the storage box originally. Maybe she didn't expect that I would go to refuel, so she safely put the gun in that place.
Indeed, I found that there was an element of chance in this matter. If I hadn't hit the truck today, the lid of the storage box would not have been popped up. If I hadn't accidentally looked inside.
At first glance or if I hadn't been so curious, I still wouldn't have discovered this thing.
But there's one thing I still don't understand: Since she came with me this time, why does she still bring this thing with her?
She is definitely not targeting me. I am very sure of this. Because from the process of being with her, I can completely feel that she has developed some feelings for me. As she said, her person
It was all mine, so she tried her best to cultivate a relationship with me. Therefore, if I suspected that she was bringing that thing to deal with me, there was no reason. And she didn't need to use it at all.
Use that kind of thing against me.
In a country like ours, women generally have an inherent concept in their bones, that is, they are always full of a special emotion for the first man in their lives. Shangguanqin told me
Her first love, but her first love did not allow her to give herself completely. To be precise, her first love gave her pure feelings. But I was different in her life, because from a traditional perspective
, I am the real first man in her life.
The reason why too many women cannot forget the first man in their lives is not only because that man made them change from a girl to a woman overnight, but also because that is the first memory in their lives. Every woman
There is only one first time in a person's life. Everything can be repeated, but the first time will never happen again. That's why that man will appear so special and important.
From my contact with Shangguanqin, I felt that she is actually very traditional at heart.
So, what is she afraid of?
Of course, such suspicion can only be based on the inference that the thing belongs to her. From this, I suddenly had an idea in my mind: If that thing belongs to her, then I will most likely be with her after we go back.
Find it in your residence.
But now, she was blaming me for such a small thing as cheering. Although I felt very surprised and strange, I had to give her a credible answer. I said: "I didn't think of that much at all.
.Isn’t it just a matter of a few hundred yuan? What’s the difference between taking it back and paying it back in Uncle Lin’s company, and doing it myself?”
She immediately laughed, "That's right. What you said made others suspect that I often take advantage of the company. Laugh, you won't doubt me in the same way, right?"
I also laughed and said, "Would your assistant Shangguan be interested in a matter of a few hundred dollars?"
She couldn't help but giggle, "That's right. Oh! I'm hungry. Come back quickly and let's go eat together."
I agreed repeatedly, "Then why don't you get up quickly? Let's go find a place to eat first, and then we can go back early."
When I passed the parking lot under the hotel and saw the Buick business car we drove in, I felt a sense of fear again, and I almost couldn't help but want to tie the seal of the cloth bag again.
, because I always felt that the knot I tied in front of me was not quite right. But I restrained myself, because I recalled it again in my mind, but found that I really couldn’t remember what the knot looked like when I opened it.
Yes. Moreover, I am still worried about another thing: What if Shangguanqin suddenly comes down at this time? If she is already suspicious of me, then she is likely to come down soon. And, maybe
She has already come down.
I'm not sure about this.
I suppressed the impulse in my heart and continued walking into the hotel. And I tried my best to only take a first look at the car, because I was worried that she was quietly watching me somewhere in front of me at the moment.
I entered the hotel lobby and looked around pretending to be unintentional. No sign of her was found.
Then I went upstairs to the door of the room. I started knocking on the door.
The door opened and she appeared at the door. I saw that she had changed her clothes, and her hair was still a little messy at the moment. She was looking at me and smiling, "You, you are so leisurely that you went to drink tea alone."
!”
I still had some fear in my heart, but I kept convincing myself in my heart: She is so beautiful and kind-hearted, how could she be like that? That gun must belong to someone else.
This kind of self-persuasion made the fear in my heart disappear a lot, and the way I looked at her became more natural, and I suddenly felt a kind of tenderness in my heart. I know why, because from my heart
Deep down, I don't want her to be the kind of person I suspect. Maybe this is a kind of self-deception or self-narcosis, but I really hope that's the case.
I smiled and said: "You are sleeping, and you specifically asked me not to wake you up. As you know, I have the habit of getting up early every day, and I will wake up naturally at that time. But I didn't know it after I went to have breakfast.
It was time to go and do something, so I thought of refueling. But after refueling, I didn’t know what to do. I happened to see a teahouse, so I went in. Not to mention, it’s really nice to experience the local customs in a place like that.
good."
She looked at me and smiled, "You really don't look like a doctor. I think you are suitable to be a poet."
I laughed and said, "I can write poetry. Wait, let me think about it... Haha! I remember, when I was in junior high school, a classmate in our class wrote a poem like this. You
Listen to me reciting it to you... I'm not afraid of the sky or the earth. I'm just afraid that the teacher will come to my house. Sit on my bed, drink my tea, and my mother will beat the teacher as soon as he leaves. How about that?"
She laughed and said, "No, didn't you say you can write poems? You can compose one yourself and listen to it."
I thought about it, looked at her randomly and said with a smile: "If you don't take a shower at night, mosquitoes will bite you everywhere. If you turn over in the middle of the night, you'll be crushed to death."
She laughed even more, "I took a shower later."
I said: "I'm talking about my own past."
She was still laughing, and then came over and held my arm, "I didn't expect you to be so funny. Come on, I'm hungry. Let's go eat."
So I went to take our things and go downstairs. I believed that she would not doubt me anymore. Of course, the premise was still the same: the gun was hers.
Originally, I said we should go to eat first and then come back and drive, but she said that would be troublesome. She said: "Stop when you see a restaurant with a better environment, and then leave after eating."
I think so.
When we got to the car, I handed her the car keys and said, "You better do it."
She looked at me, "Why don't you open it?"
I said, "There are so many people on the street that I'm afraid I'll bump into them."
She laughed again, "Your skills are suitable for driving straight ahead, and there must not be many people or cars coming."
I hurriedly said: "That's not enough. My reversing skills are also very good."
I kept paying attention to her while we were talking, and found that she had never even looked at the storage box between us. I couldn't help but think to myself: Am I really wrong?
There were too many people on the street. We stopped the car after seeing a restaurant that looked pretty good on our way out of the city. I got out of the car first, and then went to close the door. But at this moment, I
I found her looking at the storage box, her eyes fixed for just a moment.
My heart almost stopped immediately, and the fear that had appeared before suddenly surged through my body. Suddenly I felt her raising her head, and her eyes were looking in my direction. I turned my head quickly,
Then he closed the car door forcefully. The car door suddenly made a loud "bang" sound.
She immediately criticized me and said: "Smile, what are you doing? Why are you working so hard?!"
I thought to myself: It's over, I lost my composure. But I had to force the panic in my heart and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, I..."
She smiled brightly at me and said, "You, I really don't know if you are so rough when operating on patients."
I smiled bitterly at her and said, "How could that be?"
She got out of the car, came to my side, and inserted her hand into my arm. At this moment, my body couldn't help but tremble.
She asked me in surprise: "What? Are you cold?"
I nodded hurriedly and said, "Maybe I have a slight cold from sitting in that teahouse for a long time today."
She immediately stretched out her hand to test the temperature on my forehead, "You don't have a fever?"
I was still worried and uneasy, "You don't necessarily have to have a fever if you have a cold. Come on, I'm hungry. Let's go in and order food."
She glared at me and said, "I haven't had breakfast yet."
I said: "It's not easy to feel hungry if you don't have breakfast."
She asked me in surprise: "Why is this?"
In fact, I wanted to talk to her about this topic as soon as possible, because in this way I could temporarily forget the panic in my heart. I answered her: "If you don't eat breakfast, your stomach will not be activated and it will still be in a semi-cold state."
In a state of inhibition. I ate breakfast, and my stomach began to secrete digestive substances from then on. It is always active, so it is easier to feel hungry."
She immediately chuckled, "So there is some truth in this. You medical students are so good, and I am really lucky to be able to live with a doctor like you. I don't have to worry about my health in the future.
Problem."
Of course I understand what she means, she is talking about our future. (To be continued)