We had breakfast downstairs. Then she said to me: "You don't have to send me off today. I have to drive the car to the company."
I nodded.
Afterwards, I drove away first because she said that she felt that the clothes she was wearing today did not look good and she needed to go back and change into another set. My heart suddenly moved: Is she going back to put that gun?
I was almost impulsive. When I drove to the hospital, I almost wanted to go back, but I restrained myself. When I was going to work in the morning, I almost wanted to go back impulsively again, but I still restrained myself.
The reason I was able to restrain myself was that I was thinking about a question: What would you do if you found the gun in her residence? Call the police? Or go directly to ask her what happened?
Moreover, I am also very worried about her vigilance at the moment. I think, what if I run into her if I go back now? It doesn't matter, I can just find any reason, for example, I just come back to rest because I feel uncomfortable.
Even if she finds me rummaging through things, I can explain that I am looking for medicine or something. Although I am obviously the director of the hospital, such a lie is likely to be exposed by her, but it doesn't matter.
What's more, maybe I can find other more reasonable explanations.
But that's not the crux of the problem. I'm thinking, what would she do if she found out that I cared about this matter? Silence her? Or use some other method? Yes, this is the most terrifying thing.
I think the best way for now is to pretend that I don’t know anything. Even if she finds out that I have opened the bag, she will still pretend to know nothing. Maybe this is the best way. Because of my pretending.
Not knowing already shows that I don't care. This may be the best way to protect myself.
But, how could I refuse marriage to her?
Now, this is the thing that bothers me the most.
Therefore, these two choices are completely contradictory, and they are so contradictory that it is difficult for me to choose.
But I still restrained my urge to go back, because I kept saying to myself: Wait, think again, think again...
In the next few days, I stayed with Shangguanqin carefully every day. We still went for walks or watched movies, but when we made love, I would look at her face and imagine myself with nursery rhymes.
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Shangguanqin's behavior was normal, as if she didn't know anything about the gun.
The money given to our hospital by the Department of Health came down, and it turned out to be only 10 million. The director said that Director Zou had deducted 3 million.
I completely understand why Director Zou did this: as a leader, you have to exercise your power. And by doing this, he can better balance the affairs of other hospitals and make it easier to explain to others.
Deng Feng came to ask me how much money I would give to the director. After thinking about it, I said, "Let's give it at the rate of 13 million. He can't control the outcome. I tried my best."
He nodded and obeyed. In fact, he had exactly the same idea as me now: in order to get more funds in the future, this kind of thing must be done like this.
The gun thing has always been in my heart, and it is really difficult for me to completely forget it. Until one day, I finally made up my mind to go back and check it out quietly, because I met Qin Xuquan, and he accidentally told me something
One thing: Mr. Kang is still alive.
I thought that if there was no gun in Shangguanqin's residence, the problem must be with Nursery Rhyme. If I found the gun, I would also have to find Nursery Rhyme, because I found that I seemed to have no other choice.
Because recently Shangguan Qin has hinted to me more than once: It’s time to propose to her.
In the past few days, Shangguanqin asked me several times what kind of ring I like. I said, a diamond ring. She said, I was talking about the design style of the ring. I said, I can’t tell, it just looks good. Finally she said, oh, that’s true.
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In fact, I knew she was reminding me that I should propose to her, but I was hesitating in my heart. And this hesitation in my heart was entirely due to my inner fear. That gun became the biggest obstacle between me and her.
A heart disease.
What else can I do? I can only pretend that I don’t understand what she means. But I know that this method cannot last forever.
However, I still dare not ask her because I am afraid of the truth.
If the gun is not hers, then everything will be gone. But I think this is extremely unlikely. What if the gun is hers? Then there are two possible situations: She does not admit it.
, but she became wary of me and even took measures; she admitted, admitted everything, including the case that the nursery rhyme told me about. Then she kidnapped me with marriage, or issued a death notice to me.
Of course, there is another best-case scenario, that is, she admits everything and agrees that we will no longer interact, but the condition is that I must keep it secret for her. But, is this possible? If she is really that kind of person
, will she adopt such an approach?
On this day, Qin Xuquan called me and asked me if I was in the hospital. I told him that I was, but I was no longer in the previous hospital. Because I remembered that I had never told him about my transfer.
I didn't tell him this because I didn't think it was necessary, because he and I didn't have a close relationship, and we weren't really friends.
He said that his woman was not feeling well recently and wanted to ask me to find a doctor for help. I said you can come, no problem. Then I told him the name and specific location of our hospital.
Now I understand, in fact, the relationship between me and him is just a relationship where I continue to help him. A person who thinks he is superior helps people at the bottom to gain inner satisfaction. Just like me and Shangguan Qin
I had the same thought when I went to deliver something to that village.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but be confused again: For someone like Shangguanqin, could she be a murderer?
Not long after, Qin Xuquan came, bringing his woman with him. I called Dai Qian and asked her to take Qin Xuquan's woman for a checkup. Qin Xuquan stayed in my office drinking tea.
In my office, he seemed a little reserved, even at a loss. He said, "I didn't expect you to be the dean. I mean, no wonder you are so rich."
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Village Chief Qin, I have never been corrupt or accepted bribes."
Only then did he realize the mistake in his words, "No, that's not what I meant."
I thought he was too nervous, so I called the hospital office and asked the hospital office to bring me a pack of cigarettes. Now, I don’t feel that I am taking any advantage of the government. Firstly, it is convenient, and secondly, I feel very
Have a face.
Jiang Mei personally brought me a cigarette, which was Soft China. I knew this was something that could be used in the office for reception at any time, so I opened the cigarette myself and immediately gave Qin Xuquan one.
When Jiang Mei left, she said to me: "Dean Feng, when are you free recently? I want to tell you something."
Qin Xuquan immediately said: "Then let me go out."
I hurriedly asked him to sit down, and then asked Jiang Mei, "Is your matter urgent?"
She shook her head.
I said: "Okay, let's do it in the afternoon."
She nodded and left.
Qin Xuquan held the cigarette in his hand without lighting it. I smiled at him and said, "Put this pack of cigarettes on. I don't smoke anyway. Now if you want to smoke, just light it yourself. Don't do that."
So nervous."
He smiled at me and then took out a lighter and lit it. Only now did I find that he had become a little more natural and easy-going.
"How are you? How are you doing recently?" I asked him, smiling.
He laughed "haha", "It's okay. Rural people are like that anyway. But Dr. Feng, oh, no, Dean Feng, I really appreciate your help to us. This time our village will be re-elected."
Sir, I unanimously approved it. If it weren’t for you, this would be impossible.”
Of course I knew he was talking about the help I gave him. In fact, people in rural areas are also very realistic nowadays: of course they will choose whoever can bring them economic benefits. I smiled and said: "Don't be so polite about small things.
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He said: "I am really grateful. You see, when I came to your place, you gave me such a good cigarette, but you had nothing at my place."
I immediately laughed, "Why do you say that? Haven't I drank at your house several times? Your sausages, bacon, etc., taste very good, and by the way, there is also your liquor.
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He smiled sheepishly and said, "Those are all home-made things. They are not really good things."
Then we had nothing to say, and I suddenly discovered that we had no common language at all. He was very casual when we were at his house, but here, he was almost at a loss to find something to talk about. And I was the same way.
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However, I couldn't let this atmosphere continue. Then I asked him: "Why is your woman uncomfortable?"
He said: "She has been bleeding from her lower body in recent days. This has never happened before. I took her to several other hospitals for examinations a few days ago, but the doctors there couldn't tell at all.
The reason came naturally. Some said it was caused by inflammation, and others quietly told me that it might be cancer. I was scared to death. Then I thought that you seemed to be an obstetrician and gynecologist, so I called you."
The situation he mentioned was too general, and I couldn’t tell what the problem was with his woman. Female vaginal bleeding is just like abdominal pain in children. It is a common symptom of many diseases. To make an accurate diagnosis, further careful examination is required.
.In the final analysis, a small amount of bleeding from the female vagina is a complex problem, and it is not that easy to diagnose. It may occur during ovulation under normal circumstances, and it may also occur with diseases such as cervical cancer.
I said: "Don't worry, the doctor who took her just now will find a good doctor to examine her. But you should have come to me from the beginning. Why go to other hospitals?"
He said sheepishly: "I have caused you so much trouble, so... haha! Dean Feng, we used to go to Mr. Kang, he is very powerful. There used to be a man in our village who always pulled blood.
After many examinations at the hospital, the cause could not be found, so I went to see Mr. Kang. Mr. Kang said that it was because he had a tumor in his ear. Then he went to the hospital to check the inside of his ear. Really, it was inside.
There really is a tumor. Dean Feng, do you think this thing is magical?"
I smiled bitterly and said: "What does bleeding have to do with tumors growing in the ears? It doesn't make sense." At this point, I suddenly remembered Mr. Kang's death, and immediately sighed: "But Mr. Kang is indeed very capable. It's a pity.
Oh, he actually died. Alas!"
But he looked at me and said, "Dean Feng, who said he is dead?"
I was immediately startled by his words, "Didn't you say he hanged himself?"
He immediately looked at the door of my office, and then said to me in a low voice: "Dean Feng, I'm just telling you, you must not tell anyone outside. Okay?"
I was extremely surprised, and at the same time I suddenly felt very uneasy, "Well, just trust me."
He said: "I have a good friend who lives next to Mr. Kang's house. That day my friend came to my house to drink. He drank a little too much, so he told me that Mr. Kang was actually fine at all.
He was pretending to be dead. As for hanging himself, that was a plan he had discussed with my friend in advance. My friend also said that Mr. Kang told them that he was in danger, and that if he didn't pretend to be dead, he would probably die.
Not for long."
I was even more surprised, and at the same time I felt a little incredible and even unbelievable. I asked hurriedly: "So, did Mr. Kang tell you about that friend? What danger did he encounter?"
Qin Xuquan shook his head and said: "I also asked my friend about it at that time, but my friend said: Mr. Kang is like a god in his heart. He didn't dare to ask, he just followed his instructions." (To be continued)