I don’t know why, but my unsatisfactory eyes shed tears at this moment. Sitting in front of her, my tears burst out all of a sudden.
At this moment, the fear, helplessness, longing for her and other emotions in my heart suddenly surged into my heart. My tears actually represented such complicated emotions.
She came to my side and wiped my tears with a tissue. At the same time, she said to me softly: "Feng Xiao, what's wrong with you? You are a man, why do you shed tears so easily? Come on, don't do this, after all.
What happened? Tell me right away, okay?"
She has never been so gentle in front of me, but her gentleness at this moment makes me more vulnerable, and my tears become more difficult to suppress, and they surge out like a river bursting its embankment.
However, what I didn't expect was that she suddenly became angry. She threw the tissue on her hand that she had just wiped for me to the ground, and then sat down in the same position she had just been in. "Stop crying! What does it look like?"
?!Huh? Do you look like a man like this? Really!"
My tears suddenly stopped flowing, and I wiped them clean immediately, and then looked at her sheepishly. I found that I was still more accustomed to her treating me like this. But her gentleness could only
It brings out the vulnerability in me.
She looked at me, then smiled brightly at me, then put some food into my bowl, "Here, let's eat something first. Let's talk while we eat."
But I couldn't eat it, so I looked at her, "Nurse rhyme, we...can't we really be together?"
She shook her head slightly and said softly: "Fang Qiang and I are getting married." Then she came to look at me and said, "Feng Xiao, it was you who told Fang Qiang that I was in Tibet last time, right?"
I was startled, then nodded.
Her eyes softened, "Thank you."
I shook my head, feeling desolate in my heart, "Tongyong, actually I know that I am not worthy of you. We shouldn't have gone to Tibet last time. I'm sorry for you, it was me who blasphemed you. I'm also sorry for Fang Qiang. Moreover,
That experience..."
She immediately interrupted me, "Feng Xiao, stop talking! What happened that time was not your fault alone. Stop talking, okay? Tell me now, what happened? You were so on the phone
I’m afraid, why don’t you tell me in a hurry now?”
I shook my head, "Now, I don't want to talk about it."
She looked at me, "Didn't you say you were scared?"
Me: "... nursery rhyme, Mr. Kang is not dead. His death was a play performed by himself and the villagers."
She was immediately shocked, "What? What did you say?!"
I repeated what I just said again, and then said: "So, I think your suspicion of Shangguan Qin is wrong. And... the last time we went to Tibet was even more of a mistake."
Now, I have absolutely no hope that she can become my lover, and I immediately force myself to stop thinking about it.
I didn't want to say this sentence just now, but I said it anyway. I think maybe I hope to completely and truly cut off my expectations for her in this way.
She was silent for a while. After a while, she came to ask me: "Feng Xiao, is what you just said accurate? Did you listen to others or did you see him again?"
I replied: "You know the village chief of my stone house, right? He told me today when he brought his wife to me to help find someone to treat her. But he repeatedly told me not to tell other people.
"
She looked at me, "Then why did you tell me?"
I was stunned for a moment: Are you still not happy when I tell you this? But it was impossible for me to ask her like this, so I replied: "Tongyao, I think you must be wrong to doubt Shangguan Qin."
She shook her head slightly, "Feng Xiao, why don't you think about why Mr. Kang did that?"
I stood there immediately, "Why did he do that? You know?"
She nodded, "He is a smart man. Now I know that he is so smart..."
I looked at her, waiting for her to continue.
"Last time you and I went to find him. I asked him several questions, and he answered me at the time. It seems that he came to his senses later and felt that the questions I asked him were likely to make him deeply
He was in danger, so he thought of feigning death." She said in a low voice.
I couldn't completely believe what she said, "Tongyue, you are a police officer, wouldn't you go to see the police's exact evidence about his death? As far as I know, suicide also needs to be recorded by the police. And his household registration,
You also need to cancel your household registration after death. Don’t the police care about this matter?”
She shook her head and said: "It was too late for me to avoid him at that time. Besides, I am no longer a policeman, so how could I ask specifically? His registered permanent residence is not in the local area. As long as the local people do not report the crime, no one will care about such things.
Do you think rural areas are cities?”
I was silent for a moment. Suddenly, I remembered what she said before, so I hurriedly asked: "Nurse rhyme, you just said..."
However, at this moment she actually came to ask me, "Feng Xiao, you said on the phone that you were so scared..."
We all laughed at the same time. She said hurriedly: "You ask first."
So I continued to ask her: "You just said that Mr. Kang felt that he might be in danger. What did you mean?"
She said: "Because the questions I asked him involve one of the largest forces in our Jiangnan Province."
I seemed to understand, but I was a little confused, "Aren't you investigating Shangguan Qin? Could it be that she..."
She shook her head and said, "Don't ask. Mr. Kang knows how to avoid trouble in that way. Why do you still go in here? Aren't you afraid?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then said after a while: "Tongyao, to tell you the truth, I am planning to marry Shangguanqin."
She immediately looked at me in shock, and a moment later she suddenly shouted to me, "No!"
My reaction to her was originally expected, but at this moment I suddenly felt a little surprised, "Why?"
She hurriedly looked around, and then whispered to me: "Didn't I tell you before? She is probably a murder suspect. Why are you so confused?"
I was speechless for a moment.
She was looking at me, her face had turned red because she was angry, "Feng Xiao, did she make it impossible for you to get rid of her? You... why are you so confused? Can't you just miss a day?
A woman?"
My face also started to feel hot, "No, I have been rejecting her, but she drugged me that day... I couldn't help it."
I don't know why I couldn't help but tell this matter, but once the words were spoken, I could never take them back.
She was stunned immediately, and then sighed: "It seems that she has to drag you into the water before she gives up. By the way, Feng Xiao, you haven't answered my question yet. You said on the phone that you were so scared, right?
Is it also related to her?"
At this moment, I hesitated, wondering whether I should tell her the whole story.
She was looking at me, "Feng Xiao, you can't marry her. There is no room for consideration in this matter unless you want to destroy yourself. Now that you are aware of the dangerous situation you are in, what else can you do?
What are you hesitating about? Tell me, what is going on? After all, I have been a policeman, maybe I can help you. Feng Xiao, we are still friends no matter what, right? You should believe me, right?
I know you believe me, otherwise you wouldn’t have made this call to me. Do you think so?”
Her voice was very soft, and that softness made me feel warm inside, and it also made me feel a sense of security. At this moment, I was melted by her. Yes, besides being able to trust her now,
Who else can I trust? Who else can I rely on besides her to really help me? Lin Yu is an official, maybe she doesn't want to be involved in such a thing. I don't want her to be like that either.
I can ask Lin Yu to give me ideas at any time about work matters, or even ask her to help me, but such a thing is too unusual after all, and has nothing to do with work matters at all, and may also have some meaning.