Later, I will always remember this unusual night. On that night, I drank with a few women and then went to Songcheng. Dong Jie also went there that night. What I never expected was that that night was very important to Dong Jie.
The impact was so great, maybe because of the emotional pain, maybe because of Yang Shuguang's generosity when giving tips, that's why she became the person she was later.
What’s even more surprising to me is that that night also laid the foundation for Ning Xiangru’s future. And the fate of the girl named Congcong also changed because of it. And Dai Qian, too.
Jian Yi... Of course, Yang Shuguang and I were also involved in different spirals of fate.
Later, some people called this change an accident, but I don't think so. I think everything is inevitable.
I drank a lot that night, and maybe I was in a state of excitement, so I didn’t feel particularly drunk, but I felt my stomach cramping. So, I quickly spoke with a non-negotiable tone and attitude.
The ground left there.
When I just left the fish restaurant where I had a late night snack, I could no longer control the cramps in my stomach, so I quickly rushed into the darkness and started to vomit freely.
.
Really, the vomiting made me feel very happy, just like a natural process of eliminating toxins from the body. I have vomited after drinking more than once, but most of the time I felt pain.
, and only that time it was a refreshing feeling.
But after the fun, there was endless loneliness, and my legs were still a little weak. I knew I had to go home, and then sleep in loneliness and loneliness.
But what I didn't expect was that when I walked out of the darkness, I saw the girl named Congcong standing in the bright place under the street lamp looking at me. She said to me: "Mr. Zhang,
I'll take you home, okay?"
I immediately understood: she had heard all my vomiting in the dark just now, or it could be said that she had seen it, because I was in that state and could feel everything through hearing without seeing it with my own eyes.
And I can also know that she must have been called by Yang Shuguang to send me off. And maybe she is not so willing, because she should understand that it is during the process of vomiting that I need the most care. After all, she is a medical student.
student. So, I can totally imagine that maybe Yang Shuguang paid her a certain fee.
Yang Shuguang discovered his error in judgment when we were drinking just now: What I am interested in is not the princess, but my little junior sister, so he made such an arrangement. Yang Shuguang knew that I was lonely
, because he is also a man.
You know, a man who has no wife and is drunk is often very lonely.
But I can't let this girl take me home, because I don't want to make that mistake again. It is instinctive and natural for men to like beautiful women, but for a man like me who has experienced so many ups and downs,
, this kind of thing really makes me scared. And the girl in front of me, she was obviously asked by Yang Shuguang to accompany me with money or other means. There is no doubt about this. I was thinking at the time
, if she was not a medical student, maybe I could accept it, because at that moment I was really alone and lonely.
However, she is an alumnus of mine and a college student, so I cannot accept it in any case. I no longer doubt whether her body is dirty, because I believe that as a medical student, I will take care of my body no matter what.
At the very least, healthy. So the problem is not here, but my identity and face as a teacher.
Therefore, I said to her at that time: "Congcong, I don't need what you gave me. You can go back."
She said: "I promised Mr. Hou that I must send you back."
I said, "It's okay. I'll tell him tomorrow that this is what you gave me."
She shook her head, "No. I promised him."
Now I felt strange, "You seem to be afraid of him?"
She whispered: "I don't want to lose that job. After all, it is a high-paying job, which can earn me more than 10,000 yuan a month. I need this money very much."
I didn't ask her why she needed the money, because I felt that such a question was meaningless, and since she was going to answer me, it might not be true. I thought at the time: Anyway, it was nothing more than a huge crisis at home.
Difficulties, or special personal needs. In any case, for a girl to work in such an environment, even if she is not selling her body in a real sense, it is unbearable to endure the touching of her body by a strange man. For
For a girl, such things still require great courage to face.
At that time, I faced an embarrassing situation: on the one hand, I really didn’t need her to send me home, because I didn’t know what Yang Shuguang asked her to do; on the other hand, I couldn’t because
My refusal caused her to lose the job. At that moment, I immediately understood the reason why Yang Shuguang called Baobao here, because her sister was the foreman. Maybe her role was to let her control Congcong.
I said, "Well, you come with me for a walk, or I can take you back to school. It's not too far from the Medical University. You won't go back to work tonight, right?"
She said: "Well. Then, let's go for a walk."
So we walked forward, with her by my side. After she hesitated for a moment, she came over and took my arm.
I couldn't help but move my arms, "It doesn't need to be like this."
She didn't let go of her hand. I immediately understood that she was afraid that someone was watching her not far away. So, I didn't say anything more, and the two of us walked forward slowly.
I started looking for topics because I felt this situation was a bit embarrassing. At this moment, I had already vomited, so my mind was much clearer. I asked her: "Are you really a medical student?"
She said: "Yeah."
I said: "I used to be a doctor at the Medical University Affiliated Hospital, in the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology."
Her body trembled for a moment, and then she asked me: "Really?"
I told her this to make her tell the truth, because I suddenly hoped that I could help her. I felt that such a girl who was controlled by others was a bit pitiful. However, if I really wanted to help her, I would
You must first understand her.
I replied: "Yes. And I also served as the director of the school for a period of time, and then I was transferred out of the school. Haha! Now I am no longer a teacher in the school, so you don't have to worry about anything."
She doesn't speak.
I immediately asked her: "Your name is not Congcong at all, right?"
She said, with a smile in her voice, "You are not Mr. Zhang either."
I also laughed, "Yes. My surname is Feng."
She said: "Do you really believe me that much? Are you not worried at all that I am not a medical student at all?"
I was stunned for a moment, and I couldn't help but regret it a little, but of course I wouldn't admit my regret. I said, "It doesn't matter, I'm single now anyway."
She said: "Huh?"
I said: "You work there every night and have to do an internship the next day. How can you continue like this? Don't you think you will fall asleep the next day?"
She said: "Why not? But there is nothing we can do."
I couldn't help but sigh, "Don't the people in your dormitory know what you are doing outside?"
She said: "I said I was working as a tutor outside. Anyway, no one cares about other people's affairs these days. I am too lazy to socialize with my classmates."
I obviously feel that she is perfunctory when talking to me. In fact, I also know that we are just chatting now. So I just chat with her, and I don’t want the relationship between us to become so boring, because it is boring.
The result is embarrassment.
I said, "Let's take a taxi, and then I'll take you back to school and then go home."
At this moment, I felt tired of talking to her, and I also found the idea of preparing to help her funny that I had just thought of.
But she said: "Let's take a walk, it's good. I haven't walked with a man like this for a long time, and now I feel so fulfilled."
I think her wording is not quite accurate, because I think what she needs may not be enrichment, but support. I said: "Actually, after we meet today, we may never see each other again in the future, and you should also be there early."
It's better to go back and rest, you have to go to work tomorrow."
She immediately laughed, "Tomorrow is the weekend. Have you forgotten?"
I was stunned. During this period, I almost never took any weekends off, because I was very afraid of weekends, so I always went to the hospital office on weekends. As a result, as time went by, I no longer had the concept of weekends at all.
. I couldn’t help but smile bitterly and said: “Oh! I’ve been living this life so well that I even forgot about the weekend.”
She asked me: "You are usually very busy, right? You are not a doctor now?"
I asked her in surprise: "Why do you ask me that?"
She replied: "You said that you used to be a doctor in our school and also served as the director of the department, but you were transferred later. I think there is no better hospital in our Jiangnan Province than the hospital affiliated to the Medical University.
So I think you must have been transferred out to work as an official. Is that right?"
I couldn't help but sigh, "I didn't expect you to be so smart."
She said softly: "What's the use of being smart? Beauty is just a bad thing."
My heart suddenly trembled slightly, because her words touched my heart, and reminded me of the women I had experienced. Aren't they all such beautiful women? Could it be that the world itself is
Is it designed like this? All beautiful and smart women have a bad fate?
At this moment, I felt a little pity for her again in my heart. I admit that the main reason why I felt such pity was because of her beauty, and secondly because of her somewhat sad words just now. In addition, there was also the feeling of pity in my heart.
Loneliness also plays a role.
I asked her: "Can you tell me? Why do you have to do that job? Have you never thought about your future?"
She doesn't speak.
I immediately felt that I was being too abrupt, "Well, maybe I shouldn't ask you."
At this time she finally spoke: "Mr. Zhang...oh, no, Teacher Feng, where do you live?"
I didn't understand why she suddenly asked me this question, "Why are you asking me this?"
She whispered: "I promised Mr. Hou that I would accompany you tonight."
At this moment, my heart suddenly became cold, "You, do you often accompany guests like this?"
But she immediately said: "No, I didn't... This is the first time for me to do this. I said, I don't want to lose this job."
I said: "You can go to other places, why are you afraid of him?"
She immediately panicked, "No, that's not possible. My ID card and my deposit are all in that song city."
I understood immediately and couldn't help but sigh in my heart, "You don't need to accompany me. I'm not the kind of person you imagined. Let's do this. I'll talk to Mr. Hou tomorrow and ask them to return your things and deposit."
You. Of course, this won’t affect your going to work there. Can it?”
She was suddenly surprised and happily asked me: "Really?"
I nodded, "I believe I can still do such a small thing."
Her expression suddenly darkened, "Forget it. As long as they allow me to continue working there."
I almost asked: How much money do you need? Why do you have to do that? However, I resisted and did not say it. Because I knew that once such words were spoken, they would probably be punished.
A lot of troubles are coming.
But I still said: "I'll take you here. In front of you is the school gate. Don't worry, I won't tell Mr. Hou some things. Congcong, I don't know your
What is your real name, but I think I should say something to you. The most important thing for a girl is self-esteem. No matter how difficult you encounter, self-esteem is still something you should stick to. Once this last line of defense is taken by you
Give up... I'm not talking about anything else, nor about selling one's body, but about a person's self-esteem, do you understand? If you give up this line of defense, then you will want to pick it up again in the future.
It’s difficult. Maybe you will fall because of this. Congcong, I am not lying, nor am I a defender of Taoism. These words of mine are my heartfelt words to you as your teacher or senior brother. I hope you can remember what I just said to you.
Are you okay with what you said?"
She lowered her head and said nothing. (To be continued)